Inca Ore / Grouper

Poison Tree

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So long so long
I must stay strong
Until I reach your castle
Say Would you try eternal life
I’d say it’s worth the hassle
Spoke from the lamb
With human plans
In charge the holy vassal
The fruit seems bland
Do understand
Within a taste so fragile
I was scared to ask
You wore the wool human tongue
Would I dare to pass on over
Live forever young
Let go your rotten flesh
And see as your spirit fits in the mesh
A time to destroy and to be reborn
For what you consume you cannot the core
The 2nd beginning with curtains torn
The planet is spinning unto the door
Your taken with grinning I ask for more
Who’s losing who’s winning don’t care no more


Free from the agony happening
from all the blasphemy I am enacting
A pact with the tragedy rather be absent
and callously resting in peace with the weak and the challenged

Apart from the malice
I’m found in your palace
With juice in my chalice
And slams of the Mallet 
Send ripples of water
Yet farther
The calm before slaughter
The kingdom of martyrs
Is near
Is it here
Well i fear
What is said
Will be dreaded and shed into tears
I appear
Getting sheared
In a silent obscurity
Take what is dear
Leave me my insecurities
Spare me your purity
Im so in love
And the love is what’s hurting me
Burning inside
As your turning each page would it make you alive
Cause I still wanna try

tree of life

Save a place for me 
Rip me out my body 
The horned one 
Answered you love 
And I was not myself 

If I die on my own 
Might as well let go 
It’s you I love
And My heart stopped beating 
Aim it steady 
So you’ll never leave 

Everyday dies for the melody 
Why would I worry 
Only saved you once 
Let you hang up 
It’s you I love
And My heart stopped beating 
Aim it steady 
So you’ll never leave 

Be my sheep I know your voice 
No one breathed 
my soul is void 
Blood and mantra 
What you told me 
Grave is wealthy 
Sex so holy 
I love no one 
Loved you only 
Something happens 
Something happens 

Everyday dies for the melody 
Why would I worry 
Only saved you once 
Let you hang up 
I find money out of bounds 
And God can only love me now

B.A.M (interlude)

There’s not much I can do, I lost some pieces to my equipment 

Production quality should increase again soon

Blowtorch 
break near 
reap of your body
And burn like rubber 
Is a love like fire 
When I’m down your ears
While my own best friend 
Laid with all 3 summers 
Only me you no stunner yo 
Stare the man down then let it go 
Getting to quiet with the light on 
Dragon ball Kai with chyron 
Know she can’t ride my Flygon 
You dont know how I’m high on 

Draco boy you is insect 
555 kickback like he Insec 
That’s charming 
That’s evil 
I kneel as 
Audacious 
I excel in a pantomime flesh 
And the bullets that press 
Into imitations 
Im the hell in a Heaven type bless 
Where the hearted find rest 
And the oil is sacred 
Tres
3 
Why do we know my soul 
Tres 
Me 
How you’re gonna bring me low 
Awh
Breeze 
But Trinity will blow that load 
Guess 
See 
Does the evidence block your mode? 

Hersey
Am I supposed to split the pigeons 
From the Pharisees
You could try to clip the ribbon on my energy 
But you may have to pray a lot 
To eat it edibly   
Ha ha 

Take off the sexy clothes 
Wear the cloths 
sacks of roses 
Turn back in do si do 
Crush the cobra 
And Hope 

For now they’re lullabies 
Wake and weep 
Child of mind 
God has his plans for you 

How could you run from me 
Suddenly 
Something was wrong with me 
Or I’m not appealing 
To stay with so comfortably 
You don’t see my face 
Just my voice 
There’s a place 
That I’d grace you 
With images 
Rest on your faith 
With a body of earth 
For the visage 
Someone’s above me 
I’m glad your coming 
For fixing it 
But promise me 
If you leave 
Heart will break pieces
Of world 
How could you leave em behind 
Just to  mess with a girl 
I Hate it so much  
That I made Jesus the king of the world 
His Grace is sufficient 
But I know you came for a whirl 
And I’d kill you twice 
At the time 
That you leave him 
For real 
Homes where the heart is and 
That where the evils for real 
My love if you think it’s a joke 
You won’t get the appeal 

Wist
of inlets
Ghosts 
of field of 
all 
my friends How 
many 
are real 
Blessed 
in the 
breath 
Of a mind 
to keep 
God I get 
so
lost of the 
things that we 
want 

Copper 
Keep sauced 
On a sizzled light beam 
Trust in our harms 
We do everything clean 
Spirit excels 
When the body breaks down 
All of my fear for you 
Lord I’m so mild 
Shakes 
Iris at my neck 
She taint the lakes 
But I try to triple threat it 

the message is a saint 

I just get the texts 
And know it’s praise 
You plant truth in the soil 
I just confess it  
Lighting flash is on the toil 
Of taken questions 
If I try you for the 
dead and their directions 
Then I’ll be slain 
Within the bodies 
Where it’s sexless 
You should know 
They’ll steal them anyways

THE 4 SISTERS OF MY NEW TESTAMENT (fix)

The Year of Hibernation

Montana

xxxtentacion & Ski Mask The Slump God - WHAT IN XXXTARNATION!? (Prod.Stain)

Bad Apple!!

All credits belongs to https://soundcloud.com/cat_naps
Also check the MV where I found this gem: https://youtu.be/9MO8ExMyla4

cat naps - would you miss me

rainforest

spotify

garden (ft. kibishi)

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Helping someone else opened my mind to mix this properly.

completed bookmarks, no quotations:
The WISDOM OF CHRIST 
“BOOK OF JOHN” 

This was already read. 
My fast completed for 2 1/2 days

Any sewer codenames? 
I have 2 
2nd one I’m fond of because of the date beneath the earth 

This was a bit of a stretch to write 
I felt lead to seek out rather than follow instructions 

I’ll date it:
3/20/24
I need space to do all my considerations,
The summary is posted on laughter of god.
—-

Another meaning I can derive, given the lack of any detail in the memorable moment: 

At some point, August 30th 2020 
I managed to get into my broken phone 
Moreso, managed to get into my deleted spam account on Instagram, for the cache never updated 
I screenshotted the most important conversation I had 
Whilst I naturally had forgotten all of the grotesque of my troubled flesh that ruined my grand ideals from that time 

It was a time after the poem interpretation which I didn’t have 

But I’ll just quote some of my own words 
And summarize the words that are not my own 

They said they discovered “prices” in music hidden about, enjoying the undertones, but valued mine 
That the music grabbed them from the ribcage.

N:
“There’s a certain perspective in life that moves you forward, instead of just circling the same decision-making over and over for the rest of your life without truly realizing your purpose yet” 

“And you quite literally got the poem with my exact intention which makes me* happy that a real truth can be found even then” 

“So it’s still marketable to those who don’t understand it” 
“Striking conspiracy to those who think they do” 

It gave them this vibe: 
“Step down from that fantasy you’ve fooled yourself into believing so completely and open yourself to the sickening reality you do so well at hiding.”

How they struggled to find an in between from what they call human nature, and deep thinking, feeling the energy from everything, empathizing with me even on this 

It was like sinking into a black hole to them, the cause of the overwhelming reality for those craving understanding (quoting the strays gospel poem a bit because this is the nature of the spirit from this point)

The moment this became deeply seeded was when we felt understood, and even to insist I was the same as them 

The dreams they had that I had not yet experienced, where considered as nightmares, but despite the connotation of nightmares there was an exhilarating sense of life they found, which caused them to check out during the day 

I’d come to understand that word for word, bar for bar, and God gave means to cope by keeping me on a reserved, chore like schedule, my psychosis wouldn’t bother anyone. Now, the light is greater than the darkness and I can function without the gift, but I still desire it so, as it has lead me to draw parallels to gods promise, such as the shining, levitating ((*luminous*)) water of the spirit, or the witness of the sudden destruction of earth and my thought process as I was raised, and then descended, or the statue of Christ pointing at me. 

Dreams were freedom for them, a place for the heart to run amok, desires for evil were satiated and held together the waking, so that consequence would not be suffered. I understand more now. 

They felt like a curse. The curse was mine however, and it was holy. 

We both mistook this sense of awakening as a way to free the darkness of our inward selves, but in different fashions. 

The lesson of our unconscious awareness we already knew, the good and bad in ourselves that gives clarity upon other bodies 

The struggle between humanity as a root of good or evil. 

In this I will say now: the way of ascent is through destruction. Through time, is a generation that detests its own existence. 

I shared that as soon as I started smoking I felt waves of omnipotence, good and evil, puking in fear from darkness, or getting baptized through a shower in light, 

(Laughter of God lofi version)

THE 4 SISTERS OF MY NEW TESTAMENT (fix)

STRAY

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