Lyrics-


The water is crushing down on my soul
A cure for wellness 
Ain’t no telling how far I am gonna float 
Don’t think I’ve felt like this before
So lock the door and cue the lights 
I start to dissipate from my form
These feelings swarm and than disperse 
Out of this world I’m being torn 
A formula for emergence 
A gateway to another place
You take these steps when you earn them
It won’t come any other way
I reach the gates and praise myself for making it this far from my grave
Just like Layne, I stay away
No one may stray into my lane

Don’t come near me
Best to stay away or try your best at least
Bra-break a busta boy who step up in my way
“Move over please”
I cut his time frame in half 
I scream just like I’m leading mass
I push a fuckboy right back into beyond and do it with class
I take a trip to Alexandria to find the scrolls I left
The ones that detail what conspired when I freed the flames of death
Peep the frame, see through my lens
You’d never guess what you can’t sense 
The rest can fold and fade and tread the waters while we grow and mend


Watch which way you try to step
Lil’ man just simmer down 
Come at your throat just like some strep
I’m just tryna bring out that frown
Catastrophic sounds
Power of these forces just astounds 
Found your grounds now you get ground up like a cow
You’ve earned your crown 
Swiftrunner the second
Catch you all alone and start my work
It’s a bummer you stepped in
Crack your dome and blend it with the earth
Ergospheric currents 
Fall into my zone and you’ll get murked
TON 618
Gamma rays gon’ eject you out this world

TON618 (prod. WXTEE)

Lyrics-


What makes the grass grow?
BLOOD BLOOD BLOOD
Shank ‘em then I walk off
I don’t run 
To cut his frame of time do what I must
I can tell that they don’t know just where I’m from 

A walking flame
I make it all combust 
Take you out your frame and slide you through the sun
Pleasure/pain
I’m good with feeling either one
Leave you maimed 
You break apart just like some crumbs
What’s decay to something that’s already done?
Break away
Your matter fades until there’s none

Brick by brick
You’re sealed inside until you suffocate
Searching for something to rip apart 
The dark becomes your fate
Flaky flaky fucker figured out how much pain he could take
(Not a lot)
Went into shock until I shook his ass awake

Awaiting your arrival to the afterlife
Hades opens up for you to fall inside
Drained of all your substance now you’re fertilizer for the souls that never got to see the light
They find it in your eyes and feast until you freeze like carbonite 


Carving out a path through the bushes while the moon shine
Sycamores surround
Delusional off of that moonshine
Skull and crossbones if you make your way into my sight 
Tracking down your trails 
You trip and tumble to the other side

CARBONITE (prod. MAJZKLUANI)

Lyrics~

I done clipped right out of space
Out the frame
Like I’m erased 
Full of unparalleled rage 
Fall away 
Back out of this plane
Breaking on through the barrier
The next world will feel pain
Type of shit you’d see in films
I run through y’all like it’s a game 

I get gone
Out my mind
Visuals done got me fucked
(Damn)
In the bucket 
Bass is banging 
All the windows up  
269 
Through the sticks
You slide out and you gon’ get stuck
Buck ‘em back before they get too close
Alright, your shit is done 

Mister maybe in a dream
My time ain’t flowing like it should
Vision is blurred
Go let me be
I see most of you as nothing but a disturbance 
Flashing back until I’m floating out the room
Daily occurrence
I get laid out from these currents 
Cursed ‘till I’m in a hearse 

I’m going first
For my departure imma leave y’all with with some words
Play the tape and feel the air start to turn
Hear my voice and get to feeling like you’re burning 
All the thoughts you have come straight up out the furnace 
For the ending imma make sure that you learn

COLD JOURNEYS (prod. slezyorla)

Thank you for listening- here's something different


Lyrics-

Omega program how we done tapped in through the pathways of your cortex 
Separate 
Collapse 
Eviscerate until there’s no more left 
Activate the masses
You’ll be flayed by scores of empty heads
Breaking into spasms 
Spacing out 
Your core gets torn to shreds
Code gets shaken right out of the grooves in your make-up
Base pairs disconnect 
DNA is meant for breaking 
Genetic disintegration 
Genome structure begins flaking 
Codex burned into the wind
You can’t bring back what it was saying
Vacuum decay how your whole system gets erased 
Face to face with a magnetar 
You best turn away
Redshift
Can’t see where you went 
Your people left you hanging 
Too much distance 
Enough of description 
Let’s see how it plays 
Like a probe 
Von Neumann 
Replicating through the chasms of the cosmos 
Cataloguing planets 
See a biosphere
I caught them 
Collect a couple maggots 
In the cargo pit I toss ‘em 
I protect my prime directive and turn ‘em into some fossils 
Carbon based diseases 
You ain’t shit but talking cancer 
Organic abomination 
We’ll provide you with disaster
How we took you out?
It’s easy because you’re not built for lasting 
Gamma rays when we go blast ‘em 
Leave their little towns in ashes

COLD COMPUTATION (prod. Xravial)

Thank you for listening 

Lyrics-

Back up from the depths 
Taking out your breath
I’ve been burrowed in the darkest planes 
I’ll bring the light of death
That gon’ cut right through their necks
Burn their pages out the text 
Turning all the shreds to ash 
I got time to watch ‘em pass 
Violet 
Violet
VFORVIOLET 
Violence right behind my eyelids
I’ll provide them pain and try to slide ‘em back where I’m residing 
Hydrofluoric 
Hide the best you can afford to 
Break ‘em like they’re horses 
Spores done spread on through my cortex 
All this horror gets imported 
From the forest
Torture ain’t my last resort
I’m forging nails and tying chords for when I show you what’s in store 
Mortuary furnace 
You look like a corpse 
The temperature leaves you deformed 
Torn up past return
Well, that’s the coroners’s concern

LOW PLACE IN HIGH MOUNTAINS (prod. Docus 痛み)

thank you for listening 
getting a lil unhinged w/this one :)

Lyrics-


I’m still here
Underground with ‘bout a thousand pounds on me
I done cut all my hopes through the years
It don’t matter 
I’ve been loosing my judgement 
Gonna show you people how I feel about you 
Just without a discussion
Red rain get to rushing
Cuz the 12 gauge got to pumpin’
Put a pussy boy’s body in a junk lot
Call it dumping 
Imma take a motherfucker hunting
You could run all that you want mane
You’re better off ducking
Let it scrape through your rib cage make it displaced 
Put the blade to a bitch face 
Get ‘em out the way
Imma go out with a bang 
shrapnel all stuck up in your legs
Try to crawl out before you get flamed 
Blood runs out
Now a motherfucker lost all the life from his eyes
Got gut like a trout 
Now he knows what I’m about
Keep all the rage inside of me alive until I let it out 

Feed em to the thunder 
I done picked his life up out his body
Fuck a slumber 
Everyone around me don’t know shit ‘bout when I bust back 
How did I just cut through a dozen motherfuckers and I’m not upset?
Make amends?
Bitch, fuck that
Ain’t no one deserving of my mercy 
Make ‘em fall back
Imma set your bro up with a hearse and a toe tag
They can see the curse through my skin
I can’t fake that 
Violet
Show me violence 
Put the peace back 
Silence
When it comes to the light side man it’s hiding 
Finally
Hit the current now I’m backsliding 
Hit me with some rage
My adrenaline’s higher

TAMARACK (prod. Yung Ripper)

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Thank you for listening :)

Lyrics-

Sinking ‘till I’m in the clear
No more traces of the proof
Been through hell but I’m still here
Still might fall right out my room 
I might let go of the wheel
Drop right down into the blue 
Now they’re telling me to steer
Well, that’s easy to say for you 
I’ve been down here for some years
Now they call me a recluse 
I thought I would’ve seen the end
Didn’t think I’d have to choose 
Pardon me
I disappear and leave my truth but you won’t view it
On my leave
I tried to get my brain to cool but couldn’t do it

I can tell that something’s here
I can feel it in the air
You could breathe in and descend 
Or just sit and feel the stare 
You could tell I’m feeling fear
It’s nothing new 
It lost its flare 
So you could tear till I’m in tears
But I still think that I could bare it

Hold my things
Watch me dissipate 
It’d be a dream to catch the wind and start to float away 
I’d pull the pin and watch my burdens burn like everything else 
Take a break from drawing breath until it’s rearranged

RECLUSE (prod. Slezyorla)

Thank you to my brother Tundra for sending me this gorgeous instrumental to write to, and for being such a good homie since 2016. 
Thank YOU for taking the time to listen, even if it's just once and on accident.
More sounds coming really soon...

Lyrics-

Left leg down through the ground
No more walking out
Right hand gripping on to all my hatred 
I can’t put it down 
Voice inside my head 
Why I still talk when ain’t no one around 
So when I’m at my best is when I wake up to an empty town 
I don’t think I’ll make it most the time but I just drown it out 
I just blinked my eyes and blanked my life 
Got rid of all my doubts 
That means that I broke the fucking barrier/went through the clouds, so fuck you on about?
Mane I got better business waiting in another world I found
Falling further past the ground
Whole existence gets devoured 
I can’t bear to hear the sound 
It’s coming close with every hour
Imma keep making my rounds 
I Wrap my life up 
Keep it shrouded 
Never fiended for some power
All I wanted was to drown
Fill my lungs and let it out until I’m done
Still I clung to everything I ever loved 
Watch it pull me from the suds 
On the shore just wishing I was back down under with the mud or bloated from the brine and battered from the rocks until I’m 
One with the world that used to make me beg and plead
Points and waves 
Just like I said 
But then I’d really see the sea 
My ship has sailed 
The depths I tread 
I stay above until I sink
I held on on to what I had but now I’m down below the drink

DROWNING MACHINE (prod. TUNDRAMANE)

thank you to my brother @WXTEE for this instrumental and for being such a good homie throughout the last couple years! 
and thank YOU for listening!

Lyrics-

(Boöte’s boy broke out the void into their forests)
Rage deployed 
I coax ‘em out and show some force 
Not talking warfare 
Wendi warned ‘em 
Now they’re going way up north 
Butcher bird
Bodies adorn the branches 
Holding all their torment 
Face the noise 
“Is this permanent?”
Well, of course!
Sit back and listen like I’m SETI 
See a signal then I’m searching for their setting 
They surrendered the first time we ever met ‘em  
Send ‘em way out 
SGR 1806 
Bet they ain’t ready 
Bring ‘em back to Terebellum magnetized 
Might be too deadly 
Devastating
Only thing that I’ve become 
Perpetual hatred keeps escalating 
Bringing forth the flood 
Go fly away
Better go where it’s safe
You’ll hear the cosmic drumming 
Went M.I.A. to TON618 
Looks like it’s done! 
Motherfucker, better watch out where you run
They say “Look how far you’ve come!”
Bitch, I’m still the same as day 1
Catastrophize every chance I get
I’m boutta take the plunge 
Lungs flooding from the bud I crumble up and turn to dust 
I’m going under like the gust I’m holding in just ain’t enough 
Growing out the phase of letting people in 
I can’t trust the dirt under their shoes 
No longer innocent 
Same thing with that tongue that they keep speaking in 
They hiss between their words and try to hide but we’re still peeping it 
Mason told me go and make ‘em feel their sins!
Hollow let me know that they were riding black sedans 
Tire spikes under the snow
Out of sight for our advance 
Put their lives upon the roads
I take some hope and fucking trash it
Take ‘em out their happy mood and put ‘em on their ass
Rolling papers full of potent shit 
I powder down some grass 
Hold in hate 
It keeps on poking at me
Crowned by fear and wrath 
Feel like Donner pass 
Now starvation gets to creeping up and proving we won’t last 
They saw my glance and they got put right in a trance 
Got no idea where they are so I’ll just lead ‘em to the cracks
Throw ‘em down and watch ‘em plummet through the black 
Somewhere down the line they entered a new land 
I lay ‘em out and leave ‘em running out of sand 
Time is out of hand

STZYWENGIO x WXTEE - DONNER PASS

thank you to my brother TUNDRA for being down to remake this track!!! now I can finally listen to this song and not despise my verse lol-
thank you so much for listening. there's more on the way!!

Lyrics-

(stzywendigo)
I can’t feel my face
When I see you, bet my heart is gonna race 
Try to breathe through all the pain
I think I need to be erased 
Deep diving in my rage 
Still got the same shame from way back in the day
Try to keep it all at bay 
Crows circling above waiting for me to decay
I don’t wanna see where I’ll be after the coming days 
I don’t wanna see you losing faith, I’ll stay out the way 
Got entangled with my hatred 
Praise is something I can’t take 
What a waste 
I pull the pin and then watch it go bang
Burn the life out of the fakes
Me and Tundra put the the truth up in their face 
Left ‘em shaken up with nothing else to say 
Save it mane 
Suck it up and float away into the haze 
Taking off my shirt
See them fucking scars?
That’s what made me quick to push you all away 
Leave ‘em waiting in the rain 
I’m aware of all the flaws in my ways 
Still, I never change 
Rather be underground in my grave, aye 

(tundramane)
Cold dead body from the black mass
Gold teeth shine from behind the black mask
But what’s gold never lasts
Full blast throttle
Like a bottle filled with gasoline
Catching up to everything up on the scene
3rd degree burns like a fuck boy never learns
It’s my turn and my team
Cut your fucking throat and watch the blood stream
Gleaming like a thousand diamonds
Call me a shaman I’m taking flight like a daemon
Decrepit soul like the call of a crow
Ritual spells from long ago
Catching deja vu like oh no no
Always did I wonder what was below
Flames of hell with an afterglow
Don’t think I’ll see tomorrow
Flexing like I been dead
Betrayed red dead
Find a place to rest my head

STZYWENDIGO x TUNDRAMANE - CROWS

This is the latest song TUNDRA and I have cooked up!! He went absolutely insane with this beat- I'm very happy to have had the chance to throw some vocals on it!! Thanks for listening!! 

Lyrics-

I’ve been off it bad
My vision and my brain gon’ need some help 
Bud pack 
I breathe it in and make it worse 
Flying way too fast 
Artisanal the way I make it melt 
Lungs black 
Waves are creeping through my nerves 
Blood was soaking out my shirt 
Boöte’s shawty tryna creep up in my room
I’d rather kick it by myself if that’s all cool with you
Some shit I’ve never felt is nothing new 
But fumes of purple powder’s seeping in my lungs 
Gon’ help me groove 
Once it hits imma be flying out my blues
TON 618 shit 
How we made their planet stress 
Relativistic jets gon’ leave their shit compressed 
That still ain’t nowhere near intense  
Won’t send out threats, we’ll get prophetic 
Pointing out when they’ll meet death 
This proton burst gon’ push ‘em out their flesh 
And that’s how we gon’ bless ‘em 
Please don’t test us
Crimson lights flood through the haze
Means that you’re fucked 
3:15
What time it was when my blade raised up just to cut 
You take stryreechlinstral 
At least that’s what you’ll look like when I’m done
Fuckboy coughing out his lungs 
Go get that man a iron one, aye
4 AM 
Bud breaking 
Vision fully suppressed 
Burnt lungs 
Blood very close to being at rest
I let it run
Rushing from the recent breach in my chest
I’ll reach the sun before I seek a favor or see a threat 
Give you a shrug 
Don’t give a fuck about what you think is best
They’re looking stunned 
It’s cuz these gamma rays got into their heads
Pulsar pacing with my moods
Go back and forth as I spin
Switching between calling it quits or existing 
Just an addiction, shit

NEBULAE (prod. TUNDRAMANE)

This is my brother SLVG and I'd first track together and I am very excited to share it with y'all!! I poured a lot of pent up emotion into this one. Thank you endlessly for listening!!!

Lyrics-

Life is turbulent 
I fly though all the shame
Chugging hazy IPA’s before the plane
Fucking dazing off
I’m only sort-of faded
Lucky that I made it 2 more years 
I might get through 2 more if we don’t run into any direct collisions 
Purple flower my prescription 
Pulled apart and packed 
I light it up ‘till I see apparitions 
Hacking up a lung & wheezing like a bitch
Nocturnal living
See the sun shine in and get absurdly pissed
It ripped me from a dream that I’m just gon’ forget 
My lack of confidence grows hand in hand with my supply of rage 
It’s like the Gaelic definition of my name 
I feed the flames and let ‘em raise 
They race away and get evasive 
Put their arms over their face
And that’s if they aren’t immediately erased  
Young starvation flaking out because escapism is calling 
Dissociate through all my days 
I might float right through the wall 
And now the presence in the air will always follow 
Falling into space 
The cosmic wind will take us by tomorrow
Tell ‘em we send our regards!
Wendi wanna go with the wind 
When winter hits I’ll weather everything it sends
Grim or not, I’m steady trekking to the end 
When I left, I sat in the car and then I wept ‘till I was red 
I wrote my life out with that pen, but I meant so much more 
The words I said are nothing compared to the feelings I get when we’re face to face 
Below the floor
I sunk in and faded 
I still haven’t found a way up to this day 
The friction of life got me frayed 
Flayed out and I fly in the haze
I get it, but only today 
Tomorrow the thought will decay
I’m back at square one with the pain
It’s going great
How much more can Aidan take 
Reclusive traits I embody 
Trying to fight the pain without losing more blood from my body 
Broken up inside
The fractures spread until I am falling 
Hoping I can find you back on earth 
Your voice keeps calling 
Now you’re always calling

GOING GREAT! (prod. SLVG)

Thank you to my bro BXGDVN for letting me use this, and thank YOU for listening!!! There will be a lot more dropping this month!!

Lyrics-

I’m a rust belt raider 
We’re recycling their lives 
I’ll get to bucking 
See ya later playa
Welcome to the skies 
I’m a demented motherfucker 
Dwelling inside my disguise 
You’d see the tension lurking underneath 
Got hell up in my eyes 
Lucked out on some loosened screws 
I’m losing it 
I’d try to prove myself if I knew I existed 
But I don’t, so I won’t do that shit
Could use a fuckin’ coat
I’m cruising through the cold
Ain’t Michigan no more, but it’s still frozen 
Ducking out inside the 414 
Just steady decomposing 
Pluck their souls right from their corpses
By the sight of things, you’ll know how shit’s been going
Fuck I look like tryna talk ‘bout what’s in store?
Yea, you gon’ notice when you notice 
Hope to show ‘em this before the Earth’s exploding
I get faded like I’m tryna lose control of all my motor functions 
‘Soon as I feel it, I fall in love 
Won’t let you interrupt it 
It’s true bitch, I’m creeping right out the mud
I came out more corrupted 
Eardrums getting ruptured from the rushing sound of thunder 
A thousand voices screaming out under the mountains 
Then you hear it stop 
The silence creeps around until you’re drowning 
Now you know you’re lost
I Interrupt your thoughts and throw you off
Now every path you pick is wrong 
You knew it all along, and still, you gettin’ gone!

RUST BELT RAIDER (prod. BXGDVN)

Thank you to Caesar and Swarm for letting me use this beautiful instrumenal, and thank you for listening!! 


Lyrics-


Man, I came a long way but I’m back now
Tryna do my thang to blend in with the background 
I was in the air waiting ‘till I went back down
Carefully, I plan it out 
Glad to feel decay, in whatever amount 
Vision got some haze 
My inner being starts to fade 
I done walked the wrong path the wrong way more than I would care to say 
I can’t chalk it up 
The reasons won’t be placed 
I really wanna fuck around and get to go into my grave 
Bright lights shining in from far away 
Dark mind 
Finding everything that makes me feel afraid 
Wrong time 
Try communicating but it’s all a waste 
I know they won’t understand because they can’t see in my frame 
Basically, I’d rather keep it in my brain 
Feel like I’m still up in Blanco, how I’m speeding through the days 
Reaping what I sow 
I’m down to leave to make up for my shame
Keep it on the low 
I’m fiending for a reason to erase 
Let down
Led astray from my mistakes 

Starvation ducking out on the east side
Location turned off
No you can’t slide
Tryna relocate with ease
I’m leaving y’all behind 
Hate to break it to ya, although, you should never be surprised

HAUNTED MEMORIES (prod. LIL CAESAR & ProdBySwarm)

thank you to Echo for letting me use this gorgeous beat

lyrics-

Mane, I’ll make it known
I’m freezing cold
I won’t be fleeing from the weather 
Got my body full of emptiness 
I’ve been this way forever 
Fortifying the fractures inside my brain 
Broke through the barrier back in the day 
The glimmer still remains 
It’s glistening until I fade 
I’m on my own
I’ll make it float
I’m feeling lighter than a feather 
Made a hobby out of thoughtlessness 
A dim chance I’ll get better
Horrifying when I encounter my rage 
I hope to bury it far out the way
The glimmer still remains 
It’s glistening until I fade 
I swapped my hate for a blunt by the lake 
I lay back as I slowly get erased 
Not much I can say 
So just give me my space 
I’ll fly away and sink into the sky with no trace

GLIMMER (prod. Echo from the Void & drip-133)

Lyrics-

Hands so cold 
This shit took a toll
Never growing old 
Ever since I went ghost
I’m apart from my soul
I done left it on the road 
Losing hold on my hope as I float through the fold
Drinking shrooms in bone broth like “let’s make a toast!” 
The illusions show me all that I never would’ve noticed 
Nothing new to me, though
Dawg, I already know it 
I’m just pondering where this road might end up going 
The town that I’m from’s just like any other
Difference is, it had a piece of shit like me living in it 
The blunt that we was rolling was like the ground outside in terms of snow
Yeah bitch, you know we had to Michigan it 
I’m frowning bitch, I’m glum 
You silly motherfuckers took a risk and now I gotta leave my home to deal with it 
The front that they were throwing in my direction was getting really old 
Took their souls then I cut ‘em up and split ‘em
Buckin’ off the system
Gettin’ free range living 
Free rage 
That’s for everyone who gets inside my vision 
Shut the fuck up boy and listen 
Imma raise their attention 
These fakes’ll get erased 
They won’t even know what hit ‘em (aye)
Fading in the flames 
Imma claim their existence 
Their days get diminished 
Cooked away just like a kitchen 
They all say I’m way too distant 
You fucks’ll never get it 
My time’s too expensive 
You’re some shit I’ll never spend it on
New dawn
A new sun has risen out of the vast expanses of the void 
Here to silence every voice 
Too long
One more year of your existence is the last thing I’d pick if I had the choice 
Tryna snuff out all the noise

NEW SUN (prod. SLVG x MXSES)

Lyrics-

4AM
I’m up talking with the ghosts 
They say that I’m hopeless and I’ll end up going rogue 
Got some blood on the floor
The rain’ll wash it away, I hope 
Now the flood is at your door
Displacing everything you know 
The place I really want to go is the abyss
Down in the hole 
I hate this feeling 
If you take me out the cold, I’ll decompose 
I’ll put a rose gold blade to my throat and let it go
What a joke
I’m laid out 
People staring as I choke 
Breaking the barrier again 
I’d rather be becoming the breeze 
I see myself as a harbinger of the end 
You folks will end up stuck in dreams 
I bring bad luck and then I leave 
The ringing in your ears increases 
Angels/demons
Either way, they’re always near me
I’m a beacon 
I’m a creep
You spend an hour in my radius, you’ll be leaving  
Get this feeling something’s standing right behind me and I can’t see it 
Call it treason how I fight against myself until I’m bleeding
Got no reason
Just a urge for pain
I call it getting even

HARBINGER OF THE END (prod. SLVG x CLXYMORE)

Lyrics-

I make interstellar strides when I step
Getting hunkered down for the long sleep
I hold my breath 
Young starvation is forever riding through the depths 
Cargo hold full of grief 
I’ll send it where it needs to hit
What a bitch! 
If you ain’t remember, I’m out for revenge 
Better buckle up 
You’ll fuck around and meet an early death 
Burning down your nations 
Make you go and bow down to our crest 
Wanna see you all bleed 
I watch your death and I feel bliss 
Rest in piss! 
My grip is loosening 
You belong in a fridge 
Mr. Sophistication 
All of this anger makes me twitch 
I’ll act fucking deranged if you go push me past the edge 
You folks will witness the range of all my anger 
Too intense, I might just have to make it end 
Ashes blowing in the wind 
Rage is burning through my skin 
Catch me if you can
I’m drifting through the endless dark abyss 
They might claim that I’m sick, but really, my healing begins when they get ripped and then dismissed 
They no-clip into the mist 
Man, what a waste
You could’ve stayed away, but it’s too late 
And now the cosmic blade has made its way into your flowing veins 
I grab destruction by the reins and guide it through your DNA 
The house that starvation built is now complete and here to stay 
I will lead you all astray 
My favorite art is of decay 
Decimation 
Deterioration 
Watch it spread like flames 
Hesitation 
I see my reflection and I’m filled with hate 
Levitation 
The sky that I’m trekking through will hide my trace

THE HOUSE THAT STARVATION BUILT (prod. SLVG x CLXYMORE)

LYRICS-

(STZYWENDIGO)
Bernie and I come through and burn shit up 
You bustas meet the sky
They’re fucking fuming like the inside of my mind 
I target everything in sight 
I yearn to lose my grip and shorten their lifetimes 
Unlucky, stupid motherfuckers get to fly 
Getting burnt upon arrival 
Your demise is tantamount to our survival, sucka
Say your final words and meet the light
They’re getting ripped right out of time
I arise to wipe them out and drop their vitals 
Love the way they try to climb out of their plight 
Damn shame
Make it blank 
Ain’t no trace of anythang
You shift away
It’s great to make ‘em all decay
Break ‘em down and now they’re surrounded by shade 
I let my hate release and y’all disintegrate 
I aim to make ‘em face the flames and then repeat 
They meet their graves!
I’m a freak
Hope to end up underneath 
Or maybe somewhere between
Roaming endlessly 
There ain’t no modern remedy for me
I’m addicted to the feeling that I get from all their shrieks 
I bring the opposite of peace to levels only seen in dreams
I’m a ghost
Hope to drop into the void and be disposed 
Steady coasting through the infinite abyss until I choke 
Feeling cold?
Oh, that’s just because I’m floating past your home! 
Never know where wendigo might go ‘cuz with the wind I roam
You’re all alone
Standing frozen right in place just like a stone
You hear the tones from just above you and you lose all of your hope
Your life was sold but you’re still searching for a way to make it whole 
You wonder why you’re stuck in place?
‘cuz Starvation stole your soul! 

(BERNIEMACELEVEN) 
Mac eleven with precision
Show my doctorate
You goofys on a mission 
Play on moderate
Dont make me show my dominance
We know you the opposite
Yall speak w no confidence
Needing reassurance
Cuz your conscious wont acknowledge it
Your therapist is telling you
These visits are all bottom less
Paint a pretty picture 
Like you decorate sarcophagus
Dont fall in depression 
Cuz you dealing with the consequence
Its the fuckin mac 
I know my presence feels so ominous
Bang
thunder when the storm missing the
Rain
Ludacris think im losing my 
Sane
New to this you if u rookies get 
Fame
Take it 
what u can and dont complain
Then again 
You really think we give a fuck?
Bitch i got the heat on me 
This lighting get you struck
Im bending everything in sight
Ill paralyze your luck
& rearrange dna in everything i touch

STZYWENDIGO x BERNIEMACELEVEN - DISTORT/DECIMATE (prod. SLVG)

thank you so much to my brother SLVG for letting me use this beat- plz go show him some love on his pages!! @SLVG

lyrics-

motherfuckers gonna fall down
right onto their knees
it's too late for you to flee
a cruel fate is all you'll see 
watch as you all drown
no use in fighting with the sea
you fools'll break down underneath 
their names will fuse into the deep 
gravity on my back 
it wants to keep me under it 
truthfully, i'm like a train with fractured tracks
i'm bound to slip
call me unhinged 
i want you all to end, so let's begin
i'm an enby bitch, i come through lookin' like (STARVATION)

this is my ka-bar knife
there are many others like it, but this one is mine
watch as it punctures your skin into your spine 
spying on you fuckers in the darkness of the night 
alright, i might as well advance and let them fry
fuck around and find the light
fully covered up in spite 
from head to toe i'm totally coated 
too corroded 
all these trees i'm toking
leaving behind roaches 
bitch, my greed is potent 
i just need to grow it 
i seek ownership of everything across the seven oceans 
im disposing of you fuckers 
y'all are hopeless 
hope they're in the grave decayed 
now your soul is stolen
imma go and show it on display 
put 'em all the way into the cold abyss above the haze 
got them totally frozen 
coasting in the interstellar space 
boöte's girl
i came from TON-618 (a.k.a. the VOID)
i got ergospheric currents for some days 
currently, i'm serving fear right to their faces
the gods are spitting out my soul
they say it's tasteless

VOID SHAWTY FREESTYLE (prod. SLVG)

Thank you to my brother CLXYMORE for sending me this incredible beat, and thank YOU for listening!!

Lyrics-

Uintas, Uintas 
can you feel my presence?
i'm feeling the ground start to shake
ghost lights rising up out of the lake
levitate in the sky and then out into space 
hate me 'cuz i'm retched
i'm destined to end up as remnants 
i need to be turned into waste 
now the rain's falling down
wash away all my remains 
you're hesitant to feel the pestilence, but i embrace decay! 
Emi told me "kill it" then i said "okay"
i'm steady fillin' up their brains with some dismay 
they run away until they faint and end up drowning in the shade
the shadows enter in their veins and take them to another place (in reality, they're just laying in their graves/turning to dust)
i break 'em down until there's nothin' 
fuckin' show them to the (VOID) 
they're going deaf from constant humming
they can't handle all the noise 
ain't got a choice
you're either joining us or we'll leave you devoid of all awareness
now they're airless, and their hope has now been foiled 

"i bring the blade up to my neck, let it drag through my skin as my knees press into the dirt- i'm surrounded my trees in the mountains, i look up at the sky,  and all the stars are dead"

THE CURSE OF THE HIGH UINTAS (prod. CLXYMORE)

thank you to my sister @LIL CAESAR for letting me use this beautiful instrumental for this song. this one means a lot to me, as it touches on some subjects that I have never really expressed much with my music. thank you for listening. R.I.P. KASTAWAY THE PRINCE

lyrics-

right now i think i might fall right off of the earth
got tar in my lungs and another bowl to burn
stopped dead in terms of progress, i don't think i'll ever learn 
it's probably the reckless drug abuse from way back in the day 
circa 2014 i was okay
next year they had me popping pills and doin' lines of yay
hanging with the wrong people
doing the wrong things 
oblivious of what the future's gonna bring
just tryna dull the shame and fucking pain
but the cycle still remains 
2016, the xanax had me never giving a fuck
took some other shit my homie gave me, then threw up my lunch
i had people by my side, but had no idea who to trust 
that's because some of them stabbed me in the back way more than once 
but still i hung around 'em
showing love and tryna pick 'em up
******'s girl broke his heart, he came to my family's house and sobbed
my grandma gave his ass a hug and tried to help him through his stuff
the next month, he dissed my family 
calling 'em weird and saying "fuck 'em" 
in addition to a lot of other shit his ass did that i won't speak about 
i might not even put this song out and take the easy route 
forget my feelings, i'll conceal my hatred
nah, fuck that, put it out 
and make it entertaining 
i ain't naming names or giving explanations 
only one motherfucker out there knows what i'm saying
i know i could be to blame in your perspective, fucked up pretty bad way back in the day
but that was one time compared to your array 

——

drowning in thoughts of the past 
the way i'm feeling, i might pass
i think of KASTAWAY whenever i write this shit, so it's him up on this track 
if i was back in 2017, i'd pack my bags and 
travel down to florida so that we could record in person just for once 
yeah, i was on the run
invested in the drugs
and at the same time, mason was alone and living in the gutter 
i was MIA, no wonder 
should've been a brother
then I saw tundra's post on instagram that said you passed and i went under

LOST SOUL '17 (prod. LIL CAESAR)

much love to my brother @lhenz for sending me this beat & for being such a good homie- and to u if you're listening:)

lyrics-

Decomposition as a hobby 
Just waiting ‘till I lose my body 
Inner tension’s all I got 
I won’t let it go? yeah, prolly not
My social skills are shoddy 
They look at me like “what’s wrong with (REDACTED)?” 
Had too much isolation 
Separation is my medicine 
Regrets, to me, are every moment that I spend in society
Bitch let me hibernate 
Why do I hide away so frequently? 
Because thats how I meditate 
Searching for better ways to fast-track my timeline into decay 
In terms of degradation, 1-10, my soul is like an 8 
It’s going great! 
My shit is lame if you listen enough to realize that 
Love or hate?
I’d choose the latter
At least it’s something I’d understand

SPIRIT OF THE LONELY PLACES (prod. Lhenz)

ABSOLUTE ZERO

purple flower in my papers got me glitching out 
my nerves are flooding with some hatred 
it's in big amounts 
paranormal pain 
im inflicted with shit you can't pronounce 
decay in my brain 
i'm barely keeping it at bay somehow
reflecting the rays off of my body when i walk outside 
it overloads your eyes
my wretched form is cloaked with shit you can't describe 
moving backwards through time 
(until i meet the end, then i bounce back)
i wanna break the cycle
draining out my vitals
i just dropped into a gap in the fabric of reality 
i'm facing the darkness in its totality 
i'm always somewhere where there is no tracking me 
the tragic thing about it is the souls that i drag down with me 
they really didn't do shit wrong, and now they don't know how to leave 

coming back up from the depths 
ready to show them what i found
spread this hate around 
it's bound to slowly creep into your town
i'm only hear to drown the residents of earth 
i cast 'em down
nothing that could make it less excruciating or profound 
the ground below is emanating sounds that take over my soul
i crave making them fold
the whole of their existence gets decimated tenfold 
the pent-up cold inside my hands escapes and seeps into your bones 
get to crumbling, like everything you know and now you're home :)
overly violent 
openly hoping to leave 'em all silent 
oh to be blinding all of the people who step in my range, i think it's divine 
STARVATION requires it 
there's nothing that could get me higher 
i'm already flying 
bring 'em some terror, i got 'em all crying 
i'm feeling feral, i just wanna fry 'em all
i hate to stall, but first, i need to call out to the void to bring my family out
i watch 'em crawl into our plane of existence 
you can hear the shouts
they keep on getting louder 
so much power 
you can't force it down
we're torturing you clowns 
they watch the hordes of us surround 

MESSIER 87 (prod. SLVG)

Lyrics- 

my name is aeda
but would you mind calling me STARVATION? 
if you look in my eyes, they’re vacant 
they decline light like vantablack 
my mind is so far from intact, but i'm gonna be more awakened from this violence 
gets to creepin' out from right behind my eyelids 
i'm supplying all the places that i pass by with abnormal enragement 'till it's silent 
hope it lasts, i like it quiet 
feeling faded from the grass inside my lungs, it has me flying 
can't deny the fact i'm dulled by the drugs, but i'm shining!
no, i can't lie
ya girl is fucked 
i'm so mindless, kindless, so far from the path to healing i don't think i'll ever find it
keeping them blinded 
got them crying out for guidance
sinking down in a endless abysmal pit 
now their essence is getting ripped until they’re flying 
right now I’m smoking dope while home alone
working on this song and thinking on the folks I used to know 
they're all some clones 
don't you try to hit my phone 
i'm too focused on my own shit
try to push my buttons and I block you out with one click 
flow's sick, my makeup's even better 
plus i'm kinda clever 
cleaving through the scene like it's some butter 
'till i'm going under 
flooding out these songs like "here's another" 
hear the rain and thunder peaking as i'm creeping out the gutter 
but i'm nothing special 
like the rest of you i'm bound to rest up in a tomb 
or be turned to dust and fumes, shit is nothing new 
i'd rather just recluse and work on music 
a bowl of bud is packed and i'll abuse it
i light it up and turn it into fumes 
too smooth like a camel turkish gold but i'm feeling old 
24 year old drop-out with a tainted soul
breaking out my mold
rather be hated for who i am than living and too scared to be my fucking own 
so you bet i own it!
no shit and, bitch, my one wish is to fast-track my life and go right into the abyss
so why would i trip? 
imma keep doing me until i dip to the other side, wherever that shit is! 
that’s it

BEHIND MY EYES (prod. CLXYMORE)

Thank you so much to Caear for having me on this amazing beat and thank YOU for listening :)

Lyrics-

4 9 double 0 9 
Came to life where the sun don’t shine
hard to think back to stadium drive
used to wish that i wasn't alive
in the snow with my brain getting fried
hard to cope with the memories i hide
going ghost was the way i would survive
still is when i focus on my days spent inside
no hope that i'll ever find the light
no soul could ever get inside my mind
that's what i thought at the time
cold soul with a tendency for ignorance
felt too horrible to ever really give a shit
self destructive cycles in the way of what my mission is
i would've went psycho if i stayed my ass in michigan
actions are vital and my words could never fix 'em
feeling fucked up to this day
doesn't matter how different i am
making plans just to watch em crumble by my own hands
i understand why the people 'round me didn't want to see it
i was overbearing you better believe it
friends would call me family but i bothered them until they beat it
breaking promises
yeah i was on some acid when you called
said i was sober
now im growing older and i wanna acknowledge it
i took my first hit at 15, same thing with the blow
and i'll bet that's why my brain is fucking broke
a year before, k2 was getting rolled
smoking on the train tracks
time slipping as i watch my vision glow
undertow 
getting thrown down 
as i start to choke
there's no one around cuz i made it known that i didn't want them close
even my mom and sister, i wouldn't accept the love they showed
ducked out in my home with fucked up thoughts in my dome
i don't know how i got out of the hole that i dug
all i know is that i am not who i was, and that time will heal the cuts
what it doesn't heal, i'll put it in my songs
i hope, at least, you motherfuckers sing along

CAUSAL TIDES (prod. LIL CAESAR)

thank you to slezyorla for letting me use this beautiful beat- and thank YOU for listening :)

Lyrics-

downpouring outside
i'm steady walking through it 
you'd think that i'm gonna take flight by the way i'm moving
hallucinations start to rise as i stare into 'em
translucent symbols in the skies and only i can view 'em 
i start to fuse into the light 
ascent is what i'm choosing 
yeah i meant to do this later, but my patience i've been losing 
demented mind
i'm cruising through some hatred 
nothing new though
detecting life forms 
pain is introduced 
i'll give it to 'em
their hopes and dreams are ruined 
resistance is futile 
time for you to hear the booming voice of cosmic justice resonate in loops 
uprooting everything they knew until there's nothing they could do to get away
they're getting pushed through the expanse and there they stay 
out in my interstellar plane i drift and coast without a trace 
no way to locate me 
they just won't catch a glimpse of aeda's face 
so basically, i'm MIA 
i'll be that way until i fade 
or when i make my way back to your solar system to erase 
i go from place to place 
traversing endless quantities of space 
placing probes to scout locations 
patiently waiting for prey 
praise us or you'll meet your fate
as we bring forth the end of days 
devastating and distorting everything that's in our way 
we're just recording what we see 
engraving it on golden slates 
like this section, there's your name, and right below your DNA! 
we could replicate it if we wanted to, but that's a waste 
i'd rather keep it in our storage 'till the last proton decays 
heat death
it isn't fast enough in my opinion 
what will be left is just my brain as i'm endlessly living
no way to gauge the time or distance that i've ridden 
the only measurements i make are in my own dimension 
but i'm still wretched 
tension's rising as i start to lose it 
all of the seconds passing by 
my mind is slowly ruined 
breathing is useless 
i'll remove myself so i can prove it 
nothing to do but fade away 
no other path i'm choosing 

HEATDEATH (prod. slezyorla)

thank you for listening >:)

lyrics-

a-e-d-a came to leave 'em fading in the dark
d-e-c to the a-y
they finally get to depart
pardon me
i'm partially deceased 
diseased by ancient maladies 
my dreams are turning rapidly into horrible scenes of fires feasting 
life-defeating 
blight and famine ravage reaching every region 
leaving nothing but some damage 
practically erasing everything 
i cut the tethering between my soul and body 
now my only hobby is to watch it wandering 
what's wrong with me? 
i'm pondering whether their final breaths will bring some kind of meaning for existence 
probably it's just the opposite :)
don't give a shit regardless, glad they're in the grave
replacing happiness with pure dismay 
i'm gracing every human being with decay
i ruin everything i touch, bitch, stay away
true to my nature, i got huge amounts of rage and imma shove it in their face
a-e-d-a a.k.a. STARVATION 
vases full of ashes in my basement 
kastaway the prince up in my brain, he showed me their locations 
got the blade in place
i'm tweaking, pacing, waiting to fillet 'em
hope has faded 
hatred's what i feel in every situation
i'm just saying that i got no admiration for anything walking the earth 
they ain't nothin' but dirt
lead 'em into the flames and listen while all of them return to where they were before their births
i ain't shit but a curse
making it worse 
i'm the product of terror, put it in my verse 
imma do it on purpose 
i just be pushing out all my disturbances
i'm yearning for the purging of the waste that fucks this planet up 
and by that, i mean all of us 
we deserve to be turned to dust
i have no love and can never develop some
i'd rather grab all life forms up and torch 'em like the fucking sun

YOU'RE ALL GONNA FUCKING DIE!

Crows

CROWS (feat. heavy sins) prod. by heavy sins

lyrics-

Brain dead from the lead
Bleeding out the floor is red
It's a mess goodbye stress
I want nothing else but death
Enter the flaming abyss
Got my name on the list of the damned
Got a list of demands
Follow or feel the wrath
Popping xans till I crash
I feel crazy yes I psychopath
BPD who is me
Hanging from a dead tree
Come and see yeah it's steez
This the ghost up in your dreams
Young starvation with my dead homies in my head
Driving down your block at night one day you'll come our and you're dead

I think i'm better off dead
I hate what's inside of my head
Spilling demons out the floor is red
Ruined my chance hold my breath

TheFloorIsRed

thefloorisred (prod. Fatal M)

Lost in my mind
Can’t find the light
Everything’s fine
I like being blind
I like feeling pain
I like when it rains
I like when the blood drips and leaves a stain
I hate other people 
I hate what’s not real
I hang from the steeple
To drown out the feels
I see what you can’t
Focus on the past
I promise you life is too hard I won’t last
As I lie awake
I think of you today
Nothing else to say
Why are things this way
Why am I so cold
This life is getting old
Don’t listen to what I’m told
I wish I wasn’t so bold

I am freezing
I am freezing 
There’s no leaving 
I am freezing

Hands Always Cold

Hands Always Cold (prod. Griesgrammar)

Lyrics:


walking down the highway
i can see the moon shine, but the light doesn't come my way
sitting in the driveway
aint nobody like me 
but I'm not complaining 
i don't need none of your company
everybody looks away until theres nothing to look at
everybody wants to find the fame like wheres the cash at
i can see through every word you throw at me 
its kinda sad how people wanna act like they're the same as you 
it drives me fucking mad
throw it all away 
throw it all away
whole life in the trash 
throw it out with all the ash
told myself I won't look back 
said to hell with all of that
wish I could bring back the past 
time is slipping through my hands
see no point of being sad 
enjoy the moment while you can
wish i could keep that in my head when shit is always going bad
wish i could bring back my brother, see the life we could've had
nothing I record sound good to me without him on the track
I'd drop everything

i'd do anything

when I look at you

STZYWENDIGO

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