Forgive me

Frozen eyes, watch from above
And I took away your clearance too
I need your security
Nothing real comes from me

I need to believe, what’s beyond me
Lying idols, sewn mouths can’t breathe 

Falling angel in the skyline
It said to watch out for the gleam
Out the way and behind my back
Hallucinating reasons to attack

Nothing real comes from me x4

Nothing Real

prod mix master cover art @meuhh

m stayin in my zone
if i stay up do you think that i'll feel slightly less alone?
i've been playing with my system, i'mma die before i'm old
when i'm 21, i'll celebrate my death with some patrón
i took it to the dome, i've been working on my tone
tap into the work before they turning off my phone
i was packing up the purple, yeah we talking hella slow
glad that i don't got a curfew, i'mma make another song

staying up all week until i make another placement
yeah, the feeling's sweet, it's why i'm always tryna chase it
tryna go to sleep, i always wake up uncomplacent
why's it always seem i hate the shit that i be making?
it hurts to be impatient, that's my only statement
all the love i'm seeing but i still think that they faking
running down the street i put my feet up on the pavement

it's freezing but i'm still gon be outside
and i only see the worth in getting high
there's a reason why I only wanna spit into the night
but recording isn't worth the feeling that it's not right
i'm just taking my time, (n) all the shit i find
it ain't even working if i'm losing my mind
it's like i'm doing circles, i can feel it in my spine
i just don't wanna lose it
i just don't wanna lose you

patrón (meuh)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s-YXtbgqCmI
vox by me
prod by me

Funny Feeling [prod. vektorcrush] MV IN DESC

With My Love (prod. M16)

prod. @sleezer7 x @djshamshel7k
vocals. @sleezer7 x @djshamshel7k
cover. @sleezer7 x @djshamshel7k

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@bloodyboyjoey @p3acexo @444jet
mastered by peacexo

hurt w/ peacexo (444jet)

trapping fake xans ion need the money i’m jus trolling 😂

rich tweakers (prod kleftik)

i'm sorry for the things that i don't even realise
it's only precious things that find my heart in real life
hold my hand and we can watch it burn in real time
flames up on my skin I don't know how it feels nice

I got the sword of Damocles up on my mind
this shit's a mess idk how to make it right
out in the streets and I got blinded by the lights
I need to sleep but I've been losing track of time

I feel like i'm marked for death
shooting pains inside my chest
pour the ghost out for my friends
i'm sorry I can't meet you yet

I know how to make my bed
but I still can't lay down and rest
when you cross my mind im pressed
only you know how this ends

I just wanna pick up a conversation
if there was something I could do so I could change things
if my life was worth that could I trade it

ima see you soon just be patient
the day been on my mind since I was in the basement
I've been trying to cut that loss, but I failed again
since you're gone, nothing ever was the same again

pressed

Nothing Moves

Denial

Experimental musician operating out of Iowa creating the things my brain tells me to play. @pretend-recordings

Nothing Real

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