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touching the empty side,
i’m learning what it is to die,
day by day,
my hands turn to dust 
whilst i lay next to another stranger,

i fall back down, 
guess i can’t seem to understand why i try
and i can’t move past a single second,
from the single thought that suicide could be the proof of life,

what is the meaning of ‘i love you’?
i can feel the pressure closing on every inch of my neck,
can i close my eyes and be done with this? 

i don’t want to hold on,
my fingers hold a grip under,
just know it’s for the best
it won’t hurt anymore,

when did my eyes die like this? 
just long minutes of last heaven,
restricting blood flow -
eyes leaking of sorrow but relief,
dig your nails into my coffin
but don’t ever speak of my name, 

what is the meaning of ‘i love you’?
i can feel the pressure closing on every inch of my neck,
can i close my eyes and be done with this? 

how heavy is my blood dear?
my suicidal instincts saved you,
so lay me down to rest,
lost things won’t be born again.

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a beautiful blue (p. saint mike)

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ninewaters ig: @lovefromninewaters

@0yukixx + @ninewaters

p. @ninewaters

stop feeling like this w/ ninewaters [p. ninewaters]

been listening to a lot of pink heartz recently

visualizer/lyric video ~ https://youtu.be/L9GlXIRvUIA

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mixed, mastered and arranged by me

lyrics:

yeah, where are we goin'?
yeah, gotta go fast
i think we goin'
up to the top, we might crash

(yeah, how we goin'?) x2

yeah, how we be doin' this shit?
yeah, i don't know
'cuz, i done fell so many times
still don't know how to get up
uh, send your location
we could have fun
call me a vamp, huh
'cuz i'm feenin' for blood!

blood! (x3) huh, huh
blood! (x3) huh, huh
blood! (x3) huh, huh
blood! (x3) huh

yeah, i'm sippin' on blood
this shit better than wine
yeah, and i told that girl to stop hittin' my phone
'cuz u wastin' my time
yeah, please don't call my phone again
baby, i been on my grind
yeah, and i need to get in my zone again
'cuz i ain't record in a while

yeah, i ain't record in a long time
but i'm startin' to feel like myself again
i ain't see you in a long while
i had to take care of my health again
baby you know that i'm on the ropes again
yeah, baby you know that i'm feelin' myself again!

(woo!)

yeah, i make the stars align
baby, the stars are mine
baby, i'm so divine
my flows, they come with
intricate designs, i don't even need to rhyme
everybody steady sippin' on lean
but i just be sippin' on 

blood! (x3) huh, huh
blood! (x3) huh, huh
blood! (x3) huh, huh
blood! (x3) huh

blood!

blood! (prod. axmy)

Lyrics : 

It’s funny how times change 
like almost yesterday 
you were at my place 
wishing to stay 
and it fades away 
It never phased you 
it never phased me 
like god damn 

while I was your man 
you were a fan 
you thru it away 
sake 
why?
did you forgot?

nothing will ever change the fact 
that you left me 
and I know it was hurting 

while I was your man 
you were a fan 
you thru it away 
sake 
why?
did you forgot?

I never wanted to leave 
I never wanted this 
I wanted to stay 
but you made me do this 
you wanted to leave 
so I let you do it, fuck 
I fucked it up 

nothing will ever change the fact 
that you left me 
and I know it was hurting 

while I was your man 
you were a fan 
you thru it away 
sake 
why?
did you forgot?

time changes everything (xnull)

lyrics:
Hope you're ready
For the time of your life
Hope you're ready
For the time of your life
Ah
Baby we could go
Wherever you like
Baby we could go
Wherever you like

I don't wanna
Be with nobody else
Cause you're the only one that I want
I don't wanna
Share you with nobody else
Cause baby I want
All of your love

My heartbeats for you
Reasons i cant explain
And
The timings worked out
It will never be the same
You want me
I want you
Come here and take your chance now
Baby I been waiting for you

So don't you give up
Its the final straw now
Your time to take control
Cause I got feelings for you
Things that I cant ignore so
Tell me you want me
Yeah let me know
Don't waste your time
Let your feelings show
Cause you want me
I want you
So girl let your feelings show

Aint no time like tonight
So what you waiting for
You feel the rhythm
The vibes their uncontainable
Just take my hand and lets dance
You know i'll take the lead
Baby just be yourself
Its just you and me

My heartbeats for you
Reasons i cant explain
And
The timings worked out
It will never be the same
You want me
I want you
Come here and take your chance now
Baby I been waiting for you

So don't you give up
Its the final straw now
Your time to take control
Cause I got feelings for you
Things that I cant ignore so
Tell me you want me
Yeah let me know
Don't waste your time
Let your feelings show
Cause you want me
I want you
So girl let your feelings show

You want me
I want you
You want me
I want you

You want me
I want you
Let your feelings show
Feelings show
Feelings show
Feelings show

So don't you give up
Its the final straw now
Your time to take control
Cause I got feelings for you
Things that i cant ignore so
Tell me you want me
Yeah let me know
Dont waste your time
Let your feelings show
Cause you want me
I want you
So girl let your feelings show

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You Want Me

in the style of @brakence

produced by immortal

lyrics:
I just wanna say i'm sorry
I know
It's been a while since we've talked, like probably since I've been home
And I ain't been there in a minute
Honestly, I've just been getting validation I don't need from these forgettable bitches
But that's not the way that you roll
I told the reaper come take my soul
I don't have your name on my phone
And it broke my heart when you said I know

Heart eyes for me but you came in at just the wrong time
All lies, when I told you everything would be alright
It wasn't alright, it wasn't only to you
I saw the pain inside your eyes but mine was not coming through
Save me
I'm trying to save you, just from myself so you can't
Break me, Look in my eyes, I want you to hurt me tell me
Jamie, Spit in my face and tell me how much you want to
Play me, I don't even think that that could settle the score

I don't want to fight
I don't want to end my life tonight
I don't want to be away from your side
You know I cry for you, I'd die for you, right?
Why even try?
It just falls apart every time
Just the thought of you makes me shine
Couple broken ties for you, I'd lie for you, right
I want to run away with you
Catch a little shade, I'll burn if you want me to

Heart eyes for me but you came in at just the wrong time
All lies, when I told you everything would be alright
It wasn't alright, it wasn't only to you
I saw the pain inside your eyes but mine was not coming through
Save me
I'm trying to save you, just from myself so you can't
Break me, Look in my eyes, I want you to hurt me tell me
Jamie, Spit in my face and tell me how much you want to
Play me, I don't even think that that could settle the score

(Wassup y'all this is DPF)
(I hope you fuck with it)

(You know what staggy? Fuck you. You're a piece of shit, and I didn't want to come to your fucking Bar Mitzvah anyway)

survivors guilt w/ selkouni (immortal)

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idgaf about this ep i just thought it was cool to make songs quickly

kimono (p. augury + forecast)

i look in the mirror 
dont recognize myself
youre a mimic not hard2 distinguish 
gotta extinguish 
these flames inside my lungs
in my mind im wasting time
thoughts pile up 
go4 a drive 
1:45
stay in the lines from time2 time
am i out of my mind

idk how2 get thru2u 
wtf am i supposed2 do 
been trippin over myself 
its a detriment 2 my health
maybe im just fuckin lose a screw
build me up break me down 
good as new 
only got 4 judgements left 
runnin low off ego death
(x2)

you know just where to poke and prod 
to get all of what you want
reckless 
no ethics 
this aint no game im not your pawn
this aint no game im not your pawn

and if it was all up2 me youd b dead 
mental reset 
at the end of a switch blade 
karmas coming
bitch u know what they all say
up inside my 
mind youll play tricks 
i wont witness 
the turmoil that u causin 
pickin up the pieces 
eyes gettin foggy
know its all internalized
never wanna burglarize
all of my thoughts
or my actions 
dreams on the floor they in past tense
dont know what i should b doin
blunt force trauma inside my brain
face this blunt gon dull the pain
weed through the woods in the dark 
just to make a mark 
stars showing through on your darkest days
on your darkest days

i look in the mirror 
dont recognize myself
youre a mimic not hard2 distinguish 
gotta extinguish 
these flames inside my lungs
in my mind im wasting time
thoughts pile up 
go4 a drive 
1:45
stay in the lines from time2 time
am i out of my mind

idk how2 get thru2u 
wtf am i supposed2 do 
been trippin over myself 
its a detriment 2 my health
maybe im just fuckin lose a screw
build me up break me down 
good as new 
only got 4 judgements left 
runnin low off ego death
(x2)

thru2u

I need to take a shower fr

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provided by the village of stars 💆🏻‍♂️

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