late asf but ur vocal range is so good 😭 

who here at 12:33 am on april 25 streaming this right now

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too many issues i cant solve emmm
thanks 4 everything, really proud of this song i hope yall like it lol

lyrics:
you say its for the best,
but i feel way too stressed.
i swear that im losing sight
of what i do best
i wanna be right
yeah well im obssessed
its bad that i lie...
but theres stuff i cant confess

ive been down and so hopeless
im losing my focus
i hope i can show this
my life is so bogus
my career is tanking
everythings taking
a dangerous route

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
and your eyes say no but i can see all your greed
im an asshole addict with tendencies to grieve
i hate the person im becoming
i swear its natural but i feel like its evil
ive been losing focus in the sight of my dreams
i wanna turn back time but i dont think i can leave

take another step forward, i wish that i could step more
i try to turn around to face the problems but i get bored
they tell me im a monster in disguise without a big roar
seeing all my friends going up wish i could get more

and everyone around wants me to change myself
ive been stuck up in the clouds where i cannot find help
ive been dragged inside the mud and ive been down in hell
and really i have not been feeling all too well

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
and your eyes say no but i can see all your greed
im an asshole addict with tendencies to grieve
i hate the person im becoming
i swear its natural but i feel like its evil
ive been losing focus at the sight of my dreams
i wanna turn back time but i dont think i can leave

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please

issues prod siemspark & ayoley

prod. mochi @1m0chi

lyrics: 
you keep talking on my name. why do you care?
you keep telling people that it wasnt fair
youre just mad im doing better than you could
but i aint never coming back, i know that you would

and its hard for me to grasp and realize
i been talking to your friends you keep telling them all these lies
and we're just saying the same things im just tryna touch the sky
and im just trying to win but you dont wanna see me do it at all

cause god shes better than you, you say you dont even care (x4)
and shes a narcissist a pessimist i dont even care

you been tryna focus on me
im okay let it be
shes mad that shes od
i think that you should leave

i dont wanna talk. just be alone
thats why you still hit my phone
dont raise your tone

and i dont wanna fucking talk to you anymore
thats why your boyfriend hit me up he told me yall aint gon be no more
you starting shit on the daily and im starting to get real bored
you say youre happier with him, so what you tired of living for?

cause god shes better than you, you say you dont even care (x4)
and shes a narcissist a pessimist i dont even care

spotify

better than you (@lovehishia on ig)

bad news prod. beemo! + nownotlater

oh my god no i did it again
now u dont fuck wit me and i hate all ur friends 
guess i fell in the cycle again
i knew it was the end
but it felt so perfect in your bed
now ur just a past acquaintance in my head 
bitch dont talk to me im not ur friend 
but for u id do it all agaiiiinnnn

we’re just some fucked up kids fuckin up 
like what the fuck is love 
i wanna smoke till i cant feel my lungs
i roll another blunt 
i wanna drink till i cant fuckin talk 
i pour another cup
i wanna bleed till i cant fuckin walk
i add another cut x2

it was just a matter of time before u fell back into his arms

do u feel any sort of sorrow for the man u left with scars? 

but i dont care anymore 
atleast ur not in my hair anymore 
atleast ur not in my bed anymore 
cuz the thought of u makes me drop to the floor 
i feel it down to my core

no i dont care anymore 
atleast that dumb bitch not in my head
anymore 
at least ur not in my bed anymore 
with every thought of u i fall down to the floooor

and imma get the bag imma do what i do
imma do it on my own bitch i dont need u
fuck me over again and again till my thoughts are all blue
if i ignore ur dumbass bitch ill never lose

we’re just some fucked up kids fuckin up 
like what the fuck is love 
i wanna smoke till i cant feel my lungs
i roll another blunt 
i wanna drink till i cant fuckin talk 
i pour another cup
i wanna bleed till i cant fuckin walk
i add another cut x2

bleed

hate my guts w/ kuriosity

@hovis
produced by me and @9aevi

(vil)
it all started with a fall
when i heard that snap
i immediately turn my back to you, and there
you were
lying face down
i could see a faint frown forming, oh my god
tell me that i’m dreaming
i can’t fold seams in
and it got me feeling nauseous, i’m relaying all my options
(don't know what to do)

(hovis)
i knew that everything we did was gonna fall through
you think you're different then you're making a fool
cause everything i fucking did was for you
but you don't care at all and it's true
i tried to tell you how these things were gon be
but i think maybe it was all in a dream
you tried to tell me that these things were ok
but it's all falling down right at the seams

(vil)
and i’d rather break my bones with you
maybe play with sticks and stones then too
until the night ends (x2)
just grant my wish 
and my word is yours
i’m not asking you to try, but if you want to
lets find time to be together
and let our bodies take a blow-

and you might tell me this or that
no feeling, stab me in my back
blood leaking, body on the mat
i scream and cry for peace
and my brain is so exhausted, really think i lost it

(hovis)
you did it all again
i wanna send it end
you really fucking up the mood and fucking up the plans
i wanna see your fuckin words fizzle out in sand
and i just wanna get you outta here don't play a hand
nah

sticks & stones ft. hovis

part 1
prod  (tonycomputerlove + elxnce + nomu + kuriosity)

but u cant see past it
empty carts empty bottles on the mattress 

its like my whole world blackened
i hit that shit and feel my fingers turn to static

cuz imma fuck up i get it
im constantly beggin 
for all ur attention 
its not my intention x2

yea all ur words cut 
deep and down to my soul
yea thats some shit that you wont ever know

you left a bullet
flyin right to my skull
when i saw you and him tho

cuz i been running it up and i do not care bout your opinion 
no i dont give a fuck cuz i did it
walk in the bank and im walking out counting up digits 
take a look at my stats girl im winnin
you are not me no you cannot be in my position 
bitch im reppin the M like a piston
if a bag on the mf table lil bitch imma get it
but, i know

you cant see past it
the empty carts and empty bottles on the mattress 
the empty BO- oh…

its like my whole world blackened
(i think i blacked out!)
i hit that shit and feel my fingers turn to static
(no…NO! LIKE OH MY GOOOOD)

cuz imma fuck up i get it
im constantly beggin 
for all ur attention 
its not my intention:( x3

cuz imma fuck up i get it
im constantly beggin 
but its not my intention 
no its not my intention 


and i try, to stay inside your mind 
and i tried, but i ran out of time 
and i know, i might’ve crossed the line 
but its not my intention 
no its not my intention x2

intention

@funeral

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produced by @/soontobegus on instagram
orchestral production by @iamkeeve
mixed & mastered by me

special thanks to @f0rdis

selfish (feat. funeral)

Roundabout ft. kurtis prod. yungspoiler

Ft. @reefuh
@poisonedcheeto

Lyrics:
[kurtis]
But she been fuckin wit my health
Takin fluoxetine to help 
Im a shadow of a person 
that I once knew pretty well

Shes a figure of my mind
Fuck that bitch dont got the time
Cause I dont wanna care about you
But im still deep in decline

Bitch shut the fuck up let me talk
Dont check the clock
Im losing hours everyday 
Im sinkin deeper than I thought

Cause I got drugs up in my pocket
You gotta stop it
Now im getting angry everyday
Could tell you didnt wanna save it

[reef]
save it, left my heart out on the pavement
yeaaa 50% of my luv was the payment
thinking u could be w me, girl ur off ur medication
stuck in the past, shriveled me up and threw me in the grass
like how u move on so fast, spent forever tryna get like that
so dont pat me down, maybe u had me then but u dont have me now
so just shut me out, and don't act like that cuz u know how
(i give up)
im drowning in this bot- in this bottle
lost my peace of mind to all these thirsty models
like bitch who you think you are?
if your a shooting star then ima shoot the stars
fake shit rlly dont get far
wanna match better raise the bar
dont race me boy race a car
i been in and out of love i swear im trying hard
oh, ohh, ohh ohhh, oh ohh, oh ohh

[kurtis]
But she been fuckin wit my health
Takin fluoxetine to help 
Im a shadow of a person 
that I once knew pretty well

Shes a figure of my mind
Fuck that bitch dont got the time
Cause I dont wanna care about you
But im still deep in decline

Bitch shut the fuck up let me talk
Dont check the clock
Im losing hours everyday 
Im sinkin deeper than I thought

Cause I got drugs up in my pocket
You gotta stop it
Now im getting angry everyday
Could tell you didnt wanna save it

hate my guts w/ kuriosity

Staggy

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