luv a thug - Kjvy ft. SGG STEEZ & SGG FAZO

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I HAD TO SAVE MYSELF (illusory fragmentations)
 
I had manifested this very same moment before, illusory as it is; fragmented as it becomes when I emerge in music. Perspectives at night can make me go numb, and out of light, yet everybody does believe me. I have created this objective, subjective narrative of past, among past, near future: now the present’s within.
 
I cried for help, I really did.
Everything for God, partner, family; mirror of pain as I longed to not be here. Another reality has opened its shift of color as I look on other sides to myself. I don’t care what they say about my isolation if this is the reason that saves me after all. I love best when in my company, everyone is in there, yet my sensitivities are out of danger. I can create a frequency of my own without submerging on other’s resilience to normality.
They have an opinion on what I do. That’s not me. I am the one who creates this life and resists though it. What I do, a reflection on what my choices have created, opens an awakening for others to lead. There’s so much beauty to see; I first emptied myself to embrace all of its purity.
(…)
No blame games from now own, I take the ownership of my existence and its consequences. There isn’t a universe outside of myself I belong to; my space is where I have grown all of this time. I cried for help, I really did, and now I listen to every tear as it sets upon something greater: a frequency, a vibration for a the new reality I manifest.
Illusory fragmentations have taken 26 years. My purpose isn’t to give credit to the reality others have about me: that is an illusion, makes me feel fragmented. I am in union with myself; no need for nature if I don’t feel like, no need for past resentments if I was that one, at that given moment.
If ever suicide has been on my mind (heart or soul), I’ll take that legacy if I die. Everything is a choice, even to live, even to be addicted; to gain or lose power, to study everything not to believe it: I’d rather follow my intuition, my radiant light becoming home. My path to spiritual freedom understands no set rules.
Nobody is again responsible for it.
Nobody is responsible for my emotions.
I am.
I am.
I am.
 
No need to live on fear to fail, I have a different perspective on light now. I have saved myself so many times, preaching isn’t in my language anymore. I have been depressed, understood silence as darkness and darkness as a source for awakening. Nothing can ever hold me back from this truth.
I am not tachycardia, no fear, no sleepless nights or broken perspectives. Am I human at all? Am I consciousness in motion? I loved everyone, but music loves me most. There is no other way for broken hearted, cold; becoming vibrations and frequencies has saved my soul and I have saved it through me.
Everyone has their own reality about me, but I have saved myself.
I cried for help, now it’s only music who listens.

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