Tracks 03,05,06 and 08 reorded in September 2003. Tracks 01,02,04 and 07 recorded in March 2004. David Abbot played bass guitar on tracks 03,05,06 and 08. Produced, Engineered and ?Mastered by Matty Matt. All songs written and copywritten by State of Disorder who are: Benjamin Passmore (vocals), Corey Surman (guitar/vocals), Karl Gautam (bass), Scott Hotson (drums)

01 Intro

He wasted his life
Couldn't go on
For the pain was to deep inside
Felt so alone, with no place to go
destroying so many lives
I can not speak
Not in this silence
I can't go on
Brain freezes over
Hearts keep on beating
But for how long, will this go on
I can sence the silence
Now that you're gone
So many questions
That went unanswered
So what went wrong
For you to go
He wasted his life
Couldn't go on
For the pain was to deep inside
Felt so alone, with no place to go
destroying so many lives
I can not speak
Not what I'm thinking
Least what I say
He wasted his life
Couldn't go on
For the pain was to deep inside
Felt so alone, with no place to go
destroying so many lives
Another life, LOSS....

02 Loss

I will not lose this feeling
I will not lose this feeling, that i have,
for you
Don't you, break my heart
Don't you, leave me
I will not lose this feeling
Don't break my heart
From where I stand the view 
dont seem so clear to me,
The thought of losing you don't seem 
to come that easily
Don't you, break my heart
Don't you, leave me
From where I stand the view 
dont seem so clear to me,
The thought of losing you don't seem 
to come that easily
Don't break my heart
I will not lose this feeling
I will not lose this feeling, that i have,
for you
I finally found you
I don't wanna lose you, not again
I finally found you
So why is this happening to me again
I will not lose this feeling
I will not lose this feeling, that i have,
for you
Don't you, break my heart
Don't you, leave me
Don't break my heart
From where I stand the view 
dont seem so clear to me,
The thought of losing you don't seem 
to come that easily
Don't break my heart


03 From Where I Stand

A structure falls
On the eve of my birthday
Who in their right minds
wants to cause the pain
A father goes to work
Today your mother wont be home
Sound the deftone
Silence on the phone
But it's to late
But not to late to realise
What you've done to life
When your dead
Yeah
Found another way,
to terrorise everyone
Say I won't do it,
then I drop the bomb
But at what cost does it come
A father loses a son,
A daughter without a mum,
Who shelters under a gun
They want us to fight back
Why can't you realise that
No
But not to late to realise
What you've done to life
When your dead
Yeah
Sometimes it's easier to walk away
than to retaliate
Sometimes its easier to walk away
Walk away
A buried world to retaliate

04 Spider hole

It's been a long time
long time coming
So why'd you spend your whole life time running
You took for granted
Your god given talent
That your were given
And now it's time
For me to take mine
So listen
But I hate to rain on your parade
But I think it's time you took a fall
You face the rain with your eyes open
To hide the tears that begin to fall
And now that you found it
What you've been looking for
Seems that you still want more
And now that you got it
You tried to expoit it
Seems that your wanted more
But I hate to rain on your parade
But I think it's time you took a fall
You face the rain with your eyes open
To hide the tears that begin to fall
Just remember
You started the rain that
Started your fall
You crawl
To higher ground
You crawl
So if you ever
Ever make it there
Remember the path you took
Don't dispear
Don't take for granted 
Your god given talent
That you were given
Don't take for granted 
The god given talent
That you are living
So listen
But I hate to rain on your parade
But I think it's time you took a fall
You face the rain with your eyes open
To hide the tears that begin to fall
When you fall down
Don't bring me down
When you fall down
Down...

05 Parade

YEAH
All the things you could have had
Created all your guilty feelings
Wasted good times that you forgot
Hopeless games and situations
But this time rewrites the end
It won't be the same again
It's to late to right your wrongs
You'll come back a better man
Yeah
22 Reality check
And it's time to realise
Your ways
Can't be the same
All the things that you despise
Your ways
Will not change
And the games you played are lies
Your ways
All the same
And it's time to realise
Your ways
Cant be the same
22 reality check
All the dreams that you have dreamt
It's time to make them reality
Things you thought were out of reach
Now I grasp, so close to me
And the times that seem so bad
Were there for you to see
That all the dreams that I have had
Could come true for me
And it's time to realise
Your ways
Can't be the same
22 Reality check
All the things you could have had
Created all your guilty feelings
Wasted good times that you forgot
Hopless game and situation
Theres no excuse
There is no
No excuse...
22 Reality Check
And its time
To realise
cant be the same
All the things that you despise
Will not change
And the games you played are lies
All the same
And its time to realise
Cant be the same...

06 22 Reality check

So speak down to me
Respect don't come for free
I belt you felt like shit
When the sun shone on the sea
You opened up my mind
When it felt so tired
Can't believe you thought
I'd sit and take it lightly
But I know your not yourself
So I put it all behind us
And now you know my thoughts
I hope you're not so blinded
I woke up enlightened
Of what it meant for me
Realised the fact
You don't mean shit to me
Your targets on the outside
But thats not what makes me up
Your wasted point of view
Should be kept to you
You opened up my mind
When it felt so tired
Can't believe you thought
I'd sit and take it lightly
But I know your not yourself
So I put it all behind us
And now you know my thoughts
I hope you're not so blinded
So blinded
You ain;t gained nothing by acting this way
Did you think you'd weaken me
By the words you say
You can't touch the inside
You can't inflict the pain
So speak down to me
Why don't you
So speak down to me... 

07 Sea Some Me

Dont give up
Time to check the glass
Sand runs through it way to fast
Muscles grow but weaken fast
Put out the flames that lit your path
What you see
It might not last
Not watching time
Pass by again
Thoughts that weren't worth working on
Dont' be ashamed for what you've done
I speak to you its like pulling teeth
Open arms for your enemies
Who's your enemy?
Don't give up
Wait for breaks for you to be someone
Who breaks the cycle of the track
That always seems to cycle back
To where you thought 
You worked it out
Just before you thought you'd breakdown
You'd better look yourself up and down
Before you
Turn around
I speak to you its like pulling teeth
Open arms for your enemies
Who's your enemy?
You'll be the one
Bitter chills run through me
Who's the enemy?
You'll be the one
To break down
You won't break me
The moment that you break
I WILL TAKE...
Don't give up
Wait for breaks for you to be someone
Who breaks the cycle of the track
That always seems to circle back
I speak to you it's like pulling teeth
Open arms for your enemies
Who's your emeny?
Who's your enemy?...

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