credits:
@doni1k
@iv0la
@starshow3r
@atrxyu
@onxsa
@prodbynoah808
@veilonme
@nihil2free
@prodteal
@wla10law
@glxxglow

neptune

she looks pretty with no make up on
she dont know the pills im on
dont wanna die alone
tell me girl are we done with this
im so sick of this

she looks pretty with no make up on
she dont know the pills im on
dont wanna die alone
tell me are we done right now
cant feel my face right now
come in dont make a sound

i hate this
i loved it
i hate this
i take that 
her poison 
i drank it
im nauseous 
she love that
i taste it
i hate it
i made it
out alive
i need it
i need it
i need it
i need 

she knows
im the best yeah she knows
she hangs her arms 
around my shoulders
said ill get it when im older

i dont want to ask my mother or anything

to fix u w/ griefstate

you//always

lyrics:

i turn to everything that i hate
swear i was falling in love with a face
i keep making the same mistakes
i cant eat or stay awake

would u throw it all in trash
about me and what we had
im sorry i havent been the best
i swear ive been trying my best

i thought u liked me
u lied to me
fake it
but youd never ever make it

take me
then you want me to leave
hate me
then you love me again
wasted
all my time on your shit
now im
geekin off the same pills i did

spotify

hot girl rodeo [usagi + elias]

im sitting on the fence
under the northern lights
i know its not the end
but im running out of time

just take it slow
we can drag it on and on and on
just let me know
u can whisper everything u want

i move too fast
see the city at night
im over the past
shouldve known that ur the last
im not too sad
maybe a little upset
i wont regret
cus thats my bad babit

im sitting on the fence
under the northern lights
i know its not the end
but im running out of time

never mind im good
is everything okay with u
its all up to u
its all up to u

2fast [shatter3d]

told the same lies to someone else
u make me feel like im worthless
ive been so careless
ive been so careless

this time u win
i feel the screws coming loose
what could i do

ive never felt this way before
how could i change and still stay the same?
fuck it up for me but u never paid
a single cent
how could u believe everything that u say?

heartworm [woke3k]

wish u would come back to me
u were so full of urself
are u intoxicated?
at least my energy is clean

just tell me if ur happy
with ur new friends and ur new life
am i still nothing to u
cant do nothing to get u right
tell me ur sorry for the fights and the nights i cried
but im afraid to die and afraid to lose u

youre everything
im such a fiend

every single day
running from the pain
could u just sit down 
listen to everything u said to me
but u dont come around 
unless u need me more

just tell me if ur happy
with ur new friends and ur new life
am i still nothing to u
cant do nothing to get u right
tell me ur sorry for the fights and the nights i cried
but im afraid to die and afraid to lose u

misplaced [$hisha + atrxyu]

prod me + @nihil2free

i was out of town
looking for her
but shes not around
smoking out on the terrace
the feelings profound
u cant even touch the surface 
i cant get to the learning
dive right into the furnace

if u were here tonight
id make me come alive
she said i was hard to find
baby im a thousand of him in one
its poison i know
bleeding head to toe
i sink i float
why cant i just let it go

im tryna get thru to u
tell me is he staying true to u
i shouldve never lied to u
i sink i float
why cant i just let it go

if u were here tonight
id make me come alive
she said i was hard to find
baby im a thousand of him in one
i told u we'll be fine
we'll make it out alive

mercury

reality check [atrxyu flip]

prod me + @nihil2free

light on ur skin like ur godsent
liquor in my mouth just enjoy it
i dont need ur love for the moment
i dont need a hand to pour the potion
i need ur skin i need ur touch
beautiful girl come fuck me up
i boil it down and break it up
all i find is pieces of my bones in mud

i watch the seasons change
but they always stay the same
youre so instrumental
girl play heavy metal

tell me if u found out
i dont fear a thing but a cop car
tell me ur location and ur info
but u cant get my number or a photo
u a need a bitch not a man
i miss my baby she said
im not around u again
ill kill myself for your sake

femme fatale

was it something i said?
or was it something i did?
i see u in my coffee cup
and im afraid to look u in ur eyes

do u feed
do u trust
do u need 
do u love
do u care about what ive been looking for?
do u see
what i cant
what u breathe
i dont know
i see u when my visions blurry

nirvana demo (bonus)

i cover myself with butterflies
with all the people watching
nobody cared or said a thing
and my body decays away
my neighbors said im crazy
and there was no saving me
its in between me and god now

and he said all the lies
u tell on the tv screen
intoxicate all the children with
dog food while buy yourself a new gun
and all the lives
they lost without growing up
blessed be the ones that are still in love
i wont forget anyone

(excerpt from CNN, Aaron Bushnell's last words)

american soldier (bonus)

prod. wlad

im so medicated 
the smoke eat up my lungs
im so fucking selfish
just leave me alone
i need a priest a saint or someone i can lean on

im not a savior
i need saving
from my head
and that girl 
i love too much 
she said its hurting
i need someone
its like a drug

baby can u let me rest in peace now
when ur done carving shapes in my bones
i put my heart in your palms
i need substance
can u taste the salt
from my eyes

lung eater interlude

i couldve held u
better than anyone could
we couldve been good
but ur so hard to capture in my head
wont u come right back to be with me again

u know its for the best

i was too drunk to get up
u told me shut up be quiet 
u sound like my mom when u said it
i cried when i walked home
why would u be so fucking mean
whyd u hurt me for no reason
i wont sleep every night
tell me u didnt mean it

dont think too much about it
i wish u loved like i did

prod. me + teal

[nicotine sunsetz]
driving 90 on a 60 lane
hitting replay in a escalade
ive been for you
ive been sleeping alone too
she need another cigarello
be my cinderella 
and she pour redbull in a shot of vodka
and i could never put up with the alcohol 
but i poured me a bottle just to impress ya

cus we want the same things
but only u get what u wanted 
and why would u
push it all in my face was it worth all the pain u took 
stop holding me down just tell me if we're through 
if ur needing me now ill still come around if u want me to
im out of options
baby its so hard to focus
i need that oxy
shit could make my head go filmy
and do u feel me
even one time at least u were trying
but u dont

[leaning]
730 on my night shift turned my phone off where my clothes at
two 30 proofs on ur nightstand u could pour that
i cannot be switching back n forth
girl ive been leaning on you 
and ive been learning to fold 
when u told me not to
cus only fools miss u like i do
pull me to the ground
then step upon my lungs
break all my bones
then smash all my limbs
because i love you
girl i love you so

im sober as hell
lord knows that im sober as hell
but i got the pink pills
the blue pills

hold me

nicotine sunsetz / leaning

prod. me + nihil

i taste something bitter again
i guess im not really worth it
you make me so uncertain
why'd u let it happen so often?
i love too much i cant help it

let all your thoughts down the train
i promise u ill fill your void
let our limbs stay intertwined
let our bodies combine
just let us stay intertwined 

i love u thats for certain
u said u wouldnt let go
why did u let it all go
why did u let it all go
ur so good at killing me
but i cant make u my enemy

im sorry if i was too much
and i wish that ur happy at last
and the photos u share everywhere
i love u thats for certain

binge (deadbeat valentine)

prod. me + nihil

light on ur skin like ur godsent
liquor in my mouth just enjoy it
i dont need ur love for the moment
i dont need a hand to pour the potion
i need ur skin i need ur touch
beautiful girl come fuck me up
i boil it down and break it up
all i find is pieces of my bones in mud

i watch the seasons change
but they always stay the same
youre so instrumental
girl play heavy metal

tell me if u found out
i dont fear a thing but a cop car
tell me ur location and ur info
but u cant get my number or a photo
u a need a bitch not a man
i miss my baby she said
im not around u again
ill kill myself for your sake

prod. noah + veil

blow that candle out
i wish i knew it before
i wanna talk it out
i wish all of mine was yours
ill get it over with 
ill hide it inside my head 

ill hide it under my tongue 
i wish u held the gun
i wish u knew i dont bite
i wish i knew how to fight

my hair all in my face
i see your face in the wind
u did a number on me
or maybe im just crazy
i wish i knew how to heal
i wish i knew how u feel

ill hide it under my tongue 
i wish u held the gun
i wish u knew i dont bite
i wish i knew how to fight
i wish i didnt run
said its all my fault
could u forgive me now?
right before i drown

dogs that don't bite

prod. doni .... duhhhhh

i touch the ceiling for the first time
drugs wont break me this the last time
she wont come around the first time
but im a creep ima keep on trying 
everyday i put margiela on me 
every place i go i need a new girl
she wont stay unless u buy that prada
unless u got the dollars or if u drive a new car

egomaniac i do what i wanna do
brand new gucci shoe when im stepping thru
everybody think im an icon
my swag is so new so u better keep ur eyes on me

doni's interlude

prod. naw

the partys over and ur so faded
wont u make a move girl im still waiting
u got options im not hating
lets just get undressed and go upstairs and
let me shape u however i wanna
youre my muse or the model on the poster
and youre so beautiful 

better make them boys all jealous
we're on the mini couch all tangled up right now 
call ur friends their plans been cancelled
better lock the door and check all the windows 

i like how u move that shit
if u want it better move that shit

shawty really know how to do that shit
bedroom to the kitchen shit
i just want to feel it all

mini couch

prod. atrxyu + starshower

stop taking meds n now 
im anxious as hell
throw up on the couch then i leave for the bell
eyes on the prize
she said eyes on the prize

i cant get over myself
so she got over me now
tried to kill the old me
but my blade was broken 
the text u promised to send
and the stories u get
its all a joke 

i can’t believe i can speak
cut like olive trees im cut down to my knees 
i play on the losing team
i reach for a branch and get cut out my feet
(why do i push you away then hold you close)
fucked like all of my exes
photo’s of em close
to you i say nothing reckless
just to keep you close
fucked like all of the respect is
we worked hard to build
i’m tryna hold it down for you
why do i do that still?

i play on the losing team
eat my brain up centipede 
i wish u heard me then u tried n listened to me 
i play on the losing team
eat my words to keep you close
i’m so over it
gotta keep you in my home

i cant get over myself
so she got over me now
tried to kill the old me
but my blade was broken 
the text u promised to send
and the stories u get
its all a joke

play on the losing team

play on the losing team [+ aayu]

prod. doni

feel like allday i see starry nights
you should hold me down ill start a fight
egomaniac i need your eyes
she said call me when u got the time
girl drop it low for me
and would u fold for me
(i cant go on missing u x4)
she looks like she got mob ties
that why the boys stand aside

im not a rapper 
im ur fuckin style guru
stop the chitter chatter
i stay getting cheddar
and i aint never cared
about what people say
i want a7 feel like gta
green green green thats my origami
white bitch she could be my baby mommy
boy or girl ill be getting in ur tummy
and im sorry if i hate ur posse

egomaniac

i could ..?

sandman

kylie freestyle [flapbackk]

press where it hurts
i guess im ur doll
if i said it first
would u follow along?
you take me to the floor
kiss me and take it slow
can u feel it now?
with the blood on your tongue 

you drove me back home
with your name down my spine
i dressed up just for you
make what u need out of me
do what youve planned tonight
and i know what youve lost
i know ur a fraud

stitchy

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