Plastic Doll (Lyrics)

[Verse 1 (Vocal)]
Hit the bottom of this deep hole
What's dessert if I don't enjoy
Thinking 'bout you more than I should
Won't break my heart, won't do it again

[Verse 2 (Vocal)]
What are you doing to me?
Won't get enough
Why are you so bad to me?
You're an illusion

[Pre-Chorus (Vocal)]
Not supposed to do this
Pretend I don't feel a thing
There's too much to lose
I just can't give in

[Chorus 1 (Vocal)]
Why do you keep playing with me?
If I'm a fool for you
But I'm not made of plastic, no
My heartbeats are real
Every night and day, moments in mind I keep replaying
Can't stand it if I lose you, know you'll stay until the end

[Chorus 2 (Vocal)]
How can I resist that
You're not mine to enjoy
But I don't care for judgment
No, my heart beats in joy
Every night and day, moments in mind I keep replaying
How am I supposed to fix this, seems that there is no right way

[Verse 3]
Life's not sweet
Can't I have two treats
Pick just one
"One is more than enough"
Got more flavors than advice from around
Too much sugar and it still ain't enough

[Verse 4]
One at a time, two at a time
Want them both, swear that there's a hole in my mind
---
How do I fix this, can't seem to do this right

[Verse 5 (Rap)]
Took a bite, just sour but sweet
Pain that also comes with relief
Coming closer as I back away
--

[Pre-Chorus 2 (Rap)]
A toxic feeling
It is all in your laughter
Your eyes shine bright- fake innocence
Those curious thoughts messing up my senses
Your smile makes me easy to convince

[Chorus 3 (Vocal)]
Why do you keep playing with me?
If I'm a fool for you
But I'm not made of plastic, no
Yes, I need you
Every night and day, moments in mind I keep replaying
Can't stand it if I lose you, know you'll stay until the end

[Chorus 4 (Vocal)]
How can I resist that
You're not mine to enjoy
But I don't care for judgment
No, my heart beats in joy
Every night and day, moments in mind I keep replaying
How am I supposed to fix this, seems that there is no right way

[Bridge (Vocal)]
Got this scene, out of reach, playing on repeat
Tell me, is it bad to need?
Crazy, why can't I leave?

[Chorus 5 (Vocal)]
Why do you keep playing with me?
I'm a fool for you
But I'm not made of plastic, no
My heart earns for you
Every night and day, moments in mind I keep replaying
Can't stand it if I lose you, know you'll stay until the end

[Chorus 6 (Vocal)]
How can I resist that
You're not mine to enjoy
But I don't care for judgment
Just for you, I'll be coy
Every night and day, moments in mind I keep replaying
How am I supposed to fix this, seems that there is no right way

Plastic Doll (Instrumental)

Boom Da Boom (Instrumental)

Deja Vu by ATEEZ: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nlnMDttgTbk
No Diggity by ONEUS: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QPLiY3TGa3I

Hope this isn't taken down TT

MASHUP Deja Vu x No Diggity | ATEEZ x ONEUS

Made this mashup in my sister's laptop since she had FL. There is some type of squeaky sound in Going Crazy's vocals that I couldn't get rid of despite trying to lower some frequencies. TT

Running out of Roses x Going Crazy | TREASURE x Alan Walker Mashup

⋆ Song ⋆ 
 Ghost by Justin Bieber

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Ghost (Instrumental) - Justin Bieber [Orchestral ver. by aleXene]

Ghost - Justin Bieber [Orchestral ver. by aleXene]

This is my latest project, which I don't know if I should call Dystopia or Distorted. I'm more inclined to Dystopia. I apologize for the loud noise, I still have a lot of mixing and mastering to do.

Latest production (Dystopia?)

I love you (Instrumental) - TREASURE  [Edited piano ver. by aleXene]

I love you - TREASURE  [Edited piano ver. by aleXene]

Say Goodbye [Song Haye | Hotel Del Luna OST] Cover by aleXene

Lolz I don't usually like R&B but TXT never disappoints. 

Best mixing I've done yet!

Devil by the Window - TXT (Cover by aleXene)

⋆ Here's to my first OG song! I know the mixing is kind of off, I'm still catching a grip of how it all works but I finally felt secure enough to release a debut single. I based myself mostly on Losing You by Wonho , but there are also similar vibes I based myself on such as Strawberries & Cigarettes by Troye Sivan . I hope you enjoy it! Here are the links: https://push.fm/fl/ldotse0e

FF: I am also a fiction writer, and this song was written upon my character's feelings. :D

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Lyrics: 

[Verse 1]
I think we have a problem
We're supposed to be just friends
Don't wanna commit to love
That's a field I have neglected

I'm raising expectations for somebody I don't care about
But then why is it bothering to see you with somebody else?

[Verse 2]
Beginning, I was clueless
Didn't think it'd be enough
It left me all confused and broken
And who would have thought

That loving is so easy yet the leaving tends to be so hard
If facing fears is being brave I guess I'm only a coward

[Pre-Chorus]
I know I'm empty, I'm not the best
I'm not worthy and I'm a mess
I might be crazy, not in a good way
Waste-it-all, "life's just a game"

Heart's conflicted
Love's a twisted game
Undefined, we're living in the gray

Afraid to let go 
Fear to hold on tight
Even though I'm

[Chorus]
Heartbroken, tears in my eyes
There's no turning back
Accepting what I asked for
Should've thought it twice
What my mind said, now my heart broke
Wish I could go back 
Wish that you'd take me back

Thought if you could forget me 
It'd be easier to move on
From a one-stand to a lover
And I'm not used to that
Drowning in my thoughts, what have you done
I've proved myself wrong
Oh, felt so wrong

[Verse 3]
I think we have a problem
Before you, it was enough (It was enough)
Don't wanna commit to love
But I'm having second thoughts (Second thoughts)

My heart tells me to fix it but my mind is asking why should I? (Why should I)
If loving you is perfect don't know why am I trying to hide (Trying to hide)

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm used to losing, used to disappoint (Disappoint)
Always felt so lonely, now I feel I'm yours (Yours)
Caught between desire and not wanting to claim
Cause I hate to fight, I'll surely shy away

Heart's conflicted
Love's a twisted game
Undefined
We're living in the gray

Afraid to let go
Fear to hold on tight
Even though I'm

[Chorus]
Heartbroken, tears in my eyes
There's no turning back (There's no turning back)
Accepting what I asked for
Should've thought it twice (Should've thought it twice)
What my mind said, now my heart broke
Wish I could go back 
Wish that you'd take me back (Take me back)

Thought if you could forget me 
It'd be easier to move on
From a one-stand to a lover
And I'm not used to that
Drowning in my thoughts, what have you done
I've proved myself wrong
Oh, felt so wrong

[Post-Chorus]
Heartbroken, but I'll mend with time
Yeah, reality's a storm
Ruined dreams, hidden in the dark
You pulled them all to light
Tried to break us apart
Tried to shatter your heart
Then embrace what's no longer mine
Cause to you, I can't really lie

Regrets [Instrumental]

Regrets

Hello! I'm aleXene (I also go by starfishthestarfish in my sns). I mostly produce EDM and Pop, but I'm open to any genre! :D

I'm mainly influenced by Stray Kids, ATEEZ and NCT, even any K-Pop or Pop in general.

E-Mail: alexenethestarfish@gmail.com

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