This is awesome. Keep making these kinds of songs!

its been far too long

available on all platforms now: http://hyperurl.co/blackheartemoji

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards
thank you all so much for all of your support
this is only the beginning

special shout outs to everyone who made this possible
i love my friends so much

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blackheartemoji

I love you all! please go check out Lux and Guardin!!
@lux_45
@guardinmusic

LYRICS-

Yung van:
Call me back I need you right now
On the ground as the rain pours down
Where'd you go when i needed you 
Where'd you go when I needed you
Call me back as the rain pours down
On the ground I need you right now 
Where'd you go when I needed you
Where'd you go when I needed you 
I called you but I can't speak
But I can hear you breathing
I'm wide awake cause I can't sleep
and I can only think of you

guardin:
think too much, i'm so lost, where my head go?
 trippin' now, blankin' out to the echo
all i fears finally here, movin' mad slow 
pacing now, trace your frown when i let go 
falling back into the depths of my own mind
 i'd be lying to you baby if i said that i was fine 
i've been rearranging furniture & finding stuff inside 
like the crystals in my pockets that you probably left behind 
i don't wanna be without you 
baby i am not okay without you

FOLLOW MY MAN LUX!!!

you were my best friend w/ guardin (Prod. Lux45)

it still hurts, forgetting you

featuring my friend @ihateshinigami

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-too-long-lyrics

too long (ft. shinigami)

Mix/Master: @qawikamri
Cover: @collidingwithmars
I really hope you all enjoy this song! go show some love to the song i just dropped with @qawikamri over on his page as well!!! I truly love you all, thank you for everything you have done for me! Make sure to check out @prod-trash as well, he is amazing <3

Lyrics-

yung van:
I can see the storm in your eyes
When you're about to cry I know why
I can feel the pain in your tears
all of your secrets and fears
Let it fall
Let the rain run down your face 
feel it all
As your mind disintegrates

I'm only 19
You all know nothing bout me
You only know that sad
I don't even live with dad
But when you cry it's storm
You feel your body get warm
I see your eyes their all red
I know you wish you were dead

I know you wish you were dead x4

I can see the storm in your eyes
When you're about to cry I know why
I can feel the pain in your tears
all of your secrets and fears
Let it fall
Let the rain run down your face 
feel it all
As your mind disintegrates

qawi kamri:
bloodshot eyes from you crying
you don't want to wake up in the morning 
when you see my calls you ignore it
but i can truly see that you're trying
i can see the pain in your eyes
when you said that you're fine
i know that you lied
i know that you lied

yung van & qawi kamri:
Let it fall
Let the rain run down your face 
feel it all
As your mind disintegrates

qawi kamri:
I know you wish you were dead
I know you wish you were dead
i know you wish we were done
I know you wish you were dead

yung van:
I know you wish you were dead x4

yung van & qawi kamri:
I can see the storm in your eyes
When you're about to cry I know why
I can feel the pain in your tears
all of your secrets and fears

when you cry, it's a storm w/ Qawi Kamri (Prod. TRA$H)

S/O https://soundcloud.com/lilsadeyes for mixing my part :)

Kixsu X Flowars - So High (Prod. Syndrome)

@qawikamri
@guardinmusic
Sample from: https://soundcloud.com/guardinmusic/sunshine

LYRICS:-
Guardin 
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy

Qawi Kamri
tell me what is right or wrong
you've been gone for too long
ive been feeling so alone
when was the last time you sang my song? 

i fell with the tears on my face
lately ive been feeling so out of place
call out and i scream your name
baby can you please just stay

is it too late to save me
is it too late to heal me
is it too late, is it too late?

Guardin & Qawi
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy

Qawi
is it too late to save me
is it too late to heal me
is it too late, is it too late?

I Don't Know Who I Am (w guardin)

je ne baise vraiment avec personne

done with feeling tired 
sick and lonely its a list
all my problems fell away
when both my hands were on her hips

and i know that you got issues
but i'm better when i'm with you
if you tell me that you love me
then i guess i've gotta kiss you

i'm a loser but you trust me
i can tell you like to fuck me
are you in it for the musc
are you in it for the money?

are you in it cause you hatted
every person that you've dated
i'm alive i fucking hate it
got a life now let me waste it

inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay

take me, away
to a place where i can be happy
take me, away
to a place where i can be safe (x2)

you're breaking me down with every moment you frown
and if you tell me that you love me
i might drown in the sound

and if you tell me that you hate me
i'll just pack up my shit
i'm a broken mother fucker
with a spliff to my lip

i'd put a gun to my head
if i could find me some led
i might wander through the garage
and give that engine a rev

they say love isn't dead
but if that was the truth
why would ever single sorrow
draw me back to the noose

inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay

moi (p.xtravulous)

@splashgvng
@barrenwaste

premiered/hosted by sad chill
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBF9w0jchUM

dont you hate the part
when we start to fall into pieces?
and its a work of art
the way you walk into my room
and how u keep me awake
even when ur not around
she always puts me to shame
its such a lame relation
ill take all the blame as long as it helps you sleep at night
i hope to haunt your life

maybe someday we’ll get past it all
but for right now you can watch me ball
got your front seat on the sidelines
and i dont give a fuck if u start to cry

yeah u sow what u reap baby
ive slept in all damn week baby
im still waitin for u to come back to me

lost it all again
but ill get back up every time til i win
lost it all again
if u loved me once, u can do it again

i loved you once but thats the last time itll ever be
ill be fuckin damned if u ever again make a fool of me
wastin all my money on the drugs that keep me lonely
anxiety ridden phony
let the 9 cock back and blow me
out of this planet
and ill b damned if
any of u fuckers take the one thing that i need; its singin a song
for all u singin along
tried to love u once but now u know im done

Follow me <3

like melo, baby (ft. barren) [prod. splashgvng]

w/ @guardinmusic
prod. @cordyy

lyrics:

if i’m color blind
can’t see
inside your mind 
without speaking
how will i see your true colors

true
colors

i’m somewhere over the rainbow
where the angels have horns
no halos
i know somebody could look unapproachable 
but if you took the time to talk you might
find they have a kind soul
otherwise 
how could you know
the story behind those eyes
is someone’s appearance
an expression of what’s inside
or is it 
a defense mechanism
to hide from criticism
you’d be surprised what you’d find
listen and you will see the truth
your attention is a beam of light
their mind is a prism
where true colors shine
when you look inside

somewhere
over the rainbow
somewhere 
over the rainbow

(guardin)
somewhere over the rainbow
love dies quick but the day won't
day one shit i'm unstable
have mercy on me john stamos
don't trip i got everything you need
i'm your chicken noodle soup with all these possibilities 


baby you could conquer worlds with what you speak
fiction in my caliber i'm shootin' in the sheets
if you just wanna kick it we could lie awake for weeks
sip some hennessy & roll another swisher sweet

somewhere
over the rainbow
somewhere 
over the rainbow

over the rainbow ft. guardin (prod. cordy)

scared of breaking down when im around you

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/Thebreathingbackwards-thorns-lyrics

thorns

its just not fair

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

no fair

i dont think ill ever go back

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

block

and where are you?

featuring my friends @cpt_sad and @familypet

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

burn you down (ft. yesterday & familypet)

and thats what i want to explore

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards
thank you all so much for all of your support
this is only the beginning

everything

Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4WnVrAKSaV8
Spotify: https://lnk.to/ends-beginnings

Artist:
@kingtheta

Lyrics:
Used to getting frostbite
Frigid air bite my tongue
When silence fills my lungs
Always been an outcast
You told me to bide my time
I’ll purify my vibe

But I’ll push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
Deep down all I wanna do is save you
So sorry that I’m someone you relate to
(Keep my eyes shut)
Push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
Deep down all I wanna do is save you
So sorry that I’m someone you relate to

Bottle of Bacardi
Sitting on the bedside table
Where you used to leave your keys
(Keep my eyes shut, like I need to)
Lock my door
But still wish you’d give me more
I can’t let you in
The cavern of my chest’s a dangerous thing

Push you away
Cause I don’t wanna hurt you
I’m a chemical you don’t wanna turn to
Fentanyl lace my virtue
(Keep my eyes shut)
Push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
Deep down all I wanna do is save you
So sorry that I’m someone you relate to

I’m not gonna be a black hole forever
Draining all the love, man I gotta be better
I’m not gonna be a black hole forever
Draining all the love
Push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
(I’m not gonna be a black hole forever)
Push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
(I’m not gonna be a black hole forever)

King Theta - Bacardi 151

First date two am and again I’m 
Wondering if this is even real? What is this
She’s, super cool and she’s into all this 
Weird shit  that I love, that no one ever is but
I can tell she’s a sad one 
But she’s the kind of girl that wouldn’t cry to dad if she had one 
Grew up rough on some tough love hits 18 
And there really ain’t nobody else to speak of 
And now she’s rolling with a reject
And I know my time’s short but she doesn’t want to leave yet
Roll it up hit the porch and of course 
When the smoke clears out all we really have are regrets
All we really had were secrets 
And I don’t know about the hole in my defense 
It’s all good let’s dispense with the pretense 
You don’t have to say it girl I know That you’re leaving 

Cause I don’t believe it when 
You say you’re happy 
How could you be 
When you cry all the time?
Maybe One day we’ll learn 
To cry while we’re laughing 
So maybe we 
We won’t 
Have to get high all the time 

First things first, I’m the worst and I know that 
Just your birthday curse that’s a throwback 
I ruin everything and you know that 
I’m the saddest motherfucker on this earth like I’m Bojack 
Black lungs white sky oh why can’t?
I just be free without a vivance 
When I ask for love I get silence 
As you go and hide behind eyelids
Just go to sleep I’ll be right back
Don’t you know that you’re all I have
Just breath she says it’s not that bad
You know I hate when you talk like that
Let me break and I’ll be done
I know you hate what I’ve become
With everything that I’ve been through
I just can’t be what you want me to 

Turns out I’m a problem unsolvable
Nausea from the toxins the bad son prodigal
Now I’m reaching for top it's improbable 
The way I got here turning thoughts into audibles
Turning art into an audience 
Against my haters judgement and against my own common sense 
Now I’m getting played in all the provinces 
Cause every time I hop up on the beat I fucking body it 

Cause I don’t believe it 
When you say that you're happy
How could you be
When we’re dying inside?
Maybe one day 
We’ll learn to cry while we’re laughing
So maybe we won't
Have to get high all the time
Cause I don’t believe it when 
You say you’re happy 
How could you be 
When you cry all the time?
One day we’ll learn 
To cry while we’re laughing 
So maybe we won’t 
Have to get high all the time

Cry While We're Laughing

i'm getting so cold
i think i'm turning blue

синий

existing is exhausting, but im happy youre here

thorns

thebreathingbackwards

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