A few people tryna tell me how it is
a few people that don’t know shit
Akin to an infant, you’re new to this
first birthday, congrats kid, the candle’s lit

Non confrontational but there’s so much that needs to be confronted
Too many bubbles in the bath water caused growth to be stunted 

Always sold myself short since a youngin
Finally found my worth and I’m tired of runnin
I operate under total dysfunction
Tearing down these barriers in conjunction
So don’t ever try to say I ain’t done shit
The writings on the wall but everybody wants to sit and stare at the stall 
Turning cheeks and playing with their balls

Caged, in bloody waters; sharks surrounding 
Unfazed, can’t be bothered, by mongoloids hounding 
Solitude simultaneously hindering and grounding 

There’s poison in our water and blood on those diamonds 
Feel like a leader for the lost and misguided 
Vision seems clear but actions imply opposite
All sounds so self righteous 
Operation Ego Trip, I’m the pilot 
Preaching of guiding the defeated and delusional yet I’m the blindest 

I cannot be deterred, no more misguidance 
crude representation of leaders,
keep the truth so diligently hided 
Human condition won’t succeed until we find it 
But guarantee there’s forces keepin us blinded 

Life’s cadence pacing progressively, 
no signs of slowing
Malice muddles world peace, so malicious men aggressively receive Artest elbow throwing 
Riots manifesting from exhausted emotions, 
culminating in palaces cinder-covered with dancing embers glowing

Honor amongst thieves, relative ethics seen in stealing. Honor amongst kings? Nah, just weak men whom by sin been distorted. So bloated with misanthropy, no place for ethics impeding extortion 

Although this sand castle of ours may crumble if, whats done in the dark is brought to light, knot of lies gets unwound too tight, this pseudo humanity will slip out of sight, forever lost to the purgatorial night

11/19/04

Never had the makings of a varsity athlete

Strangelove