Something Freestyl;e feat. music William and zombAe

original deleted
drop hard
wiat for drop oko k

emotegi - talent show (cnri cover)

pale and blinding digitization 

everything by me @stellathepixie

never thought myself nihilistic 
im not usually this masochistic 
i just can’t care 4 myself 
nothing’s more of a waste of time 
than my own health

pale and blinding digitization 
excruciating dissociation 
build and barter myself 
and im fucking weak if i ask 4 help

oh oh oh
starry girl in luv w life
oh oh oh
dance w death or paradise 
oh oh oh
white eyes materialize 
oh oh oh
perfect concept suicide 

im not smoking cigarettes but im stopping therapy 
self analysis is exquisitely deadly 
ur the knife in my neck i think it'll kill me
i don’t wanna go
i don’t want this 2 kill me

sickened goddess 
birdcage heart
death by 1 million cuts
god is a fabricated metaphor
she fucked me over and spared me love

im terminal my sin is constant 
and i can’t choose a different option
fear is certain survival is 
formidable as tv violence

conjure up this neverland
god i know it’ll never end
pyro manic, self destruct 
let me feel that love again 

i don’t want this love to last 
coz her knife sinks into my chest
i miss the ecstasy, im 2 corrupt 
let me feel that lust again

##webcore (pixie)

theres nothing i wouldnt do for the pain from u

beat me up :(

whats the point of this when i can just give up
ill be moving out im tired of this petty stuff
n every day u make me feel that im never enough
bitch im not like u and i could never want that

i been fucking up my life
i dont really give a fuck
u were never enough
fuck your stupid job
cant you treat me like a child
guess we never grow up
im so crossed off of 4 mls 
and some wine 
i been tryna fix myself
im tryna find
i been looking for some closure
i been losing my mind
you dont give me any space (meant to say you give me way too much space)
(always) thought that i was fine

all my life thought the pretty lies were fine
i thought i could live by myself
i thought you aint need to care for me
but now im fucked up its ur fault
all my life thought the pretty lies were fine
i thought i could live by myself
i thought you aint need to care for me
but now im fucked up its ur fault

whats the point of this when i can just give up
ill be moving out im tired of this petty stuff
n every day u make me feel that im never enough

bitch its round 2
all my life i aint know what to do
cuz u never there for me
u just coddle everyone else but me
i been fucked up all my life
bitch im fucked up off my ass
all im feeling is some strife
and i been fucking up my throat
right now im way too high
its cuz of u i spend my nights
bawling out my fucking eyes
when i talk u make me cry
right now im way too high
i just really want to die
but im too scared of repercussions 
and i dont really want to deal with them
so imma treat myself fine

moving on

everything is a sample

main sample: couture - pasture

Folktears

prod. + vocals  -> me 
Mixed by @1virtualgirlfriend
Art by myself  

EP coming end of summer .

lyrics -


empty space disconnect
nothing left here to protect
what once was there
now has left 
i think of us
& i second guess . . 

wonder if it all 	
was just meaningless 
hope my heart can be salvaged
from this broken mess

did all i could
tried my best 
the time has come to
put this to rest 

empty space disconnect
nothing left here to protect
what once was there
now has left 
i think of us
& i second guess . . 

i second guess . . .

~ 2nd Guess ~

https://open.spotify.com/track/3OqCZfb2QO6Dh8CdaIARwh
@blackwinterwells
photo by @guiceb0x

neurosis architect w/ blackwinterwells

prod @xxkintsugi @tgwog
mix raithes + sugi

cant fix her +biichftt, rocco bunko (sugi + tgwog)

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##webcore (pixie)

stella the pixie

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