Dig the stereo guitars, space, and this vocal effect!

sorry for re-upload file was bad at the end and didn't realize 

Cry at Night
2021
CxldKid
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Lyrics 


Breaking pictures
Just cant stand them on the shelf
Only when I was with yah
But all good things to turn to hell
I still miss yah
You said you were seing help
All this time you been away
You lied to your therapist about your health 

And its hard to feel ok
When you say ill be fine
And I'm trying to breath 
But im still breaking inside

I'll tell my friends that I'm ok
Even though I breaking open
I shed a tear only hoping
That ill find a way copen 
I always fall at the wrong time
Loose friends that were too nice
My eyes are raw from how many 
Times I cry at night 

Take a breath
Take what you need 
Hate to see you frustrated 
Please don't be mad at me
Making mistakes 
It gets hard to see
Down another bottle
Why you always in my dreams
Like
Taking it in
Trying to move 
But I'm feeling to sick
Anxiety from olsers are all up in my ribs
Trying to sleep
But I feel like shit

I'll tell my friends that I'm ok
Even though I breaking open
I shed a tear only hoping
That ill find a way copen 
I always fall at the wrong time
Loose friends that were too nice
My eyes are raw from how many 
Times I cry at night 

Cry At Night

It's your soft skin catch you bleeding out
you're safe here pick you out of the crowd
(and it's) your hands your touch it left me shaking
I feel sickness in the night when I awaken
my heart n my soul is for the taking
I'll fall asleep up in the snow and just wait here
(pre chorus)
I burn money in the wind you see me waste it all 
how much of it does it take for you to take it off
my claws in your chest will leave you hallowed
I'm like a shadow in the night that just follows
that just follows

smrtdeath:
This tastes like I bit it off more than I can chew
I can't see str8 rn so color me confused
but i can't change this time
If I find it soul less man I had to run away
our past battle has changed
you left in a moment without any notice
so I can't change this time
your back your on my mind
and that's okay I'm fine
rn I'm good on my own

(I can't just make the pain go away
get away)

I burn money in the wind you see me waste it all 
how much of it does it take for you to take it off
my claws in your chest will leave you hallowed
I'm like a shadow in the night that just follows
that just follows

ghost murmurs ft Smrtdeath

all dogs go to heaven (prod. deadyami)

<333 GARDEN AVENUE <333

whyd u have to go
i dont wanna know
got me comatose
hands i gotta throw
shawty sucked my soul
now im just a ghost
i dont wanna know
i dont wanna know

all alone no more better days
move it all to the side ima find a way
i see u in my dreams and ur exciting me
cant fall for u again cuz ur no good for me

u were so good to me
u knew u shouldnt be
im a bad bad boy with some enemies
but u loved to see
what would become of me
in the end

fuck what u said
im fighting the battles ahead
cant sleep without u in my bed
all of the messages read
all of the money the bread
wont keep me from losing my head
i remember what u said
"i will love u til ur dead"

whyd u have to go
i dont wanna know
got me comatose
hands i gotta throw
shawty sucked my soul
now im just a ghost
i dont wanna know
i dont wanna know

all alone no more better days
move it all to the side ima find a way
i see u in my dreams and ur exciting me
cant fall for u again cuz ur no good for me

i fall again
i need ur hand
love me again

out of my way 
im a cliche
all the money in the world that cant save
packin it up 
dont give a fuck
fly to tokyo from jfk
dont have a lane id go insane
ima do me and just leave it to fate
all of the pain wont go away
all of the pain

whyd u have to go
i dont wanna know
got me comatose
hands i gotta throw
shawty sucked my soul
now im just a ghost
i dont wanna know
i dont wanna know

all alone no more better days
move it all to the side ima find a way
i see u in my dreams and ur exciting me
cant fall for u again cuz ur no good for me

comatose (brody + recyclebin)

Treadmill

Treadmill prod. Acey

produced, written, sang, mixed and mastered by me
lyrics- 
There’s no need to worry cause the future’s out of hand
I take all this medicine cause I keep writing plans
Need to stop looking at things this way
Because it’s slowly destroying my brain

So misunderstood, I burn holes in my eyes
Far from being saved, really wanna make things right
My brain is spilling out
Vibrations so high
I know that they all saw through my shielded lies
Face to face with myself, I see it in my eyes
I see the anger, I feel it burn inside
Replicating memories over in my mind
Rep - rep - rep - replicating memories over in my mind

There’s no need to worry cause the future’s out of hand
I take all this medicine cause I keep writing plans
Need to stop looking at things this way
Because it’s slowly destroying my brain
Thinking over and over (over and over)
About how I’m getting older (I’m getting older)
Need to stop looking at things this way (this way)
Because it’s slowly destroying my brain (destroying my brain)

Always chasing me, I read in between the lines
Keep myself busy, to distract me from the time
Rock tied to my feet, can’t be dragged towards the tide
Hands are so bloody, cause I’ve been thinking all night

Out by 6, I slam the door I bite my wrist
Bleeding face, I pick apart what they have made
I don’t like who’s looking back at me
Smashed the mirrors in my room cause they made me feel crazy
Please just calm down
I can’t stand this noise this music is too fucking loud
Visions getting hazy think I’m bout to break down

There’s no need to worry cause the future’s out of hand
I take all this medicine cause I keep writing plans
Need to stop looking at things this way
Because it’s slowly destroying my brain
Thinking over and over (over and over)
About how I’m getting older (I’m getting older)
Need to stop looking at things this way (this way)
Because it’s slowly destroying my brain (destroying my brain)

out of hand

Lyrics-

(Verse 1~Ford)

Yeah Yeah
I'm in my head and I cant get out of it today
Maybe tomorrow I could find me a way
Life sucks
And I don't wanna do nothing
When its rough I'm just tryna prove something
I'm out of luck
Like why you leave?
There's nothing i can keep
I just delete everything and then repeat
But it don't even matter in the first place
Heart cold so shattered like a broken vase

(Chorus-Benzo)

What did i do to deserve this
All the pain i'm in its really hurting
Suicide on my mind 24/8
I aint even fucking slept and i've barely ate
Tryna find a way to escape my mind cos'
It's so dark in there at times but'
No one seems to care they just move on
Benzo just a junkie thats what hes on

(Verse 2-Greenwood)

Everybody's so burnt out could you slow me down?
Everybody's ok now i could turn around
I'll be fine when the drugs hit but i'm not right now
I could learn to be someone if i leave this house
In a week or so
We could speak as though
Nothing ever really happens i'm just feeling cold
I just need to know
If i lose control
If it hurts a little less then we could call it home

(Chorus-Benzo)

What did i do to deserve this
All the pain i'm in its really hurting
Suicide on my mind 24/8
I aint even fucking slept and i've barely ate
Tryna find a way to escape my mind cos'
It's so dark in there at times but'
No one seems to care they just move on
Benzo just a junkie thats what hes on

Tryna Find A Way To Escape My Mind

Tryna Find A Way To Escape My Mind w/brecken x greenwood (prod. venus)

produced by sleepless boy

lyrics:

im so alone so many broken bones
so it feels like october all over again
my heart is cold and my toes are all frozen
ill slowly erode till the day that im dead

ill burn alive our love is a lie
your skin is poison we cant touch
ill burn alive our love is a lie
your skin is poison we cant touch

thats why our skin cant touch it burns
youre officially my fucking worst nightmare
even though i dont care cause youre here
but its like youre never there
forget everything i said to you last night 

these sticks and stones may break my bones but our love will never fade and thats why we made it
these sticks and stones may break my bones but our love will never fade and thats why i hate it

october (sleepless boy)

prod @yunnygoldz

LYRICS!$!
You aint ready for this brand new face
You aint seen this side
You aint ready to be displaced
After wasteless time
Strap that 9 across my waist
When the noon goes high
You aint ready for a brand new taste
Blood across your spine

Ahh yeah turn into a monster, nobody ever saved me
Ravage bones on the sidelines, your running outta safety
Closing in on the target, dont care about no carnage
Heatseeking where your heart is, fake silver your defence got tarnished

Rust punch through like a quarter panel on an ‘08 charger
lunge at me in the corner, i don't care about no armour

Wrap my hands around my skull, 
grasp my head til my brain goes dull
final test when the weak get culled, 
til the day i die ima it give it my all

You aint ready for this brand new face
You aint seen this side
You aint ready to be displaced
After wasteless time
Strap that 9 across my waist
When the noon goes high
You aint ready for a brand new taste
Blood across your spine

blood red eyes in my skull for the passion
ima cause a drought better stock big rations
If u want war ima fucking start action
Bitch im the title and your nothing but a caption

Stop capping, antagonist on the beat i might lie while im rapping
Bat to your skull gon need more than a bandage
Blood red river shipwreck and abandoned

BRAND NEW FACE [prod. yunny goldz]

Thanks for listening..

i swear i try my best
gotta keep moving just like the rest
and i know im a mess
the thoughts in my mind keepin me depressed
x2

i remember those days i was feeling alright
but those days are gone an there out of my sight
i want you know baby hit my line
i roll on over and you hold me tight

wanna disappear i wanna fade away
im lost in the dark and i cant escape
hold my hand an take me away
to another place..
x2

i swear i try my best
gotta keep moving just like the rest
and i know im a mess
the thoughts in my mind keepin me depressed
x2

an i really wanna see her 
i remember when i met her we were chilling in her beamer
and i never wanna leave her
she make me a believer <3

i swear i try my best (prod.SteadyBurnin)

Steady Burnin'

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