Intro (plucking then chords)
D#, G(a), F(a), G#(a)
D#, G#(a), G(a), G#(a)-G(a)
Verse
D#, D#, G(a), G#(a)
Chorus
D#, G(a), F(a), G(a)-G#(a)-G(a)

You told me once
That you'd never leave me alone
But I fucked it up
I miss you so fuckin' much

And I feel so sad
Now I want to fuckin' die
I'm all alone
I want you right by my side

Do you forgive me?
Lets start over again
Do you still love me?
Won't let you down again

Lets Start Over Again (belowground cover)

Key of D
Mixed on speakers don’t @ me over it

Untitled IX 2

HOWDOYA YOU KEEP AN IDIOT IN SUSPENSE

There's going to be a new album soon, "Americana Aeternum". Classic garage rock type shit. Gonna go insane and make an alter ego for it. Fuck it.

the music of nature is there if you listen

I got tired of listening to my older cover, cause it sounded kinda wack to me. This is a remix of it. Before, I had the vocals way down because the mic I had was dogshit. Now I realize all of it was dogshit, so fuck it, we ball.
Belowground Cover
------------------------------
Verse
You told me once
That you'll never leave me alone
But I fucked it up
I miss you so fuckin' much

I feel so sad
Now I want to fuckin' die
I'm all alone
I want you by my side

Chorus
Will you forgive me?
Lets start over again
Do you still love me?
Won't let you down again

Let's Start Over Again (BLG Cover) (remix)

Influence: "I’m gone slide" by The Dagenites, Gene Wolfe's "Book of The Short Sun"
Singing is sub-par because I was more concerned with sounding unhinged than anything
--------------------------
Verse I
Who would deny?
No, not me, No, not I
I know what I see
What I see, is not me

This visage
Is no reflection
No, not me
What I see, is not me

Chorus
How much can a man deny?
What I see, I won’t believe my eye
How much can a man deny?
Reality will not impact me

Verse II
Oh, what to deny
Nothing, but the lies
I remain, one in the same
What I see, is me

Everything remains the same
The City, the eyes
Everything except the lies
What I see, is me

(Chorus)

(Solo/Break)

(Chorus)

How Much Can A Man Deny?

Influence: I Found True Love by The Dolphins
It is not about any specific person
-----------------------------------
Verse I
No plan for the future
What are we gonna do?
Such a fleeting life
Watch as time flies by

Chorus
I don't know
What I'm doin'
I don't know
Where we're goin'

Verse II
I'm so lost in this fog
I can't see where I am
No light to show me the path
No light to show me the way

(Chorus)

Outro
I don't know (I don't know)
What I'm doin' (I don't know)
I don't know (I don't know)
Where we're goin' (I don't know)

I Don't Know

Influence: Dreamland by Dee Jones
The minute-long solo is ESSENTIAL
Not about any specific person. Old song idea.
-----------------------------
Verse I
I am no rich man
But I'm no poor neither
I won't give you cash
But I'll give you my heart

Oh, it ain't much
But it's a start
Why need all this,
If we've got heart?

Chorus
Let's get together
And see what we can do
Stick together
And stick it through

Verse II
My pockets are light
But my heart is heavy
I got no diamonds,
But I'll give you my heart

No luxuries
No gold earrings
Why need all this,
If we've got heart?

(Chorus)

(Solo)

Let's See What We Can Do

Influence: A Hundred Millions Lies By The Dynamics
Not about any specific person.
-------------------------
We’ll meet again, in the river of music
I don’t know where, and I don’t know when 
We'll play together and sound good once again
We'll play together, in the river of music
-------------------------
We’ll meet again, somewhere down the line
We’ll meet again, somewhere down stream
I'll be so glad to see you once again
We'll play together, in the river of music
-------------------------
We’ll meet again, where the echoes still wander
We’ll meet again, and sing forever
Divine rhythms, Divine leads
We'll play them together, in the river of music
-------------------------

We'll Meet Again, In The River Of Music

Singing is sub-par because I was more concerned with sounding unhinged than anything
-------------------
Chorus
Nukes on the Horizon
Oh, thank god
No more of this
Boring life 

(Lead)

Verse I
No more of this mundane life
Thanks to my Nuclear Savior
Power of God, blow a rock
Blow me to smithereens 

A flash of light 
from the heavens
A flash of light
No more cries

(Chorus)

(Lead)

(Solo)

Verse II
What to do now?
So much time, so few things
No worries
No hobbies

A flash of light
My worries, goodbye
A flash of light
So damn bright

(Chorus)

(Lead)

(Solo)

(Bridge)

(Solo)

Nukes On The Horizon

/HEL/HEIM/

(Intro)

Chorus
Oh no
destroyed penny in a broken world
oh no
destroyed penny in a broken world

Verse
Nothing about me matters
Nothing matters in this world
God has thrown us away 
No more than a broken toy

What’s life worth 
In this world
A couple bucks 
At the max 

(Chorus)

(Solo)

(Chorus)

destroyed penny in a broken world

meme song 
------------------------
(Intro)

Verse I
Nothing ever happens
At least for me 
And I don’t know
If that’s good or bad

Nothing ever happens
Or so they say
I’m quite inclined
To believe it myself

Nothing ever happens
I’d put money on it
Nothing ever happens
No one commits

Nothing ever happens
There’s no change
Nothing ever happens
It’s so strange

Chorus
Nothing ever happens
I wish it did
Nothing ever happens
I’m all in

Outro
Nothing ever happens 
No, no, no
Nothing ever happens 
No, no, no

NOTHING EVER HAPPENS

(Intro)

Verse I
I am the worst person
That I know
Accursedly 
I can’t escape it

I can’t turn the leaf
I can’t turn around
Therefore
I must rush forward

Chorus
Death always comes
In the end
Death always comes
And ends my sins

Verse
There’s only one way
To escape
But I can’t 
Follow through

I can’t turn the leaf
I can’t turn around
Therefore
I must rush forward

(Chorus)

Memento Mori

(Intro)

Verse I
Nothing seems to fill my soul
Nothing remains in my grasp
I'm too tethered here
Too attached to everything

Chorus
I'll let go
Of all my earthly wants
I'll let go
I'll be at peace then

(Lead)

Verse II
Maybe I need to let go
Maybe I shouldn't care so much
“Be in the world
But be not of it”

Chorus

(Bridge)

(Chorus) 2x

(Lead) 2x

asceticism

(Intro)

Verse I
I don't wanna leave
But I can't stay
All this stupid shit
Is so gay

Clouded Judgement 
All the time
Yaldabaoth
Strike me down

Chorus
I just can't stand
All the people in this world
All the people and their lies
While they look me in the eyes

I just can't stand it
I just can't stand it
I just can't stand it
I just can't stand it



Verse II
I must 
Surely be Gob
But I’ll never get
My 10-fold

Burning sun
In the sky
Shine a ray
Down on me

(Chorus)

(Outro Chorus)

I CAN'T STAND IT

this was really an exercise to see if I could make a sad song about a lamppost of all thing
--------------------------------

(Intro)

Verse I
Why am I here?
My vision's dim
Barely alight
In the middle of nowhere

Tethered in place
Nowhere to go
Nothing for miles
In the middle of nowhere

Chorus
Me and you
The lonely lampost at night
Me
lonely lampost at night

Verse II
All alone
None to maintain
The dim light
In the middle of nowhere

The light goes out
Totally alone
Hit by a car
I'll finally fall

(Chorus)

(Break)

(Chorus)

(Solo)

lonely lampost

(Intro)

Verse I
I don't wanna drag you down
With me
I don't wanna drag you down
leave me alone

It's for your 
own good
Don't end up 
like me

Chorus (2x)
Don't look at me
As I leave this place
Don't look at me
As I fade away

Verse II
I don't leave my room
I'm scared to go outside
I don't leave my room
I know you'll just lie

Don't ask how I am
I can't look you in the eye
Don't ask how I am
You know I'll just lie

(Chorus)

(Solo)

(Chorus)

Don't Look At Me

Reference to the game, "Empty Shell"
--------------------------------------
(Intro)

Verse I
Living my life as an empty shell
Every day is a living hell
There's nothing left here
But a desolate soul

Living my life as an empty shell
Every day is a living hell
A fading soul is what remains here
Oh, oh, oh

Chorus
There’s nothing left of me 
I’m just an empty shell
My life means nothing 
I’m just an empty shell

There’s nothing left of me
I’m just an empty shell
My life means nothing
I’ve been sent to hell

(Lead)

(Solo)

Verse II
My life means nothing
I'm totally expendable
Send me to die
To horrors beyond me

My life means nothing
I'm totally expendable
I'm willing to die
For 100 bucks

(Chorus)

(Lead)

(Solo)

EMPTY/SHELL

(Intro)

Verse I
Walking around, I hope no one notices
I don’t know to do, or what to say
There’s nothing more I can do on this day
I don’t have anywhere to be anyway

So I sit down and cry, as they all pass by
No one stops, no one cares, gee I wonder why
Walking around with my head hung down
Oh god, I wish I was put in the ground

Chorus
It’s my time 
I’ll cry if I want to 
cry if I want to 
cry if I want to 

Verse II
It’s always the same, no need to wonder why
It all goes to shit and I want to die
But I can’t do that, it’s all too much work
So I just sit down and cry

Bawling my eyes out, no one cares why
While I sit in a ball and cry
Walking around with my head hung down
Oh god I wish I was put in the ground

(Chorus)

(Bridge)

(Chorus)

cry if I want to

(Intro)

Verse I 
Nothing has meant anything 
I've wasted all my time 
And it wasn't just mine 
I've wasted yours too

Nothing has meant anything 
Nothing has changed 
I've moved houses 
But everything is the same

Chorus
Kill me
20 years 
All for nothing 
Nothing to show
For all my time
No payoff
For my investments

Verse II
Maybe this time
I'll get something done 
Give my life 
The structure it needs 

Can't sleep at night
I fade away 
Give my life 
To the sky above 
(Chorus)

(Bridge)

(Solos)

20 years

had the noisegate too high on the mic. who cares.
--------------------------------
(Intro)

Chorus
Get me away from here
I don't understand and I don't want to
Get me away from here
I don't understand and I don't want to

I don't understand
Why things go the way they do
I don’t understand
Why things go the way they do

Verse I
I just can’t stand 
The people in this world 
I just can’t stand
All the people and all their lies

I just can’t get 
Why they talk the way they do
I just can’t get 
Why they do what they do

(Chorus)

Verse II
I just can’t stand 
The way things fall in the end 
I just can’t stand
The acceleration of entropy

I just can’t get 
Why it all has to stop
I just can’t get 
Why I always fail

(Chorus)

(Bridge)

(Chorus)

I/DONT/UNDERSTAND/

(Intro)

Verse I
I have nothing to stand on
I betrayed myself 
How lowly am I 
To betray that, closest to me?

I’ve killed who I was before
How will I live again?
Without me around,
How will I forgive my self?

Chorus 
I have betrayed my true self
I no longer know who I am
I have betrayed my true self
I have lost who I was before

Verse II
Oh, to forgive me
But I don’t think I can
Oh, what I’ve done to me
How one could do that?

I seek redemption 
But I’ll never grant
Without me around,
How will I forgive my self?

(Chorus)

(Solo)

Outro 
I have betrayed my true self
I have betrayed my true self
I have betrayed my true self
I have betrayed my true self

I have betrayed my true self

Verse I
I can't deal with what's going on
The worlds move to fast
I just can't keep up
I'm losing track of time

I don't know where I am
And I don't understand
I don't know who I am
And I don't understand

Chorus
Oh Angel up above 
Please return me to dust 
I don’t like it here
I just can't keep up

Return me to dust
Oh, That’s all that I want 
I don’t like it here
I want to leave

Verse II
I'm so lost in this place
I don't know how to get out
The only light I see
Is the light of the angels

Dust I am and Dust I'll be
Just do this favor for me
Dust I am and Dust I'll be
Just do this favor for me

(Chorus)

(Break)

(Chorus)

RVTVRN/ME/TO/DVST

(Intro)

Chorus
No matter what I do
I always lose
I always lose
It's all on me

Verse I
I want to cry
I wish to die
But I don't think I ever will
That I ever will

I wanna live life
Not let it pass by
But I don't think I ever will
That I ever will

(Chorus)

Verse II
Wanna be nice
Wanna be kind
But I don't think I ever will
That I ever will

I wanna to be better
I wanna be good
But I don't think I ever will
That I ever will

(Chorus)

(Break)

(Chorus)

losing...

bootleg of SCP-3812
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(Intro)

Verse I
I don’t know how to feel
About this world 
I don’t know what to do
I need to escape 

Oh, how I love this world
And, oh, how I hate it so
I want to leave
But I want to stay

Chorus
I wanna see it burn
I wanna see it live 
I don’t know
I hear a voice behind me

Verse II
The beautiful of it all
Makes me cry
The brutality 
Makes me want to die

Could I collapse it all?
Take it off mind?
Could I ascend it all?
Take it off mind?

(Chorus)

(Solo)

a voice behind me...

(Intro)

Verse I
In solitude, 
I'll find my way
No need to 
keep it all away

In solitude, 
I'll find my way
No need 
to fade away

Chorus
How I dream to be
on this planet by myself
No one else, 
just myself

Verse II
A silent dream
No need to scream
A silent dream
Being only what I deem

No voices, no pain
No more drain
No voices, no pain
No need to feign

(Chorus)

a world without humans

meme song
------------------------------
Verse
I’m so 
fucking Stupid
I’m such
A goddamned lair

I can’t do 
nothing right
It always 
falls apart

Chorus
Fuck my stupid chud life 
My stupid chud life 
Fuck my stupid chud life 
My stupid chud life 

Break
First as a tragedy, Then as a farce

(Verse)

(Chorus)

MY/STUPID/CHUD/LIFE/

(Intro)

Verse I
In world based on money
I work to be free
I feel soon
I'll succeed

Maybe life
Ain't so bad
I think I see a light
At the end

Chorus
I still try
Maybe next time
I still try
I'll make it out

Take To The Sky
Take To The Sky
Take To The Sky
Take To The Sky

(Lead)

Verse II
"from a point of nothing,
everything is possible"
If that's really the case
It'll get better soon

It's time to be real
It ain't so bad
It's better than it's ever been
I'll be up soon

(Chorus)

(Lead)

(Outro)

Take To The Sky

(Intro)

Verse I
I just can't believe
This is all there is
Please god just tell me
There's more than this

Pre-chorus
It's all so sad
Infinite confinement
No room to grow
Nothing to show

Chorus
There has to be more
Than all this shit
There has to be meaning
Something more than this

Verse II
The dullness of life
Is too much to bear
I've got to get out
And see what's there

(Pre-Chorus)

(Chorus)

There Has To Be More

(Intro)

Verse I
Farwell
to this old place
I'll never
Disgrace your halls again

Farwell
To all those I've known
I'll never
Dissapoint again

Chorus
Farwell and all that shit
I'll never see you again
Farwell and all that shit
I'll never see you again

Farwell and all that shit
Farwell and all that shit
Farwell and all that shit
Farwell and all that shit

Verse II
Thank god
An end to my misery
I'll never
Dishonor again

Thank god
I'm out
Of this world
And the rat-race

(Chorus)

(solo)

Outro
I'll never see you again
I'll never see you again
I'll never see you again
I'll never see you again

Farwel and all that shit

(Intro)

Verse I
I don't wanna be here
I wanna leave this place
Send me off far away
To live amongst the Fae

I don't wanna be here
Send me to the Otherworld
Land of Eternal Joy
'nInconsistent time

Chorus
Ascend me to Alfheim
I don't care if they steal my name
Ascend me to Alfheim
I never cared anyways

Ascend me to Alfheim
There's nothing that I want more
Ascend me to Alfheim
There's nothing that I want more

Verse II
I don't wanna be here
I hate these people
Lemme with the faries
Or even the elves

I don't wanna be here
too many Jotunn
Wanna be away
wanna be with the Fae

(Chorus)

(Bridge)

(Chorus)

Outro
(Ascend me to Alfheim)

ASCEND ME TO ALFHEIM

(Intro)

Chorus 
Oh, I trust
There's a plan for me
Oh, I hope
The Monad won't let me down

Please, oh please 
don't let me down
Please, oh please 
don't break my trust

Verse I
So much suffering
I can't comprehend
I always wonder why 
this happens to me

Oh how I hope
It isn't Over for me
But sometimes
I just don't know

Pre-Chorus
This world
Surely must be hell
I can't imagine
how else this could occur

Please, oh please 
look out for me
Please, oh please
Just help me out

(Chorus) 

Verse II
Surely, things get better
Surely, my luck will change
I don’t know my fate
But I feel it change

Something 
on the horizon
Oh it’s comin’
My way

(Pre-Chorus)

(Chorus)

(Solo)

Trusting The Plan

Current WIP: Americana Aeternum
(I'm in College, so work is slow, but I'm still musically active)

statesurveillanced@gmail.com, but just message me on here. I get a lot of spam email.

I’m always down for a collab, split EP/Album, comp album, whatever.

Download my music all you want, re-upload, use in whatever, I don’t care. Just credit me, and we’re good.

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