did guitar and vox at the same time 
Sorry guys, but this is the best take I could get. I know it's a demo but I can't get any better with it 
reason it's not so good with the vox is I recorded it when I was very distraught 

lyrics:

You told me once
That you'll never leave me alone
But I fucked it up
I miss you so fuckin' much

I feel so sad
Now I want to fuckin' die
I'm all alone
I want you by my side

Do you forgive me?
We'll start over again
Do you still love me?
Won't let you down again

LET'S START OVER AGAIN (belowground cover)

It's So Over Dude

Sorry for bad vox mixing, I was expirimenting

I wish you wouldn't ignore me
I texted you last morning
You said you'd call me early
You said you'd call me early

I thought you didn't like parties
Apparently now you're changing
I hope you don't exchange me
I hope you don't exchange me

You're so cute, maybe
We could still start dating
You said you'd think about it
I doubt you think about it

I don't wanna die alone
Can you just pick up the phone
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you

Beta Orbiter - XO_Willow Cover

Note: Had to improve the solo, I couldn't figure out the real thing
Chords:
 C#, A#, F#, G# 

Lyrics:
When I’m around you, 
you make me feel alright,
You are my life, 
you are the only one.

When you’re near me
Oh the darkness goes away
You are my love, 
I will always be with you

You’re the only one 
You’re the only one
You’re the only one 
You’re the only i love.

LovexSong (belowground cover)

Credit to foolz for the beginning sample 
Just a meme song there’s literally no deeper meaning

(ranting)
Oh, the demiurge is watching me
Oh, the archons are stalking me
Oh, I need to fight them off
Oh, I need to take my vril pills

Vril pills

I spend all day staying inside
I don't even get any sunlight
Skin is pale and I've got no sight
I'm a C H U D lobotomite

I spend all day staying inside
I don't even get any sunlight
Skin is pale and I've got no sight
I'm a C H U D lobotomite

Im a CHUD and i have no life
never had any reason to try
too braindead to even cry
I'm a C H U D lobotomite

Chud - PSYOPS Cover

Note for those concerned: I am not mentally ill, I don’t have schizophrenia, this was a writing exercise of how a schizophrenic person who dislikes being at the DMV would experience the horrors of bureaucracy
￼ 

Shit mixing but fuck it we ball

Verse:
D#, C#, D, D, or D#, C#, A, A

Chorus:
D#, C#, D, A

When I turn my back 
It’s all eyes on me
When I turn back 
No one’s looking 

But I still feel eyes on me 
My eyes shift tree to tree
Close my eyes n count to three 
I know who’s watching me

Shadow stalkers in the DMV 
I know they’re watching me
Shadow stalkers in the DMV 
I know they’re stalking me

Shadow stalkers in the DMV 
I know they’re watching me
Shadow stalkers in the DMV 
I know they’re stalking me

SHADOW STALKERS IN THE DMV (DMV-3)

F# F# C# C#

diggin up her corpse and i found her fresh
thought i said the words for the living dead
but i cannot understand it
i don’t know anything

diggin up her body, bring her back to the world
i brought her back to life she gotta be my girl
all i wanted was the prom queen
i don’t know anything

got a gun and they came to school
coulda been anyone but they shot my girl
and i cannot understand it
i don’t know anything

drag my baby home with her body in a bag
i’ll cherish all the times that she was callin me a fag
and i cannot understand it
i don’t know anything

Ressurektion Of The Prom Kveen - Glockangel/Gjallarhornit Cover

In The Abode Of God

Nobody Cares:
Lyrics: A, C#, E(a), D
cool riff: A, D, C, B
Lead
A, C#-D-C# (2x), C#-E(a)-C#

I just wanna kill myself
I just wanna kill myself
Put a bullet in my head

Paint the walls with my brains
Paint the walls with my brains
I guess nobody cares

I just wanna kill myself
I just wanna kill myself
I just wanna kill myself
I just wanna kill myself
(whoooo)

Nobody Cares (belowground cover)

Kill Myself
G, B, G, C-B

I'm so tired 
need to rest 
I just fucking
hate myself 

I'm so
fucking depressed 
I just want to 
blow my brains out 

I don't want to live
I just want to kill myself
I don't want to live
I just want to kill myself


I don't want to live
I just want to kill myself
I don't want to live
I just want to kill myself

I'm so tired 
need to rest 
I just fucking
hate myself 

I'm so
fucking depressed 
I just want to 
blow my brains out

I'm so tired 
need to rest 
I just fucking
hate myself 

I'm so
fucking depressed 
I just want to 
blow my brains out

Kill Myself (belowground cover)

Verse
C, A, F, E
Chorus
C, A, F, G

[Verse]
Now you hang out with [different folks]
A fucking midget and some clowns
You pretend everything is fine
But leave your friends out in the dark
You play along and talk your crap
And then you lie to get back on top

[Chorus]
You're a fucking LARPer
oooooooooo
A fucking LARPer and lolcow
oooooooooo
You're a fucking LARPer
oooooooooo
A fucking LARPer and lolcow

LARPER (belowground cover)

This song is about when I play the game Ready Or Not
---
Execute a suspect 
Just because I can 
Blow fucking his brains out
Just because I can

taking no prisoners
Doing what I want
Blowing my friends brains out 
Just because I can

Kill ‘em all (6x)
just because I can

Just Because I Can

Verse: A, D, A, D-E(a)
Chorus: A, D, A, E(a)

Things the past never wanted to see
All within your tiny screen
You’re fucked up forever 
You’ll never Ever recover

escape from the internet
We escape from the internet
escape from the internet
I gotta escape from the internet

(Break)

A huge AI
Manipulating everything
All within your tiny screens
All behind the scenes 

[Chorus]

(Solo)

The internet is dead
And resurrected 
No more than a
technological Thing

[Chorus]

(Solo)

Escape From The Internet

A, D, C#, E(a)/-D

The internets fucked my brain
All I can say is real and based 
I’m so fucked up
I’ll say it to your face

Real, Real, based based
Real, Real, based based
Real, Real, based based
Real, Real, based based

Real, Real, Real, Real
Based, based, based, based
Real, Real, Real, Real
Based, based, based, based

No more real thoughts in my head
I’m just so fuckin braindead
It’s already over for me
It’s so over for me

(Chorus)

Real And Based

Intro (plucking then chords)
D#, G(a), F(a), G#(a)
D#, G#(a), G(a), G#(a)-G(a)
Verse
D#, D#, G(a), G#(a)
Chorus
D#, G(a), F(a), G(a)-G#(a)-G(a)

You told me once
That you'd never leave me alone
But I fucked it up
I miss you so fuckin' much

And I feel so sad
Now I want to fuckin' die
I'm all alone
I want you right by my side

Do you forgive me?
Lets start over again
Do you still love me?
Won't let you down again

Lets Start Over Again (belowground cover)

DEATH TO THE WORLD & LIFE ITSELF

Key of D
Mixed on speakers don’t @ me over it

Untitled IX 2

HOWDOYA YOU KEEP AN IDIOT IN SUSPENSE

There's going to be a new album soon, "Americana Aeternum". Classic garage rock type shit. Gonna go insane and make an alter ego for it. Fuck it.

the music of nature is there if you listen

I got tired of listening to my older cover, cause it sounded kinda wack to me. This is a remix of it. Before, I had the vocals way down because the mic I had was dogshit. Now I realize all of it was dogshit, so fuck it, we ball.
Belowground Cover
------------------------------
Verse
You told me once
That you'll never leave me alone
But I fucked it up
I miss you so fuckin' much

I feel so sad
Now I want to fuckin' die
I'm all alone
I want you by my side

Chorus
Will you forgive me?
Lets start over again
Do you still love me?
Won't let you down again

Let's Start Over Again (BLG Cover) (remix)

Influence: Dreamland by Dee Jones
The minute-long solo is ESSENTIAL
Not about any specific person. Old song idea.
-----------------------------
Verse I
I am no rich man
But I'm no poor neither
I won't give you cash
But I'll give you my heart

Oh, it ain't much
But it's a start
Why need all this,
If we've got heart?

Chorus
Let's get together
And see what we can do
Stick together
And stick it through

Verse II
My pockets are light
But my heart is heavy
I got no diamonds,
But I'll give you my heart

No luxuries
No gold earrings
Why need all this,
If we've got heart?

(Chorus)

(Solo)

Let's See What We Can Do

Singing is sub-par because I was more concerned with sounding unhinged than anything
-------------------
Chorus
Nukes on the Horizon
Oh, thank god
No more of this
Boring life 

(Lead)

Verse I
No more of this mundane life
Thanks to my Nuclear Savior
Power of God, blow a rock
Blow me to smithereens 

A flash of light 
from the heavens
A flash of light
No more cries

(Chorus)

(Lead)

(Solo)

Verse II
What to do now?
So much time, so few things
No worries
No hobbies

A flash of light
My worries, goodbye
A flash of light
So damn bright

(Chorus)

(Lead)

(Solo)

(Bridge)

(Solo)

Nukes On The Horizon

/HEL/HEIM/

(Intro)

Verse I
Walking around, I hope no one notices
I don’t know to do, or what to say
There’s nothing more I can do on this day
I don’t have anywhere to be anyway

So I sit down and cry, as they all pass by
No one stops, no one cares, gee I wonder why
Walking around with my head hung down
Oh god, I wish I was put in the ground

Chorus
It’s my time 
I’ll cry if I want to 
cry if I want to 
cry if I want to 

Verse II
It’s always the same, no need to wonder why
It all goes to shit and I want to die
But I can’t do that, it’s all too much work
So I just sit down and cry

Bawling my eyes out, no one cares why
While I sit in a ball and cry
Walking around with my head hung down
Oh god I wish I was put in the ground

(Chorus)

(Bridge)

(Chorus)

cry if I want to

(Intro)

Verse I 
Nothing has meant anything 
I've wasted all my time 
And it wasn't just mine 
I've wasted yours too

Nothing has meant anything 
Nothing has changed 
I've moved houses 
But everything is the same

Chorus
Kill me
20 years 
All for nothing 
Nothing to show
For all my time
No payoff
For my investments

Verse II
Maybe this time
I'll get something done 
Give my life 
The structure it needs 

Can't sleep at night
I fade away 
Give my life 
To the sky above 
(Chorus)

(Bridge)

(Solos)

20 years

(Intro)

Verse I
I have nothing to stand on
I betrayed myself 
How lowly am I 
To betray that, closest to me?

I’ve killed who I was before
How will I live again?
Without me around,
How will I forgive my self?

Chorus 
I have betrayed my true self
I no longer know who I am
I have betrayed my true self
I have lost who I was before

Verse II
Oh, to forgive me
But I don’t think I can
Oh, what I’ve done to me
How one could do that?

I seek redemption 
But I’ll never grant
Without me around,
How will I forgive my self?

(Chorus)

(Solo)

Outro 
I have betrayed my true self
I have betrayed my true self
I have betrayed my true self
I have betrayed my true self

I have betrayed my true self

bootleg of SCP-3812
-------------------------------
(Intro)

Verse I
I don’t know how to feel
About this world 
I don’t know what to do
I need to escape 

Oh, how I love this world
And, oh, how I hate it so
I want to leave
But I want to stay

Chorus
I wanna see it burn
I wanna see it live 
I don’t know
I hear a voice behind me

Verse II
The beautiful of it all
Makes me cry
The brutality 
Makes me want to die

Could I collapse it all?
Take it off mind?
Could I ascend it all?
Take it off mind?

(Chorus)

(Solo)

a voice behind me...

(Intro)

Verse I
In solitude, 
I'll find my way
No need to 
keep it all away

In solitude, 
I'll find my way
No need 
to fade away

Chorus
How I dream to be
on this planet by myself
No one else, 
just myself

Verse II
A silent dream
No need to scream
A silent dream
Being only what I deem

No voices, no pain
No more drain
No voices, no pain
No need to feign

(Chorus)

a world without humans

meme song
------------------------------
Verse
I’m so 
fucking Stupid
I’m such
A goddamned lair

I can’t do 
nothing right
It always 
falls apart

Chorus
Fuck my stupid chud life 
My stupid chud life 
Fuck my stupid chud life 
My stupid chud life 

Break
First as a tragedy, Then as a farce

(Verse)

(Chorus)

MY/STUPID/CHUD/LIFE/

(Intro)

Verse I
In world based on money
I work to be free
I feel soon
I'll succeed

Maybe life
Ain't so bad
I think I see a light
At the end

Chorus
I still try
Maybe next time
I still try
I'll make it out

Take To The Sky
Take To The Sky
Take To The Sky
Take To The Sky

(Lead)

Verse II
"from a point of nothing,
everything is possible"
If that's really the case
It'll get better soon

It's time to be real
It ain't so bad
It's better than it's ever been
I'll be up soon

(Chorus)

(Lead)

(Outro)

Take To The Sky

(Intro)

Verse I
I just can't believe
This is all there is
Please god just tell me
There's more than this

Pre-chorus
It's all so sad
Infinite confinement
No room to grow
Nothing to show

Chorus
There has to be more
Than all this shit
There has to be meaning
Something more than this

Verse II
The dullness of life
Is too much to bear
I've got to get out
And see what's there

(Pre-Chorus)

(Chorus)

There Has To Be More

(Intro)

Verse I
Farwell
to this old place
I'll never
Disgrace your halls again

Farwell
To all those I've known
I'll never
Dissapoint again

Chorus
Farwell and all that shit
I'll never see you again
Farwell and all that shit
I'll never see you again

Farwell and all that shit
Farwell and all that shit
Farwell and all that shit
Farwell and all that shit

Verse II
Thank god
An end to my misery
I'll never
Dishonor again

Thank god
I'm out
Of this world
And the rat-race

(Chorus)

(solo)

Outro
I'll never see you again
I'll never see you again
I'll never see you again
I'll never see you again

Farwel and all that shit

(Intro)

Verse I
I don't wanna be here
I wanna leave this place
Send me off far away
To live amongst the Fae

I don't wanna be here
Send me to the Otherworld
Land of Eternal Joy
'nInconsistent time

Chorus
Ascend me to Alfheim
I don't care if they steal my name
Ascend me to Alfheim
I never cared anyways

Ascend me to Alfheim
There's nothing that I want more
Ascend me to Alfheim
There's nothing that I want more

Verse II
I don't wanna be here
I hate these people
Lemme with the faries
Or even the elves

I don't wanna be here
too many Jotunn
Wanna be away
wanna be with the Fae

(Chorus)

(Bridge)

(Chorus)

Outro
(Ascend me to Alfheim)

ASCEND ME TO ALFHEIM

(Intro)

Chorus 
Oh, I trust
There's a plan for me
Oh, I hope
The Monad won't let me down

Please, oh please 
don't let me down
Please, oh please 
don't break my trust

Verse I
So much suffering
I can't comprehend
I always wonder why 
this happens to me

Oh how I hope
It isn't Over for me
But sometimes
I just don't know

Pre-Chorus
This world
Surely must be hell
I can't imagine
how else this could occur

Please, oh please 
look out for me
Please, oh please
Just help me out

(Chorus) 

Verse II
Surely, things get better
Surely, my luck will change
I don’t know my fate
But I feel it change

Something 
on the horizon
Oh it’s comin’
My way

(Pre-Chorus)

(Chorus)

(Solo)

Trusting The Plan

Current WIP: Americana Aeternum
(I'm in College, so work is slow, but I'm still musically active)

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I’m always down for a collab, split EP/Album, comp album, whatever.

Download my music all you want, re-upload, use in whatever, I don’t care. Just credit me, and we’re good.

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