Isnt Yours To Break Ft Krvmpus

i wrote this about my gender dysphoria so enjoy coz this mad personal
shout out parisfall
shoutout toecar + benzosaint for listening to me mix in the discord 30 mins before i released this
lyrics: 

/verse/

I jus want be out this body, lately I been out my mind 
wish I noticed this shit sooner, but I was occupied 
I can’t look into the mirror coz I would rather die 
this isn’t who am or wanna be at this time 
but i jus keep on hiding I don’t wanna fight back 
cut my hair, change my name nah they wouldn’t like that 
don’t see me like that please, I jus gotta smile back  
I can’t be who I wanna coz they say I should dial back 

/chorus/

U THINK ITS HARD FOR U WHAT U THINK IM GOING THRU 
I WAKE UP EVERYDAY, WRONG BODY MIND YOU 
I JUS WANNA BE ME I DONT WANNA FIGHT YOU 
I JUS WANNA HAVE A DAY WHERE I DONT LIE TO MYSELF NAH

/break/ 

i jus wanna have a day where i dont gotta lie to myself nah x2

/verse/

why the fuck do I got go thru this 
clawing at my skin I don’t wanna do this 
talking to my brain like I wanna shoot this 
trapped inside this body I don’t wanna rly view this 
coz each day it’s getting worse 
nothing can ever help it so I write another verse 
people say it’s gift, nah it’s a curse 
I jus wanna have a day where I don’t wan be in a hearse 

/chorus/

IF ITS HARD FOR U WHAT THE U RECKON IM GOING THRU 
I WAKE UP IN THE WRONG BODY EVERYDAY MIND YOU 
I JUS WANNA BE ME I DONT WANNA FIGHT YOU 
I JUS WANNA HAVE A DAY WHERE I DONT LIE TO MYSELF NAH

*in the wrong body* <prod LaddrsTMBeats>

krvmpus + dante - ourWorld (prod.leshi & dante)

T.G.I.F ft.IHartHeaven p.rosegum

No Warning  (prod.kozishi)

one more love (prod. w.eeps)

Flexshomaru & Throne - Coven's Gate prod hoodwtch (2019)

one of my most personal songs , hope u enjoy <3 

recorded , prod , mix n mastered by ya girl :P 

lyrix:

/verse 1/

I’m losing all stability 
I thought u were different silly me 
Somebody what’s i rly need  
I cut myself and that’s become my nicotine  because 

/chorus/

DYSPHORIA IS KILLING ME 
I CANT BEGIN EXPLAIN THE PAIN ITS GIVING ME

JUST TELL ME WHATCHU RLY MEAN 
JUST TELL ME WHATCHU RLY SEE 
COZ I KNOW WHO U SEEIN AND I KNOW IT AINT RLY ME 

MY DYSPHORIA IS KILLIN ME x2

/bridge or sum shi/

coz I know whatchu rly see x2

/verse 2/ 
 
I know I don’t fit ur imagery 
that’s what’s been digging into me 
looking in the mirrors sickening 
I cut myself and that’s become my nicotine  because 

/chorus/ 

DYSPHORIA IS KILLING ME 
I CANT BEGIN EXPLAIN THE PAIN ITS GIVING ME

JUST TELL ME WHATCHU RLY MEAN 
JUST TELL ME WHATCHU RLY SEE 
COZ I KNOW WHO U SEEIN AND I KNOW IT AINT RLY ME 

MY DYSPHORIA IS KILLIN ME x2

*dys4ria is killn me* <prod stokahr>

*E T E R N A L S O U L ! <3* [prod. †janegod†]

UNSATISFACTORY INSANITY (PROD. AURA)

LOCKDOWN w/ Bleachh prod. skress x glasear

🏳️‍⚧️ 20.
"stock-uh" 💜👾
they/them  ^_^
still. not. bitten. ✨
#TRANSDANCE #SMNDIF #GMODMUZIC

in the wrong body <prod LaddrsTMBeats>

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