sorry i'm dumb
sorry i didn't mean to be the one
don't go passed out in the background
now the banging in my head is louder 
i'm done
comment request and reply 
don't let the sadness deny 
the way you look at me
stuck in sadness
sudden silence is turning black 
empty bottles on the counter
a ton of caps
you just told me to come over 
well where you at
i'll bide my time but don't tie my hands

i'm not gonna let you drown 
i'll pull you out the shore
let the water dry out
now my bodies so sore
cop an ounce roll it up
so high on the floor

you told me don't send a text
(i did it anyway)
hit my bong start to cry
(wipe my tears away)
lick the blood off my knife 
(i know you like that)
tell me that i am fine 
i deny it all the time 
baby when i'm with you 
i just wanna fly 

sorry i'm dumb
sorry i didn't mean to be the one
don't go passed out in the background
now the banging in my head is louder 
i'm done
comment request and reply 
don't let the sadness deny 
the way you look at me
stuck in sadness
sudden silence is turning black 
empty bottles on the counter
a ton of caps
you just told me to come over 
well where you at
i'll bide my time but don't tie my hands

don't tie my hands (prod. yung skah)

lyrics:

lately i can tell the difference
look at your surroundings 
everything around me 
started falling down
ima keep a candle on me
even when i'm falling
everyone around me 
will never ever know

we're not the same
it won't be the first time
you lean on assumptions
oh no it's not okay
this is a lonely world
ya it's a lonely world

float into the air it's not a thing
(its a lifestyle)
fuck it up again ya
i gotta let it bleed
ya rubble all the stone 
it's all for me
(it's not a side job)
better make ammends 
if you wanna rest in peace

not a lot to do 
not a lot to say
but to breathe the air
it's all gone away
tell me what is new
tell me what's the same
do you even care if i fade away 

fall in a bliss right now
leaves will fall 
so light in your eye lids
maybe well make it out
break the walls in
cave into my lips

lately i can tell the difference
look at your surroundings 
everything around me 
started falling down
ima keep a candle on me
even when i'm falling
everyone around me 
will never ever know

we're not the same
it won't be the first time
you lean on assumptions
oh no it's not okay
this is a lonely world
ya it's a lonely world


surroundings (prod. frevel x 5head)

salt in the wound ft. rxfiend x sleye (prod. irby)

lyrics:

x2
keep me up like anti-gravity
dissolve my heart to the size
of an amoeba
we can’t hide
why trade my passion for pain
maybe i’ll walk out
take me away from this place
fuck are you talkin bout

i’m a thousand miles away 
like where you at
baby let it go
like tell me
why you so attached 
your fragrance haunts
like silhouettes here
ya carve my bone
baby reap my fear
lets change it all
dusk in the fall
breathe the wall in 
stuck in silence
echoes in caves won’t take the fall
grasping my neck 
with a fatal despair
gasping for air
tell me you care
i can’t compete with the waves
i go under
how could i love her
if i steady suffer 

x2
keep me up like anti-gravity
dissolve my heart to the size
of an amoeba
we can’t hide
why trade my passion for pain
maybe i’ll walk out
take me away from this place
fuck are you talkin bout

there’s no telling why
curse my darkest side
there’s no reason
you don’t see it
fuck it i’m leaving
fuck these feelings

x2
keep me up like anti-gravity
dissolve my heart to the size
of an amoeba
we can’t hide
why trade my passion for pain
maybe i’ll walk out
take me away from this place
fuck are you talkin bout

amoeba (prod. irby)

lyrics:

god says okay
lost in the way

now is the time and they could say we gave up
where do i go
break the silence everything was made up
where is my home

god says okay
lost in the way
well who’s one to say
that we’re here to stay

if you could tell me anything 
which lie would you pick
it’s only open to the one
who would die for this wish

i guess i gotta push away the times 
when i had to rip myself open 
it’s a never ending cycle of shit
i won’t forget about the nights
when i cried into an ocean of demise 
it’s all the same in the life of a prick

wish that i could say that you were right 
but i’d be cappin
shawty pulled up and 
she bouncin on her cabinets 
the liquor in my blood 
got me actin up like casey
run up on my block 
gon lose your body
you can’t face me

god says okay
lost in the way
well who’s one to say
that we’re here to stay

this wish (prod. wisssery x lavendertxwn)

lyrics:

x2
kick back it's another fucking night here
no dreamin' this weekend
i sit sideways, crash into a flagpole
dark secrets, night creepin'

would you stop paying attention
it's all reminescin'
put the lies on the table
so you can see what you're missin'

acid got me cryin'
carpet got me flyin'
issa realm where a soul is an assignment
run it back, ima take you to a new world

it's a hundred degrees
laughing to myself ya it's a fuckin desease
so if would cop me a bean
would you split it with me

x2
kick back it's another fucking night here
no dreamin' this weekend
i sit sideways, crash into a flagpole
dark secrets, night creepin'


flagpole (prod. jolst x 5head)

@splashgvng @jolst

lyrics:

maybe i’m just sick of everything you said
i keep it all inside my head
you really make it bend
all the blood you bled is a river
nothing inside my heart could deliver
are we suppose to feel this way
you burned a hole inside my face
i’m a hungry soul
locked inside this hole yeah i want more
you said to let it go
i thought this time was gold now it’s all cold

you’re picking at my head i could feel that
(calm yourself we’re only here for the moment)
i’m stuck in a trance i can’t get back
(drown yourself in your tears yeah its fine)
here’s to how i’m left
(even without all the air from the outting)
oh dear you stole the rest
(nothing inside could erase what you started)

if anything gold could stay this year
i’d rip my heart right out my chest
if i wasn’t told to feel this fear
then maybe i wouldn’t be distressed about it all
i’m tired 
i’m sorry that i’m a liar
i’m trying to be better
but i guess it’s all for nothing

you’re picking at my head i could feel that
(calm yourself we’re only here for the moment)
i’m stuck in a trance i can’t get back
(drown yourself in your tears yeah its fine)
here’s to how i’m left

(even without all the air from the outting)
oh dear you stole the rest
(nothing inside could erase what you started)

maybe i’m just sick of everything you said
i keep it all inside my head
you really make it bend
all the blood you bled is a river
nothing inside my heart could deliver

you’re picking at my head i could feel that
(calm yourself we’re only here for the moment)
i’m stuck in a trance i can’t get back
(drown yourself in your tears yeah its fine)
here’s to how i’m left
(even without all the air from the outting)
oh dear you stole the rest
(nothing inside could erase what you started)

calm yourself we’re only here for the moment 

drown yourself in your tears yeah it’s fine

all 4 nothing (prod. splashgvng x jolst)

lyrics:

you’re gone and i get it
no regrets
all the words unsaid are lost
can’t shake this
can’t decide if it’s a plot 
or if it’s fiction that you meant this 
we’ve all had our moments 
keep your tabs
a grudge is not a tool to be used for tonight 
crumble my emotions it’s a joke
it’s a sight for me to see how we’ve grown from this open wound
we don’t got much time, don’t make amends 
hold your lies, hold your tongue, don’t bother
how the fuck could i just play pretend
lousy son, drop the grudge my father
and i can see that nothing’s changed here
you stole the life from every single thing i hold dear.

i keep the potion on me
lie to myself whisper that i’m fine
(it’s like i’m hoarding my thoughts)
pile up you can’t see me
break it down
i’m buried well beneath the rocks 
it’s all i’ve got
give me time
i’ll make the charts then hit restart 
ya hit rewind
what is the issue
is it me or is life just a bitch 
you hate me
well thats see through
uncover what you’ve done 
it’s such a joke how much i’ve been through

look into my eyes
sink into the ocean of your lies
it’s no surprise you’re gonna die
they’ll tell you that it’s fate
hide from all you’re troubles and mistakes 
it’s common sense that all is fake
this isn’t like me ay
to call on a fall back ya
faces are changing
why are the lights out
pain is a passion ay
i’m screaming in silence ya
i’m sick of the same shit
i’m crying my eyes out

i keep the potion on me
lie to myself whisper that i’m fine
(it’s like i’m hoarding my thoughts)
pile up you can’t see me
break it down
i’m buried well beneath the rocks 
it’s all i’ve got
give me time
i’ll make the charts then hit restart 
ya hit rewind
what is the issue
is it me or is life just a bitch 
you hate me
well thats see through
uncover what you’ve done 
it’s such a joke how much i’ve been through

grudge (prod. irby x jolst)

bloom ft. rxfiend (prod. splashgvng)

lyrics:
i find shelter in he among the god
your salvation
it's all in due time
am i out there
cause i don't know much but i can
and you don't say anything else
blank stares from the halls
no one's getting that far
we're all for the worms
tell them all to rejoice

why won't they let me

why won't they let me
name who he without sin
why won't you cut it out
tell them what's being said
our mouths are being washed
i wanna play pretend
oh god it's all i've got

i find shelter in he among the god
your salvation
it's all in due time
am i out there
cause i don't know much but i can
and you don't say anything else

oh god i need a restart

oh god i need a restart

restart (prod. irby)

my skin is burning off (prod. splashgvng)

a bother (prod. mewsyc)

omg, okay. (prod. YungJZAisDead)

i don't wanna be a burden anymore (prod. toofargone)

lyrics: 

(steadysuffer)

ya my baby came thru in my sweater
i was in the back countin cheddar 
tryna figure out if we're together
n i pull up in a porsche now
suicide doors but my neck cost more now
i bet u wish u never left me
see me on the big screen 
jumpin out of buildings
everybody tryna call me 
catch me on stage w/ my gang ya thas all me

(baby noah)

shout out to my gang ya it's all me
when I was on stage i know u saw me
shout out to my lover
matter fact shout out steadysuffer 
ya I just hang myself from the ceiling
ion even think that i have feelings 
n i know that he doesn't do it better
n when it gets colder u can wear my sweater
ya ah

(steadysuffer)

ya I feel like Bruce Wayne 
everybody's takin pictures 
like i'm 2chainz in a castle
well baby I'm bashful 
baby i didn't mean to be an asshole
everyone knows about
how it really went down
in the back of the house
in the back of the house

ya my baby came thru in my sweater
i was in the back countin cheddar 
tryna figure out if we're together
n i pull up in a porsche now
suicide doors but my neck cost more now
i bet u wish u never left me
see me on the big screen 
jumpin out of buildings
everybody tryna call me 
catch me on stage w/ my gang ya thas all me

my sweater ft. Baby Noah (prod. RODGER ★☆)

i hit u up on a saturday
it was raining and thoughts are spinning
you were crying and everyone is yelling out
that he's got a gun
nd i'm so tired of angry eyes 
i'm so sleepy I say goodnight
(i say goodnight)
I say goodnight

[why do i fall in love with every woman i see who shows me the least bit of attention]

once u come back i know u'll regret it 
i know u'll regret the words u said and how u meant it
all the promises i made i guess u could call me desperate 

i hit u up on a saturday
it was raining and thoughts are spinning
you were crying and everyone is yelling out
that he's got a gun
nd i'm so tired of angry eyes 
i'm so sleepy I say goodnight
(i say goodnight)
I say goodnight

goodnight (prod. eel.)

when i use to see your picture frame on the floor
i'd lose my shit instantly
now i just kick it under the couch
where you use to sit, by the cobwebs
ya the spiders can have it now
that's where it belonged in the first place

i just put some scars on my wrist 
ya thats brand new ice on my neck
red stains on my tissue 
ya nd i'm smoking on sum gas now
eyes so red, lookin like a heart attack now
ya baby call me in the morning
i just wanna hear the fuckin sound of u snoring 
baby would u let me be the man for u
i just wanna be the one to kiss all ur tattoos

i'm standing here 
without a pot to piss in 
do u even care
if i'm in good condition

i been sick of the same old things
i'm just tryna be the one who leads
all the chances that i never take
are gonna make me fckn break down

I just put some scars on my wrist 
ya thats brand new ice on my neck
red stains on my tissue 
ya nd i'm smoking on sum gas now
eyes so red, lookin like a heart attack now
ya baby call me in the morning
i just wanna hear the fuckin sound of u snoring 
baby would u let me be the man for u
i just wanna be the one to kiss all ur tattoos

by the cobwebs (prod. splashgvng)

produced / mixed and mastered by : IOF
x3
i been on my shit but it don't feel right
ya im fuckin up a check but it dont feel right
all this money in my hands and it dont feel right
all these thoughts up in my head ya it dont feel right

everyone i thought was fam wanna talk shit
they act so clean wit bones in the closet
attention whores attracted to nonsense
they throw it all away for friends in a coffin
u dont even care about the damage 
u just want anyone to think ur a savage 
well u aint nothing but a phony
i cant even see u as a homie
baby u can tell me if we're fallin apart                                            are you gonna be the one who walks outa the door  now
fuckin tell me if we're takin a break
are you gonna be the one who falls down on your face now

x2
i been on my shit but it don't feel right
ya im fuckin up a check but it dont feel right
all this money in my hands and it dont feel right
all these thoughts up in my head ya it dont feel right

this time im jumpin off the edge
I know that this will never end
my demons walk with me instead 
of dreading every word unsaid 

now im bleeding on the carpet
shawty took my heart and tore it up because im harmless
now im dying on the floor like fuck her
never see me happy so they call me steadysuffer ya
i feel so frozen
10 degrees in my whip slow motion
ya cut thru me to the center
tape me up like a scene don't enter
swear i thought i knew it
why i never second guess
is beyond me shoulda known 
that you would turn just like the rest
a part of me was sure that you would switch up on a friend
but a bigger part of what i thought was eating at my chest ya

x2
i been on my shit but it don't feel right
ya im fuckin up a check but it dont feel right
all this money in my hands and it dont feel right
all these thoughts up in my head ya it dont feel right

don't enter (prod. IOF)

art by @givmethebeat:

when the stars fall the moon will laugh 
and when it's time for love you'll turn away again.

she was in the backseat of my car
x3 she's my sleepyhead
in the backseat of my two door
x4 she's my sleepyhead
make me wanna stay
i wanna be okay, i love you babe 
i guess we'll be alright, let me do you right
i'll make it up while you're picking up all the pictures and pieces that you left under the couch

no one wanna be cool wit me
ya nobody wanna hmu or anything
im a lame-o
wtf you don't even wanna call me
to tell me what's up and you miss me, but you're home free

i guess you've got a lot of explaining
hmu i'm waiting, tell me that you hate me
take away the pain then try to pursued me
(take away the pain then try to pursued me)

i've been alone
time slipped by me, my life, and soul
wait for death or you to call me to help me find my peace of mind

help me find my peace of mind
let me go and i'll be fine
wait a while now it's over
cut you out of my life till i'm sober

i'm waiting for the day till i'm iced out
thinking bout all the people in my life now
made a change in my life for the come up
nobody even cares man that's fucked up

she was in the backseat of my car
x3 she's my sleepyhead
in the backseat of my two door
x4 she's my sleepyhead
make me wanna stay
i wanna be okay, i love you babe 
i guess we'll be alright, let me do you right
i'll make it up while you're picking up all the pictures and pieces that you left under the couch

sleepyhead (prod. domyno)

ya i'm livin in a fucked up life 
nobody comin thru tonight
and i'm tryna see whats goin on 
with you and the guy from billabong
it's true we got a lot of issues
hit me one time bby imma miss you
she said i'm out of my mind and i couldn't deny 
well bby imma die inside tonight
sick of feelin like a reject 
sick of feelin like theres no one to see how i'm in the basement
keepin it cool now ya
while I'm burnin up like my tool now

she said steady why you carry a knife?
i said bby cause you know that i'm down to die rn
three years and still no call back
i'm on the floor so frozen
don't let me go I'm drowning
too sad to feel I'm scowling 
loose ends of all these fights again
im sorry for everything i did
a chemical of emptiness, callousness, and tenderness 
i'm tired of the obvious 
so break it down and let me give in 
bby ya let me give in to the solitude 
you know I wanna stay here on top of you
but i stormed out thru the back door
with those silhouettes on back porch

ya i'm livin in a fucked up life 
nobody comin thru tonight
and i'm tryna see whats goin on 
with you and the guy from billabong
it's true we got a lot of issues
hit me one time bby imma miss you
she said i'm out of my mind and i couldn't deny 
well bby imma die inside tonight
sick of feelin like a reject 
sick of feelin like theres no one to see how i'm in the basement
keepin it cool now ya
while I'm burnin up like my tool now

f*cked up life (prod. CRCL)

soundcloud.com/sadmccn

(sad mccn)

ya the moon right here use to make me wanna cry 
cause u make me wanna die
(goodbye)
demon girl smiles in her sleep
go to bed a mess now
wake up with her naked
tell me all about my death
i'm going out faded
(going out faded)

is every thought i have of u a waste of time
tell me what's the point in life if i die inside 

(steadysuffer)

is every thought i have of u a waste of time
tell me what's the point in life if i die inside 

&nd i'm still caught up on the same things
walk on different paths but we're stepping on the same glass
all this money it ain't even funny
rollin up a philly but it ain't ever sunny
i guess i miss ur perfume 
(but it never hid the stench from within you)
i bet ur feeling homesick
(but u never had a home to begin with)

faded ft. sad mccn (prod. yung curse)

best 4 u ft. sleye (prod. jason22k)

just something laying around

no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
just a little bit closer to the vein
that'll be okay
no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
a little bit closer to the vein
i'll be okay

no i'm not fine
don't tell me that it's better this way
i miss your hair, when it falls on my face
you're the right one, shoulda let you in though
i'm in a cycle, flowin like the wind blow
but you missed it now you're all up in my business
hit the right lane now you switched up doin cocaine hung over
she still rockin chokers but my shawty rockin boulders 
ya you don't know her

no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
a little bit closer to the vein
i'll be okay
no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
just a little bit closer to the vein
that'll be okay

now i got a gun to my head
i don't really give a fuck 
cause i feel so cold
i got time on my hands 
no blood on my knife
but i feel so cold
and i came thru in a fast pace 
all eyes in the hallway
with a past tense demon 
i feel his teeth sink into my veins
but i feel like i'm a nothing
suffer the name, so stuffy
tell me i'm facing something

my baby so goth got lipstick on my blunt
and now she left me i'm like wtf
i'm so toxic, you could catch me at the mall in hot topic

no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
just a little bit closer to the vein
that'll be okay
no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
a little bit closer to the vein
i'll be okay

don't enter pt. 2 (prod. pretty boy ron)

eh something different


I didn't know 
nobody told me
that this how it goes 
when you're important

pull up in a f150
UU tee with the gucci
smoke another blunt now I'm waist deep
ya see me on set but I'm finna lack sleep no
got the money stretchin like play-doh
eyes so low at the table
ya I'm sad when you leave
imma miss you 
she broke my heart with a needle

I didn't know that this how it goes 
when you're important 
but I'm finna find out
ya losin my grip
feelin like shit

you ain't feelin this so leave my bed, this is bad.

I didn't know 
nobody told me
that this how it goes 
when you're important

nobody told me (prod. young taylor)

(prod. blade901)
soundcloud.com/blade_901

[lyrics]

ya i wake up at night again
breaking entitlement 
folding my hands to the back of my head
obvious tension, furious silence
cover in canvas in august.

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

you taught me how to not be there
while mommy always taught me not to stop and stare
these people i erase from my thoughts go where?
i'm sick of every lie that i cry with swear

it's been a long time, i'm feelin like shit
pick up the gun, now i'm wid it
i'm feelin fucked up, i wanna get buck
just lost my mind like i'm vision
blood splattered all in my kitchen
she wanna think that it's pretend 
not comin back for a minute
i'm gone but i'm still singin
 
she's so cold
hold me close and dont let me go
baby that's fine
you leave me alone all the time
oh yeah, please tell me was it worth it
too many fucking voices they're echoing
in my head
oh wait, now tell me where your hiding
left me with nothing when I was ten
but now i'm crying

i see you stand all alone
outside our house i watched you go
not enough to feel bad, just enough to let go
every thought in my head eats away at my soul
mom and dad are upset, I don't know what to do
i was just a young boy crying alone in my room

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

don't enter pt. 3 (prod. blade901)

do you see the lights now
i could really feel how
baby im doomed 
said she want it back
i took the love she had
and buried it too
i feel the pain in my head 
letters unread
you promised i'd come back to
i lost the one that i love
light it all up
throw it out with my old brown shoes

i hide behind the false news
(supply the lies, no i cant deny)
we run and run from the truth 
(the tide is high, no ones getting by)

we wait forever 
our chances are never
i wanted to know if you're rid of your temper

i still hear you 
i want nothing
to do with you
i know you

it's been a hard life
i can tell it's calling 
the end of mine
i will miss you all
don't start crying 
or feeling sorry 
i feel a kiss as i
begin to fall

everyday you fall and get back up 
it doesnt really matter if you have bad luck so run with what you got and you just might see me there
everytime you lie you get so high from
all the bad energy inside that mind so 
run with what you got and you just might pull your hair

do you see the lights now
i could really feel how
baby im doomed 
said she want it back
i took the love she had
and buried it too
i feel the pain in my head 
letters unread
you promised i'd come back to
i lost the one that i love
light it all up
throw it out with my old brown shoes

i know you (prod. blade901)

she say that's its personal and I dont wanna know
texting other guys on your cellular phone
delete all our pics still gottem in the cloud
stay up all alone while i'm smoking on some loud 
wake up all alone and now i'm thinking about you 
feelin kinda sick i ain't even got the flu 
what the fuck i gotta do to get thru to you
drive all thru the night just to crash inside your pool 

let go of the feelings that you felt right here
ask me how i feel i'll say i'm feeling like shit
open up my eyes, see you in disguise
just tell me you're here

she say that's its personal and I dont wanna know
texting other guys on your cellular phone
delete all our pics still gottem in the cloud
stay up all alone while i'm smoking on some loud 
wake up all alone and now i'm thinking about you 
feelin kinda sick i ain't even got the flu 
what the fuck i gotta do to get thru to you
drive all thru the night just to crash inside your pool

it's been a minute and all the tension is killing me
i been driving for hours 
yeah fuck a meal or a shower 
I just been waiting to see you 
dressed in hot pink 
but this time the colors 
will fade into nothing
quit saying that you don't remember 
crying on my sweater 
i tried to make it better 
you just pulled over 
said that me and you can never be together
tears so soft like a feather
wait, the darkest heart cannot be harmed
we've had enough time to depart
you have my heart dont leave it broken here

she say that's its personal and I dont wanna know
texting other guys on your cellular phone
delete all our pics still gottem in the cloud
stay up all alone while i'm smoking on some loud 
wake up all alone and now i'm thinking about you 
feelin kinda sick i ain't even got the flu 
what the fuck i gotta do to get thru to you
drive all thru the night just to crash inside your pool

crash inside ur pool (prod. pretty boy ron x van beats)

throw me a bone 
you never leave alone
and i pick up the phone
it's just you all alone again
what you wanted isn't part of
what we started at all

30k on my wrist ya
she said steady give me kiss ya
i don't even know you like that no
so pack up all your shit go home

bury the love you let die
tell me that you're fine 
when you're right by my side
hold me against the wall
i know that you like it
when i'm bleeding on the carpet
then you let go

throw me a bone 
you never leave alone
and i pick up the phone
it's just you all alone again
what you wanted isn't part of
what we started at all

throw me a bone you never leave me alone
hand me the bottle i'm getting throwed
i left the house and i couldn't find my way back home 
well here we go, the rains so cold on my coat
where i've been i don't reall know or care
but i know i wasn't getting anywhere

throw me a bone 
you never leave alone
and i pick up the phone
it's just you all alone again
what you wanted isn't part of
what we started at all

30k on my wrist ya
she said steady give me kiss ya
i don't even know you like that no
so pack up all your shit go home

what we started (prod. curtains x undertone)

big time rush ft. lil skele (prod. northeast lights)

reset my brain 
breathe in 
no pain 
calm down
let go
feel shame 
if so i’m done
i’ll live in a cave
oh, every night 
i’m controlled by the bright light 
i don’t wanna fight i need some time
for mission: alright

if i could read the signs
i’d see it coming
as i recall it seems that 
i’ve been here before
can’t contain it
thoughts are crawling 
out the dome
somethings calling
is that you, mother 
come back home

there’s a million ways to tell me how you feel
tip toe all around 
the question that count
to clarify guilt 
keep callin’ rain fallin’ 
cold sheets that keep from thawing’
she stallin’ card drawin’
no luck but i’m still ballin’

reset my brain 
breathe in 
no pain 
calm down
let go
feel shame 
if so i’m done
i’ll live in a cave
oh, every night 
i’m controlled by the bright light 
i don’t wanna fight i need some time
for mission: alright

mission: alright (prod. odece x v5 x northeast lights)

ya i pull up in that jet 
you know what’s next 
i’m comin up wit my boys 
thas my set ya
couple souls in the room 
when i wreck ya
if you thinking ima act to impress
you bet ya 
told you i’m the one
thought you had the right aim
for the sun
no one had to write the time
for the end of mine
ima tell you why 

(don’t let time go by so easy, i’m barely hangin on)

we can go on for hours
the power lines 
the quiet times i had left behind
severed arms won’t take my hands
bleeding in a bathroom stall
blood all on my fingertips
i guess it’s so
won’t let go
of the promise you gave me
needing you lately

ya i pull up in that jet 
you know what’s next 
i’m comin up wit my boys 
thas my set ya
couple souls in the room 
when i wreck ya
if you thinking ima act to impress
you bet ya 
told you i’m the one
thought you had the right aim
for the sun
no one had to write the time
for the end of mine
ima tell you why 

i just got a rover skrt 
pull up all my haters hurt
say no words 
don’t call me a jerk
if you tell me to be there
you know that ima be there first 
it’s obvious that you’re tired of us
i don’t wanna fight 
i just wanted us to be alright
you said things would be the same
i been here trying
you were lying

(you can’t rewrite the things you said, they’re not unspoken)

ya i pull up in that jet 
you know what’s next 
i’m comin up wit my boys 
thas my set ya
couple souls in the room 
when i wreck ya
if you thinking ima act to impress
you bet ya 
told you i’m the one
thought you had the right aim
for the sun
no one had to write the time
for the end of mine
ima tell you why

end of mine (prod. pretty boy ron x nick cassidy)

lyrics

do you fucking care at all
you're making it pitiful 
i'm sorry that i ruined your life
i can't take it back if i wanted to
i'm tired
you just wanna kill me
you're sour

dead to rights you had me
this is what you paid for
what if i'm a liar
would you have called it
this is your desire
so why can't you own it

pushing me around again
you know this is not what i had in mind at all
too many phone calls, too many white lies

okay, i've made mistakes 
yeah, i can admit it
but can you really dig the feeling i give
when you're pissed is this what i miss
i won't bitch cause really i did
x5 i did
you bitch

do you fucking care at all
you're making it pitiful 
i'm sorry that i ruined your life
i can't take it back if i wanted to
i'm tired
you just wanna kill me
you're sour

you're sour to the max
always on my back
i bet you send 100 texts
guess that i'm a wreck
it's always what you want 
and what you say is how it goes
so let the river flow 
while i'm picking at my elbow

i'm not how i used to be
and i don't lie
i'm really on your side
but you don't really want me too
i'm okay with being used i'm a loser

on your side i don't wanna be alive
you can tell this is a bad time
i can tell that this is not right
make it better this time

do you fucking care at all
you're making it pitiful 
i'm sorry that i ruined your life
i can't take it back if i wanted to
i'm tired
you just wanna kill me
you're sour

steadysuffer

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