a winter love song for friends, community, and family (chosen and otherwise). im so sorry for the crying, this voice memo is from right when I finished writing it and I was VERY emotional. ehheheheheheheheh.  I hope this winter makes u feel warm and loved.

Jimmy's Lullaby

TRISTAR COLUMBIA FREESTYLE

ME N MY BROLLA

[...]WAYSWANTED

decisions

AIRLIFTED

produced by jig.eighty and myself

Babygirl come get inside 
Pushed everyone out my life 
I’ve been 
Spending nights on psilocybin 
I’ve been 
Trying not to realize it 
We will always run the cycle 
You are always on my mind 
I see 
Windows closing, minimizing 
Searching for a way to get it right with– 
Don’t know how I live this life 
I live 
Contemplating suicide, I’ve been 
Heard about it all, you’re doing fine 
Now, now, now, now 
Searching for a way to get it right without– 

You 
(Where I’m from, yeah) 
(Always, always) 
You 
(Where I’m from, yeah) 
(Always, always) 
You 
(Where I’m from, yeah) 
(Always, always) 
You 
(Where I’m from, yeah) 
(Always, always) 

Ohh, ohh, ohh ohh 
(Always) 

Spending nights on psilocybin 
You are always on my mind 
We will always run the cycle 
Lord, help me break up out this cycle 

Stagger ‘cross the ceiling 
I’ve been walking in a dream 
and I can’t seem to shake the feeling 
I’ve been bleeding, yeah it’s true 
(trying not to realize it) 
Bobbing, I’ve been weaving 
I’ve been ducking any chance to see you 
Need to be alone, 
But tonight I’m needing you 
(not to realize it) 
People keep approaching me 
Reporting to me 
Like its my responsibility 
To go and tell you what to do 
(trying not to realize it) 
Im feeling anemic, 
Haven’t eaten in a couple weeks 
The demons always seem to come and drag me back to–

home [ruft]

(device control - intro - not included !)

tracklist

0:00 - at your best (you are love)
5:20 - alabama
6:46 - mine
7:16 - u-n-i-t-y
10:11 - a certain way
10:22 - comme des garçons
11:22 - xenons
11:52 - honeybaby
12:01 - wither
14:35 - hublots
16:04 - walk away
16:23 - in here somewhere
18:08 - slide on me
21:15 - sideways
23:10 - florida
24:25 - impietas
25:00 - deathwish (asr)
26:21 - rushes
29:47 - rushes to
31:57 - higgs
35:38 - mitsubishi sony

frank ocean - endless (full album)

i don't know you at all (voice memo)

lyrics:

where did you go, angelina?
why did you take my foolish heart?
i should've known, angelina
i was never right for that part

i could've sworn, angelina
we would get hitched and you'd be a bitch about
getting us there on time
i'd thank the lord for angelina
oh, so i guess the wedding
i'll never be getting
will live in the back of my mind

i never loved you more than when you said goodbye
cause maybe i knew that love wasn't honest if you had to lie
i never loved you more than when you walked away
cause maybe i knew, angelina, you'd never stay

* trumpet solo ;) *

are you coming home, angelina?
i think i'm done trying to hold on to you
i think you should know, angelina
that i'd probably fall again if you wanted me to
and she said i love you so i said it back but i
wished she was you

decisions

stinkytofugrandma

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