soundcloud vibes

self produced

lyrics

just forget u ever knew me and that
all the memories i hold so fondly
never happened and that im not lonely
just forget u ever knew me

think im doing fine im over it ig
coughing up my lungs is the way i deal with stress
sorry that i vented had to get it off my chest
its been an awful while and im tryna do my best
theres sadness in the subtleties
they make it more profound
like the mound of dirty laundry and the garbage on the ground
no overwhelming darkness and no aggravating sounds
just the fact im always tired and the fact ur not around

oh so overwhelmed when the switch inside me flipped
i was breaking down so i went and lost my shit
it left me feeling drained, i wanna call it quits
im sick of being angry and im sick of all my shit

ive given up on love
ive given up on trust
ive given up on truth
ive given up on u

give.

Briarcliffe

untitled - Softheart (prod. sorrow bringer)

s/o @kiddamo
u signed my heart already
so u can stay here
take a pen out baby write ur name here
sitting at my desk fucked up right here
it feels like every other night i travel light years
and i dont wanna be alone
dont stop calling on my phone

frost bite covers my soul
i dont wanna be alone
it gets cold
when ur not at home
but i get so much warmer when u are close
yea it breaks me to pieces n i cant believe it
i dont kno why u always say that im tweaking
i hope im not right cuz then youll end up leaving
dont wanna put u in the past baby girl im speeding
monsters are creeping
i hear the floor boards creeking
tears dry no more weeping

u signed my heart already
so u can stay here
take a pen out baby write ur name here
sitting at my desk fucked up right here
it feels like every other night i travel light years
and i dont wanna be alone
dont stop calling on my phone

i really wouldve died for u tho
damn
i never should of cried for u hoe
so tell me why
why i wasted all of my time
i want to light up
see my past burn aways in the fire
no relief when i respire
thats all that i desire
i hate these people think id rather be a loner
im smoking weed until the end cuz im a stoner
like im saul silver

n she said u should call me when ur sober
but thats not in my plans baby girl
my words just getting slower
ill still be here when ur older
rhinestone love shining like the solar
dont wanna be sad anymore
i stopped smoking
dont hit the dab cart anymore
i dont got no friends anymore
i just drink alone
i dont wanna be here anymore

long gone 2 w/kiddamo (kaydo)

im losing reality
got no grip of home
lost the skin on my bones

ive lost my mentality
the mirror bestows
which path that Ill go

have you taken it out of me?
the monster that roams
deep, within my skull

cases of lobotomy
prove that I'm alone
no-one picks up the phone 

anymore for the loner
make your decision when will this be over
I'm on a path towards destruction while sober
I cant keep up and I've lost my composure
(are you coming over?)

are you coming over
are you coming over
tonight I can't see my self when I'm without you
but I think I'm better off dead than around you

how should I talk when you make it about you
and question the shit that I say I despise you

i despise you (prod etchmygrave)

Devin's World x  Luvflorent - On your way home (Prod. 03Reiko)

prod saint mike

Give me one last dance
Give me one
Im in a trance

One last dance
Got me in a trance

Please don't let my hands
Get free from your hold
Its so cold out give me your soul
To warm
I don't have no horns
I am just an angel

Give me one last dance
Give me all I want
Give me one last dance
One last time
I dont have no home
Im just an angel
I dont have no horns

Give me your soul
Give me your hand
I wont let you fall
Just give me one more dance

I dont care what she said
Lighting up in my head
Feeling like I am dead

Now im still thinking
I dont wanna drink but i might go in it
Thought I was in it to win it
but now i cant stop from smoking every day

(da da da)

Im lost in her mind
Maybe Ill escape if I'm not alive
Give me one more time
Give me another life
One where we intertwine lost without advice
Give me one more try
I promise that Ill make it worth your time

One Last Dance (feat HKFiftyOne)

From the Whatever Makes You Feel Better EP

Lyrics:
Take my soul away don't think im okay
I don't wanna wait standing in the rain
not much eases my pain rearranged thoughts in my brain
fuck all this cash I've made I can't take it to the grave
dirt all on my name know they wanna see me down
you and I are not the same ima make it out this town
home feels so far on these roads late night driving on my own
take me back to the simpler times back before I had this simple of mind
I see my past behind, in the dust underneath the sky
things I do I don't know why
read that text but won't reply
tell me what ur thinking, I wanna know
truth comes out when ur drinking, maybe I should go
almost gone insane might just grab that blade
pick up all the remains someday ill see u again
take my soul away don't think im okay
I don't wanna wait standing in the rain
not much eases my pain rearranged thoughts in my brain
fuck all this cash I've made I cant take it to the grave

The Grave (prod. sketchmyname)

Empty

Rufio Spenz - stfu (prod. NICKISGONENOW)

Last thing I Need (ft. scapegoat)

(hook)
gamble my life like its poker
I live my life like the joker 
sometimes I feel like I'm hopeless 
I know its just 4 the moment
my writs and heart they're both frozen
swear this summer was the coldest
I almost said its all over
I tried I'm hoping you noticed

im tired im losing my --
im tired I go back 2 sleep
I haven't ate in some days 
I swear this shit it get deep
what do you want me 2 be 
I can be all that you need
when will I ever be free 
I hear angels calling me
my brother told me turn up
and I know I gotta
sometimes I feel like im holden
surrounded by these imposters 
thats why you see me alone 
but I still move like a mobster 
I blow a bag on my baby
give her something 2 be Prada 
im ghosting 
im rolling
ill be gone 4 the moment
they tried 2
count me out
im never losing focus 
you thought that
you had me
you must be smoking potent 
cold heart if you aint notice 
I bring the plauge like locust
I bring the pain you know it 
you know your world I hold it
I take my pain and roll it
lose control I move slow motion
stay solid never folding
they took my style 2 mold it 
they wanna be jus like me
while I make songs they're at home scrolling
but fuck that 
its only one me
im in the cut with the blade and im one deep
shit crazy they hate and they love me 
but im 22 bitch cat dub me
ballin 23 going dummy
smoking b.o 
my pack musty
young sick boy
please don't touch me
in your mind rent free like the goat so I must be

poker [prod. nevermore + lazybeats]

thank you to https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs https://soundcloud.com/remghost https://soundcloud.com/jvbeats666

it's so ugly
i let everyone control me 
and i can't think 
so i just lay awake and worry
blurry
your words just cut me , have some mercy
you never fail to leave me scars
that's why i'm hurting

it's why i'm hurting
i can see your eyes
i know they're burning
and i can't feel you in the dark
i know you're lurking
you really love to see me bleed
i'll close my eyes now
you really love to leave me scars
so bring the knife out

(flowrs)
knife out, knife out
baby bring the knife out 
and i’m so fucking sick of this
i guess i’ll say goodnight now
and i know you’re laying with him 
so i’ll scratch my fucking eyes out
you’re tryna match his breathing
he’s asleep, i’ll fucking cry now
gave me 3 chances, 
blew em all i guess i’ll strike out 
your rope is weak, this fucking hole i’ll never climb out 
she told me “never go to sleep with all the lights out”
cus she won’t show me mercy, wants me dead, i guess i’ll die now

mercy (w/ sendflowrs) (prod. remghost & jayvee)

skating more, crying less

prod. @youlooktiredx and @lbelardo
music video out now

[OFFICIAL VIDEO]

forgive me (p. youlooktired & lb)

Stressed

I'm Stressed Out (feat. I'm Geist)

existing is exhausting, but im happy youre here

forgive me (p. youlooktired & lb)

thebreathingbackwards

Recent comments

ATiba Reborn

muna jid

field pipe

Mathe Kabe

Related tracks