sorry i kind of disappeared for a bit, i've been struggling with low confidence really bad but i'm trying to push through and keep uploading original songs, I think I'm finally starting to find my voice a little bit better and hopefully am improving

Lyrics:

Markings on the wall, do you ever gaze back at me?
Do you try to make something out of nothing?
Do you ever dream that I'm dying in your arms?
Do you dream that you can do something about it?

Under the cloud cover, just me and the dirt
Our faces meet, three inches apart
Familiar scent of the home of worms and prayers
Like the ones I used to uproot when I was too young to care 

I took everything i could carry in my hands
I called you my home as I ripped apart your limbs
How fast the color fled right from your form
I burned you alive just to keep me warm

You're the only thing thats made me feel at home
Inside my skin, inside of my own bones
You're the only thing thats made me feel at home
Inside my skin, inside of my own bones

bones - original song

from 2021.
sampled guitar
photo by bryan schutmaat

whimper

close the casket

website : https://odeo2000.carrd.co
youtube : https://youtu.be/tJS0fqFupGY
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produced, arranged, "mixed" & "mastered" by odéo
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the drums kinda suck to be honest but those CHORDS
next time i'll use a lead i'll EQ it better than that, my EARSSS
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02/26/2023 - February 26, 2023

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i’ll go running when the wind shifts
i have a fear of gerri g seasick 
sneak out of the house 
my dad works the night shift 
with not a dollar to spend 
you gave me your hand 
said “i’ve got time to lend you” 
i took it and walked four steps ahead of you 
believe that it’s true, you’re eight steps ahead of me 
we talked to the moon, but she wouldn’t talk back 
(when you pointed out how 
i’d love to the moon and never make it back) 
i jokingly pegged you 
only let down your guard when you absolutley need to 
you wouldn’t fight me 
when i declared
how i don’t understand 
how anyone could ever leave you 
do you know the movie, 
carried by the firefly on its back 
used to let me feel you 
but now you don’t do that 
your mom always loved bowie 
wouldn’t believe it when cohen died
she cared for music, as do you 
i fall on hard times, but you can’t feel the ground beneath you 
already asleep 
at three am 
you still let me wake you up 
with a nursery rhyme

Raymond

thursday night shenanigans


i been on my own and i been facing myself
i cant change for the wealth
fuck the favors u felt
that i owed you i ain’t spose to giveaway nothing else
how im raised baby that’s how i’m taught
i don’t feel the same and shit i blame it on me
it’s a shame i cant seem to find a way i can be
how i was 
when i spent the days witchu a lot
but i guess it’s how i’m raised how i’m taught 

shit look like a catastrophe 
couple bucks that i’d get this bitch fall back on me
ina couple months i can prolly run up the speed
fuck ya morality 
i tuck this gun in da briefs
bitch it’s either one 
fuck that lame u cuff ovah me 
bitch a blunt
in these lungs
i don’t want ya to bug
i get love from girls that want a ring not the lust
keep it hushhh
never break ya trust
keep it too g from the jump

i don’t write enough anymore it’s crazy cuz
everytime i fucking jump on the chords it i get rush 
luck and sum above made ya boy to what he does
if i said it bitch it’s up
period i ain’t leave crumbs

How Am Raised

(Yea yea)
I sometimes hate God for my own pessimism 
I just hope the pain comes with holy pension 
A bastard by birth, my ma ain’t want me though
Tried to end what was given to me, God, I’m finally home
Reopened up session settings, dog, I’m feeling desperate 
Therapeutic check ins from niggas who want my blessings
Paranoid in my own vessel
Smile creases still hide depression 
Headphones in, the music holds me 
Too contemplative 
4 walls, closing me off in isolation
Embarrassed how the bros see how a nigga living (fuck em!)
I told the homie that I’m fine, cuz I don’t think he’ll get it
Fear of intimacy, I tend to cut my ties 
My issues still compartmentalized
My soul is split in five
Burdened with self worth I deem is nothing well served
I don’t feel ashamed
How could you recognize a feeling when that shit is just your natural state?
Probable
My ego comes out to play 
When your friends who encourage you make you think that they possibly dick riding you
Though you believe it, man it’s not the truth
Thinking that you Atlas, trying to support the world 
Picking chunks from your soul just to hold it firm
Indian giver, why you feel to let it go?
How the fuck I’m 27 but feel 24?

The Lord is my light and my salvation
Whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the stronghold of my life
Of whom shall I fear?
(Oh ah ah)
(Running, running, running)
(Running, running, running)
(Oh ah ah)
(Running, running, running)
(Running, running)
The Lord is the stronghold of my life
Of whom shall I fear?

call my name (feat. feezo)

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