could be nice

i feel insane

God Hear My Plea

a fun track about heartbreak.

Lyrics:

I give you love, but you give me nothing.
I waste away sitting by the telephone.
Heartbroken boy, with something to prove,
I did not think that you would be the one I'd lose.

Ooo I wish i did it all different, yeah.
I want to let you know,
I really loved you so.

Im sick of feeling all this regret bay bay.
can you forgive the things i said please bay bay?
I can give it all to you,
thats what I wanna do.
a stupid boy
with no clue
whos' feelings held in with glue.

It must be nice to sit and be free
unlike me whos gridlocked by destiny.
Heartbroken boy, I'm destined to lose.
I wish I was the one that you would choose.

Ooo I wish i did it all different, yeah.
I want to let you know,
I really loved you so.

I hope your feelings aren't so set in stone, 
give you my best so you can call me your own.
I can give it all to you,
that's what i wanna do.
a stupid boy
big heart
who's tryna light your fuse.

(i wish you loved me x10000)
Sometimes things don't work out and
Sometimes it all falls apart,
I wish you love
I wish you love
I wish you love.
I think there's something about you
I'll hold onto for all my life.
Sometimes things don't work out and
Sometimes it all falls apart,
I wish you love
I wish you love
I wish you love.
I think there's something about you
I'll hold onto for all my life.

heartbroken boy

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Hold Me Lovingly

Hold Me Lovingly (A Fantasy)

lyrics:

cuz i know what you really look like
and you dont wanna see
and you dont wanna know

cuz you can't really handle the truth
so you go and hurt all you can

you always find a way to make yourself okay 
but you shouldnt
cuz u need to feel the pain u make
u need to stop with all the take take take

theres no way
that youre gonna change
but i know 
youre gonna get your due
youre gonna get your due
its all coming for you

You're Never Gonna Change (Jan. 8th, 2024)

i know i can't just suddenly appear and tell you to be mine;
i wish i could.

heartbreak, heartache, heartpain 
I must be not so great to feel this way.
I must complain ooo

oh it never can be easy can it?

destroy my knees
from begging please
I could be standing naked 
never getting you to see.

i won't i shan't begrudgingly crush my heart
into the dust
because of you.

oh it never can be easy can it?
it never goes the way i planned it
now my heart is broke i just can't stand it.
omggggggggg

i know i can't just suddenly appear and tell you to be mine;
I wish i could.

I Can't (Jan. 18th, 2024)

the album is a concept album. It follows the story of our protagonist who finds himself in a constant state of pain. He comes up with the terrible solution of ending his life, however, before he does so he decides to pray. After feeling excitement our main character assumes God will answer his plea and send an angel to take care of him and remove all his woes. When this does not happen, our lead becomes more destitute then ever and lights himself on fire. As he is dying he enters a spirit realm where he meets an angel. In this moment our protagonist clings on for dear life and fortunately makes it. He awakes to a friend crying in this hospital. Turns out our 'hero' wasn't as lonely as he thought. In the distant future, our main character is doing better, still riddled with issues, but resolute in his promise of life.

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