prod.idly blare

And for me 
Feels just like I wanted to 
So please excuse my attitude 
How do I make the world want me 
Run up my number till I don’t breathe 
The world runs love on the matrix 
The devils heart 
She thought she ate this 
But I don’t remember 
I didn’t exactly do wrong 
But a kiss so strong 
It would leave you nameless 
Knew it all along 
That I can’t contain it 

Take a shot 
I hit the switch
God may need to make a spot
To get me clicks 
On my body 
Trade the opps 
Yeah this is bliss 
On my body
Trade the opps 
Yeah this is bliss
Could you play the melody 
Keep it crisp 
All this talk you telling me 
I cannot listen 
I don’t want you gone 
Just confused when you’re around 
Treat you like a God 
And you treat me like a cloud

You just hurt me I’ll be honest 
I don’t think you really want this 
Can’t you see I’m still inside us 
Jesus ease my eyes of Midas 
Dionysus won’t rewind us 
Planetary shapes and sizes 
Hold my dream in my horizon 
All to be just appetizer

MIDAS:TELEVISION (prod.idly blare)

LYRICS: 

I got nothing left to cry about
Take me on the road 
We can drive until the fires out 
Everything will hold 
Say in me you got a main body 
All I see is smoke 
Who am I to hold a hand out 
Wanna be alone 
Stuck between a gun 
And a good girl 
Afraid the love ain’t worth my life 
Shawty switched up 
Like shade in a windmill 
Can you come round more than twice 
Why you hate how I walk 
But you don’t hate how I talk 
You say it’s exaggeration 
you’re not scared of the fall 

Girl revenge is really viral 
Please don’t get me wrong 
Let me keep you on the tightrope 
Right you belong 
I had days where I was miles off 
Now all we know is gone 
You just wanna be the wild one
But I can be that bond 

Try to hold on serve to you 
Hold on, serve 
Let me see his worth in you 
That holy burn 
All these streets are purging you 
My lady 
Do learn
Deprave me you were 
Where to be when I need 
Someone believes 
That I’m good for you 
So good for you 
You love the reprieve 
And I need to grieve to you 

There’s no roses in here 
There’s no roses in here 

And his eyes were cutthroat 
In a type of way the people wanna condone 
Like a jit too short for his own show 
Honestly I do it for the blood flow 
It was so much more 
Cuz he’s up though 
Really God too good for the unknown 
Iced her wrist 
I’m blessed 
On a low note 
Baby don’t bend for a bozo 
If you bozo me 
Then it’s nose goes 
Make you feel special 
But the hoes don’t 
Put that title on me 
And it’s a no go 
Try to make eternity a FOMO 
I just want my features in the photo 
Told me the cross is just a logo 
When you really wear it it’s a heart sleeve 
Living rich my onyx down in Togo

bond

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Heres the lyrics. If you like the song, learn a bit about it :) 
: When you shot her 
I couldn’t move my legs
Will I prosper 
Stephanie help me up 
I’ve been calling to God 
Since I lost all my love 
This is not what I want
But I think you’re enough 
Nothing too romantic 
Cause our fleeting world 
Is just dream 
Looking through romanics 
1300’s 
Make me want to bleed 
How close was I to ecstasy 
felt like she was texting me in
Syncopated messages 
To tell me 
Love her make believe 
But we’re apart now 
So I just fall down 
Trying to stand here my own 
She knows I barely fold my clothes 
you just changed my life 
you just changed my life 
And I can’t ever 
Feign these embers 
Can I start walking?

We been hardly in the same place anymore 
Never left an addiction 
Heal in the hollow
Tried to tell em love has no place in a morgue 
Yet I smile so often 
Cuffed to coffin 
Darling I ain’t calling these dates anymore 
I’ve already ruined these words before 
But we can play saints at a grocery store
Hearts so sore 
For something more 














This song kinda sums up the things I've talked about only in instances in my other account. My sister Layla Bennet was shot in the head on April 29th, just barely coming out of high school after a drug incident with a dealer she simply happened to be hanging out with. She's still alive and miraculously is recovering in many different facets, but I found myself spiritually in a very similar position as she was, having recurring dreams where constantly I would have legs to weak and unresponsive to walk, crawling to get in my car, etc. I felt during this time of life that i was too weak and not strong enough to really chase after the changes in my life that i desired for years. I spent months reclusively in my room, and I happened to trauma bond with somebody right after this shooting, we had a lot of history in our youth and one thing led to another and I gave it another try. I admit that it was in avarice, expecting it to play well into my future (should I get better and start "walking" given the time we spent together). Yet I couldn't get myself together, and we fell apart. This instance of love was enough for me to stop clinging to it altogether as if I couldn't change for another body, then I wouldn't change for anybody but my own grievances. I feel like my sister's physical disposition was truly my mental one. Im starting to get off the constant drug intake, and throwing away the comforts in my life that cause me to wither away only more. This song was written about this dream occurrence of being unable to move, which was changed by a girl who had helped me up as people passed me by struggling. It was a girl from elementary school that I barely even talked to. I found the name intriguing, so I opened the song with that and began to reminisce about the times when I was whimsically on fire for being a role model as well as an artist. I read about mysticism in the 1300s and all kinds of crazy archived texts trying to find a new point of view, yet I found myself falling short. I hope that everybody who has a hard time finding the drive to live a meaningful life can find their emotions again in a song like this. A comment is appreciated. If this song deserves to break the algo, I got locked out of my main account and had to start fresh, but I never had a real fanbase. Just a special few people that had one time, now or another, shaped my music and motivated me. Thank you for reading this :)

PARAPLEGIA. (view desc)

What so wrong with worship 
Hurts so much to see you cut yourself inside 
Where no one else can find you 
See that I am good 
All along I wanted you 
All this time I’ve waited and
No one else can take your place 
Give you 30 dreams in 30 days 
God you got me northbound 
They don’t know the highway 
Bro I ain’t even driving 

Who do you really stand for 
I Downed a thousand cans of monster 
scared to call my landlord 
But lately he demands more 
I confessed 
With the chemicals in my breath
Said he wasn’t upset 
Told em 
I was upset 
Looking everywhere 
For a blood stained T 
He bought us one pair 
I Said thank you 
But I felt nauseous 
God I if put this on in the 
Office 
They gon hate how I dress 
Ok 
Don’t you worry bout that 
It’ll wash in 
Fetched a high price 
He said 
Don’t stress 
To be honest they don’t want you blessed
But I’ll dress you better than your mama did
Bet 

I just want Christ to be iced out 
Stuck in this world with my eyes out 
How will they leave 
Prolly like hike on a high mount 
Frying my mind out 
With your commands and needs 
I cannot die with the high ground 
Poser put back 
And he spared your life it seems 
When I leave you I go nowhere 
Devil does too 
Red lake and the low light beams 
So let me choose my battles 
To be on the right side of you 
The pain would be my joy 
The pain would be my joy 

What so wrong with worship 
Hurts so much to see you cut yourself inside 
Where no one else can find you 
See that I am good 
All along I wanted you 
All this time I’ve waited and

No one else can take your place 
Give you 30 dreams in 30 days 
God you got me northbound 
They don’t know the highway 
Bro I ain’t even driving 

And now I won’t go 
Read the word you deserve 
Please don’t do it solo 
Fix you up 
Reimburse 
Go and get the logos 
Kill the self 
Free the bird 
Jesus takes a low dose

YHWH

BLOOD STAINED TEE

What is of you now may become solace for someone of tomorrow. 
This is what I have learned, and this captures a faith of loving what feels like could never physically be attained. It’s just how I feel. But maybe one day I’ll feel different. 

3 different instrumental revisions 
6 different vocal mixes 
3 different masters 

I had to go back and revise it 12 times

Lyrics:

Call me when you’re ready 
If you’ll be my eyes I’ll find you
Party feels so tempting 
If you see me I’d remind you 
Cause you can’t call the number on the phone 
Round here 
 I’m too in love to 
Settle you down 
Nobody else can see us 
In the wings of our tears 
Cause they have no heart to figure me out  

But you 
But you 
Asleep in the ark like a child 
So move 
Just move 
We’ll only be gone for a while 

Come around and color on the 
dead man’s back 
Do you wanna another boy 
Deal like max 
I just wanna give em God 
Flex asap 
On the rock 
Church work 
Is the first hearse 
And it’s locked 
Iso 
I’ve been Iso 
From the loathing
I go baby let’s go were they told me 
Doomsday 
We can switch faces imagine 
Soul food 
While the kids play on the mattress 
Millions 
I’m talking billions 
I’m talking trillions 
Never let em underestimate 
The way you needed them 
Give a fuck about your panties down 
I needed pyramids 
Blood of my messiah 
Pouring down in every myriad 
Followers that never punctuate it with a period 
You Wanted it but couldn’t talk your shit in front of Miriam 
Baby I just wanna make it 
Wanna place the fear in them 
That anybody could be anybody 
But delirious 
Pass by 
Say “my songs lights”
Like its bot-work 
Get by with my own life 
Or the top burn 
Darkness 
And the ash I catch like comets 
Tried to study Gods voice 
Then top decked 
Cause it’s everything you want 
Anything you want 
Just be right to want it 
Even when you’re gone 
They can keep me going 
Love is not forgotten 

Shouldn’t say as it is 
Just a man with wind in his eyes 
I just felt forgotten 
Spoiled and rotten 
Loved ones that found me a problem 
I didn’t know any better 
Tough from the weather 
There and I weep cause it’s awesome

ELOHIM

[PARTY MODE]

faithful, degen

prod.everestdidthis

Willing to keep the hassle 
How many nights 
How many nights 
Just to see where you are 
Make sure the king is castled 
Housed in the mind 
Heaven is mine

So blessed 
I’m a sub for subject 
If it rains then you get wet 
So ima love it like my mama 
Cross eye pretty 
Like Madonna 
Talked your shit 
And he blessed me 
I don’t back down 
They address me 
Let’s get messed up 
Like drunk on the empty 
sounds of the lost and the envied 
Send me to Ray maybe 

I want a word with what’s dying 
The rivers are not what it was 
But I find your love so admiring 
That it’s off with our heads in dust 

Haaah! 
Who! 
Hooh! 

Haaah! 
Who! 
Hooh!

Willing to keep the hassle 
How many nights 
How many nights 
Just to see where you are 
Make sure the king is castled 
Housed in the mind 
Heaven is mine

I hope I realize I want it 
I pray that I can hunt your game 
You only chase me if you want it 
So I chase you when you walk away

——

blessmeeeeee

prod.everestdidthis

There’s two sides to peace 
The head 
And the knees 
I wait for rapport 
With my heart and it’s sleeves 
Are so worn 
Am I bored 
I’m not sure 
I’m just torn 
Do I want to be seen 
Or be loved 
In my source

Gravel 
Well I’m gonna kick it around  
While I get dissolved in this town
It’s nice to have places to go 

I made oath to travesty 
All it spoke and had with me 
Reality was falsified 
I had no expectations from 
And my emotions set and soothe 
In memories that breathe and move 
I swear that I make sense of it 
But never made a sense of you 

How could I reject my mind 
If heavens watching over it 
Satan stole the voice of God 
Well how bout saying no to it? 
Trying not to kill myself 
While tripping falling over it 
Give this woe to someone else 
Who won’t be on their own with it 

How do you say 
The weights can’t be measured 
In palms of the saints 
Or lovers of pleasure

——-

here or then

Prod.miroow

Sheep hear his voice 
would you take me or steal
Lost every option 
Repeat and conceal 
Led to my coffin 
I lay there and kneel 
He said Love never kills you 
So love me for real 

Try to take all I got 
Try to take all I need 
How many OPS I got
Pray that they fall on me 
Heaven stays on my watch 
Jesus stay strong on me 

Falling so far I’m free 
Drop all my bars on me 

Cowardice calling it weakness
Devil be sitting on someone that’s fearless 
Bluffs on God 
I think I’d die for the righteous 
Still laid down 
With a throne 
my eyelids 
Evidence 
Only make messages 
Only raise decadence 
I can take prejudice 
Heaven is 
Contrabands 
All on my Prada Bands 
Kill me once not again 
I’m insane 
Greater than 
Any man 
In the man 
Many lands 
Hidden on Instagram
Handle 
Publicly 
Privately 
Violently 
But I won’t lie 
To debated
By the sated 
Or the revelry 
The Manna from the father 
Only pleasure that embezzle me 
From Satan’s whole monopoly
That’s robbing me from honesty 
Of God within the Odyssey
The ticket in the lottery 
To prune the fruits of prodigies 
Pitched like prodigal 
He Made my life audible 

Wonderful counselor
Prince of peace 
Lord of lords 
King of kings 
God of all 
Red will run 
blue will fade 
The colors wash away 
Let me bite the blade 
Not a life of shame

dead

Prod. Michael Harrison 

You’ve drained me down the dreg 
With everything you said 
I just wanna understand it 
But for now you shut me out 

I roll over and die 
I die a thousand times 
Thinking that I’d get somewhere 
If I just let you ride 

I ain’t really like ta take pics anymore 
I ain’t really like ta sip drink anymore
I dont think it’s right ta say this is the Lord 
Baby you don’t gotta make trips to the morgue 

Pray to god all day long 
Cause if I don’t reach 
Who can 
Why do I want it raw 
How do I live again 
All of these dreams don’t matter 
Go and run off with mine 
If you go first 
I’m after 
Whole time 
Just tryna get high 

If you don’t get it from the system 
Beware the world is harsh 
Tied down to who you are 
I tried my hardest just to listen 
Misled 
And chaste and charred 
Run run you won’t get far

Dad did crystal meth 
And fought fires 
Step Dad 
Cuz he ain’t raise a liar 
Los Angels 
Homeless Empire 
My angelic home 
And I’m tired 
All mud on my heart 
And my lyre 
Just life 
Don’t fight it 
I just as guilty
I’m wilding 
With this side of hell 
In my eyelids

mango

POST UP LIKE A SAINT (kenzee)

ONLY THE HIGHEST FLAME FOR THE FEET OF THE LAMB (kenzee)

14:10 freestyle (kenzee)

I say sincerely 
Have I been saved at all 

Cause I don’t know what clothes to wear 
So I’ll feel like myself 
And I don’t wanna go anywhere 
Cuz I don’t want their help 
God I feel so miserable 
But in that am I close 
Swear I won’t take a minute more 
But everything just goes 

Hate the way we was raised so much 
That I made you call 
My mom she cry just like me 
I’m scared to get more involved 
I see the way things have changed 
Where every heart raised a wall 
can I love Jesus at all 
If I just stumble and fall 
Well if you’re falling on me 
Bet you’ll do anything 
To catch a vibe 
Like lose your life 
And just start playing God 
And no they don’t wanna see you now 
Cause you got heavens eyes 
Just let him fly 

Seething under me 
This need of change
I barely reach it 


I got ketchup on my clothes 
Cooped up 
In the same room where the child lived 
But the man’s locked in the basement 
Pleading out his mind for some patience 
But it’s wild how 
In a mild sense 
I can’t blame 
Anyone for my sins 
Shoulder on me is a wise man 
But a fools heart 
Make it pride then 

Imagination 
Is scarcely mine 
Who am I to entertain 
What waves my mind goodbye 
Yet when I chase a high 
God do you like it
Ain’t no greater 
Pain than when desire eats my mind

heavens eyes (michael harrison)

ARIEL (seye)

o r c a (Track 6 instrumental)

I don’t know what time it is
An instance long begone
Moment that the eyelids hit the lights 
A thought is all
Pray it out with sky and cloud 
Are we prepared to die 
Shouts the crowd 
A whisper settles deep 
Into our minds 

behold the kingdom 
It comes to me 
With sprouting wings 
Of
The son
The king
And I’m always surprised 
When you bring me to mind 
And it won’t stay 
The hate in myself 
The jealousy burns 
Away I just felt
I’m saved 

And I tried the happiness spell
But I was held back by infinite wealth 
I’m sorry I oathed some preconceived notions
Bottled my tears 
And said no to oceans 
But 
I’m learning people need to cry 
Together 
haven’t trust a soul in so so long 
Good people 
God I need those 
Bruised and broken 
These my equals 

Jesus Shepherd’s me 
Like please bro 
Do you well 
To heed our egos 
I’m strapped with assignments 
In confinement 
Same love for the 
Bastions 
For the sirens 
Truth is what he showed me on the island
Opened my eyes wide enough 
For love
The kind that they ain’t ever seen before 
Have you ever had a dream before 

I was seventeen when I started stepping stupid 
Found out sense ain’t really common 
But we mellow out the movements 
Tell me what the reapers say 
I’m feeling kid today 
Playing with the viper 
When we pipe it up with 808s 
Don’t know if I matter 
But I only know matters more 
Precious in the spirit 
They don’t see it 
They don’t hear it 
But I’m sated  
By substance 
Essence of what love is 
Know you got potential 
Jesus up the budget 

Where the beat go 

Would we cry 
If we really fall 
You want the type of heart 
That lets it all out 
Put me down 
If I wasn’t ready yet 
Prayed to God  
Won’t I fly at all

"do you love me?"

If don’t choose God 
Just shoot me up 
Lately I feared my faith 
I’d probably get dumped 
Because I’m biting my tongue 
With a life now confiscated 
If you ever show up 
I just wanna give blessing  
This time was precious 
Made my choice 
But my life was missing 
In your frail perception 

I’m in no rush to save a life 
It’ll be there 
Right there 
Just so happens you’re appointed 
For some time where 
You can stop and figure out 
The ones you have to live without 
Jesus makes memorial 
Of memories a minute loud
And where they are well 
No one knows 
A love I tend to dream about 
So much that I build a holy home 
With precious stone 
That’s fairly small
So god is sure to overflow it 

World inside your head 
In a way I see it clearly 
How we tower over them 
When they don’t even hear me 
Didn’t wanna hurt nobody 
Tried to make him kill me 
It’s just the wind though 
So keep me by the window 

Jesus you 
Swell my bedsheets 
I Bleed that I may know me 
This seat I take for my comfort 
Made to usurp 
How the Devil made peace with you 
And the family makes my mentions 
Crucified Christ 
So I’m upside down right now 
Maybe one day his sons 
Learn to look in my eyes 
Recognize they aren’t proud right now 

Ice on my wrist 
But it’s not the kind you know 
Ice on my wrist 
But it’s not the way I dreamed 
I see silence 
As a presence grew well known 
Mercy violence 
God suffer me in ease 

I want you here with me 
Heaven don’t wait for no one 
Although you wait me 
Pray so hard 
I’m weak for peace 

Devil may try to get back yuh 
Demons ain’t like my mental 
Maybe that spirit we lack 
I 
Crave a fat food like rental 
Gotta find my own way back 
Cleaning out death like dental 
Shawty I don’t tolerate shots 
Jah my scent like stencil yuh

YOU WAIT FOR ME

(Michael Harrison)
Sheaves of rye 
I Picked you out like a weed 
Lead me down but I will not step 
I know you pray about it 
But you better break bread 

Linger at the scent of quail 
It’s sort of force fed 
Lord I’ll let it go stale 
Measure the oersted  
I’m tantalized 
By the whole dang field 
Mediocrity is done properly 
When you hold me still 
Yeah these words 
You know they stay strapped 
They go 
And they never come back 
You’ve been misled 
But the devil got lax 
If you’ve listened 
To the timbre of my pacts 
Super blasphemous 
God knows I asked for this 
I take an axe to every tree 
That never asked for his  
Tragic 
But do you see me in cellophane 
Cause heaven knows cause for celebration 
Though we split ways like telephase 

Eat me up like whole grains 
All these people tend to panic 
In my old ways 
Before we’re born
Man, those were the old days   
Mortified 
My orders priced 
For propane 

Straight ahead 
I see their wings digress  
To bring us peace and rest 
Please bring us peace and rest

sheaves of rye (michael harrison)

(neverforever) 
You left some stones at my feet 
As we were picking up pace 
Rallying the graves 
Discern a face 
As bright as yours 
And kinda wanna burn out 
With the love that I’ve found 
All was well on my side 
At least 
But I have nothing to give to you 
Jesus you’re out of your mind 
With me 
I’m just here to live for you 
Tell me:
“Follow my own butterfly 
And praise me in this noose”
Wasn’t really ready yet 
And yet a dream comes true 
Gave it up at Pentecost 
Foundation will not move 
Lay my rooms with sheet moss 
And hold you in recluse 

But you left some stones at my feet 
As we were picking up pace 
Rallying the graves 
She knows the Romans all sleep 
They’re still good messages to me 

I was so filthy 
Without a figure of speech 
I let you heal me 
This was the end of your means 
Satisfied with this love
Tell me, are you satisfied God?

the broken record (neverforever)

(Nobodysthereforme)
Crawl through crevices 
For the roaches you marvel 
And they leave no evidence 
You’d think you’re alone… 
Bite at the backlash 
But my snare is laid bare  
Mutilate his skin 
And they don’t even care 
I pray with grease in the throat 
Pay no attention to choke 
You’re just the one that I chose 
To make it clear to atone 
They catch a glimpse of the drone 
Programmed to reap what it sows 
I dreamt a bridge for a troll 
But I gave Jesus the rose 

An accolade given so blindly 
What is the merit?
Buried beneath of his timing 
I can’t declare it 
What do you make of my findings 
That I hold so merrily? 
All of those bodies no wiser 
Held in me, terribly

ill (nobodysthereforme)

pour into me (kenzee)

Hold on till we home 
Time to go? 
Oh He Knows? 

Blessed be the low 
Cornerstone 
Coast to Coast 

I’ve been in the realms 
Out the realms 
On my dosage 

Hades on my tail 
Word of God 
On me like Glowstick 

Jesus copy 
No I’m not another nuisance

We don’t got a sign 
We just got the blueprints 

Persecuted in his name 
Is that a new sin  

All his ways they stay acute 
Bae Don’t do obtuses 

Hey hosanna 
Yous a gift no Santa 
I be seasoned on that burner 
And I’m never out of manna 

Hold on till we home 
Time to go? 
Oh He Knows? 

Blessed be the low 
Cornerstone 
Coast to Coast 

I’ve been in the realms 
Out the realms 
On my dosage 

Hades on my tail 
Word of God 
On me like Glowstick 

Hoshea 
The wicked fall 
I’m kosher 
Demons try to ride up on me 
They on Jesus coaster 
T pose 
When he boned ya 
Finished work 
He owns ya 
Sipping vine 
Like Goya 
White like wool 
Like snow ya

I SOUND IGNORANT BUT GOD KNOWS I LOVE HIM

Way up high 
Seen some reach 
And don’t find you all 
Lord who was I 
To be a prized pristine possession 
Of your mind 
Will you measure the gratitude 

It’s a long way down 
But I’m not over you 
Is anything over you anyways 
I would not know 
Had an eye catch this wind 
This nonstop flow 
Rolling boulders 
Growing close to you 

Deep inside your halls of diamonds 
Printed on your house of cards 
Just enough to keep surviving 
Just enough to touch your heart 

Focus on the pain discerned of yearning 
Crucify my flesh to peak to peace
Never really like the color orange 
Knows to play the role I need to see 
Fallacies when praised amidst the morning 
My own understanding can’t compete 
Had my own opinions of the story 
Made the greatest maimed to make believe 

Careful with your words 
Do not have me shamed my son  
Pollen on each verse 
Carry me away my love 
Let your works be alive 
You deserve of the fire in me 
There’s no need of a sign 
Let it bind in the life you lead

gratitude (everestdidthis)

very sinful (rope)

beat demo
tidied up the mix and master without ear fatigue

YOU CAN START OVER EVERYTHING

So hot I double crossed my body 
Fight fire 
With the sin 
For debree 
Say religion ain’t a one man army 
But he’ll die all alone 
On mezzanine 
Rest 
Had no rest 
Was a red light baby 
Dressed
In the stress 
Of an infinite life 
Ups 
And the downs 
Of a real lie chasing 
Love that amounts 
To an intimate vice 

You say you won’t be clouded 
Rainfall like tears post mortem 
No one to keep me grounded 
So tall my sky of whoredom 

Stayed inside 
Thought I was safe to rot
I ran away 
The lifeline 
It takes eye 
I fucked up 
It takes time 
And I’ll try 
To take your grace 
With stained eyes 
There’s no way 
That you’re mine 
I’m just yours 
Like a pruned bird 
In a man’s world 

When I dream a dream 
I Cannot control my self all 
Lucid dreams lack substance after all
When I dream a dream
Always suffer secrets of the fall 
I would eat the fruit 
And try to stall 

Theres no cursive here 
Learn to hate my heart 
Cause that’s where it all goes wrong 

Step no more in fear 
Grab me by the tail 
I’ll eat the crumbs like a dog

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