Sarah~ Alex G (cover by stargax)

ur bed was the only place i felt warm ~ stargax w/ etai s0

fall down fall down

woken up by a call on my iphone
got the drip on my skull from auto zone
and i know im never alone
every day i put ketamine in my nose
and if i don't get another dose
i swear i might go psycho
them withdrawals from your love need a micro dose or im comatose yeah

i missed my flight home 
so i could hold you close
missed my daily dose 
still hitting every note 

went from notes on my phone 
to the rainbow dome 
love what i do 
but i still feel so alone 

look to the right
and i can’t pass you what I rolled 
empty in my room making rhymes
getting stoned 
baby you know how this goes 
ran out of powder for my nose 

i ruined the ozone 
smoked all my woes 
missing your time zone 
never feel at home 
always so alone 
please don’t let me go 
please don’t let me go

i like that laugh w/ etai s0 (clarkcavers)

(len!n) 
im just tryna find happiness 
dont ask why I’m always faded 
selling out and I embrace it 
find me hiding in your playlist 

all this love makes me feel hated 
scared that I can’t tell the difference
im so close that I can taste it
everyday feels like it’s wasted 

I’m hung up on your last words 
fucked things up and now you’re hurt 
I smoke so the memories stay blurry
wondering if you ever miss me 

I wish that I wasn’t like this 
life feels like a fucking labyrinth 
stuck inside there’s no escaping 
writers block built walls, they’re caving 

im just tryna find a way out 
hoping I can save myself now
burned every bridge when I broke down 
guess I’m stuck inside my hometown 

(.win23) 
I don’t wanna feel like that
so long so fucking sad
just tell me I will be right back
it was to long with the stress yeah

And I wanna turn away
same shit but different ways
wanna keep living these fucking days
wanna run out this fucking maze

(im just tryna find a way out
hoping I can save myself now) 

To fix all the things that i’ve broken 
keep what’s left that’s what i hope now

(im just tryna find happiness 
don’t ask why I’m always faded 
selling out and I embrace it 
find me hiding in your playlist) 

lost my heart and now my mind now 
running back to where i know how

(burned every bridge when I broke down 
guess I’m stuck inside my hometown)

labyrinth w/ .win23 (.win23)

is there somehwere?

i don't like how things change :(

(darkr00m)

dreams of a better life 
you caught my sight 
(I should know better right) 
heart of ice 
this is anime nights 
I fell for the girl with the glitter eyes 

rain drops from a grey sky 
finna fall when im outta sight 
lets drop at the same time 
new day gotta pass mine 


(len!n)

imma stay up all night for some new supply 
shorten the span of my life just to get me high
i feel paralyzed when you say goodbye 
shared every second  
now you’re gone and you were never mine 

lying every time cause I’m not fine 
you left just as fast as you fell from the sky 
write and snort my lines tonight with Calvin Klein 
That’s a killer combo just to stay alive 

every smile shown is synthesized 
shit what did I just take my eyesights going blind 
opened a portal to the other side 
tapped out I flipped a switch and then I stopped the time 

(etai s0)

need to go offline for a long while
i been talking slow
shoot me while i overdose
its getting hella gross
take away the memories oh
i don't wanna text 
don't want no convo
who was in the wrong tho
neither side knows
and the photos of us crumbled into ash 
when i burned those

yeah it hurts but i know the pain so well
oh well, left me out here stranded at a motel
oh hell, throw dirt on my name but please don't go tell
your friends how much of an asshole you think i am

glitter eyes w/ darkr00m + etai s0 (sheepy x whymillyy)

prod. Pearlblade 

(len!n) 

im walking a fine line 
between coping and suicide 
pick my pen up and decide 
if it’s a poem or my last goodbye 
the metals hard razor sharp 
and I can’t help but fantasize 
wake up dead fall apart 
cry up a storm, snort my supply 
fill my lungs up with tar 
i can’t take this any more 

and when im dead and you hear these songs 
i hope you never feel alone 
i hope i find a way to grow 
without feeling like my soul is sold 
i hope i find a way to show 
that i will love you even when I’m gone 

(etai s0)

paved the way 
yeah i walked so yall could run 
but you running from yourself
did one line no im not done
rail the whole damn bag
would you care if i was gone?
would you care if i came back
cause i wont be gone for long

yeah the distance spent apart
makes the hole in my heart grow larger
doesn't matter 
cause you can't get any farther
life feels like it really cant get any harder
waiting patient for the day we get to talk more

i cant tell you right now but i want to
went through hell and back to get you what you want boo
couldn't think of anything that i wanna do
if none of those things that i do ever include you

(len!n)

and when im dead and you hear these songs 
i hope you never feel alone 
i hope i find a way to grow 
without feeling like my soul is sold 
i hope i find a way to show 
that i will love you even when I’m gone 
so don’t lose faith when I have to go

gone ~ stargax w/ etai s0

art by @Googlyeyesart

1:21

things will never feel the same again
was it worth it in the end
all the time i felt some way
and wanted all the pain to mend

everytime i called your name
i was hoping we could play pretend
things were just not the same
but i was hoping it was not the end

i was hoping it was not the end
i thought it would never end
but i was hoping it was not the end



len!n

fear of oblivion 
things will never feel the same again 
felt your lips against my skin 
now I need a taste of poison 

stuff my nose with colombian potent 
erase the memories 
I miss those moments 
cried in the rain 
left my heart so broken 
tryna rise to the top 
before I drown In the ocean

a million last lines 
because I swear I’m never stopping 
party til I die but now 
im crying at the function 
wanna end my life 
I need some k up in my coffin 
don’t cry when I’m gone 
because it’s all I ever wanted

neverfeelthesame w/ 1:21 (akkiru1)

prod. Etai s0 + Len!n 

(len!n)


do you know what its like 
when you wanna reach the other side 
but you’re stuck in a life 
where you could never be satisfied 

this isn’t fine 
im not by your side 
running out of time 
bury me in the light 

another night 
another sacrifice
my soul is terrified 
don’t wanna pay the price 

i won’t survive and despite 
i let you roll the dice
lose faith in life with every lie 
but I won’t let you say goodbye 


(etai s0)


baby i know you want me
i already know that you'll haunt me
i already know that you'll harm me yeah

isn't it sad to see things change
and wonder why it had to be this way
it doesn't feel the same nah

to hold your hand
to kiss in the rain
it doesn't feel the same
it doesn't feel the same

and i conceal my pain
cause i dont feel no shame
no i dont feel nothing yeah

and i conceal my pain
cause i dont feel no shame
no i dont feel nothing yeah
no i dont feel nothing

feel nothing ~ stargax w/ etai s0

lonely is the muse [halsey]

never thought youd stay ~ stargax w/ etai s0

dont wanna let go <\3 ~ stargax w/ etai s0

an original 

wish you’d grip my neck
so I could forget 
all the stupid things I’ve said 
my biggest fear is your regret 
and your relief when your finally left 
you stole my final…

drowning in blankets 
high in the basement 
tried to escape it 
your touch is fading 

maybe the closeness was all in my head 
couldn’t tell you what love really is

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