Lyrics: 

I don’t really get you and it seems to turn me off
Songs I sing about you never knew that it turned wrong 
Sorry for mistake I made I never asked a lot
But everytime I cry it’s seems to tie me like a knot

So can we go back do you think we could restart
Fix our broken pieces puzzling just like your heart
Minds in the abyss frozen locked and torn apart
Glass is broken everywhere into a million shards 


But depression pulls us closer that’s why I stop all the feelings
And when I seeing you are hurting I just shut down no more living
We’re so Close but so far skin is burnt and I start peeling 
Peel away the sadness until it’s just you and I kissing

Things are the way they used be
I torn apart I’m losing sleep
My frozen heart melts away please
I got attached just don’t leave me

14 pages of you just laying in my dream log
I feel heart broke anytime that I think Im wrong
I know I love you but don’t tell me your feelings gone
Pull us back together I may be weak but we’re strong

You know I have those ex’s but they don’t cross my mind
It’s just you and us windows open to fly high
Lets just take advantage seek this out no goodbyes 
Cause every closed door leaves something left behind

So can we go back do you think we could restart
Fix our broken pieces puzzling just like your heart
Minds in the abyss frozen locked and torn apart
Glass is broken everywhere into a million shards 

But depression pulls us closer that’s why I stop all the feelings
And when I seeing you are hurting I just shut down no more living
We’re so Close but so far skin is burnt and I start peeling 
Peel away the sadness until it’s just you and I kissing

DREAM LOG

Blood Moon

produced by neverforever

completely non profit 

lyrics

Where u been now
Where u been
Its almost been a week now 
And i havent seen u since
I wanted us to stay friends 
But that isnt how it is
I know it gets stressful
Sticking next to me
All the stress on my mental
It stains all the sheets
So i sway to this tempo
As she falls asleep
In his arms
In their apartment
Life gets hard
But i knew that from the start 

Think i aged like 20 years in a few days
I saw the message of the gods burned in my brain
I found the fight inside my soul n now i spit flame
If anything i learned i got a cruel fate
Suns blocked so i start booting up
I break down my body i dont give a fuck
Bitch im going hard until my time is up
I need the cruelest woman to make me give a fuck

i want u to fuck me up
why is that never enough
looking at me with the eyes of an angel
i think that we're both falling out
how does this come about

she just falls asleep
in her lovers arms
when life gets hard
we fill our lungs with tar

i think i aged like 20 years in a few days
i saw the message of the gods and its burned into my brain 
if anything i got a cruel fate



-1 (neverforever)

produced by me ^^ <3

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Lyrics -
i just don't understand
i left it in your hands
you left my heart tainted, don't know where i am
but i ain't fuckin' healed yet
but you act like you don't see it

you don't deserve the praise
you didn't wanna change
you gave it all up for a little bit of fame
and i just don't wanna feel shit

i just don't really need this, no

late calls
i didn't wanna text you
too long
that i didn't really see you
won't lie yeah, i've changed a lot
spent the summer with myself and all of my thoughts
bring another bottle
i could really use one
but it's something that i never really talk about
never really saw the same
never really felt the pain

i just don't understand
i left it in your hands
you left my heart tainted, don't know where i am
but i ain't fuckin' healed yet
but you act like you don't see it

you don't deserve the praise
you didn't wanna change
you gave it all up for a little bit of fame
and i just don't wanna feel shit

i just don't really need this, no

i just watch u cry
you do it all the time
i'm here cause i like you
it ain't a lie
focus how to breathe
i need u for some venting
look at me i'm worth
more than i really think
knock me down until it hurts
i'm omw to brink
i'm omw to edge
i'm omw to learn
i'm omw to death 
i don't wanna make this turn, no
i don't wanna make this turn
i don't wanna hit the dirt
i don't wanna make it worse

i just don't understand
i left it in your hands
you left my heart tainted, don't know where i am
but i ain't fuckin' healed yet
but you act like you don't see it

you don't deserve the praise
you didn't wanna change
you gave it all up for a little bit of fame
and i just don't wanna feel shit

i just don't really need this, no

late calls (feat. heylog)

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lyrics - 

you promised i would be the one 
when we’re going under you gave up 
it’s just too easy 
don’t wait up 
i don’t believe it 
this won’t last 
i hate my head 
and i hate my thoughts 
i’m sorry for it 
it gets too much 
can u show me how
to forget it now

i know why 
but you won’t let go 
don’t try 
it’s best not to know
how could you know? 
slow down love
there’s nothing to see right now 
you’re expecting too much
just know it’s a lot 

take me home 
it’s all i know 
i’m scared to death 
of being alone 
i'm sorry
i ain’t flawless 

trust in me 
don’t make me bleed 
i’ll try to care 
but i ain’t sure 
if this is right for you
you know that too

bleed

ULTRA No 🗡🟢 #rip 😪 prod.miroow

P4n1c! ft. Chemicalfarm

guitar by @nevrfall
produced by heylog

enjoy

lyrics:
rotting my flesh
mold in my lens
i feel corrupt
everything is a mess
i hear noise and groans
my systems broke
i'm deader as dust
takes over my bones

she
eats
slowly at me
i'm like her dessert
my skin is to feast
she
eats
every bit of me
gnawing my flesh
body slowly depletes

thank god i'm all alone don't gotta worry bout a damn thing
she loves makin eye contact with me now i just translate
while both her irises are narrowed by her pupils
caught up in the moment, every single time it's crucial
babe it's crucial
loving you is brutal
i'm willing for another shot to be quadruple
but your approval
it's only your approval
the only person is with me whom you'll be truthful

run from her fast
don't let her grab
or else she'll latch me
and start attacking

(x2)
she
eats
slowly at me
i'm like her dessert
my skin is to feast
she
eats
every bit of me
gnawing my flesh
body slowly depletes

spotify

gnaw

lyrics:

Never Had I Thought Id be Hiding you
Inside the garden my true love dismembered

Pieced together heart just out of what he had left
Shot apart when words she wrote explode thru his chest
Lonely nights
Inside this cabin we had spent
Where Torn apart
Filling all of life with this dread

This poltergeist
Had tapped my shoulder while I wept
Told me dont u cry
When u could feel her last breath
Strapping up my boots
I Had em tight like a noose
Bury her in water
Shell be turned into fish food

Life had left me reaching for time I know you feel the same
With every thing we had promised each other floating away

Never once
Never once had I second thought
Never once
I was happy when her body dropped
Gladly numb
I hear sirens coming but I love the
Ambiance
Take my body but my mind is gone

Life had left me reaching for time I know you feel the same
With every thing we had promised each other floating away
Life had left me reaching for time I know you feel the same
With every thing we had promised each other floating away

15 (Eric Godlow)

All Platforms - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/vil13/existentialist-feat-heylog-2
Featuring @heylog
Produced + Mastered by @noraevelyne
Written, recorded, and mixed by @vilsynth @heylog

(Lyrics)
You hit my car today, I'm locked in pain, it's part of your game now
I spent my childish days incarcerated to watch what the fame bout
If there's a night light in my room, want you to turn it on
She's indecisive of my doom, I see her loaded gun
She already won
I just have to pick a side, and let her know which way to cross

I know what you know, oh-oh
I know what you know, I know what you know
I know what you know, oh-oh

I feel the blood pouring out my side
I need your touch, hold me till I die
Drain the IV from my eye
They're tryna poke more needles in my skin, I don't wanna cry

Coat my skin entirely
Fold my ends, and tie me
Hold my hand and cry to sleep
It only ends when Im deceased
It's not the other way
I could get you out my life, and see some better days
But I don't want that on my record (x2)

(@heylog)
I don't think you know how much you really meant
I take in account and confess my sins
Put a bullet on my name and on a list
Cause I know, know you can't get a grip
You were made to have a role but you don't play your part
You'll start to realize it don't work when dealing different cards
And it brought me to the fact we live in different hearts
I'm tryna see the best in you but this is hard
If there's a light inside my room please turn it on
And if I see you on tv i'll turn it off
How can I speak without having to cough
And I had to get it off my chest because

(@vilsynth and @heylog)
You hit my car today, I'm locked in pain, it's part of your game now
I spent my childish days incarcerated to watch what the fame bout
If there's a night light in my room, want you to turn it on
She's indecisive of my doom, I see her loaded gun
She already won
I just have to pick a side, and let her know which way to cross

Spotify + Apple Music

Existentialist (ft. heylog)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
i just hide upstairs 
acting like i care
when you send me a message 
my feelings are not there 
find me in the woods 
know where i have stood 
thunderstorms passing over 
oh man i'm feeling good 
i just disappeared 
no i do not care 
if you send me a text message 
i'll just leave it there 
scout me in the sticks 
somewhere in the twigs 
oh somehow all the pain stops 
am i a new person 

i just found out all i need to know 
write it down and jot it in my notes 
i cannot trust anyone, no soul 
no we're not close 
ur not my bro 
said you were but anything to get aim 
oh and all this talk is startin to rot my brain 
and honestly i'm startin to lose my patience 
i'm tired of waiting 
i'm up

DREAM LOG

Straight Static

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