uuuffh, the *grrrrr sound on the background!

The Eternal Primeval Complex - 3

Here's another dubstep song I've been working on
a bit experimental
Inspired by Geoxor
YouTube: https://youtu.be/1lVFAG3BCkw
Download: https://www.mediafire.com/file/whe6zjwwv9mo71d/Heavenisreal777_Music_-_Rainy_Days.mp3/file

Hope you like it!
Artwork by あいな: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/88018209

Heavenisreal777 Music - Rainy Days

Jinglex - Rainy Days

Sefa - Asturias

I was never meant to be a music producer or an artist, idk why I keep doing this stuff, because with each passing day I feel worse and worse. This project was started around March 2021, and yes, I was sitting in it and working on it up until today with maybe 2-3 months break (while also working on other stuff).And YES, im using this caption as opportunity to adress my mental health in all this. Im not a special case or anything but I can't cope with it for much longer, I no longer enjoy the process and I'm too dumb to understand all the technical stuff like mixing and mastering.And I feel like a clown sometimes for taking SO long working on this while Im mostly free with no job. All the young producers around me are getting better than me, understanding better, and making a name out of themselves, while Im struggling to finish one mid-sounding track. I have this cancerous habit of comparing myself with others in anything I'm doing, be it producing or drawing and Im ruining my works by over adding stuff to make it sound perfect because Im desperate and I can't no longer see what Im missing in my works. The short of it is that, at the moment, I feel traumatized because of music and I REALLY don't want to deal with it any longer because of so many factors I described above...
I have a lot more to say about it, but in the end I will just say thank you for the people who support me and appreciate my work despite of it sounding bad, and thank you to @verdantbass , @thextamusic and @targetoblivion for helping me cope with this and giving me constant feedbacks on this, pls show these guys some love. (I know how everyone are struggling as well and is all part of the journey but I don't understand how to cope with it)

Idk if I will quit or not, because music is such an annoyance that I can't even rid myself of it. Enjoy this thing I call "complextro" for now...it ain't much but IT IS honest work.

Artwork by me: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/101467088

Youtube:
https://youtube.com/channel/UCKg3-KVLEE6gAe3MB3TqvqA
Instagram:
https://www.instagram.com/official.positive/

My World

CLOUD9999

SEFA - BILLX - OKO

Share the track with others. also join to my discord server: https://discord.gg/indx8

Full Compilation: 
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/376dP4mXKKnjK3AGunnxJv?si=nb-tpDFNT0S_Ex5dPEPgjA
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/time-rvge/sets/underworld-vol-2

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Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/time_rage
VK: https://vk.com/timervge
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@TIMERVGE

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Vertigo

Kotori - Violet Veil (INDX8 Remix) 
Artwork/cover : RIVUDK / INDX8

I've been thinking about creating this remix for a long time. @imkotori  is one of my favorite producers, so I decided to make this remix.
I need to develop my skills. I think I have combined two things well :3

💜Kotori: @imkotori
💜Original: https://soundcloud.com/imkotori/violet-veil
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💜Join My discord server:  https://discord.gg/indx8
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💜YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bUmRkJW9GfY
💜Newgrounds: https://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/1235545?updated=1691252032
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💜Contact me: m.s.borda4@gmail.com
💜Discord: INDX8

Kotori - Violet Veil (INDX8 Remix)

Fumiko - You

My biggest project ever up to date!! The tune was a bit inspired by Svrge's work.
Artwork is done by KIBI this time, big thanks to him for helping me with the project c:

KIBI: www.youtube.com/@srkibi

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J0-40rwLG3w

Totaledwind - Escape

HiTECH Meister

What Keeps You Awake

Melodic Shelter

Free Download

VAPID x ADIX -U.Z.I. [FREE]

MNTRL & TrapWolves - Falling

Spectral Convergence

Music keeps you alive.
Ásatrú
Sterad/Stera/Steral
inspirations : SKRILLEX, i_o, kompany, wooli, deadmau5, kotori, trance music, metal music, nature

Supported on: 
@hiraii (Hirai Music)
@inversenetwork 
@nekoedmvibes
@reinelexrecs
@dubstepgutter
@yume-network
@dubstep-edges
@hydraulic-records
@berzox-1
@ofcmusic
my infinite love to you all <3
and thanks to each and every one of you, who take a bit of your invaluable time to listen to some of this. <3<3<3<3<3<3<3

What Keeps You Awake

Steradlye

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