Stemodity

Kizuato X rxmbrvndt /// bullets (prod by. spyder)

seeing faces in the blankets, cannot face it, got no patience
thoughts invasive, so amazed with what my brain has done created 
feel deflated like I'm foldin, must embrace it, air is cold
and i dont know if its a ghost or if my soul noticed another one 
cannot run from what is always there 
got no despair i grew a pair
tell me who the fuck told you that life was fair
we all sharing the same planet some don't want others to have it
we're all damaged, some don't manage, some can't even just withstand it

man im done with you fucks, i aint frontin
don't amount to nothing, fuck you huffin?
we aint cuz's I ain't bluffin, Fuck it 
No more damn discretion I'mma fuckin have a lesson witcha
til ya get the bigger picture
upset with the shit that I been livin through 
sick of you thinkin that you is some kind of living proof
you dumbwit
fuckin done with what you spittin
hit or miss is what it is so i'mma hit untill i kick the bucket

dumbwit.

Got these knives in my eyes everytime that i sleep bitch
coldchills runnin from my skull to my feet when i dream
paranoia runnin deeper than the ocean
i can feel em breathin down my neck i'm all alone here
in my own head I'm fired up 
no fucks given how i'm livin I ain't tired of it yet
place a bet that I ain't rest yet
I'm obsessed with all that I'm blessed with and what I bled

dumbwit

Bicycleday Merch

DUMBWiT

Who say you aint you?
They don't know a thing
You do what you chose
Get it in your brain
Got nothing to prove
When it is your game
Let em watch every damn move that you make
Careful who you let around yourself
You can't do a thing to change anybody else
You can't clean the pain that somebody felt
You can't comprehend the bend of will
You pick apart the damn way that I talk 
Way that I walk
Pain that I spark to elevate away from mistakes that I made
You don't define me 
Never will find me
around them peep
tryina outcast me
tryina outright be 
nothing more than a thief
I'm done
Fuck is goin on?
I could on and on
I keep it anon
you plebbits on reddit just been jerkin off on each other
without any rubber; you're dumb
Burnt like it's summer
The 90's and upper
If there is a come up I'm on it
aw shit, done comin up from the bong rips
got what i want, i want all it
im in way too damn deep again
I need to sleep again, uh..

I Gotta get away from here
Anywhere, just take me there
I don't think I can see clear
So please don't leave me waiting here
Gotta get away from here
Anywhere, just take me there...

lil stevie a deviant heathen
he dont need a reason to leave you not breathin
He seepin deep into ya dreams like paralysis demons
That wake you up screaming when you're off the deep-end
Let all of that sink in, I know what you thinking
i'm on one, don't give a fuck about what you say
awful ones are the ones that we prey on, i'm gone 

inside im dead
fuck you expect from me really 
im fed up with the place that I been
You dont wanna fathom the damage
the madness that keeps you contained in your head
cannot suppress the dread
finesse the mess you in
refuse to give in
livin in sin
isnt when funny when blood drippin runny
and start from your head to your neck, your dead
lead; is it the subject?
know am i above it or not?
diggin my plot in which I rot
you gonna rot too, all do,
body be worm food
Fuck do ya when human, huh?  
everybody nuisance, walk right through ya-uh
everybody nuisance-uh, everybody walk right through ya, huh?

NUiSANCE

Bitch I been a slave to my damn mind state
Locked up in the cage I named "my brain," ain't that a fried egg?
No escape, Slowly I disintegrate, I'm living great, got no complaints
Straight outta the gate I hate to say you punks are fucked like you been huffin paint
Huffin duster, type of cunts do anything in order just to cuff a couple bucks 
To climb up out the rut you dug your damn self
Can't take back the hand you dealt
Hit or fold, life is cold, break the mold or sink down deeper in your hole, little mole

Stuck in a place I don't wanna stay, what are my options here
Luck runnin out like a drought til I found a way outta my consciousness 
Fear what I'm putting myself through once again
Fear that one day I'll expose my fangs 
Another day another stain upon my brain it's all the same thing

No, no, I need no help
The worst is what they wish on me, I wish on them as well
my demon's catching up with me, behind is where I fell
 I feel like I'm hiding under my cracked and beaten shell

What the fuck you want with it
Own business, mind it
Blowin chronic til I'm nauseous
I'm oddly precautious
This presence of paranoia colossal
I lost all my hope but discovered my flow because of it
Don't mean nothin tho hold the phone til you get the message
And learn the lesson and earn the blessing before you let go

I can't really even seem to deal with what I'm faced with
Grind the green and pack it roll it dome it to the face bitch
Frontin like you know me we ain't had no conversation
This I'm getting sick of, for bullshit I got no patience

FRiED EGG

Illustrations by hxnvme_art on instagram, @puta_22 on soundcloud

Produced by Stemodity

//LYRICS\\
im fucked up livin in a fucked up world 

COULD GIVE A FUCK IF IM DRUNK
I DONT FEEL
U LOOK DUMB WHEN YOU TALK
U AINT REAL
IF THEY BACKED YOU IN THAT CORNER
U WOULD SQUEAL
WHATS THE DEAL THEN?
HOW YOU FEELIN?

U KNOW WHAT I WANT
U KNOW WHAT I DONE
I DON'T WANT A GUN
I DON'T WANNA RUN
U KNOW WHAT I WANT
U KNOW WHAT I DONE
U IS BUT A RUNT 
MAKE UR BODY NUMB

CANT GET AWAY FROM THE GAME IN MY BRAIN IM STUCK IN IT
WONT FINISH IT UP IM FUCKED UP, LUCK DOWN
DON'T YOU LOOK DOWN AT ME YOU AINT LIVING YOUR LIFE WITH A CROWN
ENVY DRIVES A MAN DEEP IN THE DIRT
SAY FUCK WHAT YOU HEARD
LIL BITCH IM LIVIN A CURSE
TIL THE DAY MY BODY IN A HEARSE 
TIL MY THE DAY MY SOUL DISPERSE

LIL STEVIE A DEVIANT HEATHEN
DON'T KNOW JUST WHAT HE BELIEVE IN
DEMONS ENGRAVED IN HIS CEILING
HE DON'T KNOW JUST WHO THE FUCK HE SHOULD TALK TO 
OFF OF A CLIFF HE MIGHT WALK SOON
BRAIN INSIDE TELLIN HIM NOT TO
MIGHT DO

Music Video

SQUEAL

Produced by Stemodity

Feel like everything I do ain't got no weight to it
Need to help myself
Feels like I can't do it
Face the music 
All we really living for is nothing
I'm accustomed to the fact that all we are is clueless
To what's really going on for going on too long
Say you know the truth well bitch i bid you au revoir
Oh my god
Saying that your god could come and save us
That just screams another thing that's come to plague us
Please awaken

We all wanna feel like
We mean something
Still, I
Don't see what's the deal
With these ill-minded egotistical people
Going on about how they're better and how they're more real
Than the next one, on bout how they're next up
On bout how everybody else just need to catch up
Do better than that
Why is it you rap?
Tell me,
Is it to have what you lack
and to brag how we're all still in last?

Why have I been so damn tired of this life
I don't know why
it seems that every time I'm up I fall back down again
I'm so tired

Tired

prod. @counterf20xx

{lyrics}
cant cope
law of threefold knockin at your door
Can't cheat, so long
she a cutthroat
Turn me to a ghost so that I'm happy again
Don't trust no babylon cause ain't no pig has been a friend to me

Eardrums piercing from the frequencies you're hearing
Ask yourself the reason to be scareda whatcha fearing
Why you so afraid of the same thing you hold so dearly
Tell yourself you drown in it so you can see more clearly

I create the delusions residing in my brain
havin trouble living with what i am thats why i self-medicate
thats why i done felt better lately
i'm the one that saved me
made me say i cant leave yet
gotta finish what i started before I have departed
what you're feeling is real, so better tread with caution
Out of Consciousness: The Only Time I Feel Right
Feeling drained like I spent all last night sniffin white uh

I aint right nuh
My life a plight yuh
We all die so,
fuck livin right, huh?

cant cope
law of threefold knockin at your door
Can't cheat, so long
she a cutthroat
Turn me to a ghost so that I'm happy again
Don't trust no babylon cause ain't no pig has been a friend to me

CUTTHROAT [PROD. COUNTERFEIT]

allow me some time to explain myself 
been doin great but still aint been well
looks like you come from the same place that I fell from
carry on the way you been livin
 i guess i aint seem to bring my message cross the wrong way, right way
Wanna rewind to the time i was unwinded
Lately I cant find it in myself to keep it dealt with 
meltin into the wall where i belong 
I aint helpin my damn self
cant see the reason why I do this to myself
i need help cant reach it imma fiend for more
thats what im bleedin for i cant see the doorway to my fate no more
aint been sure of my reality as of late
i been feelin fine in my mind, but might retaliate
and throw the shade str8 back the way of the devils in my mind state

brought it on myself again why do i insist
to bring that level when my brainstate aint been level
guess they call it mental 
guess they call it glum
some just call it dumb
bitch i do this for fun bitch
imma crawl up to place you fuckers pay to be
got it in my scope like daily you aint safe from heat
you get burnt out, learnt how
what made me this way
know how it turns out, no doubt
crawling out my grave where i been livin
high the day i die, mark my tombstone "lifted"
blood is what i cry bitch ooh i feel sinister
word
can i get a witness from the earth
in which will burn
sooner than later
yeah it deserve greater
humans are viruses 'slaved to the nature of life
we livin to die
don't look so surprised
we all is the same
universe hidden deep within your brain
You're connected.
so smile for the fam
you're subjected
to a blessing where a curse what its disguised as
you cant hide that

DELAYO

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Self Destruction

who even needs love when you can finger a bang switch????
Like???

Mixed and mastered by Lowtow :3

Lyrics (Juxtaposer:)

Out back,
Buzzin out
Like a walkie talkie
Callin out
Take it back
That’s just talkie talkie
Duckin swervin 
off the track
I better walkie walkie
Stick to kalash
Cause I know she’ll always
Rockie Rockie

Let the bolt rock,
Keep the loads locked
Never was much of a jock
Only kid up on my block
Fantasies of a glock
Feelin like the world
Wants to knock my block,

Cookin rocks
In my bedroom
TeD talks
From a red tomb
Mixed socks
Like+ a dead womb
Call the cops
Cause this shit
Lookin like Doom

What did you mean when you said
You're a ride or die?
I hope you know Im not goin down
Without a fight

Out back,
Buzzin out
Like a walkie talkie
Callin out
Take it back
That’s just talkie talkie
Duckin swervin 
off the track
I better walkie walkie
Stick to kalash
Cause I know she’ll always
Rockie Rockie

UNLEADED AUTOMATICA (feat./prod. LOWTOW)

Produced by Stemodity

i dont wanna go no
i dont wanna leave my body
im afraid of what i don't know
feel like there somethin creepin on me

dunno what wrong my brain
scared that im goin insane
maybe i have always been
i just been speeding along the damn pace
guess i just don't got no damn patience
face it i am but a waste of space
you are not much different
obliterate the pain you face
with a bullet in your brain
to them you are only a stain
another sad case of disdain
you amountin to nothin aint bluffin
im puffin all up on this dank
thanks, hoe.
say you gotta problem bitchy how you gonna solve it 
itchy trigger fingers bleedin but you never gonna squeeze it
you a actor, bastard
just another motherfucker smiling for the camera
just another motherfucker beggin for attention
that'll never learn his lesson guess he super fuckin dense
and he be thinkin he be livin so legit


lil stevie the deviant heathen is back just to slay once again
and paint a pretty little picture with his damn brain matter
thats scattered all over the cainvas, you need some maintenance
aint payin attention to what i am sayin you hollowed out cranium 
ignoramus, get used to the place I been
Cause I am you.
Hate to pollute you with the honest truth
But this isn't digital
hate getting high cause what goes up must come down
Head is so rundown im havin fun now witcha mane
but i gotta get back to my own plane
-stevie

i dont wanna go back

No i dont wanna go back
to the place im livin in
sinkin quick 
people such piece of shits
claim to love, leave tho quick,
had enough, outta chips
guess thats just the way i been forced to live
lately i feel worth about a drip of piss
and im sick of it; wonder should i back out 
trust been blacked out, pussy bout to cash out
but i guess he just a victim of a broken home
if i cannot blame em ill leave em alone

DISDAIN

Crustacean (prod. Vici)

i got way too many issues ft. Eric North (PROD. Eric North and 5:10)

Young Osiris X Kizuato X rxmbrvndt /// APOCALYPSE (PROD.GRAVE5)

actin like a fool, didnt wanna see you wanna do it
now you looking like a tool
pay me for a feature, but your wallet looking stupid
im sorry honey, i wont do it

i get noticed in my city, im the BNE star
snakes lurking the scene like you dont get far
baby ripthepetals i just a gold chain, yeah
eat out your bitty with some pink grills and then im fuckin on her

actin like a fool, didnt wanna see you wanna do it
now you looking like a tool
pay me for a feature, but your wallet looking stupid
im sorry honey, i wont do it

actin like a fool, didnt wanna see you wanna do it
now you looking like a tool
pay me for a feature, but your wallet looking stupid
im sorry honey, i wont do it

flex your new shoe, bitch im flexing new views
you tryna date me or fucking petals you choose
you tryna fuck me cause my name then fuck you
you tryna suck me cause your friends dont want you
theres horny motherfuckers in the scene who'll take you, no thank you, im just tryna fall in love boo

actin like a fool, didnt wanna see you wanna do it
now you looking like a tool
pay me for a feature, but your wallet looking stupid
im sorry honey, i wont do it

riv:

yeah your bitches ass on my lap here those cheeks go clap
jealously is just brewing when i am everything that you lack
new ice on my wrist, gold teeth got a grip on your throat
as i break you break you break you down

your just a coward, say your rising in this game
flex your shitty fucking name turn your face into a stain
on my plain white tee, sell that fucker for a fee
yeah their i made a profit off your fucking pain

i told you one, i told you twice yeah you fucked up your own life
i dont wanna be apart of that shit anymore
asking for recordings and some features yeah fuck off
wouldnt give the piss from my clout resort to begging me now

mutt ft. rivilin (PROD. coilwound)

Producer, rapper, singer, screamer & guitarist in Illinois.
1/3 of the band @vilephile

CUTTHROAT [PROD. COUNTERFEIT]

Stemodity

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