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Hate myself i don’t wanna be alive 
Off the building im taking a dive
Don’t like how u lookin im takin yo eyes 
I start to wonder why I even try 
Damn, why am i so shy 
Damn, why am i this guy 
in the mirror i dont like my reflection 
Put my heart in a song & she walk out and left me
High in the sky i fly high like a pelican 
Debating, she leaving , she walk out, she gone.
I’m recording our love and she breaking my phone 
I don’t like how i look so im breaking my bones 
I get high and cry.  That’s me in my zone 
U shine bright in the sky like the North Star 
Put the bullet in my brain I don’t want talk 
Chop off both of my legs I do not want walk 
Tell me what u said, cmon come again 
I’m losing myself so im losing my friends 
When the tears start rollin ion think they gon end 
In a battle for love ion think ima win 
Treat me like a piece of paper in the wind 
Reach yo hand out girl u the 1 I depend on 
Tell me your problems u smile in your sleep 
Not liking my body so I don’t wanna eat 
Rather starve myself and die 
Rather starve myself and cry 
This a portrait of self hatred 
No pulse no I can’t make it 
And my brain is ripping apart I cannot take it 
Won’t put on a smile no I can’t fake it 
I drown in my tears I might fuck around park lake it 
Push start , can’t break it 
Yo heart, won’t take it 
I know who I am and I know who u want me to be 
Don’t got a pulse but my heart got a beat 
My words get stuck in my throat , my heart want me to speak 
Like, why did she leave?
Why do I breathe?
Why do I live?
And , why won’t she die?
So much to say up in so little time 
Im gon kill myself ion care if it rhyme.

a portrait of self hatred

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YC
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