instrumental cover of This Guitar by Fraxiom !!!

i remember submitting this as a school project in seventh grade during quarantine xD good times good times :p

th15gu1t4r (2021)

PROD BY ME ^0^ 🍭
VOCALS AND COVER ART BY CRUCIFIXIA 🔪

<3 I LOVE U CRUCI THX FOR EVRYTHINN :P


lyrics 🔪💗

(You wanna pick me up, you wanna throw me down
You say you love me but all you do is push me around)

Got this feeling that I’m never gonna be okay
Do it again, do it again
I’m starting to feel really out of place
Do it again, do it again

You wanna pick me up, you wanna throw me down
You say you love me but all you do is push me around
I’m not your fucking puppet, I’m not your fucking toy
You say you love me but I know you’re lying boy

You wanna pick me up, you wanna throw me down
You say you love me but all you do is push me around
I’m not your fucking puppet, I’m not your fucking toy
You say you love me but I know you’re lying boy

Sick of this stupid game I want it all to stop
Say that you’re doing your best when we all know you’re not
And I can’t take the blame if you don’t do your part
Nothing that I can do for your cold heart

(ooohhweeeooweeeohhh haaaaa all u do is push me around around aroynd again)

Don’t wanna lay in bed for hours at a time
Stare at the ceiling and think about why you were mine
Tired of all this and I’m tired of you
And every single good thing you have to undermine

(You wanna pick me up, you wanna throw me down
You say you love me but all you do is push me around)

You wanna pick me up, you wanna throw me down
You say you love me but all you do is push me around
I’m not your fucking puppet, I’m not your fucking toy
You say you love me but I know you’re lying boy

You wanna pick me up, you wanna throw me down
You say you love me but all you do is push me around (You say you love me, you say you love me) 
I’m not your fucking puppet, I’m not your fucking toy
You say you love me but I know you’re lying boy (You say you love me, you say you love me) 

Sick of this stupid game I want it all to stop
Say that you’re doing your best when we all know you’re not
And I can’t take the blame if you don’t do your part
Nothing that I can do for your cold heart 

(You say you love me, you say you love me) 
(Got this feeling that I’m never gonna be okay
Do it again, do it again
I’m starting to feel really out of place
Do it again, do it again)

UR COLD HEART!

UR COLD HEART! (NEIGHTCORE xP)

this was a quick cover of my favoritest crucifixia song. she inspires me so much and is one of the dearest people to me :D <33

crucifixia - the night we met before (cover)

original song by crucifixia :3 and remixed by me like a month or two ago :D this is the first time ive ever rly done a remix ^_^ I <3 U CASS

crucifixia - but u dont need me!!!!! >^< (ponymix)

“i just have to live with that!”
💘🎀
originally recorded june 2024, and cleaned up today may 2025 ^_^

this is when i started getting more confident with my writing and vocals. if you were there for my old music 2021-2023 u KNOW my singing was so quiet and shaky even WITH the autotune xD or most of the time there was no vocals at ALL !!!

this song is takes you through the thought process of someone who knows they’re fucked up but won’t take themself seriously. takes no accountability. pretends that their illness makes them fun and cool, when really it makes them kinda annoying.
that person was ME!! LOL!!! making this song helped me work through those emotions and try to pull out of that mentality. 

this song also has a part 2 that isn’t this carefully made lol but it’s still okay :p

don’t forget mee

made this march 2025 it was freestyled and i was just experimenting -w- ayesha/sophie/charli inspo cuz im gay asf. maybe i’ll finish this someday. i tried but i didnt like it so i like this as is xD happy pride month everyqueer

BUBBLEGUM DISCOBALL!!!

starfac3 !!! nov 2023 !!!
this was my first song where it was directly about the magic of friendship, mane six, and my friends ^-^
i made this version of the song entirely in one sitting some random evening xD and i still love it a year and a half later lol sometimes i dont like my old music but i love this one. :3

i love all my friends past and present!!! they all make me who i am!!! i value connections with other ponies almost more than anything in all of equestria!!!!! WOOHOO!!! FUK THA WENDIGOS!!!!

ALL OF YOU !!! (2023)

i project my feelings onto MLP characters through my art and music and i am very queer💘

AKA STARFAC3 :)

Mickie Sugarpuke

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