When I first met you, I thought that you were pretty cool
It seems that I wanted to talk to you sometimes, All the times, 
we spend together, It was hell tryna keep this secret away from you 
But I still pushed it deep inside of my mind

Such a high school way of thinking for a 23 year old you
Such a high school way of thinking for a 23 year old you

When I last saw you, It seemed like what I felt was so true
In the freezing cold, we listened to cigarettes jamming out his tunes
just Two weeks later, We were alone in your band room
 infatuated deeply,  couldn’t make the first move

Im losing my mind, Over not being able to speak my mind
Im looking for ways, Just to make me sane for one more day
desolation without clear causation
It all seems so strange, and I’m hoping that it won’t change

We both sat down, At a dessert place somewhere down town
A year of torture, And its all come down today
I say what I feel, As its all supposed to heal
somehow nothings changed, the feelings they all feel so real

Im losing it all, opened up for it to fade away
Im looking for ways, just to make it safe for one more day
Desperation without clear causation
It all seems so strange, yet I hope it won’t change

I losing my mind, worked up the courage to speak my mind
Im looking for ways, Just to make you stay for one more day
Determination with clear causation
everything feels the same, everything just feels the same  

Its all just in my mind
Its all just in my mind
Its all just in my mind
Its all just in my mind

Strange Lives