I was 14 sitting in July at 4 am on the edge of the window looking at the sunrise while listening to this song. it was 10 years ago. nostalgia hits hard

DVЯK SE▲ - ╬═ LOST ═╬

Absolutely love the original - Had to remix this:

ORIGINAL - https://soundcloud.com/humanxtraffic/fresh-widow-1

HŮMΔN ŦRΔFFIC - soundcloud - @humanxtraffic 

HŮMΔN ŦRΔFFIC - facebook - https://www.facebook.com/HUMANxTRAFFIC

HŮMΔN ŦRΔFFIC - FRESH WIDOW [Sidewalks and Skeletons REMIX]

Rave Hobo-Girl

When the heart's shape doesn't fit with the one you expect
the one that you want
and you are looking for another one that makes you fall
not rise, even after disguise 

This is the place where our story begins
and the same place that we want to finish it
over those words we can't forget
over this legacy you'll errase

Story begins

Re-upload of an old track.
Free download.

Wasted Youth

GLASS TEETH - cosmetic surgery

show me what you do when you're in the dark
Hide what you do when you walk on the light

Expectations is all you have.
In search of affection in calloused hands.
Insecurity is a monster that only grows
What about when there is nothing to say?

Inject your fucking in my veins
direct in my foolish heart
You're so insensitive sometimes
but I need you.

Ignore me like I was vomiting the sidewalk
Spit in my face, cum in my heart
Say you never loved me
I hate to love you
I hate to love you


Purple

PHNTMZN - storm burn (prod. phntmzn bR)

✞✞✞ NOT MINE ✞✞✞

Lyrics:

You’ll never understand until you’ve been there.
Been down so much, that all you can manage to do now is sit there.
Thinking back at all the choices that you made to get there.
Pumping a fist to the sky telling god “it ain’t fair.”
But yo, we ain’t there.
How could it be with all this devastation and desperation surrounding me.
So put me in the ground ‘cause this life has just been pounded out of me,
The only reason I ain’t sleeping now ‘cause I got mouths to feed.
Why can’t I catch a break?
Why can’t I step away and wake up one morning and think that things wont be a mess today.
I gotta break the cycle somehow,
Sick of this pain, I'm sick of living this way.
Okay, I’m done now.
Not having fun now, there’s just so many reasons.
Feel as if my soul’s a broken puzzle and I’m missing pieces.
It’s real easy for you to judge them when you see them,
But you’ll never truly understand unless you’ve ever been there.
A place where hope was thin in the air.
If things are gonna get better tell me a ‘when’ and a ‘where’.
Sitting and staring in the mirror, nobody’s there,
That I know, feeling so alone and I’m scared that nobody cares.
My nights consist of so many prayers.
I once had so many dreams, I once was going somewhere.
Try and following steps before you start to compare,
Me to you and you don’t know me, now you think that that’s fair?
I never thought my path would lead me to the point I’m at now.
But before they get up, some people gotta fall down.
Some fall harder than others, they thought they had it all down.
Me, I take these experience and jot them all down.
But how do you cope when you think that hope is nowhere around?
How do you know where to go if you haven’t been found?
Yo, I’m saying it’s draining living this pain that I’m in.
You’re quick to judge me but you haven’t been the places I’ve been, c’mon.
You’ll never understand until you’ve been there.
Been down so much, that all you can manage to do now is sit there.
Thinking back at all the choices that you made to get there.
Pumping a fist to the sky telling god “it ain’t fair.”
But yo, we ain’t there.
How could it be with all this devastation and desperation surrounding me.
So put me in the ground ‘cause this life has just been pounded out of me,
The only reason I ain’t sleeping now ‘cause I got mouths to feed.
Why can’t I catch a break?
Why can’t I step away and wake up one morning and think that things wont be a mess today.
I gotta break the cycle somehow,
Sick of this pain, I'm sick of living this way.
Okay, I’m done now.
Not having fun now, there’s just so many reasons.
Feel as if my soul’s a broken puzzle and I’m missing pieces.
It’s real easy for you to judge them when you see them,
But you’ll never truly understand unless you’ve ever been there.

CVL† SH‡† - ßƟD¥ ßΔGƵ

i close my eyes
give myself to visions
you cut into me
with blind precision
choke my cries
i give kind submission
i'm yours, i'm yours
feed me derision
if you want me to
i'd fall, too
if you wanted to
i'd come, too

(lyrics and vocals by Charlie Dahmer)

choke my cries

Atrocity (ft. Wiicca)

still goin
working on something new...
summer 2025
contact: soundcloud

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