CRYSTAL pt. 2

R U N

Save Me (Snippet)	

Save Me (Snippet) Prod. Yaprak Asimov & XXX

It wasn't enough

adlibs Influenced by wintertimezi & madeintokyo

MANIKIN

01 MANIKIN (Feat. Wifisfuneral) (Prod.Grimmdoza)

I Don't Wanna Do This Anymore	

I don't wanna do this anymore

Ft:
https://soundcloud.com/gldentx
Prod: 
https://soundcloud.com/keeper92
https://soundcloud.com/tnght_tmrw

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

I know u miss me w/ bradyamour (Prod. keeper x tnght/tmrrw)

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

Lesser Matters

Strange Things Will Happen

your backyard

still feelin like a decaying corpse under a lake
thats jus the way shit is
not feelin right and i wont be feelin good for a minute
new music is coming soon jus give me time
luv yu and ty for listening.

TWITTER - twitter.com/jamesgorczyca
BANDCAMP - jamesgorczyca.bandcamp.com/
/4$ - https://soundcloud.com/lean4sale
RARESQUAD - www.raresquad.com/

LYRICS
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tired of these locals on my snapchat
tired of these people stabbing my back
they tryna flex some shit, but its chit chat
small minded bitches and some rotten rats
i dont think they care anymore
its okay, i threw away all our lore
and i don't think i care anymore
but then i question it when my eyes are so sore
so sore, of the shit i adored
what a chore, i should jus drop the floor
so sore, of the shit i adored
what a chore, i should jus drop the floor
does the bullshit own you
or do you own the bullshit, it's up to you
stuck inside the house from mental glue
sometimes i wonder if im a destined recluse

drown in booze, no the noose aint cool
all you dual hair dyed faggots choke on your drool
born a ghoul, purpose as the people's jewel
but all you humans cruel, so you ain't gettin food

theydontcare...rose rain (prod. james gorczyca)

Okilly Dokilly - White Wine Spritzer (Official Video)

Produced By: 
https://soundcloud.com/the-virus-uk

Guitar Recording / Co-Production By: 
https://soundcloud.com/valentinthemad

Track Playthrough: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nY2QGf0OuQg

1st Rapper: 
https://soundcloud.com/kamiyada

2nd Rapper: 
https://soundcloud.com/lambo-lawson

3rd Rapper: 
https://soundcloud.com/slen_lb

Listen On Spotify

IronOxide - Ft. Valentin The Mad | Kamiyada | Lambo Lawson | sℒen

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VyMz-LiCySE&feature=youtu.be&ab_channel=yesterday

prod: @whatevenisreal

my shawty think i drink too much
my homies know i think too much
i crack a 40
roll a dutch
pop ambien to sleep
i pour some out for all my team
i wear my heart out on my sleeves
a burden boy until i die
i hope it ends tonight

ohhhhh
you do not know what the fuck that ive been thru
ohhhhh
writin these songs just to vent bout my issues
ohhhhh
you can tell by all the lyrics that i fuckin miss you
fuck all these feelings
id rather not deal
pull up in the whip
put my head to the steel

ohhhhh
im sorry if you found out
ohhhh
i wonder how youre doing
put the past right out my brain
i never will address a thing
slowly decay by 21
my soul will lead me to my grave
my hair is blonde
my heart is black
these bitches never hit me back
my headphones on
as i walk alone
thru places
used to call my home
i just wanna drink my life away
with hopes that i wont wake today
i hate how people give a shit
just let me rest in peace

Follow me <3

burden boy (prod. br//oken)

new album dropping in March!!

stream/dl: https://fanlink.to/lhls-shine

lyrics:

baby where u going don't u love me
fuck all of our problems ur the only
i dont wanna miss u i feel lonely
come here let me kiss u girl I'm sorry
x2

i been working hard 
and I'm balling now
know I'll make it far 
i dont even try
getting what i want
I'm ahead of time
I'm a fucking star
they don't like my shine

they don't like me shining
they wanna stop me
they don't like the grinding
they can't keep up w
10h 7 days of the week
and im stressing so hard
that i smoke like a fiend

Download

shine (prod. lilhappylilsad)

follow your dreams, and know that even though you have lost, you have guardian angels watching over you , day in and day out,

the last thing they want is for their lives to be lost in vein, make them proud! live full, healthy, genius lives!

HOPE

@wtchcrft2 @guccihighwaters

lyrics:
not impressed 
i gotta flex 
my head's a mess 
i let it show 
channel sadness just to grow 
you don't really wanna know 
feeling like a silhouette in the background

and what's the point of building if it's all gonna fall down?
lit a couple bridges and i cried while they burned down
i don't really know if you want me to be around 
i'm losing my damn mind
i'm losing my damn time
i feel like i crossed the line 
and i don't know where you want me to be cause i am so blind

(guccihighwaters)
i’m so blind
but the lights always shining
breaking light
in the rough
like a diamond
i love you
just bad timing
i’m always lost in my head
come find me
i hope i hope 
you can find me
as of lately i feel
like i’m dying

silhouette w/ guccihighwaters (prod. wtchcrft)

The Young Demigod Decides To Leave Home
Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/departure

RI0T ANG3L:
Erase ya fucking face 
I put some metal to your brain z.
I got something for you fucking niggas and the world to see.
Total mass destruction burn the planet to a third degree.
Stare Into my face and tell me there ain’t nothing wrong with me. 
Ay
Imma shout
I got anger in my mouth
Ay ay get it out
I got blood all on my snout
Ay
Bitch don’t pout
Believe me without a doubt 
It’s niggas all on your roof anti killers we carry out

The Young Demigod:
What is time, life and death want to marry me
Sail the seas of sand we savage like barbarians
Rape and kill the humans i am just an alien
Sacrifice to the gods, the ancients

Execution (Ft. Eric North) [Prod. CXRPSE]

@whatevenisreal

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

catch me flyin out to LA
runnin round these fuckin circles
got a smile thats deceiving
you can hear it in my vocals
i been cryin in my bedroom
i been dyin just to see u 
can i get over this hurdle?
or will i fall and crack my skull?

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

ill be good enough for ya one day
but for now ill sit here waitin
hoping this will work its way out
but i doubt it, im decaying
wish my life had some more meanin
wish these pills would fuckin work
wish my head wasnt so fucked up
wish these feelings didnt hurt

keep it a buck, im lonely af (prod. br//oken)

Lil Lotus - Scared To Die [slowed]

PROD. @jamesgorczyca1
ART BY: @tan

RUN AROUND THE WHOLE CITY SPRAYING WITH A ROCKER
AY
IMMA STALKER
NEIGHBORHOOD BETTY CROCKER

RUN AROUND YOUR WHOLE STATE LOOKING FOR A DOCTOR
AYE
I NEED 400 MILLIGRAMS FOR MY NAUSEA 

Voices
Always talking I gotta shut em up with
Choices
Should I even spaz about
Whatever your boys did
I been trying to hide the fact I am the noise bitch
Don’t want static
I carry maggots like it’s slipknot 

Tick tock 
Dumb little bitch all on my wrist watch
Bitch stop
I only use her as a dick mop
And slop 
She like the color of my dick ha
Knee drop
My cum sober her up like detox 

Reebok 
We run money higher than knee socks
We flop?
Boy that’s funny you need a leash op
Op niggas be talking phony when my feet drop
Smoke carcinogenic papers until my teeth hot

CRYSTAL pt. 2

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