BACK & FORTH

Taken from the 'Have Me to Waste - EP'. Available on all major online distributors.

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LYRICS:
Nothing’s the same anymore.
I can’t remember the last time,
I felt safe within myself.

Cast aside, 
Back and forth within my mind.

Days go by, 
I no longer feel myself.
(I can’t comprehend) my mind. 
Relapse, ever last.
(Living my life on the cold hard floor)
I can’t come back from this,
(This feelings pulling me under)
Relapsing, rejecting, any help,
(Is useless to me).
Relapsing, rejecting, any help,
(Is useless to),
Me.

As for this broken mind,
Was the reason I cannot live.
The more I think,
(The more I try),
The harder I find to move on.

Drag me under,
Remembering when.
What it’s like to breathe again.

Time has given up on me. 
These walls are closing in. 
Will I ever be free.

Time has given up on me. 
These walls are closing in. 
Will I ever be free.

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Back & Forth

DISMAL

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LYRICS:
They left me for the depths,
To blur me out.
As I look around I can see that it was me,
That was changing.

I’m falling away,
Out of my grasp.

Broken and stumbling.
The shadows take,
Over what’s left.

Not a soul to be seen,
Stood by my side as days go by.
I realise there’s no one left here,
Just a broken silhouette,
Of the man I once was.
(Broken)
Of the man I once, was.

It’s not that I’m sick of the world,
It seems this world is sick of me.

Drowning in my misery. 

(Drowning in misery)
(Drowning, in it)

Those cowards left me to rot,
In this self made hell. 
Imprisoned in my own,
Mind.

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Dismal (feat. Harry Rule)

DREAD

Taken from the 'Have Me to Waste - EP'. Available on all major online distributors.

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LYRICS:
Life as I know.
Has taken a change, 
For the worst. 
Those once surrounding me, 
Slipping away.

I feel myself fading, 
Digging my way down. 
Six feet under, 
Is where they’ll find me now. 

Meet me down by the reservoir,
And I’ll show you what it’s like,
To feel the pain I feel.
My life is left for dead.

It wasn’t easy,
Being a dead weight,
For those who stood by me.

My methods are failing, 
The voices screaming.
Now blind to the light of day.

No one knows me.

(No one)
 
(Knows me)

(No one knows me)

I guess I could say,
That it was all my fault. 
It takes me away, 
It takes me.

A relative embrace, 
Living off my own mistakes with, 
Unforgiving dread. 

Embracing.

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Dread

HAVE ME TO WASTE

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LYRICS:
As I grow blinded and misguided, 
I slowly lose myself,
To the everlasting sleep. 

These nightmares,
Clouded my dreams for years.
It is reality.

I’ve tried to numb, 
This wicked pain.
But I no longer fight it.

I’ve tried too many times.
Now my mind is telling me,
I should sink.
He will be pleading death. 

Pleading death for intimacy, 
Open arms for a coward,
That’s made to bleed.

(To bleed)

Ever growing,
Problems never leaving, 
Manufactured for a lifetime,
Of grieving.

As for this shattered frame of mind,
Was the reason that I could never be,
Broken.

Again. 

Drag me under. 

I’ve tried to numb, 
This wicked pain.
But I no longer fight it.

I’ve tried too many times.
Now my mind is telling me,
I should sink.

As I grow blinded,
And misguided.
I slowly lose myself,
To the everlasting sleep.
(Everlasting)
Sleep.

Years go by, and nothing’s changing, 
I feel addiction, as it swallows me whole. 
My voice is slurred, 
My body’s shaking, 
This must be the path I deserve. 

Have me to waste.
Have me to waste.
Dread please come and take me away,
And have me to waste.

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Have Me to Waste

TREMOR

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LYRICS:
Years go by, and nothing’s changing, 
I feel addiction, as it swallows me whole. 
My voice is slurred,
My body’s shaking.
This must be the path I deserve. 

It’s taking over me,
I’m slipping away.
Dread please come take me, and have me to waste.

Have me to waste.

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Tremor

TWINGE

Taken from the 'Have Me to Waste - EP'. Available on all major online distributors.

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LYRICS:
A drunken haze,
Has become my persona.
A personality I cannot shake.

The days they pass, 
The darkness thickens.
From this reality,
I will not wake. 

It’s taking over me.

Will I ever,
Feel myself again.

Forgetfulness is all I feel now,
The pain is numb, but it’s still there.
My life has taken a toll for the worst.
I try to mask it,
But nothing works.

The dread it takes away, 
The darkness consumes me.
And I can feel it.

The twinge beneath my skin.

From this reality I will not wake.

I feel the earth dragging me under.

As they forget,
And no longer ponder. 

This feeling is real.

A personality,
I cannot shake.

The darkness thickens, 
It’s only getting worse. 
I cannot wake.


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