i wrote this poem about you listen you dont have a choice

you hurt me and i still havent healed


(Kai, why do you even exist?)
I said that I would end it, but I'm too much of a coward.
And I haven't cut in weeks, cause I felt like I was drowning.
If I show my mom my music, it will never make her proud. 
So I'll keep it to myself, until I have a bigger crowd. 
Don't tell me bout your problems, cuz I don't wanna hear it. 
Cuz when I tried to explain, you said you don't wanna hear it. 
Cause I'm tired of games, and now I'm calling up the ref. 
(Kai is a fucking loser.)
Please take me out before I do it myself. 
Before I die. 
I'd like to sharpen a knife. 
Take the blade and drive it through my eye. 
(You are so goddamn pathetic.)
You told me yesterday, that I should just die. 
But that's something to be done.(3x)

why do i try so hard and why does it take so much

i regret most of my decisions

IM GONNA FUCKING KMS I SWEAR TO FUCK I WILL FUCKING DO IT I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE IM SO FUCKING LONELY I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO IM SO ALONE MY FRIENDS GHOSTED ME I HAVE NO ONE MY DAD LEFT AND HAS 3 NEW FUCKASS KIDS AND HATES MY MUSIC AND THE STUFF I DO MY MOM IS POOR AND CANT PAY THE BILLS MY LIFE IS SO FUCKED THE ONLY WAY I CAN EXPRESS MYSELF IS THRU MUSIC PLEASE I NEED FRIENDS I HAVE NONE PLEASE HELP ME

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she said she dont want me back
baby i thought we would last
now im lonely smokin gas
teachers buggin me in class
better watch for i spaz
better watch out for i crash
she dont really mean well
stab my heart baby what ur fuckin deal
tell ur mom i said its over
oh u hate me think theres chips all on ur shoulder
take me serious she dont look when i told her
mood swings take ur meds girl u bipolar
and i dont even mean to be rude
ill take ur life and then ill point the gun and shoot at me to
would i be in hell for what i did i think that im screwed
u did it to so then its me and u im taking u to

prod. @deadyami

retribution *all plats*

#underground #scarby Luv you twin 🫶✌️❤️ 
Raw vocals no autotune

can’t the sun just explode already

take my hands and we go to the place we wanted to stay #underground

too many questions sorry I’m already death

f*ck your cigarettes

lovely aroma

just songs I do when I’m bored asf
turned 16y.o

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scarby

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