moving on (fuck this)

these memories were carefully made

so i unpacked
the bag of clothes
i prepared
in case id have to go
to the hospital
(im not going anywhere)

spring is over now
and its hard to stay in frame
with all my faults
always in plain sight
(let me hide here for a little while)

it gets so hard to breathe sometimes
and it hurts to have to say no
(i'd just rather go home)

i once thought
life will guide me through
and teach me all i need to know
(but it wont)

this is a song about the frustration of feeling weak and waiting for life to steer you in a better direction, but sometimes it's up to you to initiate the change you want to see

missing out

this was never the way i planned
not my intention
i got so brave
drink in hand
lost my descretion

i kissed a girl and i liked it 
the taste of her cherry chapstick
i kissed a girl just to try it
i hope my best friend doesnt mind it
it felt so wrong
it felt so right
dont mean im in love tonight
i kissed a girl and i liked it 

i liked it

i kissed a girl (cover)

[...] but you know,
i'm there for you

i'll be there,
for you

sweet echo

a little piece on not feeling welcome in your own home

chew the inside
of my mouth 
just to make
the time pass

never tried
to ponder the feelings
of dreaming
on this bed 
made out of so many 
nails

nails

came crashing thru ur boundaries
confused friendship with tug of war

as much as i tried
i dont think ive treated you right

so let me be the one
to build up a wall
its fine if we catch up again
once in a while

i never had the kindest eyes
a little souvenier of some terrible years

cant get rid of the worried looks
that keep staring back at me 
through every mirror that sees me

moving on (fuck this)

Stefan Tantana

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