half the people that i know don't even know me

prod me and @assperrr
this is only the start..

inspos for song:
brakence - nervosa2
rouri404, vaeo - driving with my eyes closed

[lyrics]
*hook*
there isn't time for this why do you wanna stop
wake up like everyday just so you feel more lost
we've gained a lot from this but was it worth the cost
don't leave it now in the end it is all you've got

*bridge*
like what's the bigger picture shit i'm folding
half the people that i know
don't even know me
the issue is inside but i am this close
from exploding
but i am not that worried
cuz i jus know where i'm going

*verse 2*
i'm going
i can't ever just decide shit
it's all good
i'm just taking all my time with
the silence
i'm fighting myself the violence
can never be defeated
I hide and think where the time went?

honestly i don't know why i keep on saying
that i needa slow down
mind is very scattered
issues pile up my flow now
i'm so fucking sick there's not a point to get out
all i've got is this take off my
headphones and there's no sound

where do i go now?
i just wanna get out
cause honestly i'm wasting my time
when will i find out?
the bigger picture i wanna drive towards the top
it feels like i am at the bottom
but wait for my next drop

*hook*
there isn't time for this why do you wanna stop
wake up like everyday just so you feel more lost
we've gained a lot from this but was it worth the cost
don't leave it now in the end it is all you've got

*bridge*
like what's the bigger picture shit i'm folding
half the people that i know
don't even know me
the issue is inside but i am this close
from exploding
but i am not that worried
cuz i jus know where i'm going

3/18/2022

spotfiy !

all you've got (jauntsen x asperr)

11/08
@remedyontop
(Prod. Capcort)

mix nd master by me

words:
(pre-chorus x2)
Bad bitch type to drink w no chaser
She still bad as fuck w no make up
We bipolar, wake up, break up
Bitch we over there's no make up
Bad bitch type to drink w no chaser
She still bad as fuck w no make up
We bipolar, wake up, break up
Bitch we over there's no make up

(chorus)
I love the way you lie
You do it every time
Girl say what's on your mind
I love it when we fight
I love the way you lie
You do it every time
Girl say what's on your mind
I love it when we fight

(verse)
Walk in the mall get whatever you want
Can we just talk im not tryna fuck
Not looking for lust, im lookin’ for love
He said he want you, girl then tell him that's tough
I swear she's so damn fine
Im finna make her mine
Live rent free in her mind
Yea shawty fantasize
First date, she said that she loved me
Next day, after she gon front me
She's a psycho bitch but its okay cuz i'm one too
Blonde hair, skinny waist, girl thats why i want you

(chorus 2 x2)
I love the way you lie
You do it every time
Girl say what's on your mind
I love it when we fight
I love the way you lie
You do it every time
Girl say what's on your mind
I love it when we fight
I love the way you lie
You do it every time
Girl say what's on your mind
I love it when we fight

Fantasize (Prod. Capcort)

FANTASIZE

https://ffm.to/enchantedft4cf

Aras Moon x aesir collab ep "Arcane Love" dropping soon

ty 4cf <3

Lyrics -

(aesir):

pretty boy
u take my breath away
these words are hard to say
even tho i wrote them just for u 

(Aras):

pretty boy
my heart has been destroyed
but you're too hard to avoid
it'll be tough to fill the void

(aesir): 

passing by
u gave me butterflies
doing everything i can to be
the one to catch ur eye

(Aras):

we can fly so high
as we watch the stars align
your beauty is divine
but i'm alone here to survive

(aesir):

so just let me know
if u want
we can go all the way
to the top
 run away and never look back
we’ll leave that shit in the past
and we can take our time baby just to see if it lasts

(4cf):

You gon call me up then call my bluff 
I know you see it right
Tell me I’m enough, but I can’t trust it
I can see your eyes
Think I’m lesser
I don’t want no pressure 
Tell me she in love
I’m doing everything to get her
See you inside
I don’t wanna talk much
Made it through its all love
Careful with what you know and what you call trust 
In a worse time
Id see you as part of me 
I loved you from the first night 
And I don’t wanna take the worse side
(Know it hurts tonight)

(Aras): 

ill bloom for you baby 
but don't you say a word
your beauty is amazing
so forget what you have heard
about me
it's over
i ain't topping anymore

(aesir):

pretty boy
u take my breath away
these words are hard to say
even tho i wrote them just for u 

(Aras):

pretty boy
my heart has been destroyed
but you're too hard to avoid
it'll be tough to fill the void

(aesir): 

passing by
u gave me butterflies
doing everything i can to be
the one to catch ur eye

(Aras):

we can fly so high
as we watch the stars align
your beauty is divine
but i'm alone here to survive

(aesir):

so just let me know
if u want
we can go all the way
to the top
 run away and never look back
we’ll leave that shit in the past
and we can take our time baby just to see if it lasts

enchanted

aesir x Aras Moon - enchanted ft. 4cf (prod. aesir x Atheonix)

w/ @fisheyedom
lyrics - 
Her eyes make me want to die inside
Her lies make me want to stab my spine

And I don't know what I'm doing I just do it for the better
Baby mama got me fucked up got me grinding for the cheddar
And if they send my ass to war then I'm Gon' write mama a letter
Mama my life is way too precious
She told me that you ain't worth stressing over
And I spent too much time waiting for someone else
And no one cares at all
That's fine I don't need help
All I do is just get faded by myself
And no one cares at all
I'm sorry I'm unwell

Forever lasted for months
I know this ash in my blunt
Is Gon' fuck me up
I been thinking bout' the worst
I been tryna' quench my thirst
I been thinking bout' the hearse
I been fighting through the urge
I been tryna' find the courage that you gave me
I cannot save it I miss my baby
This shit is unbelievable
I thought I was unleavable
But I didn't think you meant it though
Your too incomparable
But you belong in therapy
I barely know why you did the shit you did to me
Girl you got to be kidding me
I know that you want me though
Fuck me up keep me up
You think its a fantasy
I think that it's sad to see
Someone that I used to love
Her eyes make me want to die inside
Her lies make me want to stab my spine

And I don't know what I'm doing I just do it for the better
Baby mama got me fucked up got me grinding for the cheddar
And if they send my ass to war then I'm Gon' write mama a letter
Mama my life is way too precious
She told me that you ain't worth stressing over
And I spent too much time waiting for someone else
And no one cares at all
That's fine I don't need help
All I do is just get faded by myself
And no one cares at all
I'm sorry I'm unwell

Courage W/ Fisheyedom

got you choking on your words and u hate it

(prod uguwap x yqinnny)
(janes)
I'll slam my feet through the concrete
These voices alarm me
I try my best, I swear my soul is dissolving
Better luck again
Thought we were more than friends
I guess that this was alll just pretend
x2

(union)
Backed out for a second, now I can't breathe
I swear I lose my mind when you're not next to me
You make it hard to cope when you're
Ten thousand miles away from home
I cannot sleep, man, I just cannot think
That there was someone else better than me
My eyes are blurry, I can barely see
I'll say it now this is how I feel
I don't feel at home
I hate being alone
(Oh-ooh)

(cigs)
I don’t wanna be alone
 I wanna feel at home (at home) well maybe I’m alone in my life
 I wanna make it right but she told better luck next 
time oh whoa whoa oh

Better Luck Again w/ union + cigs

I lost the flp so ima drop this how it is idgaf
prod.guda
all plats soon

onthefloor

@imohwell (hook)
@1himiko
@thrmls
@fvckriv
@ummblush
@actuallygrimes (ai)
prod @01kon @1sloan @2gaze (krypticc)

cover art by @sqeffy

ignoreme2x ft grimes w/ (oh well., himiko, thrml, riv, oko, (01kon)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5Ch856D9hJx8NrOIx0PSLi
apple: https://music.apple.com/us/album/naked-single/1696242761

produced by inbloom
cover by lotredecim

@thankujonah on ig/twtr

naked

novacaine + sylveon

omg starboy shika this song is so deep 😫

prod 410 lucas & Noah Heffner
written by 410 lucas

Oh, so I get up again
And I stare at my reflection
And contemplate the end
Of the earth
Again
And how one day it'll all be lost
So why's it so bad if I
Play the bad guy
I could pretty much do nothing wrong

So I smoke what I'm supposed to live on
What can you expect when I know my soul is gonna be gone
If I could just take a 'lil wave of my magic wand
Then I'd make eternity something that I forgot

Hopeless source of my aura
I'm a legend reborn like Korra
Come to think about it might have got my hopes up
'Cause what you said to me back then got me so numb
In a world with no love
You wouldn't stand a chance, my dog
Magic man without his magic wand
'Cause I know how it's all gonna end
So does everyone where I'm from, it's nothingness
And it's not so hard to act heartless
When it's all 'gon be the same regardless

So I smoke what I'm supposed to live on
Lose control when they piss me off
If I could just take a twirl of my 'lil magic wand
I would leave it to the hands of the gods

But you want me to settle
Want me find my way without an angel or a devil
Even if I think it matters some level
I can't find a way to get all sentimental
When I'm playing with your life and you die in my sight
Iso say it's not right, but I think that it's fine
I'm emotionless, bland
It gets hard to pretend
I can't get past the end
It's not important when you're dead

Smoke what I'm supposed to live on
Maybe one day I'll experience a pain that's strong
Enough to make me take my magic wand
And make it so I never played god for so long
For now I'll smoke what I'm supposed to live on
And I only give a fuck 'bout running away with that bag, that marathon
My magic wand is gone, I turned it off
My magic wand is gone, I turned it off

I asked the magic man to solve my problems
And he laughed in my face
Told me I could just do it myself

magic man

the village of stars told me not to say anything inappropriate here

magic man

Starboy Shika 🌟

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