Lyrics: 

everything you said to me 
turned out to be a lie 

im a mess 
i need to clean up my act
dried blood keeps attracting the flies 
no ones perfect i get that 
but with you i guess im ill-advised 

were built on shaky ground 
inside are the memories that we once had 
now they're burnt to the ground 
ashes on ashes 
black char adorned on our bedroom walls 
burned out thoughts flashing
but the spark we had wont light no more

I cant believe
what have you done
you didnt help me 
I cant believe
what have you done
you didn't help me 

BREATHE
whilst i cut on my lungs
BREATHE 
what the fuck have i done?
let it burn
let it collapse tonight
until there's nothing that can set alight 
BREATHE
BREATHE

were built on shaky ground 
inside are the memories that we once had 
now they're burnt to the ground 
ashes on ashes 
black char adorned on our bedroom walls 
burned out thoughts flashing
but the spark we had wont light no more


𝔟𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥𝔢

closure w/ ezra [prod. dercept x jkei]

I wrote this in the quiet.
For anyone still trying to hold it together
"Bleed Like a God"
everywhere

IG: @frvrlol

Lyrics:
[Intro]
yeah yeah
yeah yeah

took a detour, in a labyrinth
paint the canvas, twist the frame of myth
i was walking, slipped in the abyss
i don't wanna die, i don't even wanna live

even wanna live

[Hook]
this dread is always in my cup
pouring till it floods
the furnace is my crucible
i bleed like a god

existence eraser
you beg for a saviour
it's bloody, it's fatal
i still bleed like a god

[Bridge]
the silence never stopped
will i ever be enough
will i ever be enough
i held it in, too long, fuck

[Verse 2]
light years have passed, and i still see you in the night dear
i gave up too much to live in blind fear

nightmares where i'm running down a corridor
closed doors, but i leave myself cracked wide open

10 floors, i push myself forward
i reach for the light but my fate feels frozen

mirror to my face, can't even look away
broken shards, i saw it fragment as the dream decayed


Bleed Like a God

and i feel so cold in the middle of summer
would you take my hand or leave me here to shiver
and i’m back at the start i’m consumed by the somber
cause i fall so fast but hit the floor even harder…

and a voice so sweet to fall asleep to
now i can’t sleep without you ;/
wish i could take all your problems
give you a life you’d enjoy

and a spark so real i felt something new
now i watch it all turn blue
wish i could do it all over
did i miss something important? :(

shiver

prod by stezzyxl and hvct
(mostly hvci song tbh, he don’t got a sc n don’t rlly wanna be tagged, i tried to get him to drop music but he just don’t wanna force it rn :(

lyrics:

@xav0id
l-l-loading...
u broke it... again...
uh my heart’s not a server u can crash...

@hvci
i’m a pixelated prince in a broken arcade
zero bars no signal just static n shade
got a firewall heart but u hacked thru the frame
crash log got ur name printed insane

late night texts glitchin in my head
“i luv u” 404 thats dead
press x to heal but screen stay red
can’t reboot this love so instead

data’s corrupted feelings eruptin
every "4ever" got a timer function
spiralin out in some neon concussion
can’t debug when ur code self destructin

@icantsleeplol w/ @hvci
i’m on a sugar crash, breakin like glass
u ghost like a popup, gone in a flash
hyperdrive heart but it’s runnin on ash
love.exe error lol it’ll never last

spin me like vinyl, glitch me apart
drop ur candy coated lies wrapped up in art
u my highscore, my virus, my spark
but this game end w a broken heart

@icantsleeplol
u talk in caps lock feel in lowercase
digital kisses but they dont translate
dm dreams on a red eye haze
but signal fades when feelings ain’t safe

@hvci
real lifes blurry, pixels arent clean
u was sugar sweet now u saccharine
cyberpunk love in a dopamine scene
but now u logged off, out of my screen

@icantsleeplol w/ @hvci
can’t ctrl z the pain i felt
can’t mute the sound of someone else
just me and the static, the loops, the melt
replayin what we never dealt

@hvci
u said forever but u froze
re-re-restart?? i dont know
broken bytes crashin slow
glitch in my soul, overflow woah

@icantsleeplol w/ @hvci
i’m on a sugar crash, breakin like glass
u ghost like a popup, gone in a flash
hyperdrive heart but it’s runnin on ash
love.exe error lol, it will never last

u can spin me like vinyl, glitch me apart
candy coated lies wrapped up as art
u are my highscore, my virus, my spark
but this game ends with a broken heart

@hvci
u were never real... just a render

@xav0id
u were never real

love.exe w/hvci & xav0id

Come My Way

her patterns are much prettier than mine
evolves down her hair to her spine
but ive been waiting all this time
how could i compare it to any of mine

is it safe love
you dont lie?
cause i cant help but not feel your type
and youre waiting, but i dont mind
if im honestly not what you like

so call me
call me back home
im poorly 
poorly and cold
so tell me 
tell me im enough
hate me
hate me all you want

i hate to remember 
its haunting me now
im used like a puppet youre dragging me round
im viewed like a peasant, im serving you well
but what is my purpose i really cant tell

i changed, is that enough for you ?
and ill wait, contort my body to be
whatever you want
whatever you want
whatever you want
whatever you want

i cant make this worth your time
run right past me i wont mind 
far behind everyone in life
cut my skin, reveal my spite
tore my biceps, fuel my eyes
still cant see past all ive tried
now its nearly the end, but ive hardly begin
my finish line is closer
youve got further to run

patterns

SAWED OFF SHAWTY (prod. Diamoon)

Over the Garden Wall

it wouldn’t kill you
but it’d kill me
i’ve learnt my lessons from the worst
dragged myself out of the hearse
never stay true
to your feelings
can’t learn lessons
you’re the worst
turned your lover to a corpse

cat got your tongue now?
darling it’s done oh
take back your words
like they haven’t done damage
baby you hurt me
and i just let you
baby it’s virtues
you wouldn’t get that

cut out your tongue now
shut your damn mouth up
cause i don’t want to hear your voice inside my head all again
i want to get you out of my system

oh
i’ve seen it all before :/
i wake before all the birds
and sleep after the moon goes back down
cause i don’t have time
i’ve wasted it all on you
oh
i rot with my bones…

Come My Way

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