solitude

This is the recording of the first half of my set at Varispeed Socialz 18 on 24th March 2023, Bristol, UK. 

I split the recording into two parts as there were two very distinct parts to the set. The first one here being a little homage to Venetian Snares, as evident by the track list...

Venetian Snares - Fuck Off
Venetian Snares - Einstein-Rosen Bridge
Venetian Snares - Eurocore MVP
Venetian Snares - Sajtban
Venetian Snares - Amazon
Venetian Snares - Deep Dicking
Venetian Snares - Welfare Wednesday
Venetian Snares - Husikam Rave Dojo
Venetian Snares - Hajnal
Venetian Snares - Hand Throw
Venetian Snares - 1000 Years
Venetian Snares - Ultraviolent Junglist

Here is Part Two: https://soundcloud.com/scheme-boy/scheme-boy-at-varispeed-socialz-18-part-two-the-other-bit

Scheme Boy at Varispeed Socialz 18 Part One: The Venetian Snares Bit

.011 faerie

.012 boo

AQUARIUS V3

.013 crestfallen

Daria

solitude - boundless dreamscape
liminal
.014

.014 boundless dreamscape

solitude - hanging from the harbour
no longer human
.015

0.15 hanging from the harbour

fallout

blakkout (prod. tiresss, 1glem)

Dreams

Encrypted EP

Bounce

PRE - SAVE

A.STREET - BOUNCE

Lyrics

baby i think im shattered 
cold heart like alaska
takin this shit too much too much oh girl i’m a bastard
i know
but it helps me when im alone
and ur not there by my side 

tell me where the fuck should i go
i’ve been waitin here i been waitin all night here for you
it’s rainin down on me im shivering im caught in the wind 
and nothings workin for me tell me how the fuck do i win?

numb like anaesthesia 
flyin w no visa
can’t lie girl i need you oh
i don’t know me either 
but can u see it in me girl im a dreamer

hold me
it’s all fallin down on me
and i can barely see barely see what’s in front of me
can u call me?
i need somebody
miss ur serenity
melodies only thing that is helpin me now

catch me i keep fallin down
cup full of codeine i drown in
lost in crowds but i’m sensin you around me
thoughts that can’t come out my mouth
build em up i bleed em out 
hurts too much im bleedin now
leave me right up on the ground 

hold me
it’s all fallin down on me
and i can barely see barely see what’s in front of me
can u call me?
i need somebody
miss ur serenity
melodies only thing that is helpin me now x2

oh im starstruck i cannot keep up with you
one wrong move my hearts inside your reticle 
hurt me baby but im so attached to you
change our names and we can run off just us 2

numb like anaesthesia 
flyin w no visa
can’t lie girl i need you oh
i don’t know me either 
but can u see it in me girl im a dreamer

hold me
it’s all fallin down on me
and i can barely see barely see what’s in front of me
can u call me?
i need somebody
miss ur serenity
melodies only thing that is helpin me now

i miss your body girl
somethin about it 
i’m missin missin missin 
ahhh melodies only thing that is helpin me now

shattered (prod. tiresss)

LYRICS 

you know i’ll do anything for ya
diamonds on ur neck or goyard
do u remember the last time i saw ya?
like how i dealt with paranoia

cold heart cold hearts start gettin colder
why can’t we stay here i don’t wanna get older
i still got so much oh got so much to show ya 
but you keep

keep messin with my head
think i’m in too deep
wearing off the thread
cannot go to sleep
like i don’t wanna die without u next to me
i promise that i blow up put diamonds on our teeth

slow it down
can you slow it slow it down?
cus you’re running too fast for me
i can’t keep up i’m bucklin my knees
i don’t wanna give u up ur the only one i dream of

like woah can you twin my flames?
live like a star while everybody screams my name
and i’m crushing and im rollin so i feel it in the brain
fuck it if u want it girl come join while i reign

disappear and vanish 
where no one speaks our language 
why do they call us strange 
we’re  just kids that that dealt with damage 
and life can get so savage
but im grateful that it happens
cus one day it will all disappear 
run off to different planets and

and that’s alright with me 
cus i know we’ll find each other everytime 
that’s alright with me 
cos i know know we’ll find each other every single life

cold heart cold hearts start gettin colder
why can’t we stay here i don’t wanna get older
i still got so much oh got so much to show ya
but you keep


keep messin with my head
im in way too deep
wearing off the thread
cannot go to sleep
like i don’t wanna die without u next to me
i promise that i blow up put diamonds on our teeth

coldhearts

.018 catalyst

(prod. @fiftyzeros)

slow it down
takin off on me i mean
hold on i still need you baby 
slow down slow down
slow down i still need you baby

i don’t wanna hear no one when i’m up in my zone
i build myself but i end up fallin like dominoes
but if you want it girl i’ll chase you wherever you go
but it’s hurtin me tho when you said 
nothin really matters in the end
but you don’t where we could go
i’m at the beach stuck in the sand i will wait here like a stone 
im stuck inside ur matrix but i cannot seem to break your code
im runnin so fast in the night but im still followed by these crows
i hold my breath so much i forget that i need to breathe too
im sleepin way too much but thats the only way ill see you
 pushing everyone away I promise i don't mean to
i lied to ur face when i said that i didnt need you 

slow it down
takin off on me i mean
hold on i still need you baby 
slow down slow down
slow down i still need you baby x2

lock my heart in a vice
but it felt nice thinkin bout you all night 
pourin this pain in this hennessy can’t even cry
way too high
left my heart in a hole 
let it all go
drainin and eatin my soul
demons are deceiving visions of you and they’re stuck in my head and they’re takin control 
thinkin that i’m losing control now and i don’t know what to do
i think i found my soul but my hearts broken in two 
but if you change ur mind girl you know what to do yeah you know you know what to do

slow it down
takin off on me i mean
hold on i still need you baby 
slow down slow down
slow down i still need you baby x2

.018 catalyst

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