lyrics “down”


down to the middle
she’s bringing the night
shuffles through the masses
with the blinding lights

down to the clubs
with her dj status
looking for the hook
now she’s  waiting to spot him

locking on his eyes
now she’s faking a smile
licking on  her lips
doesn’t take but a while

sure sure sure 
it’s a glamorous life
grinding for a living
but she’s having a blast

sure sure sure
you can say it’s a thrill
you can lie to me
but don’t lie to yourself

locking on his eyes
now she’s faking a smile
licking on his lips
doesn’t take but a while

sure sure sure 
it’s a dangerous thrill
sure sure sure
its a fucking kill
sure sure sure
its a glamorous thing
sure sure sure
it’s a one time fling

im down 
im down 
so down
im down
im down
im down
so down
im down

down to the middle
bringing the night
shuffles through the masses
with the blinding lights

locking on his eyes
now she’s faking a smile
licking on his lips
doesn’t take but a while

im down 
im down 
so down
im down
im down
im down
so down
im down

you can go on with your mass pretending
you can say that you really dont care

you can go on with your mass pretending
but you know that …………..

“down”

lyrics “dreamers”

(this is the second version of this track… it is my favorite version… it is a special version because it features my beautiful wife more prominently:) she arrived a while back… but she is daring to be front and center more often🥰🔥)
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[dedicated to any family that fights to stay a family through all things challenging🥰]

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climbing up the slope
of our own devices
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working for a day
that should be bright
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moving to the beat of your beautiful heart
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moving towards the hope we’ve had from the start
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u dont want us up in a bad production
-
u dont want us spent like shooting stars
-
u dont want us stuck from sad emotions
-
u dont want when hopes and dreams fall apart
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i dream of you
oh!!
i live for you
come-on!!!
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climbing up a hill and
we don’t deny 
-
climbing up a hill and 
feeling tall
-
climbing up a hill and we’re still together
-
climbing up a hill and we wont fall
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i dream of you
oh!!
i live for you
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u dont want us up in a bad production
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u dont want us stuck and wasting time
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u dont wanna know what they gossip about
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u dont ever ask cuz you dont doubt
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i dream of you
oh!!
i live for you
come-on
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oh!!!
i dream of you
oh!!
i live for you
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u dont want us up in a bad production
-
u dont want us stuck and wasting time
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u dont wanna know what they gossip about
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u dont ever ask cuz you dont doubt
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i dream with you
oh!!!
i live for u
come-on!!!

dreamers

lyrics by doc, steff and gracie-v
(truth hurts…. own it)
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my “lies” are thoughts
that you dont like
u cant accept
u cant accept
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my “lies” are words
that you dont like
u cant accept
u cant accept
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x
x
x
i will wait 
i will see
i dont care
if u believe
a word i say
-
i will wait 
i will see
i dont care
if u believe
the words i say
x
x
x
x
your lies are thoughts
to justify
blame my world
blame my world
-
your lies are words
to cover up
your cowardice
your cowardice 
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i will wait 
i will see
i dont care
if u believe
the words i say
-
i will wait 
i will see
i dont care
if u believe
the words i say
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u won’t try 
u wont see
u wont dare
to believe
the “lies” i say
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i will wait 
i will see
i dont care
if u believe
the words i say
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u won’t try 
u wont see
u wont dare
to believe
a word i say
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i will wait 
i will see
i dont care
if u believe
a word i say
x
x
x
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my “lies” are thoughts
that you dont like
u cant accept
u cant accept
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my “lies” are words
that you dont like
u cant accept
u cant accept
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i will wait 
i will see
i dont care
if u believe
a word i say
-
i will wait 
i will see
i dont care
if u believe
the words i say
-
i will wait 
i will see
i dont care
if u believe
a word i say
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i will wait 
i will see
i dont care
if u believe
the words i say

“lies” remix

lyrics by doc, steff and gracie-v
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baby i’m set
you’re the one for me
feeling locked-in
your the dime yeah
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baby i’m pressed
way you wear your skin
queen of my world
you’re a fucking baddie
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baby i’m set
you’re the one for me
feel you so real
make me so thirsty
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baby i’m pressed
way you carry on
gal that don’t front
nothing but real 
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haters 
will 
hate 
players
will 
play
x
x
say what they want
say what they think
say what they feel
you’re a sassy girl
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say what they want
say what they think
say what they feel
you’re a sassy girl
-
say what they want
say what they think
say what they feel
you’re a sassy girl
-
say what they want
say what they think
say what they feel
you’re a sassy girl
x
x
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baby i’m set
you’re the one for me
feeling locked-in
your the dime yeah
-
baby i’m pressed
way you wear your skin
queen of my world
you’re a fucking baddie
-
baby i’m set
you’re the one for me
feel you so real
make me so thirsty
-
baby i’m pressed
way you carry on
gal that don’t front
nothing but real 
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haters 
will 
hate 
players
will 
play
x
x
say what they want
say what they think
say what they feel
you’re a sassy girl
-
say what they want
say what they think
say what they feel
you’re a sassy girl

say what they want
say what they think
say what they feel
you’re a sassy girl
-
say what they want
say what they think
say what they feel
you’re a sassy girl
x
x
x
x
baby i’m set
you’re the one for me
feeling locked-in
your the dime yeah
-
baby i’m pressed
way you wear your skin
queen of my world
you’re a fucking baddie

say what they want
say what they think
say what they feel
you’re a sassy girl
-
say what they want
say what they think
say what they feel
you’re a sassy girl

say what they want
say what they think
say what they feel
you’re a sassy girl
-
say what they want
say what they think
say what they feel
you’re a sassy girl
-
haters 
will 
hate 
players
will 
play
x
x
x
x
haters 
will 
hate 
players
will 
play
-
haters 
will 
hate 
players
will 
play

“Sassy Girl”

lyrics by doc, steff, gracie-v
[keep it a buck = keep it 100% real]
[push on the river = is an ancient proverb]
(dedicated to all of us that grow towards being a better person)
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too many times
i’ve drowned in the snow
i choked on the river
i fucked with the flow
-
too many times
i dont know why
“pushed on the river”
said my good-bye’s
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too many times
we’ve drowned in the show
life’s like a cartwheel
pain comes from below
-
lose the places
lose the fake shit
lose the faces
keep it a buck
-
hold the real things
lose the fake shit
hold on tight babe
keep it a buck
-
too many times 
we dont know
what we dont feel
when we dont care
to give a fuck
-
too many times 
we dont know
what we dont feel
when we dont care
to give a fuck
-
too many times
i’ve drowned in the snow
i choked on the river
i fucked with the flow
-
too many times
we’ve drowned in the show
life’s like a cartwheel
pain comes from below
-
lose the places
lose the fake shit
lose the faces
keep it a buck
-
hold the real things
lose the fake shit
hold on tight babe
keep it a buck
-
too many times 
we dont know
what we dont feel
when we dont care
to give a fuck
-
too many times 
we dont know
what we dont feel
when we dont care
to give a fuck
x
too many times
i’ve drowned in the snow
i choked on the river
i fucked with the flow
-
too many times
we’ve drowned in the show
life’s like a cartwheel
pain comes from below
-
lose the places
lose the fake shit
lose the faces
lets keep it a buck
-
hold the real things
lose the fake shit
hold on tight babe
keep it a buck
-
too many times 
we dont know
what we dont feel
when we dont care
to give a fuck
-
too many times 
we dont know
what we dont feel
when we dont care
to give a fuck

"keep it a buck" [RE-LOADED]

lyrics by doc,steff snd gracie-v
(dedicated to our amazing families)
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one last time 
lets toss our bottles far
one last time
lets run till there’s no more
one last time
lets spend our very last cent
and go
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hold those thoughts
love our world
hate on us, choke on that
cause we are so,
happy 
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hold those thoughts
live our words
hate on us, choke on that
cause we are so,
happy 
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one last time 
lets cast our dream nets far
one last time
lets fall upwards to stars
one last time
lets lose our common sense
and go
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hold those thoughts
love our world
hate on us, choke on that
cause we are so,
happy
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hold those thoughts
live our words
hate on us, choke on that
cause we are so,
happy
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dont give up our dreams tonight
dont give up on us
dont give up our dreams tonight
dont give up on us
dont give up on us
x
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hate on us, choke on that
cause we are so,
happy
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hold those thoughts
live our words
hate on us, choke on that
cause we are so
happy

“choke”

lyrics by doc,steff,gracie-v
(extra shout out to gracie-v for her awe inspiring pros🫠)
“dedicated to our amazing son… pops”
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faded… but not invisible

faded… but not invisible

faded… but not invisible

faded… but not invisible

i’m not your actions
i’m not your voice
i’m not your angel
i’m not a choice
i’m not intentions
i’m not your fate
i got my down sides
i got my hate

faded… but not invisible
faded… let me get my shine on
                let me get my glaze

faded… but not invisible
faded… let me get my shine on
                let me get my glaze

i’m not an Asterix
i’m not a score
i’m not an illness
i’m not a sore
i’m not a pass-time
i’m not a game
i’m just a person
keeping it plain
x
x
x
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faded… but not invisible
faded… let me get my shine on
                let me get my glaze

faded… but not invisible
faded… let me get my shine on
                let me get my glaze

faded… but not invisible

faded… but not invisible

faded… but not invisible

faded… but not invisible
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im not your efforts
im not your mind
im not an asshole
for being kind

i found salvation
no longer blind
i found a purpose
took me some time

faded… but not invisible
faded… let me get my shine on
                let me get my glaze

faded… but not invisible
faded… let me get my shine on
                let me get my glaze

faded… but not invisible

faded… but not invisible

faded… but not invisible

faded… but not invisible

“faded”

lyrics by doc,steff,gracie-v
(the world starves, drowns and burns when our leaders fail to lead… fuck djt)
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can’t take you anymore
no need to talk about it

won’t take you anymore
your lies, your fucking games

can’t take you anymore
no need to think about it

you’re just a fucking waste
don’t hear you anymore

your promises
they burned our life to ashes
your promises
they turned our life to hell
your promises
they burned our life to ashes
don’t need your reasons why
don’t matter anymore

i can’t take you anymore
no need to talk about it

won’t take you anymore
your lies, no fucking shame

can’t take you anymore
no need to think about it

you’re just a fucking waste
don’t hear you anymore

your promises
they burned our life to ashes
your promises
they turned our life to hell
your promises
they burned our life to ashes
don’t need your reasons why? 
don’t matter anymore
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i can’t take you anymore
no need to talk about it

won’t take you anymore
your lies, your fucking games

can’t take you anymore
no need to think about it

you’re just a fucking waste
don’t hear you anymore
x
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i can’t take you anymore
no need to talk about it

won’t take you anymore
your lies, no fucking shame

can’t take you anymore
no need to think about it

you’re just a fucking waste
don’t hear you anymore
x
x
i can’t take you anymore
no need to talk about it

won’t take you anymore
your lies, no fucking shame

can’t take you anymore
no need to think about it

you’re just a fucking waste
don’t hear you anymore
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i can’t take you anymore
no need to think about it

won’t take you anymore
your lies, no fucking shame

can’t take you anymore
no need to think about it

you’re just a fucking waste
don’t hear you anymore

"promises" re-loaded

lyrics by doc,steff,gracie-v

“In slang, "bang bang" most often describes a violent or chaotic situation, or a rapid sequence of actions, like fighting or fast-paced decision-making, similar to the sound of gunshots..”

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get down every day every night
beat down to the edge of the light
get down every day every fight
beat down to an inch of your life

get down every day every night
beat down to the edge of the light
get down every day every fight

ready to go
ready to be
ready to roll
time to go bang bang

ready to go
ready to be
ready to roll
time to go bang bang

get down every day every night
beat down to the edge of the light
get down every day every fight
beat down to an inch of your life

get down every day every night
beat down to the edge of the light
get down every day every fight
beat down to an inch of your life

ready to go
ready to be
ready to roll
time to go bang bang

ready to go
ready to be
ready to roll
time to go bang bang
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ready to boss… i’m not here to fuck around with you

ready to boss… i’m not here to fuck around

ready to boss… i’m not here to fuck around with you

ready to boss… i’m not here to fuck around
x
x
ready to go
ready to be
ready to roll
time to go bang bang

ready to go
ready to be
ready to roll
time to go bang bang

ready to go
ready to be
ready to roll
time to go bang bang

ready to go
ready to be
ready to roll
time to go bang bang
x
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ready to boss… i’m not here to fuck around with you

ready to boss… i’m not here to fuck around

ready to boss… i’m not here to fuck around with you

ready to boss… i’m not here to fuck around

ready to go
ready to be
ready to roll
time to go bang bang

ready to go
ready to be
ready to roll
time to go bang bang

ready to go
ready to be
ready to roll
time to go bang bang

ready to go
ready to be
ready to roll
time to go bang bang

“bang-bang” demo

lyrics by doc,steff,gracie-v
(based on the poems “miss” and “wound” by gracie-v)
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seems my wounds are open again
here are your excuses again
seems our minds are broken again
i can taste our poison again
-
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but i know
that i won’t
though i fell so far
for the last time
-
yeah i know
that i bled
for the 
hundredth time
-
seems i’ll miss laughter again
seems i’ll lose meaning again
seems i’ll miss feeling again
seems i’ll lose purpose again
-
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but i know
that i won’t
though i fell so far
for the last time
-
yeah i know
that i’ve bled
for the 
hundredth time
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woah…i won’t miss… my wounds,
woah…i won’t miss… my wounds, 
woah…i won’t miss… my wounds,
woah…i won’t miss… my wounds, 
-
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but i know
that i won’t
though i fell so far
for the last time
-
yeah i know
that i’ve bled
for the 
hundredth time
-
-
but i know
that i won’t
though i fell so far
for the last time
-
yeah i know
that i bled
for the 
hundredth time
-
seems my eyes are open again
wont miss your excuses again
can see your true colors again
wont miss your betrayals again
-
-
but i know
that i won’t
though i fell so far
for the last time
-
yeah i know
that i’ve bled
for the 
hundredth time
-
woah…i won’t miss… my wounds,
woah…i won’t miss… my wounds, 
woah…i won’t miss… my wounds,
woah…i won’t miss… my wounds,
woah…i won’t miss… my wounds,

“miss”

lyrics… by doc,steff,gracie-v
(use your voice… speak up while you can)
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dont you see its all slipping?
bitchin dont make the thing better
dont you see its all burning?
can’t you feel the world is on fire?
cant you taste the world is now ash?

dont run!
dont hide!
dont cry!
get off your ass and 
make the thing better

dont run
dont hide
dont cry
get off your ass and 
make the thing better

dont you see its all slipping?
bitchin dont make the thing better
dont you see its all burning?
can’t you feel the world is on fire?
cant you taste the world is now ash?

dont run!
dont hide!
dont cry!
get off your ass and 
make the thing better

dont run
dont hide
dont cry
get off your ass and 
make the thing better

right here,ice just killin
right now, ice just maimed
right here,ice not chillin
wake up, it’s a fkng train wreck

right here,ice just killin
right now, ice just maimed
right here,ice not chillin
wake up, it’s a fkng train wreck
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dont run!
dont hide!
dont cry!
get off your ass and 
make the thing better

dont run
dont hide
dont cry
get off your ass and 
make the thing better
x
x
x
x
dont you see its all slipping?
bitchin dont make the thing better
dont you see its all burning?
can’t you feel the world is on fire?
cant you taste the world is now ash?

dont run!
dont hide!
dont cry!
get off your ass and 
make the thing better

dont run
dont hide
dont cry
get off your ass and 
make the thing better

right here,ice just killin
right now, ice just maimed
right here,ice not chillin
wake up, it’s a fkng train wreck

right here,ice just killin
right now, ice just maimed
right here,ice not chillin
wake up, it’s a fkng train wreck

“train-wreck”

lyrics by doc,steff,gracie-v
(based on the poem “train wreck”
by gracie-v)
“it’s ok to mourn”
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hold me 
hold me
dont let me go
bend me 
break me 
do what you want with me
my life has been 
rattled 
right to the core
since you left me
in this world

life 
was so beautiful 
with you
it’s all turned to grey 
since you left me
since you left me
you took the beautiful  
with you

hold me 
hold me
dont let me go
bend me 
break me 
do what you want with me
my life has been 
rattled 
right to the core
since you left me
in this world

life 
was so beautiful 
with you
it’s all turned to grey 
since you left me
since you left me
you took the beautiful  
with you

life 
was so beautiful 
with you
it’s all turned to grey 
since you left me
since you left me
you took the beautiful  
with you

hold me 
hold me
dont let me go
bend me 
break me 
do what you want with me
my life has been 
rattled 
right to the core
since you left me
in this world

hold me
hold me
dont let me go
bend me
break me
do what you want with me
my life has been 
rattled 
right to the core
since you left me
in this world

life is so beautiful
life is so beautiful

hold me 
hold me
dont let me go
bend me 
break me 
do what you want with me
my life has been 
rattled 
right to the core
since you left me
in this world

life 
was so beautiful 
with you
it’s all turned to grey 
since you left me
since you left me
you took the beautiful  
with you

“rattled” demo

lyrics by doc,steff,gracie-v
(based on the poem “angst” by gracie-v)
“live and let die = you do you, i do me… but i matter most to myself in a cruel world”
(a plead to god… the story of job)
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this small town
with lonely church pews
painful frowns
stretched across my face
fall face down
swim in gutters
no one cares
these small church lies
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i cant talk
i cant scream
i cant lie
i cant help you
i can’t save 
i can’t beg
i can’t mend
you dont make it easy!!!

too old to break
too young to angst
too old to join
too young 
so live and let die
-
too old to break
too young to angst
too old to join
too young 
so live and let die
x
this small town
with lonely church pews
painful frowns
stretched across my face
fall face down
swim in gutters
no one cares
these small church lies
-
i cant talk
i cant scream
i cant lie
i cant help you
i can’t save 
i can’t beg
i can’t mend
you dont make it easy
-
too old to break
too young to angst
too old to join
too young 
so live and let die
-
too old to break
too young to angst
too old to join
too young 
so live and let die
x
x
x
x
this small town
with lonely church pews
painful frowns
stretched across my face
fall face down
swim in gutters
no one cares
these small church lies
-
i cant talk
i cant scream
i cant lie
i cant help you
i can’t save 
i can’t beg
i can’t mend
you dont make it easy!!!
-
too old to break
too young to angst
too old to join
too young 
so live and let die
-
too old to break
too young to angst
too old to join
too young 
so live and let die
-

so live and let die
x

"angst" demo

lyrics by doc, steff, gracie-v
(inspired by the poem “rude” by gracie-v)
“the journey to the truth is harsh”
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i don’t wanna have to be, the one to be rude
but you dont mind
you’re whats wrong with me

i don’t wanna have to be the one to be rude
but you dont care
it’s you it’s not me
-
this isnt hard, 
you’re just kinda simple, 
problem is you
i’ve seen this all before

this isnt hard, 
you’re just kinda simple, 
i’m not a fool
you’re what’s wrong with me

falling apart
like all of the others
right from the start
happens again and again

falling apart
like all of the others
tripped from the start
it’s time to say when
x
x
i don’t wanna have to be, the one to be rude?
but i dont mind?
you’re whats wrong with me?

i don’t wanna have to be, the one to be rude?
but i dont care?
it’s you it’s not me?
-
this should hard
it’s never that simple
problem’s not me
i’ve seen this all before

this should be hard
it’s never that simple, 
feels like an echo
what’s so wrong with me?

falling apart
you’re just like the others
right from the start
chose this again and again

falling apart
it’s just like the others
set this in motion 
knew it would end
x
x
i don’t wanna have to be, the one to be rude
but it’s my time
i’m whats wrong with me

i don’t wanna have to be, the one to be rude
but it’s my time
not you it’s just me
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this isnt hard, 
it’s really so simple, 
i set the stage
over and over again

this isnt hard, 
it’s really so simple, 
groundhog familiar
over and over again

falling apart
like all of the others
i chose the end
over and over again

falling apart
like all of the others
i chose the players
over and over again
-
i don’t wanna have to be, the one to be rude
but you dont mind
you’re whats wrong with me
-
i don’t wanna have to be, the one to be rude
but you dont care
it’s you it’s not me
x
i don’t wanna have to be, the one to be rude?
but i dont mind?
you’re whats wrong with me?
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i don’t wanna have to be, the one to be rude?
but i dont care?
it’s you it’s not me?
x

"rude" re-loaded

lyrics “misery” by doc,steff,gracie-v
(based on the poem “damaged” by gracie-v”)
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x
x
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misery!!
just fucked my life!!
fucked my life!!
with misery!!
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misery!!
just fucked my life!!
fucked my life!!
with misery!!
-
time has passed
old and grey
damaged goods
everyday
-
time has passed
can’t forget
damaged deep
here to stay
-
walls pressed close
very tight
barely slept
any nights
-
grip would close
steal my breath
lack of space
-
heart
damage
slow down
soul
damage
burned out
x
x
time will pass
old and frayed
damaged goods
everyday
-
time will pass
wont forget
damaged deep
here to stay
-
walls press close
every night
barely sleep
any nights
-
grip has closed
stole my breath
lack of space
-
heart
damage
slow down
soul
damage
burned out
x
x
misery!!
just fucked my life!!
fucked my life!!
with misery!!
-
misery!!
just fucked my life!!
fucked my life!!
with misery!!
-
time will pass
old and grey
damaged goods
everyday
-
time has passed
wont forget
damaged deep
here to stay
-
walls press close
every night
watch my clock
blinking lights
-
grip has closed
steal my breath
pray for peace
-
heart
damage
slow down
soul
damage
burned out
-
heart
damage
slow down
soul
damage
burned out
x
x
x
x
misery!!
just fucked my life!!
fucked my life!!
with misery!!
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misery!!
just fucked my life!!
fucked my life!!
with misery!! 

misery!!
just fucked my life!!
fucked my life!!
with misery!!
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misery!!
just fucked my life!!
fucked my life!!
with misery!!

“soul damage” demo

lyrics by doc,steff,gracie-v
(dedicated to my amazing wife…)
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all i say
all i do
all i ask
all i choose
i will take 
what i can
good or bad
with broken hands

all i ask 
is more of this
all i want 
is more of you

i can feel the morning come
i can see the world creeping in again

i can hear your waking breath
i can feel your parting words
my heart swells and breaks all at once
to see you go
x
all i say
all i do
all i ask
all i choose
i will take 
when i can
good or bad
with broken hands

i can feel the morning come
i can see the world creeping in again

i can hear your waking breath
i can feel your parting words
my heart swells and breaks all at once
to see you go
x
this bittersweet is something
this bittersweet is something
x
all i say
all i do
all i ask
all i choose
i will take 
what i can
good or bad
with broken hands

i can feel the morning come
i can see the world creeping in again

i can hear your waking breath
i can feel your parting words
my heart swells and breaks all at once
to see you go
x
all i say
all i do
all i ask
all i choose
i will take 
what i can
good or bad
with broken hands

i can feel the morning come
i can see the world creeping in again

i can hear your waking breath
i can feel your parting words
my heart swells and breaks all at once
to see you go

this bittersweet is something
this bittersweet is something
x

“bittersweet”demo

lyrics by doc,steff, gracie-v
(the music industry is a jungle…)
stan = stalker fanatic
G’s = 1000’s
bush’d = poor without money
drips = stylish clothes
ice = diamonds
york = stare at
jel = jealous
whips = cars
rizz = charismatic
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i wont “stan” for your “G’s”
baby i don’t think so

i don’t want for your “drips”
i’m so cool

i dont “york” on your face
baby i dont think so

i wont hate on your “whips”
baby i’m so chill
x
maybe im slick
maybe im boss
maybe im thick
just trip

maybe im mule
maybe im pig
maybe im bull
so rizz

maybe im slick
maybe im boss
maybe im thick
just trip

maybe im mule
maybe im pig
maybe im bull
so rizz
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i wont “stan” for your “G’s”
hell i don’t think so

i don’t want for your “drips”
baby i’m so cool

i dont “york” on your “ice”
i dont think so

i dont hate on your “whips”

i’m so chill

jel
my glaze, my shine, my stride
keep
your game, your sham, your pride
jel
my glaze, my shine, my stride
keep
your game, your sham, your pride
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i wont “stan” for your “G’s”
i don’t think so

i don’t want for your “drips”
i’m so cool

i dont “york” on your face
i dont think so

i wont hate on your “whips”
i’m so chill
x
maybe im slick
maybe im boss
maybe im thick
just trip

maybe im mule
maybe im pig
maybe im bull
so rizz

maybe im slick
maybe im boss
maybe im thick
just trip

maybe im mule
maybe im pig
maybe im bull
so rizz
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i wont “stan” for your “G’s”
hell i don’t think so

i don’t want for your “drips”
i’m so cool

i dont “york” on your “ice”
hell i dont think so

i dont hate on your “whips”
baby i’m so chill

jel
my glaze, my shine, my stride
keep
your game, your sham, your pride
jel
my glaze, my shine, my stride
keep
your game, your sham, your pride
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i wont “stan” for your “G’s”
i don’t think so

i don’t want for your “drips”
i’m so cool

i dont “york” on your face
i dont think so

i wont hate on your “whips”
i’m so chill
x
maybe im slick
maybe im boss
maybe im thick
just trip

maybe im mule
maybe im pig
maybe im bull
so rizz

maybe im slick
maybe im boss
maybe im thick
just trip

maybe im mule
maybe im pig
maybe im bull
so rizz
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i wont “stan” for your “G’s”
hell i don’t think so

i don’t want for your “drips”
i’m so cool

i dont “york” on your “ice”
 i dont think so

i dont hate on your “whips”
i’m so chill

jel
my glaze, my shine, my stride
keep
your game, your sham, your pride
jel
my glaze, my shine, my stride
keep
your game, your sham, your pride
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“stride” demo

lyrics by doc,steff,gracie-v
(more is never enough for the decadent)
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lord that’s just a waste of our life
wanting more
that’s so, fucking stupid

lord that’s just a waste of our life
wanting more
that’s so, fucking lame

used up all the luck in our life
running blind
our eyes, stapled shut
used up all the love in our lives
hurting the poor
for the, sake of money

here’s the truth
very few know
more you crave
less that you sow

here’s the truth 
everyone knows
shit is all the same

you should  know
deeper the dive
quicker the drown
faster you die
you should know 
faster the dance
greed is all the rage

lord that’s just a waste of our life
wanting more
thats so, fucking stupid

lord that’s just a waste of our life
wanting more
thats so, fucking lame
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i can see the wants of our past
starting to creep, nagging
more and more 

i can see scars of our past
starting to burn, dancing
more and more

here’s the truth
very few know
more you crave
less that you sow

here’s the truth 
everyone knows
shit is all the same

you should  know
deeper the dive
quicker the drown
faster you die
you should know 
faster the dance
greed is all the rage

lord it’s just a waste of our life
wanting more
that’s so, fucking stupid

lord it’s just a waste of our life
wanting more
that’s so, fucking lame

you should  know
deeper the glass
quicker the drown
harder the crash
you should know
bigger the slice
shit is all the same

you should  know
deeper the dive
quicker the drown
faster you die
you should know 
never enough
greed is all the rage

lord it’s just a waste of our life,
wanting more
that’s so, fucking stupid
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used up all the luck in our life
running blind
our eyes, stapled shut
used up all the love in our lives
hurting the poor
for the, sake of money

here’s the truth
very few know
more you crave
less that you sow

here’s the truth 
everyone knows
shit is all the same

you should  know
deeper the dive
quicker the drown
faster you die
you should know 
faster the dance
greed is all the rage

lord that’s just a waste of our life
wanting more
thats so, fucking stupid

lord that’s just a waste of our life
wanting more
thats so, fucking lame

i can see the wants of our past
starting to creep, nagging
more and more 

i can see scars of our past
starting to burn, dancing
more and more

here’s the truth
very few know
more you crave
less that you sow

here’s the truth 
everyone knows
shit is all the same

you should  know
deeper the dive
quicker the drown
faster you die
you should know 
faster the dance
greed is all the rage

lord it’s just a waste of our life
wanting more
that’s so, fucking stupid

lord it’s just a waste of our life
wanting more
that’s so, fucking lame

you should  know
the deeper the glass
quicker the drown
harder the crash
you should know
bigger the slice
shit is all the same

you should  know
deeper the dive
quicker the drown
faster you die
you should know 
never enough
greed is all the rage

lord it’s just a waste of our life,
wanting more
that’s so, fucking stupid

lord it’s just a waste of our life
wanting more
that’s so, fucking lame

rage-reloaded

lyrics by doc,steff and gracie-v
(dedicated to my beautiful steff)
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chasing everything cause i know i got honey
acting like a fool cuz i know i got play
jeering at the girl cuz i’m wanting her attention
she keeps being classy
i’m the face of lame
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three legged horses don’t know that they’re not winners
“sport” nagging for a swing the fence is  
so far
telling everyone she’d be lucky just to have him
fool and his pride
fractured and crushed
-
what you gonna do if she doesnt want your money?
what you gonna do if she’s not impressed by you?
what you gonna do if she’s so independent 
what you gonna do when she’s through with you
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it’s a mighty long fall
i don’t see a “my-way” here
it’s the story of a clown
wanting to be king
have it all his way
all the fucking time
thought he’d rule the world
love’s a compromise
x
x
it’s the story of a clown
wanting to be king
got himself a clue
love’s a compromise
x
x
x
x
what you gonna do when she doesn’t want your money?
what you gonna do when she’s not impressed by you?
what you gonna do when she’s so independent 
what you gonna do when she’s through with you
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it’s a mighty long fall
i don’t see a “my way” here
it’s the story of a clown
wanting to be king
have it all his way
all the fucking time
thought he’d rule the world
love’s a compromise
x
x
it’s the story of a clown
wanting to be king
got himself a clue
love’s a compromise
x
x
x
x
chasing everything cause i know i got honey
acting like a fool cuz i know i got play
jeering at the girl cuz i’m wanting her attention
she keeps being classy
i’m the face of lame
-
three legged horses don’t know that they’re not winners
“sport” nagging for a swing the fence is  
so far
telling everyone she’d be lucky just to have him
fool and his pride
fractured and crushed
-
what you gonna do when she doesnt want your money?
what you gonna do when she’s not impressed by you?
what you gonna do when she’s so independent 
what you gonna do when she’s through with you
-
it’s a mighty long fall
i don’t see a “my-way” here
it’s the story of a clown
wanting to be king
have it all his way
all the fucking time
thought he’d rule the world
love’s a compromise
x
x
it’s the story of a clown
wanting to be king
got himself a clue
love’s a compromise

“compromise”

lyrics “thoughtless” by doc,steff, gracie-v
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x
no way
no dice
no place
no rights
x
no way
no dice
no place
no rights
x
taken by
your thoughtless words
and your petty 
guise
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broken by
your thoughtless words
and your pretty
lies
-
no way
no dice
no place
no rights
x
no way
no dice
no place
no rights
x
taken by
your thoughtless words
and your petty 
guise
-
broken by
your thoughtless words
and your pretty
lies
x
you can’t take it back once its out there 
you cant take it back … 
you’re a motherfucker
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you can’t take it back once its out there 
you cant take it back … 
you’re a motherfucker
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you can’t take it back once its out there 
you cant take it back … 
you’re a motherfucker
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you can’t take it back once its out there 
you cant take it back … 
you’re a motherfucker
x
taken by
your thoughtless words
and your petty 
guise
-
broken by
your thoughtless words
and your pretty
lies
x
no way
no dice
no place
no rights
x
no way
no dice
no place
no rights
x
taken by
your thoughtless words
and your petty 
guise
-
broken by
your thoughtless words
and your pretty
lies
x
you can’t take it back once its out there 
you cant take it back … 
you’re a motherfucker
-
you can’t take it back once its out there 
you cant take it back … 
you’re a motherfucker
-
you can’t take it back once its out there 
you cant take it back … 
you’re a motherfucker
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you can’t take it back once its out there 
you cant take it back … 
you’re a motherfucker

“THOUGHTLESS” demo

lyrics by 
doc, steff, and gracie-v 
(based on the poems “all i’ve got left” and “sunk” by gracie-v)
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don’t act so dour
you know you love the stories
don’t act let down
you know you love the games
don’t act surprised
you know you love sensations
don’t act so harmed
you know you love the scenes

don’t act so proud
you know you’re made for kneeling
don’t act so bound
you could leave any time
don’t act acclaimed
you know it’s just pathetic
don’t say you’ll go
you’ll come back every time

i can’t stand this any more
won’t live a life descending
i can’t stand this any more
reflections every time
i can’t stand this any more
fake life, so pretentious
prayed for a reason why
can’t find one anymore
x
don’t act so dour
you know you love the stories
don’t act let down
you know you love the games
don’t act surprised
you know you love sensations
don’t act so harmed
you know you love the scenes

don’t act so proud
you know you’re made for kneeling
don’t act so bound
you could leave any time
don’t act acclaimed
you know it’s just pathetic
don’t say you’ll go
you’ll come back every time

i can’t stand this any more
won’t live a life descending
i can’t stand this any more
reflections every time
i can’t stand this any more
fake life, so pretentious
prayed for a reason why
can’t find one anymore

wake up and let it go
you know we’re sad and buried
wake up and let it go
you know we’re dead and done

wake up and let it go
you know we’re sad and buried
prayed for a reason why
can’t find one anymore
x
x
x
x
i can’t stand this any more
won’t live a life descending
i can’t stand this any more
reflections every time
i can’t stand this any more
fake life, so pretentious
prayed for a reason why
can’t find one anymore

wake up and let it go
you know we’re sad and buried
wake up and let it go
you know we’re dead and done

wake up and let it go
you know we’re sad and buried
prayed for a reason why
can’t find one anymore

"sad and buried" demo

lyrics “… and a day” by doc,steff,gracie-v
(based on the poem “forever-hate” by gracie-v)
[ a special shout out to our amazing band-mate gracie-v for pushing this song to it’s final vector… a bold, talented risk-taker whenever we need one🫠❤️]
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x
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i can’t change this
i won’t change this
i can’t change this anymore  
i can’t change this
i won’t change this
forever and a day

i can’t change this
i won’t change this
i can’t change this anymore  
i can’t change this
i won’t change this
forever and a day

i will hate you
i will hate you
i will hate you
forevermore 
i will hate you
i will hate you
forever and a day
x
x
and the story goes
you broke my peaceful
wrapped me in cold
dipped me in drama
stepped on my hopes
stepped on tomorrow

danced on my gravestone
laughed at my bleeding
danced on my gravestone
laughed at my pleading
danced on my gravestone
laughed at my bleeding
laughed at my pleading
laughed at my pleading
x
x
i can’t change this
i won’t change this
i can’t change this anymore  
i can’t change this
i won’t change this
forever and a day

i can’t change this
i won’t change this
i can’t change this anymore  
i can’t change this
i won’t change this
forever and a day

i can’t change this
i won’t change this
i can’t change this anymore  
i can’t change this
i won’t change this
forever and a day

i will hate you
i will hate you
i will hate you
forevermore 
i will hate you
i will hate you
forever and a day

i will hate you
i will hate you
i will hate you
forevermore 
i will hate you
i will hate you
forever and a day

" ... and a day" re-loaded

lyrics by doc,steff, gracie-v
(inspired by the poem“want”by gracie-v)
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i just need to share
keep it simple
over and over again

never tell myself
getting better
confession all to myself

told you lies
kept it clever
didn’t matter
any way that counts

live in lies
need for clever
no need to doubt myself
so far in the game

hope i know, time of my life
decisive moment, here to mark the way
hope it’s not, slip or a fall
see if hoping, changes anything 

i just need to share
keep it simple
over and over again

never tell myself
getting better
confession all to myself

i just need to share 
keep it simple
over and over again

never tell myself
getting better
confession all to myself

told you lies
kept it clever
didn’t matter
any way that counts

live in lies
need for clever
no need to doubt myself
so far in the game

hope i know, time of my life
decisive moment, here to mark the way
hope it’s not, slip or a fall
see if hoping, changes anything 

i just need to share
keep it simple
over and over again

never tell myself 
getting better
confession all to myself

i just need to share
keep it simple
over and over again

never tell myself
getting better
confession all to myself

hope i know, time of my life
decisive moment here to mark the way
hope it’s not, slip or a fall
see if hoping, changes anything 

i just need to share
keep it simple
over and over again

never tell myself
getting better
confession all to myself

hope i know, time of my life
decisive moment, here to mark the way
hope it’s not, slip or a fall
see if hoping, changes anything 

i just need to share
keep it simple
over and over again

never tell myself 
getting better
confession all to myself
x
x

"confession" re-loaded (ft steff)

lyrics by doc, steff and gracie-v
(one-eye = narrow minded bigot)
(based on the poem “one-eye” by the ass-kicking gracie-v) shout out to my beautiful and amazing band-mates… nothing happens here without these two endless fountains of talent. 
FUCK you Donald J Trump!!!!
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spitting on the poor
while they’re going from not to rot
Painting everyone
as a black or a white

Can’t be all truth
when we’re going from not to rot
hurting everyone
is the ultimate prize

megaphone mouth
with your paper thin lies
preaching really loud
with your past full of guise

King of old division
keeps on selling us sins
shilling us hate
you keep calling em wins

old man sits on a throne
drowns the world with his lies
now he don’t give a fuck
cuz he sees through one eye

old man sits on a throne
drowns the world with his lies
now he don’t give a fuck
cuz he sees through one eye
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x
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gifted One-eyed jackal 
with the gab of one-track 
betting everything
we won’t wanna push back

rising from the wreckage
how we barely survived
mind’s a lil brighter 
than your one-eyed lies

old man sits on a throne
drowns the world with his lies
now he don’t give a fuck
cuz he sees through one eye

old man sits on a throne
drowns the world with his lies
now he don’t give a fuck
cuz he sees through one eye
x
x
x
x
spitting on the world 
through your keyhole of lies
Painting everyone
as a black or a white

turning everything that you’re touching to rot
leaving our world with a handful of fraught
burning everything till there’s nothing but ash
selling us short for a pittance of cash 

Can’t be all truth
when it comes from one eye
hurting everyone
is the ultimate prize

old man sits on a throne
drowns the world with his lies
now he don’t give a fuck
cuz he sees through one eye

old man sits on a throne
drowns the world with his lies
now he don’t give a fuck
cuz he sees through one eye

old man sits on a throne
drowns the world with his lies
now he don’t give a fuck
cuz he sees through one eye

old man sits on a throne
drowns the world with his lies
now he don’t give a fuck
cuz he sees through one eye
x
x
x
x
spitting on the poor
while they’re going from not to rot
Painting everyone
as a black or a white

Can’t be all truth
when we’re going from not to rot
hurting everyone
is the ultimate prize

old man sits on a throne
drowns the world with his lies
now he don’t give a fuck
cuz he sees through one eye

old man sits on a throne
drowns the world with his lies
now he don’t give a fuck
cuz he sees through one eye

old man sits on a throne
drowns the world with his lies
now he don’t give a fuck
cuz he sees through one eye

old man sits on a throne
drowns the world with his lies
now he don’t give a fuck
cuz he sees through one eye
x

“one-eye” single

lyrics by doc,steff,gracie-v
(dedicated to stacey)
this track was a phenomenal collab with steff and gracie-v… at full fucking throttle… i am blessed to have these amazing band-mates. 
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set me off
set me off
set me off
take my fucking place
at the bottom

set me off
set me off
set me off
take my fucking place
at the bottom

took a lil this
cooked a lil that
took a lil this
earned my fucking place 
at the bottom

took a lil this
cooked a lil that
took a lil this
earned my fucking place
at the bottom
x
x
x
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i can’t see me
from this many miles 
i cant feel me
through this state of mind

you can taste my
fucking hate
when you
blow me up

i can’t see me
from this many miles 
i can’t feel me
through this state of mind

you can taste my
fucking hate
when you
blow me up
x
x
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took a lil this
cooked a lil that
took a lil this
earned my fucking place
at the bottom

i can’t see me
from this many miles 
i can’t feel me
through my state of mind

you can taste my
fucking hate
when you
blow me up

i can’t see me
from this many miles 
i can’t feel me
through this state of mind

you can taste my
fucking hate
when you
blow me up

my hate
will burn
the sky
and rain

my hate
will burn
the sky
and rain
x
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set me off
set me off
set me off
take my fucking place 
at the bottom

set me off
set me off
set me off
take my fucking place
at the bottom

“set me off” demo

cover by strange dayzze
recording artist “when in rome”
(dedicated to our beautiful kids)
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If you need a friend
Don't look to a stranger
You know in the end
I'll always be there
but when you're in doubt
And when you're in danger
Take a look around
And I will be there

I'm sorry I'm just thinking bout the right words to say
I know they don't sound the way I want them to be
But if you wait around a while 
I will make you fall for me
I promise, I promise you, I will

When your day is through
And so is your temper
You know what to do
I'll always be there
Sometimes if I shout
It's not what's intended
These words just come out
With no cross to bear

I'm sorry I'm just thinking bout the right words to say
I know they don't sound the way I want them to be
But if you wait around a while I will make you fall for me
I promise, I promise you

I'm sorry I'm just thinking bout the right words to say
I know they don't sound the way I want them to be
but if you walk around the world I wont make u crawl for me
I promise, I promise you I will
x
x
x
x
I'm sorry I'm just thinking bout the right words to say
I know they don't sound the way I want them to be
But if you wait around a while I will make you fall for me
I promise, I promise you
I'm sorry I'm just thinking bout the right words to say
I know they don't sound the way I want them to be
but if you walk around the world 
I wont make u crawl for me
I promise, I promise you I will
I will
I will

“the promise” cover by strange dayzze

lyrics by doc,steff, gracie-v
(based on the poem “backstabber” by gracie-v)
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i don’t want your help backstabber
i don’t need regrets backstabber
i don’t want your kiss backstabber
x
i don’t want your help backstabber
i don’t need regrets backstabber
i don’t want your kiss backstabber
x
smile on your face
gold for your chatter
Played it so clean
but here’s, the compromise
-
fed on my trust
it didn’t matter
watched like a sport
here comes the stab in the back
-
the name
the sin
bruise on my skin
the fall
the rise
strength, won’t compromise 
the whips
the pain
kiss without shame
the blood
the nails
i’ll get myself off of my cross
-

i don’t want your help backstabber
i don’t need regrets backstabber
i don’t want your kiss backstabber
x
i don’t want your help backstabber
i don’t need regrets backstabber
i don’t want your kiss backstabber
-
tourist of sides
villain-defender
blessed of the cursed
but here’s the compromise
-
merchant of scars
forger of shameful
try to look me in the eye
here cones the stab in the back
-
the name
the sin
bruise on my skin
the fall
the rise
strength i won’t compromise 
the whips
the pain
kiss without shame
the blood
the nails
i’ll get myself off of my cross
-
it’s not sexual
x
x
x
x
the name
the sin
bruise on my skin
the fall
the rise
strength i won’t compromise 
the whips
the pain
kiss without shame
the blood
the nails
i’ll get myself off my cross
-
i don’t want your help backstabber
i don’t need regrets backstabber
i don’t want your kiss backstabber
x
i don’t want your help backstabber
i don’t need regrets backstabber
i don’t want your kiss backstabber
-
i don’t want your help backstabber
i don’t need regrets backstabber
i don’t want your kiss backstabber
x
x 
x
x
smile on your face
gold for your chatter
Played it so clean
but here’s, the compromise
-
fed on my trust
it didn’t matter
watched like a sport
here comes the stab in the back
x
x
x
x
here comes the stab in the back
x
x
x
x

"back-stabber" demo

“back-stabber” re-loaded

my wife and i are co-writers and singers… i am a physician and she is an analyst. we write music to celebrate our lives, our loves and our dreams for the world and our family. we have lived long enough to have compiled stories of our passions and countless acts of magnificent stupidity😇.
we know enough now… to know that we do not know everything. having said that, we have lots to say and lots to share through our music☺️. 
as an aside… we are none-monetized as we are exceedingly blessed in our lives away from music:) 
our prayer for the world is that everyone should be as blessed as we are:)

our music is transcendent, but gen-x’ers definitely get it:)

update… 
our highly talented and dear friend Gracie-V has joined our passion project as a co-writer and singer. 
We look forward to our trio continuing our musical odyssey for many years to come❤️

thank you for your time and support:) 
we love yall:)

sincerely
doc,steff and gracie-v

strange dayzze

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