sorry for the long wait.
I'm finally back :)

this pandemic really messed up my creative motivation, but I'm happy to say it's slowly coming back !

lyrics:
I wanna leave this place and I won't say goodbye
I wanna break away and let this pain subside
moving so fast, disappearing
I can't see you, won't you see me?
I wanna leave this place 
and never come back...

I wanna break away, 
fly away
knowing that I see
you wait
can I say you don't belong to me

I wanna leave this place and I won't say goodbye
I wanna break away and let this pain subside
moving so fast, disappearing
I can't see you, won't you see me?
I wanna leave this place 
and never come back...

BANDCAMP

break away

ON SPOTIFY/BANDCAMP/APPLE MUSIC

prod/vocals me
//
slowly falling
I'm grabbing hold of what I dream to be
there's something holding me down
oh, I wanna cry
and I'll just decide
I'm falling deep
oh, can't you see
how far I've sinked
and I want to fly so far and wide

SPOTIFY

BELOW

going fast, fast in the deep end
lose control, hey I see in my mind,
I just wanted to feel my destruction

don't wanna fight, you saw the ride

stop, crash, feel sad
no more, too bad
teleport, to another place
teleport, can't win the race

point A - B, in 3 - D
can't see me, just leave me 
just like a ghost, won't feel the most, no
you wouldn't miss me

I needed to find a way to get space
you are so heartless in vain
I couldn't be the only one you need
I can't be, someone you could fall for
no, no no

just teleport, just teleport
just teleport, just teleport

TELEPORT

you said you were just only helping out
and I couldn't understand not a single word
I feel it in the air, like I'm a vibration
I don't even care, I'll run face straight into
another place where I could be

criminal am I to feel a sudden rush of
the feeling of the wave I've hidden my whole life
I wanna feel the pleasure, I'm staring out the window
a rhythm I can trust
oh no, it can't be, it can't be

just a stain, just a stain, no
it couldn't fade, no
it can't fade, no, just another stain

I run away, run away
and I want to fade away
find a way to fade the stain

it curses my whole brain
couldn't understand a single word
that you said, no I couldn't find you
everyone is haunting me
everyone is watching me
everyone is counting
every stain that I have on me

STAIN

in the end I couldn't see why
like a vulture, couldn't be her
she's a killer, yet a loner
breath the oxygen

into the night, I see your eyes 
had a feeling that I know
somethings wrong with my light

breath in slowly, I need it 
in my system, I feel it
floating in air, I never cared
I can't help but stare back at you

I see my lungs are occupied
I can't breath, I feel the rush
I wanna feel the energy
I'm running, I'm walking

losing patience, I-I want to be painless
why won't you find some substance
oh we're falling
in a loveless pit of oxygen

OXYGEN

HQ - https://stmofficial.bandcamp.com/track/machine-girl
ib crystal castles 

an old project from around 2020 that I never got around to finishing, so here you go :)

prod/vocals by STM

machine girl

💜MUSIC VIDEO OUT ON YT💜
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=unhBTv7s36k
HQ WAV: https://stmofficial.bandcamp.com/track/dance-away

prod/vocals STM

gaze into my eyes
as I am falling in a trance
pour another cup
of guilty shame I can't escape
turn the music loud
I want to drown and feel the wave
in the center of a hurricane
where I am air

gaze into my eyes
as I am falling in a trance
pour another cup
of guilty shame I can't escape

turn the music loud
I want to drown and feel the wave
in the center of a hurricane
where I am air
will you hold my hand as I descend
into a trance (x2)

turn the music loud
I want to drown and feel the wave
wanna scream and shout 
'till I give out

wanna scream and shout, I wanna scream and shout
wanna scream and shout, I wanna scream and shout (x2)

posing like a dream
I wanna feel the scene
so I can feel the wave
and I can just escape

wanna scream and shout, I wanna scream
wanna scream and shout, I wanna scream

turn the music loud
I want to drown and feel the wave
I'll dance away with you
I'll dance away with you

wanna scream and shout, I wanna scream
wanna scream and shout, I wanna scream

feel the wave
feel the wave (x2)

wanna scream and shout, I wanna scream
wanna scream and shout, I wanna scream

SPOTIFY/APPLE

dance away

official ultra slowed + reverb
https://open.spotify.com/track/00nDbhlvByugZmIG21JYSK?si=22a91433e4b14563
@akiaura
@ukowens1

Sleepwalker - akiaura, LONOWN, STM (Ultra Slowed & Reverb)

been awhile since I've released a single! 
stream: ffm.to/echo0929
prod/vocals STM
art by www.instagram.com/unseenberries/

lyrics:
have you felt in you
the sound as you lose
the voices you choose
just ambience

the echo
the echo
the echo
e-echo
the sound as you lose
(you lose you lose)

I'm drifting again
I'm waiting for you

the echo surrounds me
reflecting around me
the echo surrounds me
I'm drifting
the echo surrounds me
reflecting around me
I'm drifting
I'm drifting

the echo
surrounds me

the echo surrounds me
the echo surrounds me

have you felt in you
the sound as you lose
the sound as you lose
you lose you lose oo oo oo

the echo
the echo
the echo
e-echo
the echo
the echo
the echo
e-echo

STREAM

ECHO

@almogfx
lyrics:
dancing to the melody
of every single dream I
escape from this cruel world

in the neon glow
where circuits overflow
my eyes are blinded
but my soul is guided

I'm dancing
to the moonlight
and I'm calling, so far
from heart to heart

waiting for the sound
the sound of peace

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2gSVuCkO5jLbUC8sWVXNmU?si=f45231f10caa477e

almogfx, STM - digital heart (slowed)

prod/vocals STM
artwork by @visionpoetry_ on ig

lyrics:
in a maze I can't escape
look around I'm in a haze
wandering in endless shade
poison maze I won't decay
won't decay

wish I could erase my mind
I'm running away all the time
wondering if I'm in a maze
or else I might just go insane

runaway girl

via @liquidritualmusic <3
produced by STM & pale fortress 
@karefuluk
@mannequin

cloud 9 + Kareful, Mannequin, pale fortress

vocals by STM
@karefuluk
@mannequin
-
don't leave me alone
put me back on the phone

I'm frozen
in motion
when I feel your heart
addicted
to your gaze 
I've fallen for you
I'm going 
to a place where
our souls entwine
I'm broken
without you 
I'll crumble into dust

frozen heart
take me far

deep inside
I know I
can't see right
my heart's blind
can't lose you
until I
become apart of your soul

frozen heart
take me far

frozen heart ft. Kareful, Mannequin, pale fortress

vocals by @veelabeats + STM
production by STM
-
Mist in the sky float inside
Encircle me while I revive
I can see through what I believe
Pinch me
I'm waking up, this is a dream

Oh, memoria
Brief euphoria
Oh, memoria
Yeah hide any trace of a tear when I wake up
I wake up

Pulse, pulse
In other worlds I'm racing
Run, run
Don't wanna wake up lately

Slowly watching
Carefully
The cloudy sky falls
Gracefully

Don't wanna wake up
Don't wanna wake up
It's haunting me
It's haunting me

memoria ft. Veela

prod/vocals STM
original: https://soundcloud.com/stm/echo
-
have you felt in you
the sound as you lose
the voices you choose
just ambience

the echo
the echo
the echo
e-echo
the sound as you lose
(you lose you lose)

I'm drifting again
I'm waiting for you

the echo surrounds me
reflecting around me
the echo surrounds me
I'm drifting
the echo surrounds me
reflecting around me
I'm drifting
I'm drifting

the echo
surrounds me

the echo surrounds me
the echo surrounds me

have you felt in you
the sound as you lose
the sound as you lose
you lose you lose oo oo oo

the echo
the echo
the echo
e-echo
the echo
the echo
the echo
e-echo

ECHO (Short Version)

vocals by @veelabeats
produced by STM
original production by @mycityglory

check out the entire remix album: 
https://open.spotify.com/album/7yKtpcIbe9Xke9q1tD7itB?si=Au7zcl4rRJKpX-qX34uFWw

Want It Bad (STM Remix)

produced by @almogfx + @lorta
vocals by STM

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/4CXesQWXCdihQRiaqtCxP6

lyrics:

the one thing that keeps me alive
is a game of smoke and mirrors 

restart, look down 
I need CPR
I saw you in a dream between reality 
we’re floating down 
blinded by every crowd 
I hear the sound 
like an angel falling down 

the one thing that keeps me alive 
is a game of smoke and mirrors 

pierce through you 
so softly like a thunder cloud 
rain down, drowning out
I’m falling down into the ground 

open my eyes 
fade into the night 
fade into the night 
restart need CPR
fade into the night 
fade into the night 
go back to the stars 
I’ll see you in my dreams 

open my eyes
fade into the night
fade into the night 
restart need CPR
fade into the night
fade into the night 
go back to the stars
I’ll see you in my dreams

smoke and mirrors ft. almogfx & Lorta

almogfx, STM - dream chain (slowed)

stream via https://idm.fm/ketaminegirl
produced by @kittyange1 + @mrjay96
vocals by @STM

lyrics:
A heart, a heart
Of love, of love
A heart, a heart
Of love, of love

Feeling so envious, she wanted
To feel the world in her hands
Walking alone in the night sky
And she wanted, and she wanted
To feel love, just to feel love
And she wanted, and she wanted
A heart

So softly, she's broken

She’s a ketamine girl
With her eyes on the world
She's staring into space
And feeling out of place
Ketamine girl, with her eyes on the world
She's staring into space
And feeling out of place

A heart, a heart
Of love, of love
A heart, a heart
Of love, of love

Feel like one, but I’m so broken
Hold my hand, but I can’t feel you no more
I’m so sore, my soul is slipping
Feel my hand across your chest
As I am grabbing for my life
Oh, you are so far away

So softly, she’s breaking
She’s feeling nothing no more
She’s feeling nothing no more
I’m dissipating, and I’m just waiting
For my time to come
I’m just waiting
For the ketamine to fill
All of my veins
Heart won’t race

In her mind
So softly, she's broken


stream

ketamine girl + kittyangel & MRJay

vocals by @STM
produced by @iamoneheart + @apatheater
on all platforms

lyrics:
Don't know where you are
But I need to know
Are we out of time?
'Cause I'm
A static mind

Want to know why it's like this
Endless hope that I might live
If I look ahead, I can't go back
If I lose my mind, I won't refresh
If you wanna go back
Would you just restart?
Restart, restart
My heart

Living in a fantasy
Unlock the energy
We lose control, all control
Until we die, a static life

static mind + Øneheart & apatheater

produced by @xxxsagexxx 
vocals by @STM 
stream: idm.fm/simulation

is this real
in a simulation
are you real
I don't wanna know the truth
at all

turn up the sound
a vibration
open my eyes
realization
turn up the sound
a vibration
open my eyes
realization

will I go too far
will I go too far

turn up the sound
I can't hear it
wander too far
a wish to the stars
turn up the sound
I can't hear it
wander too far
a wish to the stars

simulation + SAGE

**AMV**
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OaXDMkJ4VLg
go follow @agomi he's a god
prod by STM
vocal mixing by @agomi

STM:
everyday 
i think of you
i cant hold the sorrow
lift me from this nightmare
i dreamed of what we could've been
let the feelings destroy me
i really thought you loved me

i ruined the strength we had
i never meant to harm you
i always fuckin loved you

norii:
i was always alone in the darkness 
you just pick me right out of my coffin
and i was worried cause you left me in the darkness
the last person i expect to be heartless
finally let my heart free, look at what you did to me
know you'll do the same thing, so ill stop remembering
last memories i have of you are crumbling 
and thats what you get for taking time to open me

now i'm gonna change and i wont be the the same 
next time i see you tho i bet youll be the same 
keep living on nothing is going to change 
everything on my mind had been the same

what we could've been + agomi

duet with @soristrash <3

prod by me
vocals by SORI & STM
mix/mastered by me
quote from life is strange: before the storm

SORI:
I burn in the light, but in the moonlit trees I don’t feel anything inside;
i just wanna feel at ease, don’t just wanna be alright;
give me one good reason to open my eyes-
lonely dancing in my head that's the way  wanna die, hope i carry this charade for all of my eternal life but i might only last the night

SORI & STM:
i'm dreaming of peace
sleeping
don't wait for me
(dont wake me up) 
i'm waiting

STM:
watch me from the side
maybe i'll just cry
i'm just stuck in the false memory of
my happiness
i can't take this
i just wanna die 'wake past 3 am at night

ill grow wings and fly
in the night i
feel at peace in my false reality of mine

peace + SORI

in my head

prod/vocals by me

---
all alone
in my head
made a song about you
thought it would reach to you
but in the end i made a fool
of myself but you seemed cruel
i just wanted
you to hear my sorrow
maybe i must die
it's not worth it here
i miss you
just assume you're here with me
let your hands crawl
over me
hug me
kiss me
fucking hell you're just a dead memory

--
these lyrics are old, i dont relate anymore x)

love is insanity

thanks for 1k
an experimental song, learned much from this

credit to @sh1nxo @crescentxo @pichulove @syncc @x0360 @secretssss @eiri @prodversal & kacper for lyric assistance

prod./vocals STM
new art by me

-------------------------------
you are not my creator
my mind is terminator 

[JA]
心は死んでいる (the heart decayed)
精神が衰えてる (the psyche fabricated)

i've infected my cpu
my words mean null end zero two

[ZH]
心灵已经终止了 (the mind has ended)
这无法逆转         (this cannot be reversed)

system 32 has just crashed 
intelligence has gone to mad

[FR]
je sais déjà tout de toi,          (i already know everything about you,
mais tu n'me décoderas pas (but you will not decode)

[KO]
갑자기 죽고싶다  (i want to just suddenly die)
못 고치는 병이다 (this is a disease i cannot fix)

[SV]
min kraftkälla vilseledd          (my power source is misguided)
mitt liv har ingen bandbredd (my life has no bandwidth)

[NL]
jaloers op deze pc,                                    (jealous of this PC,)
blauw scherm van dood neem me mee  (blue screen of death take me)

[FI]
sydämeni lahoutunut       (the heart decayed)
psyykkeeni huonontunut (the psyche fabricated)

[DE]
verpixelt dann gespeichert 
entwertet, wirst eleichtert

my brain is going to crash
deception in my task

synthesis

follow @eth4nx0 @virtualpopstar
very talented producers^^

lyrics:

got this blood on my hands i'll use for lipstick
all these problems got me feeling so anemic
you wouldn't understand you a skeptic
i'm a vampire in the midnight

in midnight, you would not find
my disguise, in the night
to terrify, this lonely night
your blood got me so feeling so light

got this blood on my hands i'll use for lipstick
all these problems got me feelin so anemic, you
wouldn't understand you wouldn't understand
pale skin, eyes spin, i'm going evil
vampire

vampire (prod. ethan + micah)

follow @lilac he's rly cool and talented
instrumental by lilac
vocals by STM

lyrics:
i would walk away
i would wave my hand for you
i can't wait for you no more

(please let me free)
no more dragging this to me
your anchor isn't weighing me
i don't even wanna see your face
what you missed out
such a misfortune
none of its my problem
you're in my past now

what you missed out
such a misfortune
none of its my problem
you're in my past now

you're not worth it
it wasn't even worth it
you were never worth it
you're in my past now

you're not worth it
you were never worth it
get out my life now
you're in my past now

worth it + lilac

prod./vocals STM
s/o @akuauk
lyrics:
please just tell me all you know
I just want to get to know 
all your secrets and your stories
the clock in my heart is ticking

all I wanted was your help
heart was frozen, felt it swell
moon is shining in the sky
you could take us in the light

frozen in this place
I cant see your face 
time is running out
guess I'm going down

FROZEN

vocals by STM

lyrics:
all these people around me
so scared for what I see
my world's so blurry . . .
I feel so sickly

NPCs
around me
gotta run away from
this simulation

gotta run away from
every situation
wanna tell you how I feel
but I don't believe you're real
I wanna fade
from this place
existence is just a lie
I wanna let go of my mind

protagonist, am I?
I glitch all the time . . .

everyday I always ask
if I'm living in a game
2D objects in my face
glitching all over the place

wanna tell you how I feel
but I don't believe you're real

gotta run away from
this simulation
I wanna fade
from this place
no empathy, so sickly
feeling like an NPC

contact / inquiries.stm@gmail.com
bookings / bookings@dyeartistagency.com

STM

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