The cops, they never grilled me. Gonna reach the top, if it kills me. Got so sauced, jumped off the building. Never got top billing. The cops, they really grilled me. That drop, it nearly killed me. The scotch, was not fulfilling. I stopped, then pleaded guilty...

Written from the perspective of God the Father, this song imagines what it must have been like to watch His only Son take His first breath in a manger. The heavens stood still, creation held its breath, and Love entered the world wrapped in humility.

“This Is My Son” blends the intimacy of the Nativity with the eternal voice of the Father declaring His Son’s purpose — hope born where shadows once ruled. It’s a worshipful anthem of awe, love, and the greatest gift ever given.

🎶 *May it remind us that Christmas was not just the birth of a Child, but the beginning of redemption for all mankind.*

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This Is My Son

Song about twin sisters who make different life choices.But who are still connected in all the ways that really matter.

Connected


​Sunrise paints the fields a perfect gold
Just like the stories that my grandpa told
'Bout how a seed takes root in muddy ground
And how the simple life is where true peace is found.
We roll the windows down on this old Chevy truck
Got more than fortune, got the honest kind of luck.
​Dirt on my boots, faith in my heart, and a truck that won't give up the start.
We got Jesus as the anchor, steady and true,
And the Holy Spirit livin' inside me and livin' inside you.
This messy, beautiful life is all we need to see,
The unseen miracles happenin' day by day around my family.
​My baby brother’s laughin' in the backseat now,
Chasin' fireflies near the river bend, somehow.
His tiny hand in mine as we say grace tonight,
That’s a small reflection of the everlasting light.
We’re fixin' fences, workin' 'til the sun sinks low,
Plantin' seeds of love and watchin' 'em all grow.
​Dirt on my boots, faith in my heart, and a truck that won't give up the start.
We got Jesus as the anchor, steady and true,
And the Holy Spirit livin' inside me and livin' inside you.
This messy, beautiful life is all we need to see,
The unseen miracles happenin' day by day around my family.
​I don't need a sign blazin' in the sky,
Just the strength to live right 'til the day I die.
It's in the quiet whispers when the storm has passed,
The way my weary soul was built to last.
The simple fact that we wake up and breathe the air,
That's the unseen miracle proof that someone cares.
​(Instrumental Break)
​Dirt on my boots, faith in my heart, and a truck that won't give up the start.
We got Jesus as the anchor, steady and true,
And the Holy Spirit livin' inside me and livin' inside you.
This messy, beautiful life is all we need to see,
The unseen miracles happenin' day by day around my family.
​Yeah, around my family...
Thank the good Lord for the dirt and the truck.
And the Spirit livin' in us.
Amen.

Holy Spirit, Dirt, And Diesel

Thank you, Lord for, watching over me
For all these many years
For guiding me and showing me
You're greater than all my fears

Another year has come and gone
I pray I've learned from my mistakes
May hundreds be hummin' my songs
And may I do whatever it takes

To point the way to the one who offers
His peace and love and grace
So help me grow and prosper
And run to win the race
Run to win the race

I'll keep on serving Jesus
As I await the final hour
His love it never ceases
He's my fortress n my tower

His mercy brought me this far
His love has dried my tears
I've attached myself to His star
He'll guide the rest of my years
The rest of my years

I have friends who care about me
They're the best I've ever had
Never questioned me or doubted me
When the good times went bad

And I love to share my music
Though it's hard to make it pay
I pray that God someday will use it
To reach those who've gone astray

And I ain't twenty-five
My back's a little stiff
There's lines around my eyes
But I've got a God-given gift

I'll keep on serving Jesus
As I await the final hour
His love it never ceases
He's my fortress n my tower

Another year has come and gone
I pray I'll learn from my mistakes
Help me write some lasting songs
And do whatever it might take

To point the way to the one who offers
His peace and love and grace
So help me to grow and prosper
And run to win the race
Run to win the race!
Run to win the race! 

Run to Win the Race

Oh, what a tangled web we weave
When we set out to fib and deceive
Making our lot look larger than life
So no one spots our darkening eyes

We try to project a life of joy and light
Glossing over annoying hurt and spite
Only showing photos that are sweet n kind
So know one notices we're slowly losing our mind

Now we have new fangled webs we weave
When we set out to fib and mislead
We pretend to be larger than life
So no one questions our far reaching lies

We try to project a life of joy and light
Glossing over annoying hurt and spite
Only showing photos that are sweet n kind
So know one knows we're slowly losing our mind

It's time we drop the facade
Can't fool an all-knowing God
He sees us as we truly are
With all our flaws and scars

He offers us a life of true joy n light
If we'll follow Him with all our might
He's not given us a spirit of fear
But of power, love n a sound mind

It's time we drop the facade
Can't fool an all-knowing God
He sees us as we truly are
With all our flaws and scars

He knows we're but dust
And yet He beckons to us
To give our hearts to God
It's time to drop the facade
Drop the facade
Drop the facade
Drop the facade

Drop the Facade

A grudge can be a heavy load
Too heavy to have and to hold
It can make a heart grow cold
It might be best to let it go

A grudge can truly take it's toll
Crush your love n smudge your soul
A grudge can spoil a great relationship
The best thing to do is pray and forgive

Don't let bitterness spread and fester
Don't let it poison your heart n soul
I ain't tryin' to give you a lecture
But it might be best to let it go

If you find it difficult to forgive n forget
Think of things you did that you regret
The king came and He paid our debt
Where would we be if His blood wasn't shed?

The judge is the only one who knows
What we've been through
And the seeds we've sown
A grudge can truly take it's toll

A grudge can crush your very soul
God loved us so much He paid our toll
A grudge can fester if we let it grow
It's best to just let it go

Don't let bitterness spread and fester
Don't let it poison your heart n soul
I ain't tryin' to give you a lecture
It might be best to just let it go

If you find it difficult to forgive n forget
Think of things you did that you regret
The king came and He paid our debt
Where would we be if His blood wasn't shed?

He sees us as we truly are
With all our flaws and all our scars
If we hold unforgiveness in our hearts
He'll withhold deliverance and we'll be barred
From His kingdom

If you find it difficult to forgive n forget
Think of things you did that you regret
The king came and He paid our debt
Where would we be if His blood wasn't shed?

A grudge can be a heavy load
Too heavy to have and to hold
It can make a heart grow cold
It might be best to let it go

I ain't tryin' to give you a lecture
Don't let unforgiveness spread and fester
Lord, forgive us our debts
as we forgive our debtors

Don't let bitterness spread and fester
Don't let it poison your heart n soul
I ain't tryin' to give you a lecture
It might be best to let it go
It's best to just let it go
Just let it go... 

It's Best to Let it Go

I broke free on a Sunday morning
Put the pedal to the floorboard
Headed for distant shores
I heard the pistons roar

Broken home behind me, steering wheel in my hands
Hopin' someone big'll sign me before my final dance
Revvin' up the engine, just missed that stop sign
Forgot to mention, got stopped by a cop, and fined

That cop, he -- really grilled me
Drivin' top speed really thrilled me
Gonna take the lead, if it kills me
Went to court and pleaded guilty

Felt like a rat trapped in a maze
Was that just a passing phase?
Long been planning my escape
Nothing was standing in my way

So I'd booked a gig in Vegas
Hopin' no one big'll hate us
Then a chick I'd briefly dated
Said my band was underrated

She was great, one of my closest fans
By the break, we were holdin' hands
After the gig, she asked me to dance
I took a swig, then took my chance

I could feel the Scotch inside me hummin'
Got ready for, the cops to come in
But the cops, they never came
Maybe they forgot my name

The cops, they never grilled me
Gonna reach the top, if it kills me
Got so sauced, jumped off the building
Never got top billing

But for God's, amazing grace
I would not, be here today
Thank God, the cops finally came
They thought I'd gone insane

The cops, they really grilled me
That drop, it nearly killed me
The scotch, was not fulfilling
I stopped, then pleaded guilty

The cops, they really grilled me
That drop, it nearly killed me
I was ready and I was willing
I was empty n God filled me

The cops, they really grilled me
That drop, it nearly killed me
I was ready and I was willing
I was empty and He filled me 

If It Kills Me

I was walking down these empty streets
Lost in the clouds, tempted and weak
Every corner I turned, led me more off track
You'd think I'd have learned but lookin' back

I tried to stand but life got in the way
I felt Your hand in the midst of my pain

You heard my cry, You know my name
They pierced Your side, You bore my shame
You paid the price, You broke my chains
To live is Christ, to die is gain

I remember nights I struggled to sleep
I made promises I could never keep
Falling deeper into this hole I made
This lost sheep had gone astray

I was down for the count alone in the dark
When I cried out from my soul n my heart

You heard my cry, You know my name
They pierced Your side, You bore my shame
You paid the price, You broke my chains
To live is Christ, to die is gain

Now I see the ones, the ones who need
The peace and love you gave to me
I see myself in their sullen eyes
Needin' help but too full of pride

Maybe I can be the hand that pulls them up
When their world comes crashin' down
To lift them up when things get tough
And help them turn their life around

You heard my cry, You know my name
They pierced Your side, You bore my shame
You paid the price, You broke my chains
To live is Christ, to die is gain

Every day I wake up new
Knowing what I was made to do
You lifted me high, You lit my flame
To live is Christ, to die is gain 

To Live is Christ, to Die is Gain

Christ came to bring us all good news
The servant king -- He paid our dues
He built a bridge -- we built a wall
He came to save us from the fall

He called a spade a spade
And spoke the gospel truth
He rose from the grave
To bring God's good news

Came to redeem us from the fall
When will we -- heed His call?

It was all in God's perfect plan
He's the only spotless holy lamb
He's the only one who truly can
Forgive our sin and heal our land

The pilgrim's pride, has gone up in flames
He paid the price, to break these chains
Heed our cries and re-light our flame
Stay by our side in Jesus' name

Like Humpty Dumpty -- we sat on the wall
And our country has had a great fall
All the king's horses -- and all the kings men
Can't put this country back together again

If my people who are called by my name
Will humble themselves and seek my face
And turn from their selfish, evil ways
My hand of judgement, I will stay...

He came to redeem us from the fall
When will we -- heed His call?

It was all in God's perfect plan
He's the only spotless holy lamb
He's the only one who truly can
Forgive our sin and heal our land

The pilgrim's pride, has gone up in flames
He paid the price, to break these chains
Heed our cries and re-light our flame
Stay by our side in Jesus' name

If my people who are called by my name
Will humble themselves and seek my face
And turn from their selfish, evil ways
My hand of judgement, I will stay...

The pilgrim's pride, has gone up in flames
He gave His life that we might be saved
Please heed our cries n re-light our flame
And stay by our side in Jesus' name

The pilgrim's pride, has gone up in flames
And stay by our side in Jesus' name
He's the only one who truly can
Forgive our sin and heal our land 

Pilgrim's Pride

You came with love pure and true
When I was an immature youth
Simple man with hands that build
You were the lamb that love killed

But here I am, now an old man
Wanting to know Your plan
Wanting to do Your will
Can you use me still?

I pray we'll start to understand
And place our hearts into Your hands
We've gone astray, but we're Your lambs
Break these chains, and save our land

Break these chains we've made ourselves
Save us from the grave and hell
Only Your grace can save our land
We place our hearts into your hands

The flame's been fanned
In Your grace we stand
Break these chains
And save our land

The walls we built so high
Are built of guilt and pride
But the cross on which You died
Will unite and not divide

I pray we'll start to understand
And place our hearts into Your hands
We've gone astray, but we're Your lambs
Break these chains, and save our land

Break these chains we've made ourselves
Save us from the grave and hell
Only Your grace can save our land
We place our hearts into your hands

Only You can save our land
Take our hearts into Your hands
Like lost lambs, we gone astray
But we're calling out today

Break these chains we've made ourselves
Save us from the grave and hell
Only Your grace can save our land
We place our hearts into your hands...

The flame's been fanned
In Your grace we stand
Break these chains
And save our land

If we humble our hearts before You
And turn away from selfish pride
If we pray and seek Your face
You'll be standing by our side

Only You can save our land
We place our hearts into Your hands
If we stand and watch and pray
Your hand of judgement You will stay

Break these chains we've made ourselves
Save us from the grave and hell
Only Your grace can save our land
We place our hearts into Your hands...

The flame's been fanned
In Your grace we stand
Only You can save our land
Only You can save our land 

Break These Chains

Songwriter. Storyteller. Sound pioneer, Stan Countz is a genre-bending songwriter with over 300 original songs under his belt — a true craftsman of lyric and melody. From his debut track “Those Hap Happy Days” in 2005, a nostalgic tribute to the golden era of the ’50s and ’60s, Stan has built a musical legacy rooted in meaning, melody, and message.

Writing under the moniker Stan and Be Counted, he stands tall in the world of music as both a creator and a voice of purpose. His catalog spans a kaleidoscope of genres — from contemporary Christian rock and gospel to EDM, country pop, blues, R&B, hip hop, folk, and beyond. Each song is a reflection of his passion for storytelling and his desire to uplift, challenge, and connect.

Whether crafting soul-stirring love ballads, foot-tapping jingles, or heart-pounding hard rock anthems, Stan brings a rare blend of versatility, depth, and soul to every track. He doesn't just write songs — he writes moments you can feel.

Stan Countz is more than an artist — he’s a movement. A call to stand... and be counted. He is a prolific lyricist and lives in Denison, Texas with his artist/photographer wife. 

If you're an Artist looking for a song for the next hit, send me a message. Who knows, I may have a gem and a #1 hit for us both!

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