SOMETHING ABOUT PAIN PT 1

🎤 ON HOLD (ODE TO HIPHOP) 🎤
Get ready for a raw, funky throwback to the golden era of hip-hop. On Hold (Ode to Hiphop) is a tribute to the classics, blending boom bap beats, funky samples, and lyrical precision that’ll take you straight to a 90s party vibe.

Produced by the one and only Fernie Haze, this track is an anthem for hip-hop lovers who crave authenticity.

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🎤 ON HOLD (ODE TO HIPHOP) 🎤

Verse
Locked out the house, 3AM, cold steps,
Backpack full of sins, ain’t no books left.
Momma in tears, I could hear her through the walls,
But the high felt louder than the way that she called.

Jumped that fence just to chase a quick fix,
Grinnin’ with the crew while we all felt sick.
Told myself lies like, “This who I am,”
But deep down knew I had blood on my hands.

Skipped out class just to roll with the wrong,
Could’ve had a cap and a dream, now it’s gone.
Used to write poems, could’ve penned my path,
Now I’m writin’ pain in a notepad of wrath.


                     Verse 2 
Now I’m older, but the pain still breathes,
Memories hit harder than a hundred cold streets.
Pops gave up, said, “You live how you choose,”
Didn’t know I was pickin’ every way I could lose.

Friends turned fiends, some dead, some gone,
Scrollin’ through my past like a list of what’s wrong.
School called home, but I’d already dipped,
In a car full of smoke with a dream gettin’ clipped.

Wasn’t dumb, just lost, heart full of noise,
Tryna find peace in the wrongest of toys.
Now I stare at the ceiling with the lights turned low,
Thinkin’ ‘bout the kid that I used to know.

LOCKED OUT THE HOUSE

Verse
Ridin’ down I-5 with a Glock on my lap,
Moonlight hit the chrome, demons in the back.
Eyes in the rearview, watchin’ for the trap,
I don’t trust a soul — that’s a motherfuckin’ fact.

Tinted windows, no plates, mind full of ghosts,
Every mile I drive feel like I’m gettin’ close.
Pain in my chest, but I never let it show,
Rather bleed in the dark than let ‘em see me low.

Phone on mute, got the plug on speed,
One wrong move, get erased with speed.
Never needed love, just a bag and peace,
But peace don’t come when you play in the streets.

Heart ice cold, but the heat still pop,
Prayin’ I don’t crash, tires squeal, don’t stop.
No destination, just a war I can’t drop,
Ridin’ down I-5 with a Glock — and a lot.

RIDIN DOWN I5 WITH A GLOCK ON MY LAP Ft Itzdrayday

Verse 
Nines and dimes, that’s the life I done seen
One hand on the scale, one lost in a dream
Shorty look fine, but her soul been cold
Loyalty’s rare when the heart been sold

I done seen brothers flip for a lil’ shine
I done seen angels fall for a dime line
Fast life tempt you when you born in the dirt
But every smile got a blade, every high got hurt

Money come quick, but the peace move slow
And the nines don’t jam when the envy fuckin grow
I keep my circle tight, eyes wide on the fake
’Cause dimes turn to demons when the love ain’t straight

NINES N DIMES ft dxth cvbb

Verse
Heart iced cold but the flame still lit,
Poppin’ off pills just to make me feel shit.
Love ain’t real, just a trap with a twist,
She kiss with a blade, then she cut at the wrist.

She tell me she loyal, but she lie through her teeth,
Like the smoke in my lungs, it’s just easy to breathe.
Got a grip on my past like a noose ’round my neck,
And I dream of the day I got nothin’ left.

They say love heals, but it burn like dope,
She playin’ my mind like a suicide note.
Sex in the dark, with a mask and a motive,
Fucked in the head, now we both feel hopeless.

Cocaine lines on a bathroom sink,
I ain’t blinked in a week, can’t afford to think.
Syrup in my cup, got me leanin’ like trust,
And the devil in my ear always talkin’ too much.

RIDIN  through the city with a death wish grin,
Hell on my heels and the pain in my skin.
I don’t love life, I just flirt with the danger,
Kissin’ on fate like we strangers in anger.

Drugs in the bag like I pack for the grave,
Love in the past, now it’s sex I crave.
Chain-smokin’ thoughts just to hide what I’m feelin’,
Pop another tab, now the ceiling start peelin’.

Lost in the smoke, can’t tell what’s real,
Body in the bed, but my soul won’t heal.
Curse in my blood, every beat is a threat,
Love, sex, and drugs — that’s all I got left

LUV SEX N DRUGS

Verse
666 blunts, got the smoke in my lungs,
Draggin’ my coffin through hell just for fun.
Ash on my shirt, bloodstains on my tongue,
Don’t talk pain if you ain’t from where I’m from.

Poppin’ off demons like tabs in the night,
Cursed in my sleep, I don’t pray for the light.
Every blunt laced with a piece of my soul,
Same black heart that’ll never grow old.

Dollars in the bag, but it don’t mean peace,
Got a gun and a gram and a brand new lease.
Six in the chamber, one in the fuckin mind,
Blowin’ out smoke like I’m pressin’ rewind.

Tatted-up flesh, got the scars for the truth,
Triple six flame when I step in the booth.
Live by the smoke, might die by the flame,
Still light up that blunt just to numb out the shame.

666 BLUNTZ

Verse 
Don’t mind me, I’m just dead in the head,
Still breathin’ but I’d rather lay cold in a bed.
Mask on my face, but I’m drownin’ in stress,
Laugh with the crowd, but inside, it’s a mess.

Eyes red, soul black, stomach full of meds,
Can’t feel love, just the weight of regrets.
People say “cheer up,” but they don’t get the test,
Every day’s war, I just hide in my vest.

Fake smile, fake life, this ain’t what it seem,
Dark thoughts stalkin’ like a glitch in a dream.
Smoke in my lungs, got me floatin’ upstream,
But the fall feels close when you run outta steam

                     
                                      Verse 2
Yeah, I smile less now, heart beatin’ slow,
Life movin’ fast but I’m stuck in the low.
Sick of the noise, I just hide from the show,
Put the pain in a rhyme, let the silence grow.

Cold sweats, late nights, thoughts runnin’ wild,
Haven’t felt peace since I was a child.
People say “talk,” but the truth too vile,
So I bottle it up with a fake-ass smile.

If I vanish, just let me drift in the mist,
No prayers, no tears, I don’t need to be missed.
This pain ain’t a phase, it’s a lifelong guest—
So don’t mind me… I’m just tryin’ my best.

DONT MIND ME IM DEPRESSED

Sightless (prod by lock)

Recorded live at Rapture's Deli on July 17th 2025.

BOGHIAN @ The Sylvester, Miami [Rapture's Deli]

[Verse 1]
She just said, "Hold me please," under the starry skies,
Whispers soft as moonlight, shining in her eyes.
The summer breeze was gentle, as the night turned to gold,
In the quiet of the moment, her heart began to unfold.
He stood there hesitating, lost in her gaze,
With a heart full of questions, caught in a daze.

[Chorus]
Hold me… hold me… please,
She whispered like a dream,
“Ok, ok, baby,
Let’s unravel this mystery, let it be.”
In the softness of night, we’ll dance until dawn,
A country love song, where our hearts belong.

[Verse 2]
He just said, “Maybe,” with a smile on his face,
Feeling the magic of this intimate space.
Every word that they exchanged, felt like poetry in flight,
With a rhythm in their laughter, everything felt so right.
They danced in the shadows, lost in the light,
Two souls intertwined, fueled by the night.

[Chorus]
Hold me… hold me… please,
She whispered like a dream,
“Ok, ok, baby,
Let’s unravel this mystery, let it be.”
In the softness of night, we’ll dance until dawn,
A country love song, where our hearts belong.

[Bridge]
The fireflies dancing, like dreams in the air,
With every heartbeat, this magic we share.
He took her hand gently, pulled her in close,
In that perfect moment, it was love they chose.
A promise unspoken, in the warmth of their touch,
In the depth of desire, they both felt so much.

[Verse 3]
She looked up at him, saw the love in his eyes,
“Hold me forever,” was her silent reply.
He leaned in closer, hearts both ablaze,
In this dance of affection, they were lost in a haze.
Every pulse, every sigh, like a sweet serenade,
Caught in this moment, where their fears just fade.

[Chorus]
Hold me… hold me… please,
She whispered like a dream,
“Ok, ok, baby,
Let’s unravel this mystery, let it be.”
In the softness of night, we’ll dance until dawn,
A country love song, where our hearts belong.

[Outro]
So here we are together, under the stars above,
Two hearts intertwined, wrapped up in love.
With every tender whisper, our souls find their way,
“Hold me please,” she echoes, “forever and a day.”
Together they’ll cherish this magical night,
As the world fades away, feeling so right.

Hold Me Please

new flow, bit of indie, bit of tech house

PRETTY WHEN THE SKY FALLS

OUR WORLD

The Measure of a Man (Oh Give a Little)

basement bass

@nvr_nvmbr x @jaatheprophet prod @luv_armor

Faithfully (prod. luv armor)

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

i know you don’t remember me
but i’m stuck here with these memories 
& nothin’s ever as it seems
it’s a never ending tragedy
but baby, you’re a masterpiece…

& i was wearin’ all black
yeah, i know you love that
i love livin’ in the past

we used to play Minecraft
yeah, i really miss that
& i really miss my dad

he hates all these hihats
but we’ll both just laugh
deep inside, i’m really sad..

you know, life’s just a bore
& love’s nothin’ more 
than a pain that i’ll endure..
please save me from this world

my life’s just a chore
so i’ll take my ass to church
& i’m prayin’ to the Lord
i can’t take anymore

you know a heart’ll hurt so bad
when you live in the past 
& you’ll never go back.. yeah

i miss my cat’s that fuckin’ died
& being guided by the light
you know, it’s always dark outside..

you know, life’s just a bore
& love’s nothin’ more 
than a pain that i’ll endure
i can’t take it anymore

you know, life’s just a bore
& love’s nothing more
than a pain that just gets worse..
yeah, it’s always gettin’ worse

yeah, everything; it hurts..
don’t even act concerned
don’t give a fuck about this world..

i hope they piss upon my grave
i feel my soul, it starts to fade
into a darker shade of grey..

i hope these feelings go away
there’s still a chance that i’ll be saved
unless i sealed my fuckin’ fate…

‘ion know about you
but i don’t know what to do
yeah, i think that we’re through
..yeah, i’m thinkin’ that we’re through

‘ion know about..
'ion know about you
but my lungs are turnin’ blue
& i don’t know what to do..

cut my arteries
you know that it’s hard for me
i’ll never be anything
but baby, you’re everything..

LOCKED OUT THE HOUSE

KILLSTONE

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