don’t wanna be like them
i dont wanna be my job
can’t say i wanna be your friend
dont wanna be another snob

they say i need to grow up
they say i need to grow up
they say i need to grow up
they say i need to grow up


don’t tell me who i am
i am who ever i choose to be
dont wanna live in your realm
they treat me like an alien


i think they’re all stuck in their minds
nobody really live their lifes
imagine worrying over the gas price
while another place children dies

we got materialistic problems
working over time trying to solve them
what country should we nuke this week
worrying in your new fresh bed sheets

Grow Up

anotha gez cover
dont take the song too seriously lolol

go listen to the original: https://soundcloud.com/gezebellegaburgably/christ-church-bible-study-club-1

christ church bible study club (gezebelle gaburgably cover)

Rap and Hardstyle meet here. Just some for fun.

Oskili- Cud (hardstyle remixxx)

I hate this life
And i don't know why
My brain is so fried 
I want to rewind 
And I'm so confined 
Her skin so divine 
But I'm so behind 
I want to die 

Rotting in my room
Rotting in my room
I'm so stuck and blue
Rotting in my room 

I hate this life
And they will know why
I showed all the signs 
But they're still surprised 
I swear i did try
My calm is too dry
I just need my nine
My aim won't be high 

Death is in the room
Death is in the room
A bullet just for you
Death is in the room

Vocals by https://soundcloud.com/1heelflip?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

MV: https://youtu.be/9bdIz0GRc6w?si=7kczU_4ofmFQRFJq

Bianca lol

(404me)
Can't believe it had to turn out this way
Never thought you had to die in a shitty place
In my car I'll kill you with my fucking mall knife
Cut ur throat
shirt blood soaked
I'll drain your shitty life 

Why are you still in my fucking life
Your so fun but you make me wanna die
Being w u makes me wanna throw my life
It'll be fun when i plan our suicide

(Heelflip)
let's just start, suicide
on my mind, wanna die
nothing matters anymore
nothing matters all
i'm done with myself sitting here in apathy
in my home
in my room
antipathy consumes me it's goin' in my brain
yea i feel crazy, goin' insane
and i guess i'm fuckin' crazy
crazy 4 u
i feel feel crazy do you too
sometimes
sometimes
oooo
let's just start, suicide
on my mind, wanna die
nothing matters anymore
nothing matters all
i'm done with myself sitting here in apathy
in my home
in my room
antipathy consumes me it's goin' in my brain
yea i feel crazy crazy crazy
antipathy consumes me it's goin' in my brain
yea i feel crazy stupid stupid
let's just start, suicide
on my mind
nothing matters anymore
just wanna die in an early grave
in an early grave woahh

MALL KNIFE FREESTYLE (ft. Heelflip)

die alone

ANTHROPOPHAGUS

I y ri cs -;-

m༙྇a༙྇y༙྇b༙྇e༙྇ i༙྇t༙྇s༙྇ t༙྇i༙྇m༙྇e༙྇
t༙྇o༙྇ t༙྇h༙྇r༙྇o༙྇w༙྇ a༙྇l༙྇l༙྇ o༙྇f༙྇ t༙྇h༙྇i༙྇s༙྇ a༙྇w༙྇a༙྇y༙྇
p༙྇u༙྇t༙྇ m༙྇y༙྇ e༙྇n༙྇e༙྇r༙྇g༙྇y༙྇ i༙྇n༙྇t༙྇o༙྇ a༙྇n༙྇o༙྇t༙྇h༙྇e༙྇r༙྇ p༙྇l༙྇a༙྇c༙྇e༙྇
g༙྇e༙྇t༙྇ a༙྇ j༙྇o༙྇b༙྇.༙྇ w༙྇o༙྇r༙྇k༙྇ a༙྇t༙྇ a༙྇ p༙྇a༙྇c༙྇e༙྇

i༙྇l༙྇l༙྇ b༙྇e༙྇ l༙྇i༙྇k༙྇e༙྇ e༙྇v༙྇e༙྇r༙྇y༙྇o༙྇n༙྇e༙྇ e༙྇l༙྇s༙྇e༙྇
s༙྇t༙྇r༙྇i༙྇p༙྇ m༙྇y༙྇s༙྇e༙྇l༙྇f༙྇ o༙྇f༙྇ c༙྇a༙྇r༙྇e༙྇s༙྇
s༙྇i༙྇n༙྇k༙྇ d༙྇o༙྇w༙྇n༙྇ t༙྇o༙྇ n༙྇o༙྇r༙྇m༙྇a༙྇l༙྇i༙྇t༙྇y༙྇
a༙྇b༙྇a༙྇n༙྇d༙྇o༙྇n༙྇ p༙྇e༙྇r༙྇s༙྇o༙྇n༙྇a༙྇l༙྇i༙྇t༙྇y༙྇

i༙྇v༙྇e༙྇ b༙྇e༙྇e༙྇n༙྇ t༙྇h༙྇i༙྇n༙྇k༙྇i༙྇n༙྇g༙྇ a༙྇ l༙྇o༙྇t༙྇
a༙྇b༙྇o༙྇u༙྇t༙྇ t༙྇h༙྇e༙྇ p༙྇a༙྇t༙྇h༙྇s༙྇ i༙྇v༙྇e༙྇ c༙྇h༙྇o༙྇s༙྇e༙྇
a༙྇n༙྇d༙྇ a༙྇l༙྇l༙྇ t༙྇h༙྇e༙྇ p༙྇e༙྇o༙྇p༙྇l༙྇e༙྇ i༙྇v༙྇e༙྇ a༙྇p༙྇p༙྇o༙྇s༙྇e༙྇d༙྇
w༙྇i༙྇s༙྇h༙྇i༙྇n༙྇g༙྇ t༙྇i༙྇m༙྇e༙྇ j༙྇u༙྇s༙྇t༙྇ f༙྇r༙྇o༙྇z༙྇e༙྇

maybe its time

3. Die Gequälte Seele

 (hf)
---
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
why did i have to bleed
im dying filled with apathy
need to get away from me
need to get some helppp
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
no i
i dont understand
damn this ones my favorites
i just wrote this song for you
and feeling super distant (distant)
thinking im just crazy for you
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
why did i have to bleed
im dying filled with apathy
oooooooo
dying filled w apathy
filled w apathy
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand..

--
(lifeisspirals)
--

you promised
i held it
to my chest
and im trying my best
but i cant get any rest
i really wish i could reset
cuase you used to worry about me
and youre the only girl in my dreams
and lately i cant get any sleep
and i dony have any plans on getting clean
and im feeling like a ghost
im sure i do more than most
cause i dont have any friends
and i dont have any bones
and everywhere i go outside
everybody leaves me alone
no one talks to me 
im crying everynight so i cant get any sleep
or im always just reminded i swear that youre haunting me
but im the one ghosted everyone and dissapeared
ive beenmn feeling so ugly you made so insecure
i dont wanna go out and i speak again
gonna blow halft off my face off and ill die and your haunt your friends and be a ghost
--
techclub comp 2 4/20 #techclub

heelflip & lifeisspirals - wrote this song 4 u (reset)

don't stop right now

𝔉𝔯𝔬𝔪 𝔑𝔬𝔯𝔴𝔞𝔶. 
Est. 2021
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/49O2PumSWRagqGGwjpu4sh

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