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I took what I had
Made a fire built the ash
You bait on me and I won't show that
I wanna go back to the coal so black
But I can't get over
Hold me back
I want to look forward
I want to go further oh

I never went to the precinct
I never let them take the state of me
Eyes low and my knees weak
I guess it's a sight that you hate to see
And I made it me faithfully
I walked blindly in the sea
Too much weight too deep
Now let that shit sink
The lightning from the storm broke the silence of the shore
I thought I gave enough but
You just wanted more
And it was a need I adored a glowing open door
But even hell has light
It was one I won't afford
Breaking out my corpse
My soul began to soar
And I died with a smile
It was vital in my morgue
I thought I was restored
But I'm more lost than before
The handle on the sword broke off and it tore the floor
Now I'm sitting vacantly
Down below with a face tat
Far away where you can't breathe
I don't need no air to change paths
You're not where my aims at
Lost control don't change that
I take laps and break past these addictions to kill my pain fast

I think that I lost all
My hope
Thinking that nothing meant nothing at all
Thinking of nothing when I see
Yourself wrapped around another man's arms
Memories fade to grey
See the pain inside my face
Relieve me of my mind restraints
Believe in all the time you waste
We are numb
Thinking that nothing meant nothing at all
Memories fade to grey
See the pain inside my face
Relieve me of my mind restraints
Believe in all the time you waste
We are numb
Thinking that nothing meant nothing at all

I can't stand the sight of you
I didn't think I frightened you
Every night I was wasted
In the sky my mind would fly quick through
Every time I would bite my tooth
By mistake I hit my tongue
Reminded truth by the higher roof
From the skin of my scars
Tell a real good story make me seem like I wasn't true uh
Tearing all these pages out did that mean nothing to ya
Did that make me meet my doom my misery sinks deep and loops
Like a broken record that you can never put on mute
Run suicides until both my legs are giving in
Shoot myself in the foot
I will never walk again
Careful with a conscious mess I never saw the thought of it
Told another girl my heart is red promise that a lot will shed
She sees the scars and pain in me she knew I saw a lot
She holds me close and high she'll refuse to let me drop
Took away all the pain you gave every single thing you brought
To my home and my mama
I was told she hates your drama

I think that I lost all
My hope
Thinking that nothing meant nothing at all
Thinking of nothing when I see
Yourself wrapped around another man's arms
Memories fade to grey
See the pain inside my face
Relieve me of my mind restraints
Believe in all the time you waste
We are numb
Thinking that nothing meant nothing at all

The scars on my wrist
Mud in my piss
Nothing can fix me
I will not forget
That I won't change
For no one
That I hold fate
For someone
You ain't someone to me
Your a stranger
To you
I'm a stranger

Phoenix

Second single from "Primeval"














#scfirst 

Turn and Run

I made this when I was in a very dark place. Doing a bit better now. Peace and love. God bless.

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A SINNER'S PRAYER (PROD. GRIM JONES)

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Lyrics:

NoahUI:

Somethings inside my head are just things you wont understand 
Somethings inside my head also take me away from the promise land 
I fall down and I get back up cause I
Got a dream that lays inside my mind 
Been through a lot you can see it in my eyes 
But I'm still gon make the sacrifice 

Ghxstty: 

In my head (Whoa)
There’s things that u will never see
In my head (Whoa)
Found out I’m my own enemy
Oh, no matter how much I fight
I’m still losing deep inside
I'd rather simply just die
But I will win this time
In my head (Whoa)
There’s things that u will never see

NoahUI:

I've been really down there in the dirt (dirt, really)
Really became one with the earth (earth, I'm)
I'm hurtin tryna find my worth but the devil lurks tryna find a way to converse  (way, way, converse, I'm)
I'm lookin at the face of a beast  (beast, a)
A beast that keeps on chasin me  (keeps on chasin me, I'm)
I'm runnin but I dont really got much speed  (much speed)
So really this way I cant suceed  (this way, suceed)
So I must face this in my own way  (own way)
Like a mad man inna road rage  (mad man, inna road rage)
Pull the glock out pray to God im gon spray (pull the glock, gon spray)
Might be a spirit but i feel it in my home mane  (home mane)
He keeps tauntin me he keeps hauntin me (he keeps tauntin me he keeps hauntin me)
But now I realize hes only in my thoughts you see (yeah)
Now I know the way to win and to put this to an end 
Is to beat em in my head I gotta beat em in my (gotta beat em gotta beat em in)

Ghxstty:

In my head (Whoa)
There’s things that u will never see
In my head (Whoa)
Found out I’m my own enemy
Oh, no matter how much I fight
I’m still losing deep inside
I'd rather simply just die
But I will win this time
In my head (Whoa)
There’s things that u will never see

Whoa
Whoa (ah)

@teamhalo

In My Head Ft. NoahUI  // ALL PLATFORMS

I used to do that shit was fun now I keep my emotion hidden-
Fuck it put some motion in it kinda like a ocean wit it- 
Imma whip this potion then I sip it till I throw it up- 

Pullin up they know it’s us remember they ain’t notice us- 
Aye I ain’t give a fuck tho get sluts and drugs by truck loads- 
You say you want it too like how you get it who the fuck knows- 
I might be here off luck or maybe you just got a shit flow- 
You motherfuckers tip toe an I’m classic like a pinto-
 I’m awesome an ya bitch knows-
Ill blossom do some big shows- 
Tryin blow up imma psycho Kawasaki motorcycle- 
watch me pick through all these problems with an automatic rifle- 
know that this is just the start maybe I should pick up a bible- 
Hear these voices in my head am I a demon or disciple- 
know that they just want me dead okay I’m pickin up a sniper- 
for myself or for your head I’ll leave you too it to Decipher- 
I can’t trust a single soul you mother fuckers act like spiders- 
I can’t let my love unfold cause all you bitches are some liars- 
I’m a poet cut my throat wit a razor stuck to a wire- 
I ain’t ever fuckin low cause all I can do is get higher- 
Why you never on some new shit live a cycle like a tire- 

Bitch I don’t know- 
what you think you should do- 
when life gets out of hand- 
they won’t be there- for- you-  
So now you feel- 
my pain an it’s so true- 
They put me in a grave- 
an I will see- you- soon- 

I used to do that shit was fun now I keep my emotion hidden-
Fuck it put some motion in it kinda like a ocean wit it- 
Imma whip this potion then I sip it till I throw it up- 
Causin a commotion till I’m something that’s not fucking numb-
an I need a promotion got more talent in my fuckin thumb-
Then half you other puppets I got something that’ll make you run- 
But don’t run too far now the strings will rip your heart out-  
Said don’t run too far bitch these strings will make you heartless-

STRINGS (PROD ITSLARRYBEATS1999)

produced by Josh Gorny 
cover artwork by yographicgirl

GermsOnMyBody

Good Time

The Ocean

Hydra

Mark 4:36–41
 And leaving the crowd, they took him with them in the boat, just as he was. And other boats were with him.  And a great windstorm arose, and the waves were breaking into the boat, so that the boat was already filling.  But he was in the stern, asleep on the cushion. And they woke him and said to him, “Teacher, do you not care that we are perishing?”  And he awoke and rebuked the wind and said to the sea, “Peace! Be still!” And the wind ceased, and there was a great calm.  He said to them, “Why are you so afraid? Have you still no faith?”  And they were filled with great fear and said to one another, “Who then is this, that even the wind and the sea obey him?”

INDIGO CHILD (Prod. Brainiac Beats)

( lyrics )

We turn to 1 when your holding my hand
If you let go my ashes turn to sand
Babygirl look in my eyes
Cant promise Ill last through the night

I never fucked with someone they way I fuck with you
It nearly killed me when you said that I’m done with you
Girl I know its be a minute yeah
But I still really miss you yeah
I know we had a lot of issues yeah
Im still wishing I was with you yeah 

I
know you better than yourself
But lately you switched up and wanna be someone else

You dont know whats good for you
Baby Ill look for you
Do the adlibs on my chorus cause Im on the hook for you

I’m choking I’m coughing
Put me in a coffin
I cant be around you too long or too often yeah

Move back
Im sliding by right past
My heart broke into a thousand little pieces and it just shattered like glass

I’m smoking, I’m poppin Early alcoholic
Kiss me right after your lips taste like cotton yeah yeah
Drive fast
Swerving lanes but wont crash
Ive been dead for a long time but hell kicked me out 

round n round and round we go
She dont wanna hang but she calling my phone
I dont want answer, no I really dont
I enjoying my time alone

Back together on a Monday
break my heart again on Thursday
Friday got me feeling someway 
I wont shower till its Sunday

Half of you dont even know me yeah
I got Soundcloud as my homepage yeah 
gotten meaner with my old age
I be smoking for the whole day

I’m lonely I promise
My mind I have lost it 
when you left my world oh it was a catastrophic
Solo hot box so small I’m claustrophobic
But I enjoy it

I’m choking I’m coughing
Put me in a coffin
I cant be around you too long or too often yeah

Move back
Im sliding by right past
My heart broke into a thousand little pieces and it just shattered like glass

I’m smoking, I’m poppin Early alcoholic
Kiss me right after your lips taste like cotton yeah yeah
Drive fast
Swerving lanes but wont crash
Ive been dead for a long time but hell kicked me out 

Hell kicked me out 
Dont know where to go
I guess I’ll walk
Just walk down this road
Until I cant
I can't nomore

Coffin

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STRINGS (PROD ITSLARRYBEATS1999)

SINTHETIC (steelxvii)

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