Star Madman - Synthwave/Synthpop/New Wave

Short Circuit (demo - circa 2007)

Take me back to Crystal Lake
Don’t tell me you didn’t feel it
Don’t tell me you don’t remember 
Don’t tell me you didn’t notice

Didn’t you know
You and I were in the same time 
You and I were in the same line
You and I were in the same groove
You and I were in the same time

When I saw you yesterday
All the sunlight went away
Turned around and closed my eyes
There was starlight in the skies
You took me down to Crystal Lake
There was music in the air
Then we danced the night away
You took me fast, you took me there
Down in Crystal Lake

You took me down to Crystal Lake 
We were dancing in the water
We were dancing close together 
We could dance like this forever 
You took me down to Crystal Lake 
We were dancing in the same groove
You and I were in the same light
We were dancing in the same time

Crystal Lake (demo - circa 2007)

This Side Up (demo - circa 2007)

Lyrics:
Take me to the top
Don’t let me fall
Take me to the top
I want it all

Give me all you have
Give me what I need
Take me to the top

Top (demo - circa 2006)

Shaking your head while shaking my hand
You’re saying “Yes”, but don’t understand 
You and I stood as if we were stone
Hands interlocked but we were alone 

I couldn’t even tell you if I wanted to
And would it really matter if I did anyway?
Too much information could be dangerous to both of us
Or could it?

Shaking your head while shaking my hand
You’re saying “Yes”, but don’t understand 
You spoke to fast and I drank too slow
You looked at me as if I should know

Shaking (demo - circa 2006)

Fast Fashion (Album Version)

I see a vision
Nuclear fission 
The gamma rays are burning holes in my eyes 
As the air around me starts to ionize 
I see a bright sight 
Nuclear nightlight
The gamma rays are taking years off my life
Hold back the tears and run away from this nightmare

Go. I need to run away I know
Go. I need to run away alone 

I heard ballistics 
Atomic physics 
Called in the air strike at a quarter past ten
Never imagined we’d all meet this end
I see a dark sky 
Nuclear half light 
Radioactive dust is falling around
Holding my breath as my feet hit the ground

Go. I need to run away I know
Go. I need to run away alone

Alone

Scream

Lyrics:
Love, if you let go then let go of me slowly
I’ve given to you as much as I can give
One question:
Should I live?

Slowly (Album Version)

A collab between Blue Sirens and Star Madman

Gemini

Stream

Gemini feat. Star Madman

Night Highway

Don’t care what you do, nor where you go
Don’t wanna worry so don’t let me know
I don’t ever wanna make it so you’re haunting me

I don’t wanna be an accomplice
Don’t wanna be a witness
I don’t wanna know the difference 
Just go on ‘bout your business
I don’t wanna be your suspect 
Don’t wanna be your victim 
I’m so tired of your neglect 
Just get out of my system 

I don’t wanna know the forecast 
Don’t wanna know prediction 
I don’t wanna live in the past
I don’t want the addiction
I don’t wanna be held captive
Don’t wanna be a trophy
I’m so tired of being trapped
You do not fucking own me

Don’t get me wrong I hope that you are well
But I need to get out of your hell
Don’t wanna have to worry if you’re mine
Just wanna get the fuck out of the line of fire 

You never had control
But you always tried to take it
Keep getting physical
Go ahead and try to break me 
You can’t win ‘em all
This is not a game we’re playing
Take your chemicals
Go ahead, try to erase me

D.G.A.F

NYC artist Blue Siren's lusciously beautiful synthesizers and intricately minimal percussion combine with Oklahoma City artist Star Madman's hauntingly sad lyrics, melody, and vocals in their second collaboration, Sober. It was produced by sending Logic Pro files to each other over the internet. This chillwave/vaporwave song shows the listener the somber emotion of losing someone to their battle with addiction.

This is Blue Sirens third collab and ninth single of 2020.

Sober

I Just Want More

Lyrics (censored):
I think you know it, I can see it in your eyes
You ignore it
If you can put yourself in someone else’s life 
I implore it
You’ve got an attitude that tells me you’d be cool
Just explore it
Just take a step back and ignore the lazy fool
Don’t fall for it

Open eyes
Show you the way 
You’ve got to live by
It everyday 
Open mind
Knowing they say
A bunch of bs
Throw it away 

I hope you’re heeding the words that I'm telling you
You can do it
Doing the right thing - show you what you need to do to
Get right through it
If you open up your eyes for a short while
You will see it
Open up your mind and lose the lost and beguiled
You can be it

Open eyes
Show you the way 
You’ve got to live by
It everyday 
Open mind
Knowing they say
A bunch of bs
Throw it away


Mastered by Sunwarper
Released via Headphone Music Label

Open Eyes (Radio Edit)

Lyrics (explicit):
I think you know it, I can see it in your eyes
You ignore it
If you can put yourself in someone else’s life 
I implore it
You’ve got an attitude that tells me you’d be cool
Just explore it
Just take a step back and ignore the lazy fool
Don’t fall for it

Open eyes
Show you the way 
You’ve got to live by
It everyday 
Open mind
Knowing they say
A bunch of bullshit
Throw it away 

I hope you’re heeding the words that I'm telling you
You can do it
Doing the right thing - show you what you need to do to
Get right through it
If you open up your eyes for a short while
You will see it
Open up your mind and lose the lost and beguiled
You can be it

Open eyes
Show you the way 
You’ve got to live by
It everyday 
Open mind
Knowing they say
A bunch of bullshit
Throw it away


Mastered by Sunwarper
Released via Headphone Music Label

Open Eyes

Can I come over
And see you again?
Can I get closer?
I guess you're more than a friend

I want to hold you
I want to kiss you
I should have told you
I'd miss you
When all of this ends

It's just one moment
One second in time
We get to own it
I am yours and you are mine

Let's get together
And talk about it
You know I'll be there
Don't doubt it
Don't worry
It's fine

Can you feel the distance?
Can you heed the distance?

Shhh
Don't worry
Shhh
About me
Don't you worry
I'm your baby now

Can you feel the distance?
Can you heed the distance?

And you never really ever,
Never really ever go home

Can I come over?
Can I get closer?
Can I come over?

Shhh
Don't worry
Shhh
About me
Don't you worry
I'm your baby now

Don't Come Back

Wisdom

Wisdom (Extended)

Star Madman is an electronic music solo project written, performed, produced and mixed by Amanda Jay. She is influenced by electronica, dance, classical, and new wave music.
Please contact me here instead of Soundcloud Messages: StarMadmanMusic@gmail.com

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