Strawberrymoon24

You build yourself up while the world breaks you down 
Feeling untouchable till the walls are crashing down 
All the strength you gather be gone in a second 
Everything forgotten can come back and fucking wreck it

One day you're standing tall
The next day you’re going to fall 
Everything’s going, going away
Everything's going, going away 

One day you’re standing tall
The next you’re on the floor
Contemplating how the fuck you can take anymore
Your resolve will be tested by the limits of your soul
You dissolve every method it begins to take its toll

So many white walls that need a big hole from my fist 
So much of this fighting is over all of this shit 
I conquer conquer conquer but the fight still rages on 
I wonder wonder wonder if I can go on at all

But my mind is there to save me and to gather up my will 
My mind is there to save me and repeat I fucking will 
The torment will keep rising but the dog in me bites back 
The universe is winning until I am fighting back 
My heart is beating loudly but my chest gathers the air
The start was so profound but the enemies still there
My energy is binding and its blinding to the hurt
I will not be defeated this was needed for me to learn 
This was needed for me to learn
This was needed for me to learn

Fall

Unfulfilled

«Niccolò». Op.98. (2018)

Paul Amlehn - Libretto, composition, arrangement, production
Marie d'Aubigny - Voice
Frederick Sandys - Visual art

Libretto:

"Like a child
I trust.

I scan the mask.
I span the mast.

Master,
Cut away the bloat of my vanity.
Master, 
Lance the pustules of my pride.
Master,
Tear out the root of my disordered desires.

Master,
Grand and glorious,
Shower me with your outrageous grace.

Master,
Elope with me
To a place
Where the interstice
Between our bodies
Melts away and disappears.

My neck bared like a heavy twig,
Like Heaven's twin.

Master,
I surrender.
Do with me
As you please.

Master,
I surrender.
Do with me
As you please."

The Song of Mary Magdalene

method: a digital bitcrusher deserves the most honourable mention
narration: the same old story I heard the phrase "bullying your memories into submission" being repeatedly uttered by a guest on the rachel maddow show 
image: copyright jo richter

poem / copyright jo richter:

being surprised by what feels right
he forgets how to bully his memories
into recreating his singular ivory lie
the way he used to in years gone by
ignoring life's treacherous subtleties
and the refractions of the telling light

transmission request

Heart Of Gold (2019) Anthology CD4 Track 12

18Oct24

My naviarhaiku563 track
https://naviarlab.tumblr.com/post/764500799984369664/naviarhaiku563-autumn-wind
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I am stringing a plain-wood bow [naviarhaiku563]

Mist Covers The Mountains

When the rubber ducky defies the acid sea! 🦆🫠

Another live extract I had lying around, felt like sharing.. Might delete laterrrr...

Enjoyyyy! 🫶🫶

Played live on Korg Electribe 2 Sampler and Electribe 2 🎛️🎚️

Acid Resistant Rubber Ducky [Live Extract]

to Maria Zambrano

Marco Lucch : piano, electronic tanpura and electronics

[2011] Lichtung

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I am stringing a plain-wood bow [naviarhaiku563]

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