I try not to cry every time i get to the end of the line
I heard the cake is a lie
But i'm not one to trust what's not before my eyes
But now we're in trouble- good going!
I shed a tear when i lost my companion
Life is like a puzzle and i cant look up the walk-through
I get stuck on this level with its confusing geometry

Someone please come on and rescue me
If you put me in the corner catch me no-clipping
I feel like there's someone there watching me
I feel like i live for someone else's dream
I'm tired of living so tediously
It's time that i found out what's behind the screen
I never really felt any of the pain
Yet it's hard to remember that it's just a game

the cake is a lie (omgricky!)

THANK YOU KE$HA
TURN UP LIKE IT'S 2010
STAY TRASHY
YOLO

Animal

Your Love Is My Drug (KE$HA NIGHTCORE)

Teenage Dream: The Complete Confection

Part of Me (KATY PERRY NIGHTCORE)

devoted to icon Sita Abellan 

I <3 U @kesha UR my #2

NEON DESIGNER CLOTHES

this shit is 11 months old im just gunna post it hehe

im obsessedd!

prod. @https://soundcloud.com/lovelessemo
art @https://soundcloud.com/cyberskinakakitty

SOMETHING REAL prod. loveless

real juul hours. old song I was too embarrassed to release for a while
thank you joshrefe

Up Late! (prod. EpicHookBeatz)

debut of unreleased ecco2k song "Peroxide" recorded by me live at SXSW 4/14/2019

mastered by aerogarden

lyrics 
    at the bus stop
    c-c-crushin rocks
    (crush crush crush c-c-crush crush)
    and a [?????????]
    they all stare at me, i dont care at all
    everywhere i go, i could be wrong
    and you think we're the same, stay strong
    something feels so wrong (something feels so wrong)
    it's the way i look, the way i walk
    dont be scared of me when im not so hard
    like peroxide i stay dark
    dont go around here you might get robbed
    chop off your body parts, chop his arm off and take his watch
    like peroxide, [???] crushin rocks
    they all stare at me, i don't care at all

transcribed by Eincorgii

Ecco2k - Peroxide (unreleased debut live)

GET CONFUSED ABOUT WHAT'S YOURS(??) OR MINE!?!

feat. @neversaurisback aka https://soundcloud.com/thedriverfmmusic
prod. https://soundcloud.com/5vexe
mixed/mastered https://soundcloud.com/kidtrashpop
art https://soundcloud.com/cyberskinakakitty

lyrics:
(stevie_starlight)
with my bros getting crunk at the party
i turn around and what do i see
a girl that just looks just like me
it was wrong to the right degree
cheetah print cowboy hat
(she's got everything)
crop top, cute mop (and a nose ring)
*gasp* i disagree! 
I KISSED A GIRL WHO LOOKED JUST LIKE ME

(neversaur!)
LET'S THROW A PARTY, HIT THE BACARDI
HANDS IN THE AIR, LET'S GET THIS FUCKER STARTED
RAWR! RAWR! GIRL I'LL FUCK U IN MY GARDEN
NO WAIT! I'M A GENTLEMAN
YOU'RE GUNNA HAVE 2 PARDON

no don't walk away, please disregard it ..
creeper status I know, but you're having fun regardless
bombarded indecencies swept under the carpet
girl your misty eyes caused my metapod to harden
okay, yeah I'll chill but please realize what you're starting
dancing on the other guys while calling me your darling
don't f***ing laugh it's not cute and it's not charming
on second thought go ahead it's best I departed
WEREN'T YOU THE ONE THAT SAID I'D LEAVE YOU BROKEN HEARTED
WEREN'T YOU THE ONE THAT SAID PLEASE DON'T LEAVE..
WEREN'T YOU THE ONE THAT SAID I'D LEAVE YOU BROKEN HEARTED
WEREN'T YOU THE ONE THAT SAID PLEASE DON'T LEAVE 

heryearbookanthem forever</3

LOOKALIKES w/ neversaur! (prod. 5v)

"ob-vi-ous-ly"
- u replied 2 me

prod. @Faithloss
mixxed by @kidtrashpop <3

LYRICS!! https://genius.com/Steviestarlight-guaranteed-disasterr-lyrics
thanks to https://soundcloud.com/zeniak673

guaranteed_disasterr (prod. faithloss)

Ya Soshla s Uma, #кайфлайф

beat produced by https://soundcloud.com/alexich-vseredinu

LYRICS:

(stevie_starlight)
All those things she said x2
are running through my head x2

(lil.ru) 
весна весна ты так красна 
Открой глаза, я умерла 
Под кроватью с моими вещами
Лежат мои мечты об маями 
С косяком лёжа возле саней
Но все это умрет со мной в тайне 
Тайне тайне

Where’s your spirit where’s your angst 
I text you up but your so vein
Brains so itchy needs a scratch (scratch scratch)
Pour the lean in shake some ice 
Crystal girls be lining up 
Telling me my future's fucked
And I might sound a bit conceded
Cause my brain's casually receding   

Скажешь я сошла сумма но мне толь нужна она x 3

(stevie_starlight)
fuck the future, I just want to do her
spent too much time on my computer,
I love it, I hate it, I fake it til I make it!
What's more than frustrating,
is I can never shake it.
my life is crashing in on me
I cant breathe, I can't sleep or eat
I go hard cause I'm nvr lowkey,
I go hard
but the toll aint cheap

lil.ru feat. stevie✰starlight - DREAMYBABYY (as I slam my head against the wall) prod. aww boy

HERYEARBOOKANTHEM! (HYA!) is a CANCELED project by https://soundcloud.com/neversaurmusic and https://soundcloud.com/stevie_starlight

We made a few songs straight from '09 too hard not to drop, so I'll be releasing them into a compilation of "lost tracks" that'll eulogize our short lived $creamo-pop band. 

#HERYEARBOOKANTHEM! 

beat prod. https://soundcloud.com/prodyaxis

HERYEARBOOKANTHEM! - EVIL KIDS, RAISE UR FISTS (prod. y-axis)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/maybelmeow
featuring https://soundcloud.com/zeniak673
mixed/mastered by https://soundcloud.com/alexich-vseredinu

LYRICS!!!
(zeniak)
everything seems so far away always
boxcutter on my nightstand illuminates the darkness
the darkness of missing you
sometimes I feel like I got nothing to lose, it's true
I'm popping on the Internet, but my life is boring
barely have friends and I'm dying every morning
I live inside my head, and I'm always doing nothing
I'm always at a ledge, always thinking about jumping
IT'S ABOUT TO BE ANOTHER EMPTY NOVEMBER, DECEMBER
NO ONE KNOWS WHAT I'M TRULY AFTER
U DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL WHEN I'M OUT THERE
DESPAIR, SO WEAK, SO POWERLESS

(stevie_starlight)
I'm finding it so hard to do anything at all anymore
I'm finding hope in my distractions,
so c'mon bby give me some action!
nowhere, that's a new direction
ambiguous destination
I'm "On My Way!"

I stayed up late the other night
just reading shit about people's lives

fuck, well I'll never be on Wikipedia...
or spend noteworthy time
doing, really, anything
DOING ANYTHING WITH MY LIFE!!1

powerless ft. zeniak (prod. maybel)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/2007myspacegirl #2007
featuring https://soundcloud.com/v1olet6 FKA @evanjolley AKA the M.V.P.

LYRICS:
(stevie)
rightnow, i'm fiending on the comedown
somehow, i miss yeah i strike out
i'm down 2 points in the last round,
i'm outplayed, i'm homebound
i tried HARD for my hometown,
but they wanted a touchdown,,,
RE-DO it like NUKETOWN
now i'm back on the couch again... say hello to my friends!!!

(v1olet)
and i know i let my fam down
and i know i let my team down
got struck out in the last inning, the last round
HEY KILLER! know ur playing for keeps
my hearttt, it simply weeps
its been weeks since i gave up

(stevie)
DON'T STOP, DON'T STOP
U GOT THISS
DON'T WORRY ABT EVERYONE TALKING
CHECK UR CALENDAR 
DO U NEED ANOTHER REASON?
NO I'M NOT UNDEFEATED
BUT IT'S COMEBACK SEASON@!!!11

/(v1olet)
and i rrly need a comeback, i just rrly wanna give up
(stevie)\
finaly round, i think i gotta CLUTCH now
last alive, Cold-Blooded on Nuketown
i dropped the ball, but i won't let it get me down
it's comeback season!!!!!!1!!

(evan)
cos we're all just failures, no we wont win in time
cause we're all just failures, it's comeback season time
NO SENSE IN LOSING THIS ONE
you got mind on that u got ur game stronggg
won't let it go, u run the lap, you'll catch the ball👌

(stevie hook)

(v1olet outro)

hey killer [comeback season] ft. evan jolley (prod. ☆2007☆)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/alexich-vseredinu <333

LYRICS:
(stevie)
I'm feeling so scared of 23
feels like there's nothing going for me
get home and get on the internet, chat up the people ive never met
promise me a night that i wont forget, 
i'll promise you ill probably leave u on read

i used 2 be so much cooler, don't tell me i peaked in high school
i used to be so much cooler, now i'm at home stuck on my computer

i'm not even good at what i waste my time on
i spend my money like i don't have long
i wasted my time when i made this song, im going nowhere
- I CAN'T GO WRONG -

recently, i've come to realize
i'm only getting older and i'm gunna die
i had all these plans that i made in advance
i never had a chance, did i? I never had a chance...

i don't even know what i wanna be
feels like there's nothing going on for me
get home, get on the internet, obsess over ppl ive never met
HMU i promise u i want it, one day i swear that i'll be hotshit

i used to know WTF was up,
now what was open really feels shut
i cant help but feel like such a loser
BLINDED BY THE LIGHT in front of my computer 0_0

get home, get on the internet (prod. aww boy)

feat https://soundcloud.com/820

art by https://soundcloud.com/psychokittyzombie

LYRICS:
(stevie_starlight)
i was feeling like death u said "let's go"
the flowers arent fresh not anymore
never reach blindly for the door
just another lesson to ignore
pins and needles, the mess inside my head
the remedy goes-- ur better off dead
clearly mistaken, don't know where I am
the streetlights they guide me
to indeterminate land
i'm all at once surrounded by friends and my fam
they're some holograms
BLOOD RED EYES in Amsterdam
and I used to only think about the Jesus and Mary Chain
and all of those old songs they'd sing, like "Taste of Cindy"
slow motion in the city
and I tried and I tried 
but U looked right thru me,

(nosgov)
guide me to a place
where no one has a face
barely tying ends
i still got the bitter taste
had to leave i had to change
couldnt stay the way im made
there's something in the way
but i'll wait for better days
better days
feel like im deep in the maze
guide me to a place
where no one has a face
ill give u a second chance
always been a second place

<3

better days... ft. nosgov

prod. https://soundcloud.com/maybelmeow
featuring https://soundcloud.com/zeniak673

LYRICS:
(stevie)
lets go home, whats the worst feeling
that place can manage to hold
& with the screen door slamming I thought u finally caught me
sneaking out through the back gate for no particular reason

(zeniak) 
it's so hard to put in the effort
when it feels like i have no reason to be here
mood swinging from one night to the other
nothing is what i fear
nothingness : what i fear
but i've been living with it now for so many years
sometimes i cant even find comfort in my fantasies
but all that i know how to do now is cling to these dreams

(stevie)
can u ask ur self right now
are u really checking out?
do u think u made the grade?
lived up to what u said?
in the daylight ive been up like all night
dead space in my room
all my shit's come alive
and no matter how far it seems
it's such a short drive

dead space ft. zeniak (prod. maybel)

<3 https://soundcloud.com/820 & https://soundcloud.com/srdbeatz
art by amazing https://soundcloud.com/psychokittyzombie

(nosgov)
I WOULD DO ANYTHINGgg
just to see your face
when i want
one glance

its like im made of glass
throw it at my face
i crush i crush
(2x)

stevie))
MEANT SAID FELT
all alone now
gotta let it out
cos i wanna
no seat belt
getting lost now
inside out
laura palmer
thanks for your offer but im good with just water
ive been gone like all party and im just feeling better
ive been trying to find her before i forget her
looking for a place where i adore the weather

meant, said, felt ft. nosgov (prod. srdbeatz)

don't fall asleep,, cuz my railz pretty weakO.O

follow https://soundcloud.com/lildotru
prod. https://soundcloud.com/maybelmeow

"PERMANENT" ..the first full length stevie starlight album.. will be dropping SOON!

railz ft. lil.ru (prod maybel)

featuring Delcada
"When it gets really late, we just run through the woods, screaming like banshees, covered in paint and glitter"
http://t08.deviantart.net/sSCLPulFEYbDsI-7gn2xGkZFf-4=/300x200/filters:fixed_height(100,100):origin()/pre15/0762/th/pre/f/2008/007/8/4/angel_in_my_sight_by_thecaretaker91.jpg
r.i.p. james dean rip Paul Walker lilpeep brittany murphy, Edie Sedgwick Pac n Biggie of course
THIS SHIT WON'T LAST

dead celebrities w/ delcada

prod. https://soundcloud.com/sorrow-eyes

LYRICS:
(stevie_starlight)
IF i could have it all, that would be so perfect
i'd throw it all away, cause i know that i'm not worth it
how am i supposed to move on? i can't take this anymore
wake up late and put my shoes on, now i'm walking thru the door
everybody hates my lately, thinkin i could call u maybe?
talk abt how this shit so crazy
take a hit n try again next week
cos things r different after all, felt it when i saw u at the mall
we were high on laughing gas, listen to https://soundcloud.com/johnrefe he said it best
u know we got it bumpin' out the dash, those times we had last yr were so gas
if i said, what i meant, when i felt it
i'd prolly be somewhere floating
& i swear this shit is so crazy
hard drugs got my heart beating
i'm #1 but u dont see me >,<
i stay inside but i'm lookin so steezy
if i said, what i meant, when i felt it
i'd prolly be somewhere floating
if i said, what i meant, when i felt it
& i swear this shit is so crazy
U got ur hands around my throat, U squueze without knowing i love to choke
i'm gunna write you one last note, gunna fill it with all my hope
those dreams mean nothing to me, now i'm starting to see more realistically
i'm right where i've wanted to be, nowhere close to free,
but that shit aint cheap, no
got money on the dresser, don't ever wanna forget her
feels liek this is my last chance, moving on to the same place
try again, do it in a new way, always think. i'm. going. crazy.!!

nothing beats the way i felt last week,
now it feels like everyone hates me.

last week (prod. sørrowful tears)

rare Harley long sleeve/Remember 4 me

Sun's coming up but it's just not enough.


thank you https://soundcloud.com/b07gem + https://soundcloud.com/r1ffey

lil.ru on the art!<33 https://soundcloud.com/lildotru

b07gem, riffey + stevie_starlight - FROM DUSK 'TIL DAWN (prod. b07gem)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2NLeW05_ukM

mmrs chiptune 3style prod. HenryHomesweet*UNOFFICIAL**

it's funny how the people that hurt you the most are the ones that swore they never would

beat by https://soundcloud.com/prodiv <3

lyrics:
shaky hands on the keyboard, carpal tunnel syndrome
six digits on the StatTrak, i wanna go home
they say u should nvr look back, well, they're scoping yr domee
three(!) racks on my StatTrak - if u know, u know
i can see u thru ur webcam, i can find anyone
Left 4 Dead in the morning, they said that this would be fun
our connection is perfect, what do u mean that we're done?!
flash bang as a warning
.. I always knew this day would come..
come out 2 night check ur invite
its late, that's fine, Half Life, no time
spend it online, rare shit i find, blogspot archive
digital moonlight this server feels alright
throw it back for the 1 time... this shit feels like summertime...
reset the StatTrak, i dont wanna look back.
leave it on the marketplace u might wanna get that
reset the StatTrak, never going back
leave it on the marketplace so u can have my swag
reset the StatTrak, its a back stab
never look back, like a half-cab

Never trust anyone, they all betray you in The End (Carpal tunnel syndrome) prod. i.v.

NOBODY WANTS A LOSING TEAM!

best producer https://soundcloud.com/loulovemail thnx u~

LYRICS-
saw u at the mall, promise u i ball
heaven only knows, that was a close call
u know i wanna know, will u add me when u get home?
do u think im swag? when will U tell me that??
one shot it took to beat
nobody wants a losing team! 
i fuccked up and WENT FOR THREE
now the whole school THEY ALL HATE ME
they say U can be anything U wanna be
well i wanna be a STAR and i wanna KNOCK SPEAKERS
i wanna look up
from my shot
just to see ya
out in the stands 
watching me take the free throw
i wanna run the show, this forsure i know
tumblr page throwin' shade, center stage, notice meeh
love is hard to find, but it's friday night
thought i saw U at my game but the lights were much too bright
one shot it took to beat
nobody wants a losing team! 
i fuccked up and WENT FOR THREE
now the whole school THEY ALL HATE ME
they say U can be anything U wanna be
well i wanna be a druggie an i wanna eat pizza
i wanna check FACEBOOK?!?! in hopes that i'd see ya :D
don't mind me I just had a bad weekend

one shot prod. louise

GG this one's for my squad

LYRICS

I LOOK PRETTY GOOD ON THE OUTSIDE
BUT I KNOW I'M NOT WORTH SAVING
THE NAME OF THE GAME IS SELF DESTRUCTION
AND THIS GAME HAS LEFT ME JADED

WANNA HEAR ABOUT HOW IT WAS NOT ENOUGH
TO SIMPLY ROLL THE DICE AND RELY ON LUCK
SOMETHING SINISTER HAS GONE AND RUN AMUCK 
& NOW IT'S UP TO US TO CLEAN THIS SHIT UP

LEAVE ME BEHIND -LIEUTENANT DAN-
MAYBE ONE DAY YOU'LL UNDERSTAND
IF I COULD BUY US SOME MORE TIME
& NOT GO DOWN IN A BURNING RAIN OF FIRE

FIRE IN YOUR EYES WHEN YOU SAY YOU'RE BORN TO KILL
& I DISREGARD WHEN THE SHOTS RING OUT
'CAUSE I KNOW WAR IS HELL

JUST STUCK IN MY ROOM I WANNA DIE FOR SOMETHING RIGHT
WE'VE BEEN TRUDGING THROUGH THE MUD ALL NIGHT
YEAH THE SQUAD WAS PRETTY TIGHT, 
BUT I'M MAKING SURE YOU MAKE IT OUT ALIVE

STUCK IN A QUEUE BUT I GOTTA PULL THROUGH
I GOT OUR SIX DON'T YOU WORRY ABOUT THIS
I SPOTTED CHARLIE BUT I THINK THAT THEY SAW ME
DON'T LEAVE THE LOBBY BABE WE'RE LOSING OUR ARMY

THEY'RE CAPPING OUR BASES I DON'T THINK WE'LL MAKE IT
WE'RE DOWN TO THE END NOW AND ALL I CAN SAY IS
DON'T BE A HERO YOU'LL GO MANY PLACES
BUT I WANNA GO DOWN KNOWN AS "THE GREATEST"

ACABs in the chat, plz!

THE GREATEST

it's 2010... forever
@openmicnightnextweekend

stevie☆starlight

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