im alive!

instrumental by Karaoke All Keys //
https://www.youtube.com/c/KaraokeAllKeys

find it here //
https://www.youtube.com/watch?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ec8Xwc_jmpA&t=25s

Depollute me, pretty baby
Suck the rot right out of my bloodstream
Oh, dilute me, gentle angel
Water down what I call being grateful
Oh, you kissed me just to kiss me
Not to take me home
It was simple, it was sweetness
It was good to know
You look perfect, you look different
I don't wonder about your indifference
If I said you could never touch me
You'd come over and say I looked lovely
Oh, you kissed me just to kiss me
Not to make me cry
It was simple, you are sweetness
Let's just sit a while
Depollute me, gentle angel
And I'll feel the sickness less and less
Come and kiss me, pretty baby
Like we'll never have sex

we'll never have sex // leith ross

back to me editin ma songs in good ol audacity
for now..... 

instrumental by oliviahdevlin //
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9WJXXFpTTb5F_3Y2Vk6syw

find it here //
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0XTiYsPUnCo


It's so hard to watch you be happy
It's so hard to know that I'm not
'Cause when the world stopped moving
Like it did last week
I just wanted you to hold me
It's so hard to not be in your life
'Cause you know I love your brother
And your mom like they were mine
And when the world stopped moving
Like it did last week
I just wanted you to hold me
And all your friends are mine
They know that we're nothing alike
So if they believe that we're meant to be
I'd like to think they're right
But when the world stopped moving
You weren't by my side
And that didn't feel right
It's so hard to remember last winter
But like the porcupine and cactus
They don't care 'cause they've both got prickers
And when the world stopped moving
I felt just like them 'cause, see
Love is more than words
And I also hurt you
We've both done the worst, but
When the world stopped last week
I just wanted you to hold me

when the world stopped moving // lizzy mcalpine

no sayyyyyy in my deaathhhhh ~

instrumental by Sing with Piano Collections //
https://www.youtube.com/c/SingwithPianoCollections

find it here //
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ui7mxQhS3VQ


Pull the plug in September
I don't want to die in June
I'd like to start planning my funeral
I've got work to do, hmm
Pull the plug, make it painless
I don't want a violent end
Don't say that you'll always love me
'Cause you know I'd bleed myself dry for you
Over and over again
Doomsday is close at hand
I'll book the marching band
To play as you speak
I'll feel like throwing up
You'll sit and stare like
A goddamn machine
I'd like to plan out my part in this
But you're such a narcissist
You'll probably do it next week
I don't get a choice in the matter
Why would I? It's only the death of me
Only the death of me
Pull the plug, but be careful
I don't wanna die too soon
I think there's good in you somewhere
I'll hang on 'til the chaos is through
Doomsday is close at hand
I'll book the marching band
To play as you speak
I'll feel like throwing up
You'll sit and stare like
A goddamn machine
I'd like to plan out my part in this
But you're such a narcissist
You'll probably do it next week
I don't get a choice in the matter
Why would I? It's only
The death of me was so quiet
No friends and family allowed
Only my murderer, you
And the priest who told you to go to hell
And the funny thing is I would've married you
If you'd have stuck around
I feel more free than I have in years
Six feet in the ground
Doomsday is close at hand
I booked the marching band
To play as you speak
I feel like throwing up
You sit and stare like
A goddamn machine
I'd have liked to plan out my part in this
But you're such a narcissist
That you did it on Halloween
I had no choice in the matter
Why would I? It's only the death of me

doomsday // lizzy mcalpine

old one, not that good but i like this song

I'm getting too
Comfortable in my skin again
Laughing too loudly at my own jokes again
Hmm, mm-mm, hmm, mm-mm, hmm, mm-mm, mm

Need to stifle my voice again
Need to make myself small again
So that I can fit in the palms of your hands
So that I can be loved again

Shove a sock down my throat again
Remind me I'm not funny again
Be the cool girl you wanted everyone to see
In high school I wanted everything, but me

But pardon me, I've overshared
I'll back myself into this corner
I'll hide my tail between my legs
It's really for the best

And I'll be quiet for you
And I'll make room here for you
I'll throw out my things and ignore the constant sting
Shovе your keys on my ring
And I'll ask how are things for you

For you
For you
For you

for you // delaney bailey

y'know

Given the circumstances
I won't ask you to stay
Given the circumstances
I would get it if you walked away
But all my life, I've been looking for this
It seems fitting that things go to hell now that I've found it
I don't think we're wasting time, but if you do, I'm sorry
I can see a life with you, but if you can't, I'm sorry
If four months mean nothing
If none of it counts for something, then I'm sorry
Oh, if spending every night in your bed
Has no meaning, then what are we?
Just a sorry excuse for love?
Love
Lately, the world is ending
So I won't ask for too much
Lately, the world is ending
And I find that I pretend to be okay with too much
But all my life, I've been looking for this
Real funny that things go to hell now that I found it
I don't think we're wasting time, but if you do, I'm sorry
I can see a life with you, but if you can't, I'm sorry
If four months mean nothing
If none of it counts for something, then I'm sorry
Oh, if spending every night in your bed
Has no meaning, then what are we?
Just a sorry excuse for love?
Love
A sorry excuse for love

what are we // lizzy mcalpine

a happy song for once but hahahahahaahhahahahah

I talk to my walls about you
Pretty sure they're tired of hearin' it
I talk to my walls about you
Now all four know your name
I talk to my walls about you
And I think they agree the room doesn't feel the same
And there's only you to blame
I talk to my friends about you
Pretty sure they're tired of hearin' it
I say "I met a guy, and he treats me real nice"
Which is good for a change
I talk to my friends about you
And I think they agree my exes weren't always great
And I don't really buy into fate
But you tell me I'm pretty
And you don't ask for too much
'Cause you know and I know
That promises sometimes can hurt
When it's barely begun
And I don't want this to fall through
Collapsing is what I'm used to
But we're all in agreement
This is something I should hold onto
I talk to my mom about you
She thinks you sound wonderful
I talk to my mom about you
And I tell her you are
I talk to my mom about you
And I think we agree I found what I was looking for
And now I know for sure
'Cause you tell me I'm pretty
And you don't ask for too much
'Cause you know and I know
That promises sometimes can hurt
When it's barely begun
And I don't want this to fall through
Collapsing is what I'm used to
But we're all in agreement
This is something I should hold onto

in agreement // lizzy mcalpine

it do be stuuupid

Why am I pulled to you?
And why does it never feel like
I'm finished talking
When we're finished talking?
Why am I pulled to you?
And why does it never feel right
To not pick up when you're calling?
You know me so well
Even if you don't know my favorite type of cereal
You know me so well
Even though we're both different people now
It's stupid, it's so stupid to miss you like this
I feel stupid, so stupid to miss you like this
'Cause I told you to go and you went
Oh, what did I expect?
So it's stupid, it's stupid, I know that it's stupid
To love you
But I can't help it
Mmm, I can't help it
I can't help it
How did we get here?
It makes no sense, but it feels like
A sign from God
That I keep ignoring
How did we get to this place we're in?
It makes no sense, but it feels right
And maybe that's God
I probably shouldn't ignore him
You know me so well
Even if you don't know my favorite type of cereal
You know me so well
Even if you don't know I don't believe in God anyhow
But it's stupid, it's so stupid to miss you like this
I feel stupid, so stupid to miss you like this
'Cause I told you to go and you went
Oh, what did I expect?
So it's stupid, it's stupid, I know that it's stupid
To love you
But I can't help it

stupid // lizzy mcalpine

she lives!!!! she gets used!!!! she moves on!!! hiiii

You give him head in the basement
You laugh at his jokes, stomach aching
Fake when you come, taking a pill
He leaves when it's done
You forgive when he doesn't get home
Tell your friends you don't really mind being alone
You are the one who can change him, satiate him
I'm a giver, he says "Me too"
He is hungry for someone but doesn't know who
I'm a giver or am I a fool?
He forgets the words, so I teach him to say "I love you"
He turns around when you're naked
Says "We should be friends" while you're changing
You nod, half-dressed, he says "It's for the best"
And "You know, you're really not like the rest"
So, we part our lips for the taking
But if these lips could open, they'd scream
"I wanna love you like I'm raining"
Like I don't need saving
But I'm a giver and he's immune
He is hungry for someone but doesn't know who
I'm a giver, he's the moon
And I reach and I reach and I forgive the girl who let you
Are you hungry for me, baby, are you hungry?
Are you hungry for me, baby, are you hungry?
Are you hungry for me, baby, are you hungry?
Are you hungry for me, baby, are you hungry?

the giver // sarah kinsley

sorry

I don't wanna leave
So tell me why I'm going
I don't wanna leave
But I'm gone
I don't wanna leave
But I'm already running
And if you ask what's wrong
"Nothing"
Oh I'm so sorry
I'm a fool
I'm so sorry
For what I'm about to do
Here's your shirt I stole
Take back what you gave me to hold
I can wear my own coat when it's cold
I don't need yours
Cause I don't think I can do this anymore
I'm not sorry
That I loved you til I couldn't breathe
It was lovely
But I know that it's not what I need
It was good
But it's time for me to leave
Something doesn't feel right
Maybe it's the time
Something doesn't feel like it used to
And nothing really rhymes
Maybe it's the changing of the seasons
Or maybe it's a sign
Something doesn't sit well
Maybe it's the food
Something doesn't fit, well I think I always knew
That it could be the way I don't speak Spanish
Or it could be you
He feels good to come home to
But not to stay
I'm afraid
That he feels good to hold on to
But it feels good to say
That I'd be okay
Without you, I'd feel the same
I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone
All at once
And I don't know, I don't know
How to get back what was
Is it something in the wind or the rain that makes me
Sad n stuff?
Or is it just you?
He feels good to come home to but
Not to stay

nothing / sad n stuff // lizzy mcalpine

i miss you

I see chemtrails in the sky, but I don't see the plane
What the hell is my problem with taking the blame?
'Cause I play with my food and then someone else takes it away
It's so hard to believe, but I'm trying to change

I see lines in the sand, but I don't see who made them
I still listen to that band that you showed me last April
I still play with my food, I'm a child at the grown-up's table
It's so hard to believe, but right now, I feel stable

I moved away and I grew a few inches
What a shame, I had a chance and I missed it
And there are some days when I hear that song
And I hate to admit it
But I miss it, I do
Oh, I miss it, I miss you

Oh, I miss it, I miss it, I miss you
Oh, oh
Oh, I miss it, I miss it, I miss you

I see chemtrails in the sky, but I don't see the plane
I know that I feel it, but I don't know the name
I play with my food and then I throw it away
So hard to believe I have to grow up this way

I moved out and I made some new friends
Sometimes when I shout, it feels like no one hears it
And there are some days when I think that, somewhere, you're watching
As I grow up without you
I miss it, I miss you

I miss it, I miss you

chemtrails // lizzy mcalpine

lizzy mcalpine has me in a chokehold

Give me a minute
Just one will do
I'll say goodbye, to gossamer skies
The city will move out of frame
But it's still you
Who remains
Give me a minute
Kiss me again
I'll say goodbye, to cloudy blue skies
I'd trade all I got in my name
For you instead
Of this pain
Maybe it's time to forget you
Maybe it's time to throw dirt upon your name
Or place blame
But it's no one's fault
No it's no one's fault
We're just late
I'll give you a minute
Let you have peace
I'll say farewell, to what I can't tell
I bet that you'll do just the same
And maybe I'm
What remains

give me a minute // lizzy mcalpine

instrumental by Sing King Karaoke 

find it here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8R1xIYOwxRA

lost boy // ruth b

instrumental by dodie clark https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCKVfKr96Ifr3Dnhb6mhDAdw  //  https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCk-83b_vjgxPSHjVFZhR8fA

you can find it here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HpSAc3aeBnE


she // dodie clark

instrumental created by the babe Calidity
https://soundcloud.com/calidity

drive // oh wonder

instrumental by Your Music Boi
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6ugSSiLY28myAXNqbFwqFw

find it here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ai4a8WOHBns

all we do // oh wonder

instrumental by Gabe Scott
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCoJAQdzNskCwPzOWrrjIstw

find it here
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCoJAQdzNskCwPzOWrrjIstw



drowning // banks

instrumental by @psychotrades

find it here https://soundcloud.com/psychotrades/shrk-instrumental

shark // oh wonder

instrumental by https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCa5FbtHlVwFxWPBjlaJ42HA

find it here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fo7c7oFtaLc

not like the movies // katy perry

my new years resolution is to try and post more often & consistently so let's see if that works !

instrumental by Peachy Piano //
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqh0eTKgMsfWpg5OrFoKEvA

find it here //
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v01JE_3DhqY

My boy's being sus, he was shady enough
But now he's just a shadow
My boy loves his friends like I love my split ends
And by that I mean
He cuts 'em off
(What?)
My boy, my boy, my boy
Don't love me like he promised
My boy, my boy, my boy
He ain't a man and sure as hell ain't honest
My boy's being sus and he don't know how to cuss
He just sounds like he's tryna be his father (who are you?)
My boy's an ugly crier but he's such a pretty liar
And by that I mean he said he'd change
My boy, my boy, my boy
Don't love me like he promised
My boy, my boy, my boy
He ain't a man and sure as hell ain't honest
My boy, my, my boy, my friends
I love, love, I, I love, love my split ends
My boy
My, my boy, my boy
(Love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love)
(Alright dude, go trip over a knife)
My boy, my boy, my boy
Don't love me like he promised
My boy, my boy, my boy
He ain't a man and sure as hell ain't honest
You want me to be yours, well, then you gotta be mine
And if you want a good girl, then goodbye
You want me to be yours, well, then you gotta be mine
And if you want a good girl, then goodbye

my boy // billie eilish

UHH i worked semi-hard on this and did some new cool stuff i think idk

instrumental by Peachy Piano //
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqh0eTKgMsfWpg5OrFoKEvA

find it here //
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ypuu3uDF50I

hostage // billie eilish

heyyy im aliiive

instrumental by TAiradus Anthony //
www.youtube.com/channel/UCpQS4cs6XQdYZcLRQkbKU9A

find it here //
www.youtube.com/watch?v=M94-wMky8go&t=74s

normal // sasha sloan

instrumental posted by azlmusic // https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZu8xQWr-AjdPuzKSPmeZvg
 
find it here // https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mgPrK37c0k0

All the rights go to their respective owners.

bury a friend // billie eilish

SO SOUNDCLOUD WOULDN'T LET ME UPLOAD MY COVER SO PLEASE LISTEN TO IT ON YOUTUBE MAYBE>?

https://youtu.be/bct6-TD-_Vo

NOT everything i wanted // billie eilish

i feel bad about my body so heres this cya next time babiez

instrumental by Tentang Dunia //
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC7sbAK0o4ml9ecO063wxKdg

find it here //
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9GduYaAde74

Shut up, count your calories
I never looked good in mom jeans
Wish I was like you
Blue-eyed blondie, perfect body
Maybe I should try harder
You should lower your expectations
I'm no quick-curl barbie
I was never cut out for prom queen
If I get more pretty
Do you think he will like me?
Dissect my insecurities
I'm a defect, surgical project
It's getting hard to breathe
There's plastic wrap in my cheeks
Maybe I should try harder
You should lower your beauty standards
I'm no quick-curl barbie
I was never cut out for prom queen
If I'm pretty, will you like me?
They say, "Beauty makes boys happy"
I've been starving myself
Carving skin until my bones are showing
Teach me how to be okay
I don't wanna downplay my emotions
They say, "Beauty is vain
You'll only be happy if you look a certain way"
I wanna be okay
I wanna be okay

prom queen // beach bunny

hey life's been happening and stuff isn't that crazy ..... ok see u next time

instrumental by Music To My Ears //
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5wFTcad64wwB03fwEp8fcA

find it here //
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=__zxod2zKS4

made pretty by //
https://soundcloud.com/ihateshattered

Smoking cigarettes on the roof
You look so pretty and I love this view
We fell in love in October
That's why, I love fall
Looking at the stars
Admiring from afar
My girl, my girl, my girl
You will be my girl
My girl, my girl, my girl
You will be my world
My world, my world, my world
You will be my girl
Smoking cigarettes on the roof
You look so pretty and I love this view
Don't bother looking down
We're not going that way
At least I know, I am here to say
We fell in love in October
That's why, I love fall
Looking at the stars
Admiring from afar
(My girl, my girl, my girl)
My girl, my girl, my girl
You will be my girl
My girl, my girl, my girl
You will be my girl
My girl, my girl, my girl
You will be my girl
My girl, my girl, my girl
You will be my world
My world, my world, my world
You will be my girl

we fell in love in october // girl in red

this song is popular right?

instrumental by Pianonest //
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCAIE3xZnkKaiWB0_qUm3vqA

find it here //
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u599gNTP7Eo&ab_channel=Pianonest-Topic

made pretty by //
@ihateshattered


I got my driver's license last week
Just like we always talked about
'Cause you were so excited for me
To finally drive up to your house
But today I drove through the suburbs
Cryin' 'cause you weren't around
And you're probably with that blonde girl
Who always made me doubt
She's so much older than me
She's everything I'm insecure about
Yeah, today I drove through the suburbs
'Cause how could I ever love someone else?
And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one
And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone
Guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street
And all my friends are tired
Of hearing how much I miss you, but
I kinda feel sorry for them
'Cause they'll never know you the way that I do, yeah
Today I drove through the suburbs
And pictured I was driving home to you
And I know we weren't perfect
But I've never felt this way for no one, oh
And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone
I guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street
Red lights, stop signs
I still see your face in the white cars, front yards
Can't drive past the places we used to go to
'Cause I still fuckin' love you, babe (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
Sidewalks we crossed
I still hear your voice in the traffic, we're laughing
Over all the noise
God, I'm so blue, know we're through
But I still fuckin' love you, babe (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one
And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone
'Cause you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street
Yeah, you said forever, now I drive alone past your street

drivers license // olivia rodrigo

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