LYRICS: 
AWAKE, Fluorescent lights shine above me. I have awoke from my slumber. They told me I’ve been in a coma for about a month now.  Can’t believe, never thought I’d open my eyes and see the light of day again. I shall repent!  The doors fly open, hearts wide open, friends and family choking. Letting go the tears because they know I’m here, I guess I had a purpose. 
Wonder if I deserved it, 
This second chance 
Rose to the surface. 
Slowly not feeling worthless 
I serve a purpose 
Self love, Self hate, who am i to discriminate. I tried to fucking end it all and I almost did but I’m here right now. In a better state of mind, feeling better with time. That’s the best that I can say right now, cause there’s steps to this process till i can get out. 
Stop crying through the agony, Just face your fears and be a man.(X3)
It’s only you at the end of the day, don’t dig your grave, don’t waste away.

Awake

LYRICS: 
Worthlessness fills me, will I ever succeed. Bloods racing, I scream, but no one's listening. One more gasp, I breath, I’m slowly suffering. This is my self meditated misery. 
Take my hand if you want to see inside my mind, pure insanity, i won’t be here for long so if you wanna die then follow me. The voices inside don’t stop talking, the taunting, I feel them watching. All over my body, It feels so enticing. 
Can’t stop the self meditated misery, it’s all I have, it’s all I know.  
Can’t stop the self meditated misery, it’s all I know.  
So get off your high horse, and understand that I won’t change, even if I need help that’s my own pain I can't escape. Look me in the eyes and if you love me let me-be at peace, My dreams will become reality when i get eternal sleep. NOTHING, can save me from the dark. Consume my flesh as I’m your Holy Spirit, I’ll die for the better good, I’ll sacrifice myself so others can be understood.

Self Meditated

LYRICS: 
Mental depression, interconnected by a putrid substance I can’t break away from. Drilling into my head that I’m no one, the world might be better off. 
Cold sweats as I awake from my slumber, need my fix, yeah I need another. Can’t get away can’t escape, poison that I’ve filled my body with constantly has me in decay.
Take me back to the times (Take me back to the times) that I felt alive. Not in this haze, lost in the maze. Recovery. (X2) 
Where did I begin to let myself go, I don’t really know. I almost had it figured out, then you came around and brought me down. Deeper than I thought that I could ever go. Now I'm left inside the dirt as I slowly rot alone (slowly rot alone). Broken down, with no place to go. 
Take me back to the times (Take me back to the times) that I felt alive. Not in this haze, lost in the maze. Recovery. (X2) 
Lost inside the maze.
(Recovery) x3

Recovery

LYRICS: 
Trying to figure out what happened 3 years ago why I’m like this now. It was not your fault need to stop blaming others for mistakes I’ve made in the past. It’s okay, I’m the only person I should blame in my own hell. The voices still screaming, as my blood stands still. Tournament, agony embracing have no goals I’m further chasing. I left myself astray. Wasted time through wasted years cut all my ties and disappeared. What did I accomplish? I'm my own demon. I am my own judge and executioner. What is the meaning beyond this existence? Can somebody tell me. Death is the only thing promised in life, so why am I still breathing? Choking on thin air as putrid humans fill the skies with smoke, can’t escape it must embrace it life is nothing but a joke. Help is just a word you say when your about to give it up, suicides the action when you finally have had enough. HAD ENOUGH. 
This is it, I’m done, I’ve lived long enough to see that myself and no one else is gonna change. So what’s the fucking point of staying here if the same shits just gonna repeat itself every god damn day. I've been waiting for years and now the time has finally come to end it all. Lifeless hanging from a noose in the bathroom, I see my soul leave my being I’ve never been so at peace. No Pulse, No Pain, Silence consuming me. No Pulse, No Pain, Silence consuming me. No Pulse, No Pain, The silence has finally consumed me.

Nothing

LYRICS: 
Tell me why everything is bleak. I can't see anything but I see everything. Tell me why I barely feel my pulse, And on the inside still feel as if Im still breathing. 
Feelings of anguish, Impossible to extinguish. I took solace in my knowledge of being a piece of shit. 
Can’t figure what’s going on, the flicker of light on and off is this just a lucid dream or has my life finally came to loss. 
I hope that they read my letter, knowing that I am off better with the choice that I made to end my pain and all endeavors. I’m finally where I belong, where I've needed to be for so long! 
Purgatory was not made for me; there's no heaven or hell, so where’s my body resting at now

Unconscious

Scum

One Way Ticket

Forever

Forgotten

Lyrics : 
Someone, help me. 
I'm slowly but surely falling apart. 
Beaten down to be a broken man, only few will understand what the pain inside my mind has done to me I have become the obscurity. Look at me, I am obscurity.
False Hope
All you ever gave me was false hope, false hope, bleghhhh, false fucking hope. 
Sorrow and agony, constantly surrounding me, what can I possibly achieve an uncured mind lost in a fallacy. I just fucking want to believe that it was at least worth something the torment and the tears of what it came to be. Everything is bleak, I can barely speak, I've become my own hell, never let anyone come before yourself. 
Follow me, into the depths so I can finally see, what made me become so obsolete 
Follow me, into the depths so I can finally see, what made me become the obsolete.

Sterilizing the Deceased

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