Dear my source of oxytocin, dopamine, endorphin, and serotonin...
It has been quite a while since the last time I had butterflies knocking my stomach.
Until then I found you, I was just filling my void with empty hookups and self medication. That's it, that’s the moment when I realized,
that being a serial dater could never fix what I've been searching for so long.

Nonetheless, I was in a pursue of my future Maharaja since I have lost the long gone butterflies. I have been longing for what seems to be rare.
But now that you're here, seems like I have already find it in you.
The future Maharaja that I have been looking for is no longer in the future,
for he is now already in front of me, reading this love letter of mine.

My love is like a code that people need to decipher with.
Quite cryptic; Very intricate, Yet extremely delicate deep inside.
I am made of complexity, I am a contradictory paradox,
Thus none has ever been able to touch my soul the way you do...
But you, you seem to be doing it just fine. You cracked my code; you hacked my feelings!

“You are my soul, you are my everything, You are my love, my source of oxygen...”

You are a timekeeper when the night comes; a luminary that takes over when the sun sets. The love you have is like a gravity... A gravity so strong, it pulled tidal---
and pushed thousand acres of waves in the ocean just to sink me in depth!
You are The Moon; a ruler of my sign. A mother of all watery signs.
I might be your Constellation of Stars, but hey... you're my Moon in a Starless Night Sky!

Oh Maharaja... You're not the only one fighting here; I fight for you too.
My ultimate goal is you, and to fill your days with colors is my objective.
Your happiness is also my happiness.
To see you happy because of me is what I've been doing to maintain everything. Your happiness is my priority... You are my priority.
Du bist der Schmetterling im meinen Bauch, und ich bin der Schmetterling in deinem Bauch.

My Maharaja, you are the risk that I will always take.
Don't run ahead of me; let us run, just the both of us, and keep our pace together...

Recorded in SAE Studio
Produced by I OV and Atama Company
Producer : Octavia and Adhiwira Gautama

Maharaja (Source of Oxygen) - Shannon Claudia (ft Tavia)

Name me monster for I am ugly,
I’ve been hiding alone, ‘til they dragged me out into the sun and burnt my soul. “Do not ever attempt to wake the inner beast in me,

Or else, I will try to break the cage y’all built for me” I mumbled
Name me actress for I am ugly,
I soon will be bathed under the stage lights
‘til I paint myself a new face above my own with the brightest starlight With red lipstick and golden eyelids

“Because I’ve been molded into a star” I humbled
But you know, my eyes don’t glitter like the make-up does But you know, audiences can’t tell.
They will sing and laugh and clap along besides nonetheless
Name me sister for I am ugly,
I am the role model who taught you to stay inside when rain threatens But you know it never seemed like a threat before
I am the thick rotten blood you find in the old stale bathroom sink
I am the lock on the door that keeps you out of the bedroom we share Forgive me that my sleepless night were yours, too.
Name me nothing for I am ugly,
For I’ve been living in nothingness for decades
I am ignored by strangers on sidewalks. I am ignored otherwise Life is ironic, yet dynamic
Don’tcha all know that when you walk in darkness you don’t cast a shadow? I don’t cast a shadow, even my shadow leaves me alone in darkness.

I yell my name into canyons, and I hear it reveraberate back
Through the echoes of my remnant
Name me everything for I am ugly,
I am a hundred thousand whirling parts that stick out in every direction. There’s no helping it, all I got to do is just to break things all apart

I don’t love. I am all above, I am confusing and ugly.
I am a contradictory paradox, I am made of complexity
I could just like “rape” you morally,
I could just do anything beyond my imagination just to hurt you back, To abuse you that bad, to immobilize you with fear...

But then again I remember that I’m not supposed to be a bastard (prick) like y’all In order to make me feel good about myself.
I already loathe your position where you all are already as shallow as you all are.
Thank you
Thank you for turning me into a damaged and impulsive monster, Y’all made me feel like a cornered animal
Thus... You all can name me beautiful from now on.
I am beautiful, because I know my self worth
I, am enough! I am more than enough
I have control over my self, ain’t nobody have the authority to dictate me

None of y’all are allowed to mold me into something I’m not, Into something I’m never supposed to be
Because I am not as ugly as you all are,
It has never been any of my fault to be who I am
Because the Holy Almighty Entity made me this way, And I am content for that.

I am so much more better than your doubts
I know my own value
I am grateful for that
I am thankful for that

Recorded in SAE Studio
Produced by I OV and Atama Company
Producer : Octavia and Adhiwira Gautama

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