anxiety

anxiety (lileffort)

@gulo-friend @xanxan716

tj//
fuck you
u wanna talk to me like that i think its disrespectful
im dressed in business casual
yohji pour homme neck tie it says fragile
if u wanna make it last then u should take a photograph
baby u can look but u cant touch me im not down for a chat
i think u only wanna hurt me whats up with that? :(
yeah they wanna try me and lie to me and i cant fuck with that
said nice things but i take it back
i dont really care cause im counting my stacks
gotta meditate 20 bands 20 bands
OK! brand new bag
and they hit my line asking things like tj where u at
ive been working on my stats
big numbers, i like that <3
and its really fuckin annoying how u wasting all my time
why u send me that emoji thats a really funny sign
pretty baby she likes fucking up my psyche thats my type
i dont wanna act like we're friendly cause u make me lose my mind

gulo//
i don't trust you
she don’t wanna let go, it’s a trust fall
i don’t wanna try some shit just to lose it all
god damn, lock it up back in the vault
she don’t wanna get out of my head
aww
aww
she don’t wanna get out of my head

naim//
I'm looking for dxm in my desk at 3am.
I have an unstable mental state.
I want the end to come rather than repeat.
2,3time failure
Don't look in my eyes.
You lie to the unforgivable past.
This relationship ends when I notice a lie.
I've had enough.
Distance that can be separated
at any time.
I'm hurt and no one wants to believe.
I know it's impossible, but give me back the time.

bizness casual ft. gulo + Xan Naim

prod @kggn

[mei]
i think i had enough i just been through much and now i realize
analyse clear my vision now i see ur stupid lies
in ur eyes i see it in ur eyes u cannot fool me twice
traumatized i think im traumatized u cannot heal me

blood & despair, lost in my head 
no im not the same, rot in my bed
do my best u dont seem to care
keep it all inside like every single day

it lost its taste just like a chewing gum
why i cant just spit it out?
ur words keep on hurting me like knife
going in and out
i trace my heart i keep it safe & sound

if im being honest its not what i wanted
spojrz na moje dlonie, cale sa czerwone
czemu nie gadamy o tym jak temu zapobiec?
moze chcemy pobiec, kazdy w swoja strone?

i can feel it through veins, paralyzed
cant scream through my pain
do or die noo this is not a game
ask me if im fine im not okay

i dont know what the cause is
"thats just how it is"
ill wait a 1000 days i promise
i want u to be honest with me
u dont want it, i see
i feel nauses, i bleed
down to my knees

vision (kuru)

Shabby Star

​кошмар ​xd (prod. zeromandia)

Orchid - Retrieval

глаза чище дорогих линз w/ sqwore

I want to live forever.

some backstories on genius.com/Junoes-slightly-going-mad-lyrics

0:00 "slightly going mad"
2:10 "angel from Heaven"
4:20 "Rap song"
5:40 "Gift for you"
7:40 "Sakura-irreplaceable"

9:13 "determination"
11:01 "hotel motel" with
13:33 ⠀⠀⠀and "&"⠀⠀⠀⠀@Remiyu
15:25 "september demo"
16:16 "icecream"

18:18 "Ukulele"
20:00 "thinks it sounds cool" 
21:48 "Loved by" 
23:21 "a long time ago" @Verbaa...
25:15 "fran-bow"

12 - stillw4ter x oddball owen

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