2025 :-£

pretty little lies

pord. by Ryker Cöll

Hmm, I just glow every day,
It’s not easy to say,
And my mirror says “I hate you”, yeah

Hmm, making money today,
for attention, I pray,
am I stupid? I say, yeah

Think I'll sacrifice everything that's dear to me.
Cause I have a dream.
It's our common GOAL!

CHAAAAAAANGE!
Not for you!
Yes I got it!

CHAAAAAAANGE!
Not for you!
Yes I got it!

You hate me, you hate me,
I think I hate you too!
Feel me, you feel me,
I know you feel me too!

You will never hate me, as much I do!
You will never burn me, the way I do!

Think I'll sacrifice everything that's dear to me.
Cause I have a dream.
It's our common GOAL!

CHAAAAAAANGE!
Not for you!
Yes I got it!

CHAAAAAAANGE!
Not for you!
Yes I got it!

Change you, change me, everything is spinning x4

Change

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6Tmexwurbyz7nPKtBRslBm?si=NjobR7qdR8OHEPCkW3W3ag
prod: grayskies

lyrics:
I tried too hard to make it right
I wish you'd see things from my side
I care too much
I lost my love

you left my place when I was sleeping
you never told me you were leaving
but it's alright
I'll let you waste my time

I see that look up on your face
you told me I was just insane
It turns out I was right
you left me out my sight

you're everything I ever wanted and that's why
I couldn't stand it when you left me out to die

I'll burn the flame and leave it charred
and maybe one day we'll restart
I'll never be the same
I'll tell you its okay

I'll burn the flame and leave it charred
and maybe one day we'll restart
I wanna blow my brains
I know I've gone insane

yeah it's all way too much for me
all that I say you disagree
you leave me down, I'm on my knees
all these cuts you make me bleed

passed out, think that I'm anemic
my thoughts leak out, I'm losing my reason
that fake facade, you're so deceiving
my days lately have been repeating

and I can't stand it
they stand there laughing
I wish I was somebody else
I keep my feelings on a shelf

and I'm so done with it all
I don't know how we got this far
should've done this all along
I still don't know where we went wrong

I'll burn the flame and leave it charred
and maybe one day we'll restart
I'll never be the same
I'll tell you its okay

I'll burn the flame and leave it charred
and maybe one day we'll restart
I wanna blow my brains
I know I've gone insane

flame

rush

--- lyrics ---

You pushed me away, but that's fine you don't wanna talk anyway
I see the numbers getting to your brain
We gave you too many chances
Still you can't take the blame
It's just wasted potential, the person that you are
Keeping it confidential, and honestly It's sad that
You're so revengeful, to people you know care about 
"How is your mental?" (I feel so dismantled)

Honestly, It was your choice of words
You could've used them better could've made this work
It was your own choice, now you're the one feeling hurt
You're so naive now, don't realize we fell apart

You can't save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't
Save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't

See the crash out, blame it all on me but you're the one that'll act out
You're the one who fired shots first, now you back down
Is it cause you care, or you'll get hurt, by the stats now
Claim we never fell out
It hurts to hear you lie on my name
Wish you would claim what you did but you never take blame
You were the one that started it ignited the flame
Now that you're gone I'm feeling better but it won't be the same

You can't save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't
Save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't save yourself

farewell

mdma keeps the doctor away

Romance & Pandemonium

Local Hoez

Without You

made this on a re6ce type beat in like jan for the culture

-id credit but the file name doesnt have the prod name </3

lyrics:
shes got a grip on my life
shes got a grip on my life
shes got a grip on my life
shes got a grip on my
shes got a grip on my life
shes got a grip on my life
shes got a grip on my life
shes got a grip on my x2

ur my obsession
you tell me that its all okay
when its not
even if its all fake
cause ive been up for days

i probably shouldnta told you that now 
but its way too late
and im too stressed out
i probably shouldnta told you that now 
but im way too stressed 
yea im burning down

shes got a grip on my life
shes got a grip on my life
shes got a grip on my life
shes got a grip on my
shes got a grip on my life
shes got a grip on my life
shes got a grip on my life
shes got a grip on my x2

is it not the same as it was before?
you know ive been running all day
how could i could i keep true to course
but its all too much dont wanna try rn

tell me that its all gon be fine
when its not okay
but then baby 
yea you know thatd id be lying
tell me that its all okay
when its not alright
when im seeing you ontop of me

shes got a grip on my life
shes got a grip on my life
shes got a grip on my life
shes got a grip on my
shes got a grip on my life
shes got a grip on my life
shes got a grip on my life
shes got a grip on my x2

grip on my life

EYEBLEACH.

ISTILLLUVU

brown eyes* (feat. riovaz)

Nights That We Needed

Baby Jane - Heroin Kiss

Put that all in, I want that all in the track

Wasting my time, why the hell would I care?
Red Bull and Sprite its like 2 a.m.
yeah, I'm staying up late, yeah I'm setting the trend
Staying up late, now it's 3 a.m.

You're so fake, now I'm in my head 
I'm waking up late, it's like 2 p.m
And I can't think straight, I'll take my Sprite with gin
At a quarter past three, that's my medicine

Yeah, I'm out of my mind, you said it yourself
Mixing up drinks, yeah, I'm reckless as hell
And I'm bad for my health, guess I'm dangerous as well
I'm wasting my hours, now it's half past twelve

Wasting my time, why the hell would you care?
You faked your best try, yeah, cause we ain't friends
We ain't this, and we ain't that
We are nothing now, I know you're fine with that

Baby, could we just rewind
Now I'm living in rewind

On and on, in my head
I'm just waiting for the right time
Oh my God, am I dead?
Maybe dead on the inside

Yeah, I'm dead on the inside
It was never the right time
On and on, in my head
It's just never the right time

I thought we were gonna be together, but we're not
This isn't the right time
Well when is the right time?

I live in rewind, here it goes again
You say that you're mine, but it's all pretend
Cause I'm out of my mind, and you're in your head
There's no peace of mind, there's no cigarettes

So much wasted time
Living in rewind, I'm living in rewind
You say you're mine, keep us in rewind
I'm living in rewind

On and on, in my head
I'm just waiting for the right time
Oh my God, am I dead?
Maybe dead on the inside

Yeah, I'm dead on the inside
It was never the right time
On and on, in my head
It's just never the right time

And now I'm living in rewind

this isn't the right time

this isn't the right time

2025 :-£

Stephen Fitzpatrick